Monday, March 22, 2010

It's Qing Ming day and I'll be Visiting Him soon =)

It's been more than a hundred days since the day he left us all.
I can't wait to go and see him this coming Thursday.
I know he lived there well and I know he love his new home. It's like, that's the place which he can live in peace, free from debt and stress.

He visited me in dreams twice.
1st visit he kinda pissed and said "why is it so hard to find me?" LoL I was purposely hide from him that time when I saw him coming my way lol. Well that time didn't even remember that he was far away from all of us already. I still woke up smiling when think back of the dream, thought of wanting to tell him how funny it is, but then, it's like lightning struck my head , that makes me remembered that he is no more with us physically.

I believe he can always listen to us when we wanted to talk to him. I know he could listen.
2nd dream he visited is about 3 days before his 100 days anniversary. He brought me to the place where he stay, where the cloud are full of soothing colors, and the wind is cool and breezy.
He smile so wide, happily and very stress free. I believe that's Heaven =D
From that moment, I know he's doing just fine.

I believe he would want me to tell all of you how is he doing, so that you guys wont be worrying about him. =) God does love him more.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Will You Go There With Me.?

There are times when I was alone (well, most of the times I am alone anyway) I will flash back some old memories which I could remember of and start wondering why and why and why it happened.

There was a time , which I remembered very clearly, about a colleague, which is now married and stayed at Bintulu, she asked me out 1 Saturday evening around 5.45pm to Tanjung Lobang for a sunset view. That time, she is the most down moment I have ever seen during the years which I worked together with her. I can't quite remember what her problem is but it should be about some misunderstanding due to her own mistakes.

She wanted someone to company her to see the sunset that day, and I was surprised that she chose me lol

Honestly, I never see sunset before.. and I'm of course, feel more excited than she is! hahahaha
I once heard people told me that , the sun sets very fast, so you must not take your eyes off from the view or it'll drop to the sea =_=?

It was a cool breezy evening that time and we are both enjoying the sunset view. She thanks and said she feel better much already although I did not do much during that time. lol

I asked myself " Will there be anybody willing to take me to the sunset one day when I requesting?"