I know it sounds seriously silly when I said I wanted to die. Which I already said it many times ago to myself? LoL just saying, not till the level to actually grab a knife and kill myself xD
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I am so f*cking sleepy and yet I cant sleep.
I dont have a peaceful heart and I wonder why God gave me a such a tricky test to do?
I dont know the answer to it and I kept asking for some tips.
I got the tips already but I just felt it's not enough.
yea..I admit Im kinda greedy.
I think I know the answer just that I am not dare to actually pick it.
It's like you the answer was A but somehow answer B sounds kinda better than A. hahahaha
This is my weakness and I know I have to overcome it. The only thing I fear the most in life is Regret instead of Death. If I fear Death, then I think I would most probably decide the answer already. LoL
I'm currently listening to "Flavour of Life" from Utada Hikaru. I felt that my life doesn't has any flavour at all. What I do most of the time is putting some temporary flavour which doesn't last long. Sad sad sad! Which part of my life is Happy? yes lucky me there is 1. and that is.. Im not Jobless! phewzz
