Saturday, December 29, 2007

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How scary it is when one day you woke up and found out your boobs is no longer there~

Sometimes, They are not the One.

Who would you think of at the first place, everytime when you are in trouble? or during the times when you feel like you just fell on a pile of shit? Or maybe all in a sudden you stuck on a tangle thread.

If it's for my own case, I would think of the people who closed to me + understand me more than myself. Honestly, even though my mum closed to me, it doesnt mean she understands me. The more I grow, the farer she stand from me.

Why suddenly I would wanna blog such thing here? It's because I started to think a lot after the day I told my God Sis about my health situation. Well, I received a cold response that night. I never even plan to tell her about it although I know 1 day she will know about it anyway but gosh I still let her know about it as she started to asked me of why I changed a lot.

Until today, I didnt get any news from her. Well, maybe she is busy or something or , forgotten about me already? Anything is possible..

Sometimes, that person isnt as of what you think they are. Especially some of them changed when you, yourself has changed either physically or mentally. I know it's kinda sad but I just dont wanna bother much. They are not you.

If they think the news I brought to them is just a crap, not serious and they can take it lightly , well just let it be. I know Im going to leave alone anyway.

I had a serious gastric since last night. It stop in midnight but then rise up again to "kill" me this morning till now. Erghhh not to mention I dont eat much these days as I just dont have the appetite not to mention those food aint any attractive at all. Im not dare to complain as the person who cooked it wasnt me lolz.

Monday is new year eve. Well, it will be another day at home I guess. Im not able to go anywhere neither eat anything. zzzz yeah im a vegetarian crap person now. SIGH!

Do You Eat Like No Tomorrow? Eww

I dont like people who eat like no tomorrow. My appetite will drop seriously when having such person eating like that with me. My brother eat like that and seriously I dont like having my meal same table with him. Not to mention he like to talk during meal time.

Well, my ears usually tutup kedai when I am eating something , so I give no response.
Doesn't matter who, I will give no response.

Well, is it wrong to have a peaceful meal? Not like we are rush hour or something. We have to divide our time fairly for each thing we do.

Doctor says eating and talking , or eating and watching tv, or eating + doing any other extra activity will do no good for body digestion and yet people still doing it. Oh well, we are stubborn anyway. Zzzzz