It's 9am in the Saturday morning. I'm sitting here feeling so lazy. So many things running in my mind ..
Last night, I woke up at 2am. I have the feeling my boy will go to office .. but there is no sms from him. Later after that, he called and he said the car he borrowed from the garage broke down. Brake problem. Now it's at his office parking lot and have to wait the next morning to arrange for the car to be fix by the garage. He said probably he couldn't find me today.
Sigh.. one problem after another. I just hope all these has nothing to do with "dirty" things. I hope it's a test given by God for him and for me as well.
I hate to keep thinking about our situation right now. He lives far than me, I couldn't get to be with him all the time and I don't like to make him do things he don't like.
As myself hate to be force to do things I don't like. Sigh..
