Finally I'm home. I missed home so much although my home is not as good as some home of the rich, but , like people said, you will love the place you stay no matter how it is, and that is how I feel.
Now why would I suddenly missed home? LoL. Well it's because I wasnt at home for the past 2 days. On the 7th October 2010, the senior executive of my current company request me and 4 other colleagues to go up to the oil palm estate. She told us there will be a meeting and would like us to join. Well, I was thinking, it's just a meeting, why not just join and see what is the meeting all about.
So we all went up there with bag filled up with basic needs. Who knows, when we arrived at the estate office, the financial controlller doesn't seem so happy. To my surprise, the senior executive is already there busy with herself. lol. She told us we are late and say people are not happy waiting for us to start the canteen's stock check. All of us feel so mad and yet can't voice a thing at that time. Who is the person who told us that we are only attending a meeting?? Arghhh so so so pissed with that lady! Why can't she just told us that we are there to do some task? Is it so P & C until she has to lie?? Erghhh if I can turn her into a tomato, I would smash the tomato with my feet! *smash*
So all 4 of us having a puzzled mind don't know what to say, what to do. Everybody in the plantation look tensed lol. HAhahahahaha yeah, cause all of sudden we are now some sort of storekeeper checking stock in a dusty, rat urine smell of canteen.
*sigh* I hate that place and I thought I wouldn't have to go there again as my workload is getting more each year. *sad*
We still continue to do the task although none of us feel pleased.
That Thursday passed by quite fast too. Somemore it's a raining Thursday. I feel so so hungry even though I ate pork bun already that morning. Maybe the bumpy trip makes me feel hungry easier than usual. They promised us there will be lunch served but when we went to the rest house, nobody was there and the door is lock. We had no choice but to go the other canteen and eat. To our surprise, they only serve instant noodle. OMG! I am so hungry and feel polluted with the rat urine and dust and was hoping to have a simple rice meal and all we get is noodle??!!!! eeeeekkkkkkk
I feel like kicking the asshole who gave us this fake promises.
Fine fine fine.. We can't do anything at all. We all know it's hard to find food in the middle of the oil palm jungle so we order some instant noodle and carbonated drinks. *sigh*
After the 'super duper simple not full meal', we rest a while and continue to work after that. I hate checking those dusty stock. Those ladies working in the canteen totally never clean those stuff. Maybe because the person in-charge doesn't mind the dust. lol.
But then, when it's near the time to go home, we all doesn't feel good at all. Why? because our stock check is not yet done lol. Haih.. have to go down again the next day. We can't overnight because we didn't prepare anything as we are told that we will be there for a meeting lol.
Somehow there is a thing which I dont feel pleased at all. Why is the person in-charge of the canteen account doesn't have to come and do the stock check herself but me and my 3 other colleagues? It just doesn't make sense at all. Out of the 3 colleagues of mine, 1 is a I.T supervisor. =_=" It's not that we dont have enough staff in account department.
If to say that we need to go to help each other colleague, well fine then, what about my work? My account will be audited tomorrow for 1 whole week. Who would help me? Them? I have a doubt in that. I feel paiseh to ask other people to help in our own work as we can do it ourselves. I dont know why would they have the face to do that to us.
The next morning, I left my luggage in the office and went out to buy some stuff with my colleagues. She need small bottle of shampoo. When we go back to get our bags after buying things, there is this girl saying to me " u guys know that it's already confirm that u guys will overnight at the camp?"
WSEHHHHHHHHH I am so so angry that time. Don't she feel a little paiseh at all? Still dare to smile and ask? What is that all about har? So I answer her while lifting my bag, " I know, I know ah, other you think I bring all these bags for fun?"
I dont want to look at her. I am so so so so so mad no words can describe!! ish
Then , while I walked half way the exit door, my admin manager call me from behind. She asked me, " do u know ur account will be audited on Monday?" , I answered , " i know ah", " u know they're coming?" =_=" "i know ah.." She actually worry I dont have time to do my own arrangement for my work to face those auditors next week. But what can she do? Can she do anything? I wasted my 2 days doing other people job what the helllllll... eee i feel like smacking those heads who doesn't realize the wrong thing they do and still can smileee =_=" Not even words of concern.
I never regret of the good things I do, as I never expect anything good from them. What I do is good for myself. If they know how to pay back, they will know how. I have no need to put effort of teaching them. I pity my 2 new colleagues. They get cheated again and again. It's not that we are stupid for keep staying even after getting bullied like this. We have reason behind that. Those who ever been in our shoes will know how it feels.
Tomorrow, I will represent my 3 other colleagues, passing back the work we did at the camp to the person in-charge of the account. We all left some work for her to do. Yes, we are very nice. lol. It's her job, and we left some for her. =P
What we suffer there, does she know? We overnight there leiiii. We live in a big house filled with boys and girls, old and young. Our room smell ridsect and filled with mosquitoes. We are unable to call our love one to chit-chat as digi yellow man is not around! We need to go out standing outside donating our blood to the mosquito to call our loved one. Ahhhhhh sad!
Hmph! It's time to show some attitude to these assholes!
