Have you ever experienced anything in your life that feels like you are reading a particular chapter of a novel which is sad and then it's ending and the 2nd chapter of the book starts with a much more happy stories to read ahead?
Well, I think I'm experiencing it right now.. 2 months ago I was a very gloomy girl ..living hopelessly...doesnt know what to do to pass each day but online gaming and spamming forums boxes. But now, today.. well actually is yesterday, I have found the new chapter of the "story".
I end up the relationship between me and my previous Bf which is a very hard decision to make as most of my friends said he was a good man.. marked with all the 5Cs they said.
He has credit card, condominium, car, cash ermm what's the other C? Oh.. career. It wasnt the age that Im minding about although he is 9 years older than me. [dont worry, im not being a mistress, he is officially not yet married] lol.
It's just that we are lack of communication. Somehow he just doesnt realise it or should I say he just cant sense it out. I want people to talk to me.. laugh together..share together.. doing lots of lots of different things.. not necessary have to be shopping or travelling.. Somemore economy is getting so bad nowadays ... [skipping the economy thing becuz i will whine a lot lol].
So therefore in the end I have chose to leave instead of staying beside him and then whining besides my friends and make them worry which Im totally feel guilty about. Everybody has something to bother so it's just not right to bother them with my personal problems anymore.
But then, probably God was pity with my loneliness that he sent down another man to my life. I know him since last year but we just dont talk much because he was in my "Annoying" list. Maybe Im just not used to his way of talking.. O.o"
Who knows slowly we are just like getting closer and closer and yesterday marked the date which we officially become a couple ^^"
Well, this was from a friendship turn into a coupling relationship. xD Even both of us never thought this could happened. Well, he is on the way to have all those C actually and he is just a year older. We talk and share a lot which makes me feel so close to him and he felt the same way too. ^^
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I cant believe my blog actually have some good news to reah which usually my posts are dark gloomy and sad and full of curse >.<"
I just hope this happy chapter will be a long chapter.
Time to change my blog theme... from dark to something bright as a new beginning.
