My Point Of View For Sarawak 10th Election Year 2011.

I am an average girl age 27 this year. Currently worked in a listed company in Miri. Previously worked at an average size of private company as well. As far as I can recall my memory for Sarawak elections started in a year which I saw , Dr. Yii (a well known dentist in Miri) having his campaign at Pelita Commercial Centre. If I am not mistaken, I was there for my computer course during school holidays with my aunt.

I was very surprised to see him standing at the corner with some loudspeaker and microphone, giving speech! I was partly excited party curious as well. He is the dentist that makes my teeth pretty.... hahaha. I admire him as a gentle , warm-hearted dentist. He did his work very well, very precise, very careful as well not to mention, his friendliness and hospitality and that is why I felt excited seeing him having campaign for DAP.

Partly I was curious and wondering why he join DAP. I was brain washed by my parents that DAP, PKR, PAS are all demons and bad people. I remember I asked my mum, Why Must BN win? She get angry and scolded me. I say I just wondering why, I am not cursing BN to lose. She then replied me, saying that, those opposition parties of BN are all monster, if they won the elections, we will all be living like in world war II. Wow... now this is the scary part. I never thought it's going to be that bad. From that day onwards, I never ever dare to ask Why BN must Win to my parents or to any adults any any more. LOL

As I grow up, I saw more elections campaign, heard more things as well.. I started to realize , what my parents said are not all true after all. I started to heard my dad says , BN is doing not so well, when will they changed? My dad still give BN his vote and so does my mum.

But this year, year 2011, it happened to be Sarawak 10th Elections. My dad has passed away in year 2007, so he won't be able to give his vote this year. I know he is looking at us , in every single way.

So, this year will be me, brother and mum to give our vote , for our family. =)

Dear BN, truly from my heart, I can tell you that, We did supported you way back those years.. We really did. You can see how my parents wanted you to win and said those words to scare me, pursue me to pray for your victory. But now, we all see how our country make us suffer. I don't get my increment this year probably my boss has no more budget for our increment as he has to divide his budget to various places and elections lol. We have no choice but to give a chance for oppositions parties for a change. Don't be angry don't be sad, don't fear that you will be losing your seats forever if the opposition party won. As long as you have the will to change, we will still be voting you back for the next elections.

Always bear in your (BN) mind, that we (malaysian citizens) are not blind at heart, not blind at any part. We heard, we think, we analyse, we conclude, we decide.

Dear All Opposition Parties (DAP,PKR,PAS),
If ever gain your victory this time, never ever felt too proud and forgot your responsibilities. We wouldn't want to see you end up as Orang Utan sitting at the parliament lol. We are not blind at heart, blind at any part. If we (malaysian citizen) can bring victory to you, we can also bring triumph as well. HAHA. So, better get your job done, you only have 5 years in hand.!

Is It A Genuine Brand?

Today while I was standing at the fax machine , looking for my fax, my admin manager walk passed behind me, suddenly she stopped and asked, "Is your shoe comfortable?"

I looked at her with my eyebrows rise up , a little bit surprised of what she asked as a manager lol because no manager would even care even if I'm bare footed. So, I replied her " Err okay ah.. comfortable " and she smiled ..but still staring at my feet.. =_=" and she asked again.. "Are they genuine?" WAH WAH WAHHH now this is more surprising.. I was like , are you doubting me to have the ability to buy genuine brand stuff??!!

I wanted to reply her by saying " It's just RM160, I am still afford to buy" my most expensive sneakers cost me "RM240" which is 10 times more expensive than your cheap purple Crocs! Geezzz.. Well, she thought she came from the city of the cats, then she should be the one who knows it all.. or..have it all.

Argh.. crap manager. She is just like a clown to me. Joke of the day!

I Work Under A "Ngiao Ji" admin manager, A "So Hai" G.O.M & A "Ngok Ngok" Director.

Today, while I was working, I felt that my eyes are so tired. I decided to rest a while and look around for something to soothe my eyes, but what is there to look at anyway? I'm in an office, a place which I work so hard to earn that few bux to complete my poor life. HAHA. I saw my colleague bringing her own netbook, looking at it , smiling by herself. Another colleague of mine, busy playing an offline game which you have Dinosaur shooting colorful eggs. You need to get at least 3 same color eggs to break the chain. LoL

Another one, busy writing her own diary book and doing her assignment using company's pc, another one, hanging herself on the call, sweet talk to Kuching colleagues.. the other one, busy eating her breakfast.. I am so envy with them. I can't do those extra things as I have no chance at all. I have been working here for 3 years and never in a day in these 3 years I actually got a chance to be like them, sitting there doing something which has nothing related to office work! Why? Why do I always be the person with so many task? and yet the pay I received isn't half as good as those who shaking their legs enjoying the 8 hours moment!

Ergh! I am so pissed. I cursed them all..I cursed them all, all the time when I am pissed looking at them like this.

God knows who's right. I have nothing to fear. My admin manager only knows online, booking Airasia tickets or MAS.. yeah, almost everyday I saw her looking at these 2 websites, Or... busy surfing ACER website or Yahoo chatting. Her attitude is very annoying for me, chinese people said, "Ngiao Ji" lol

My G.O.M (General Operation Manager) is kinda idiot at certain times. He don't talk like a manager even. Chinese people say.. "So Hai" ..

While my company's big BIG boss, is NGOK! He is drowning himself with some shit advices from his advisor which he worship everyday. ..

Arghh... someday I will leave this company and will them in PAIN!!!!!!!!!!

Just be grateful, girl.

My brother is using my pc, my psp battery died and it takes timeto recharge. my bf assistant gave him some shit to be clean up, so I wouldn't want to disturb him. i tuning to Traxx fm using my Vivaz pro handphone and decided to just blog using this compact handphone. i'm very grateful already for what i have here, although it's just a small handphone but i can still get to blog here haha, nice isn't it? Today, I went out for Mcdonald as lunch, it was a very filling lunch. Just that the environment is too packed up with children and adults. Kinda noisy. After lunch, went for a window shopping at bintang megamall. Hopefully I canget to see something which I love and would like to buy as a reward for myself. But sadly, I saw nothing which is attractive enough to put my money on.

I came home feeling tired as I still cough and kind of blur minded as well. I just wish that i would recover very soon. Sitting here on my bed feeling hot due to the dry and heaty weather, i started to flash back some dialogues between me and my boy these few days. He told me he got increment again, which is very nice haha. I do feel proud and happy for him. His boss does notice his efforts all this while. He got increment 3 times in 7 months. Thinking of this, it makes me think about myself.. What do I get from my boss all this while? I work for 3 years, this year would be my forth years here and howmany times of increment that I get? I think is 3 times if i'm not mistaken. But my total salary not even reach 1.5k per month. I,m still not elligible to apply for a credit card..what more to say if applying for a car loan. I,m turning 27 this year after my birthday and yet I couldn,t see any achoievement in my career. I started to feel very badly disappointed.

I,m working for a listed company and this is all I get. Increment for this year probably gonna get skipped. Damn shit. Geezz stingy boss ever. Probably already no money to give us increment as all money goes to unnecessary sponsor cishh.... Curse them all to ugly toads!! I know my boy will buy whatever of my favorite stuff as long as he still can afford to, but i want to achieve such achievements probably half as good as him. The reason why i study so hard last time is to do something to make my mum feel proud and also to top up the cash in my wallet n own a car, but now seems like my dream still far away haha. so, dear God, if I can't be rich by myself, do make my boy richer and richer so that I get to get my favorite items from his money. amen. Lol

No!!! You Can't Have That!

I fall sick last week. I am now still suffering nose stuck and cough. But still I work very hard to finish my task, to carry well my responsibilities at work, not for the sake of the company but for the sake of my own. Those who is able to see and appreciate my efforts, for sure will be granted for something good from God, for those who are too blind to see and act ignoring, well, they will get something in return for sure.

I am thinking of what to get to reward myself. I couldn't afford to get something pricey , something that cost more than 100 bux. Hahaha. I need to do more saving for raining days.. Who knows ..1 day I might goes berserk in office and resigned 24 hours lol I need money to survive all my bills by then lol so all these misery kinda restricting myself from buying anymore things.. aih.. sigh.

Maybe just drop by Supa Save shop and get something cheap, probably a set of non-stick stickers lol hahahhahah!! very funny indeed. Just a lame joke from me for today morning.

I must must get something for myself..If only I have 1k cash in hand.. well I did have 1k cash in hand but it's not an extra cash which I can spend as I like lol hahhahaha

Suddenly today when I woke up from my sleep, my brain pop out some handphone images.. Still flip phone looks cuter especially those with cute pink color hahaha But I already have a phone .. hmm I am not a phone craze so I wont be wasting a cent on phone anymore once I already have 1 unit in hand. Well, next week is Mom's birthday, was thinking to get her something. She loves bracelet. Maybe get her a crystal bracelet? Or give her cash.. I think I would give her cash, and the bracelet will give during mother's day hehehe.. sweetttt