Yes ladies and gentlemen, I have a laptop to use again tonight..wee..my boyboy lend it to me. Will return it by tomorrow..
Today is Friday, yes, I onleave again.. teehee.. I will onleave every Friday until NEXT MONTH.. fuh!!! Gonna be a hectic month I guess.. Need to push extra harder to finish those task, as all has their own deadlines..furthermore, I am working for only 4 days in a week now *sweat*
Sometimes I feel like harder to breathe .. My Kuching HQ people been pushing some shit for me to clean up.. Guess I'm good in solving shit and problems.. Wow.. I should be a good consultant one day hehe... Hopefully a good consultant for my own kids 1 day.. Yay!
Last few days, I dreamt of myself driving my boy's new car. The road is long and winding, plus it's raining.. can feel the road is so slippery .. I think those are not rain.. it's saliva rain LOL hahahaha *gross*
And then, there are lots of cars stopping by the roadside.. hmm saw a tow car too..
I gotten my driving license in year 2003 if I'm not mistaken, but I never drove a car ever since. I kinda forgot how.. When I touch a car, hold the steering... the car and I does not link. I couldn't feel it lol guess all these need times...lot of times.. I'm slow in such thing lol
Today is also my used to be best friend birthday.. well, I should be celebrating today birthday with her actually instead of yesterday because my title is "best friend" ma.. HAHAHAHA
I know it feels funny when I categorized it this way. But somehow I dated her yesterday together with another classmate which I used to be so close with too.
I know I'm not one of her besties ages ago.. I knew that well. I couldn't mix well with her anymore..nothing much interesting to talk about. Sometimes when she need someone to blahblah she'll find me, if I'm not busy with my life, I'll entertain her. She changed a lot.. she used to be someone that is so good with financial and personal life but now end up her life become so "expensive" and "colorful".. I know mine got color too la..but not as much colors as her.. Mine only purple, white and pink lol
Compare to all classmates, I'm kinda a slow goer.. Everything starts slow with me..but I never bother.. they dont know what I go through and they don't need too. It's a past tense for me and I grew up all over through it, so now, it's not a problem for me, it has been histories. They can always show off their life in front of me, I just yawn and don't give a damn. They can laugh I am idiotic and dull in handling my life and work.. but I know I do my work well and I didn't owe my boss my 8 hours doing nonsense at work lol
I am not afraid to said things loud to my boss or my manager. I don't even greet them good morning LOL hahahahha.. Well, I don't talk much in the morning.. it's my habit. Unless it's my boy or my mum then I will have much more to start in the morning wahahhahaha
Anyway, usually I just walk backwards from those friends which I feel they are not in the same category as me anymore.. well, no hard feelings though. I still can make new friends around ma..
Zillion of human beings here on earth, I bet I can make some new bunch of friends one day. =)
