On the 21st december 2009, I received a morning call from an old higher secondary classmate. He bring me a bad news. A news which i cannot Imagine. A News which I cannot accept even now. A news.. of another friend died in a horrible car accident .
I never thought, that I'll never meet him again. I keep asking myself, why God decreasing my friends? I seriously don't have much left but somehow Im grateful for the friends I already have, but Why He wants to take him away from all of us?
I hope, he will have the place beside God by now. I hope, he live in a place far better than this pathetic world.
Seeing his photo in my facebook, making me feel that he is somewhere near me. I kinda can feel it but I cant see it.
How am I going to face all these??!! >.<
I dont know how long do I have to take to actually accept all that happened.
I cant sleep, my eyebags turn up to be a luggage now.
I just cant accept the reality.. and I still hope it's just part of my nightmare, and I wondering why it isn't over yet...
Do take good care of yourself, Wei Henn.