Monday, January 31, 2011

My Point Of View Towards Pasar Gong Xi year 2011.

Well well well... seems like I haven't blog yet ever since the arrival of my dear from Germany. That's because I have returned back his laptop hahahaha and therefore I have to share this desktop of mine with my brother. But why am I not using it when my brother isn't using it then? Well, I have to see the situation. If he is not using it because he is sleeping, then I can use, if he is not using it because he is doing something else like cleaning the room or house, then I can't use it.

For him, when he is busy, he wish everybody else in the house will busy together with him. If he cleans his room, he would want to see you clean yours. LOL! But if I don't, and sit here online, he will go crazy and blablablablaaaaaaa . I rather hide myself in my room. lol.

My dear brought me souvenirs which I would never expect! It's some hello kitty goodies with Sanrio trademark. wweeeheeeee happy much.! I just love it and I haven't open them up as I want it to be as it's original way.. haha

Last Saturday, he brought me and mum to the pasar gong xi at the old town there. Crowded as usual.. but this year, from what I noticed, the people who sees are more than the people who buys. There is a booth which caught my attention which I think it's funny.
I heard a song playing, it's a song from the Rapunzel animation. So I wondering how could anybody sell DVD here??!! It's not like Miri doesn't has DVD shop LOL. When I walk near to the sound, I realized what they selling is not the DVD but is the thing shown in the Rapunzel movie. It's the flying lantern LOL! Yes, they are selling flying lantern hahahahaha goodness me. I thought that thing is forbidden in our city because the very last time Mirian actually played flying lantern, it burn people's rooftops LOL. That lantern will fly up and slowly came down so if it land on your rooftop.. wala!! You're gonna have the biggest flying lantern ever!! LOL

Another stall is a family selling some dried pork. Hmm although I'm a big fan of those dried porks, what they sell just doesn't attracts me. Why? Because they are selling porks which can be bought at Boulevard Hypermarket LoL , yeah it's Long Kee brand. They thought having a kid shouting "Lao Pan ahhh lao pang niang ahhhh buy long kee pork" can attract some people to buy , but they are so wrong. LoL. Last few years, long kee is very unique thing to be found at pasar gong xi , but now not anymore as Boulevard been selling them already since last year. Why would they want to bring such thing in to sell at pasar gong xi? From what I heard, the rental ain't cheap at all. ZZZzzzzZZ. I think they seen too much Youtube as I do remember Youtube ever show an 8 year old kid or 9 or 10, i forgot the age, cook kueh tiaw goreng at the stall.. like very pro lol. Probably this bring up the idea of having a kid shouting LONG KEEEEE AHHHHHHHHHHH Poor kid..

Kuching shao mai and the hong kong pao.. very common thing to be found there lo. Few stalls been selling them. Why nobody sell Sibu shao mai? It actually taste much better ya know. Geezz.. all sell kuching brand and yet the same price. What is the point?

From all these nonsense, I actually got something from the pasar gong xi. WAKAKKAKA. I asked my dear buy me the floating balloon. I saw got Hello Kitty lol. When I asked him how much he paid, he said RM10. ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG didn't know it was that expensive LoL! The lady told him it can float for a week! yes, it's still floating and spinning in my bedroom. so so so nice. I always wanted to have this balloon but I never bought it. LoL paiseh ma.. hahahahhaha

Thanks dear.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

25th January 2011. Today is The DAY.

Tonight 10.40pm, my dear will reach Miri Airport. Hehe.. So nice.. finally the 10 days being alone is over!!! WUHHAHAHHAHA.

I.. I don't know what else to be blog here. Myself quite tired already as last night I didn't sleep well. I woke up with pain at my back. Tonight I have to stay awake to wait him home, as his car parked at my house. So, it will be a long night. I wanted to take out his laptop and play auditionsea game but.. kinda tired. But for sure the time will pass by quick. Haih see how lah.

Kinda tired when think of CNY getting near. I have to bring out all the sofa and wash, wait it to dry.. then bring it back in, wipe all the windows, wipe the doors. Clear the spider webs. Mop the floor. WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I hate cleaning!!!!!!!

Ergh!

Monday, January 24, 2011

24th January 2011, ETA 1 day.

Tomorrow my dear will be back to Miri!! Yayy... I am very happy to welcome him home. ahhh~~ He just sms me saying he's having a simple lunch at Mcdonald at Amsterdam lol. The burger is as big as seen in the Tv advertisement. No lie haha. Well, ang mo country, they wont dare to cheat about such thing unlike Malaysia lol.

I believe he will have so much to tell me when he's home as his trip this time is different compare to last time. And me, what have happened to me today? Well, I'm doing my work as usual in the office. Busy around here and there. At 11am, me and my colleagues walk to Mega Hotel to see the venue for the 27th Jan event. Our new year lunch party. The place is horrible. It was located at 5th floor. Have to walk up stairs , 4 sets of narrow stairs and the place stinks. Very stinks. I think need 1k litre of febreeze to clear the smell LOL.

No window, really horrible. It's like having a party at the attic. hahahahahaha. Cheap. Well, who should we blame for this then? Blame it all to the senior admin executive lady. She refuse to take the idea of going to Grand Palace Hotel at the first place. When we called Mega and being informed that the main ballroom already been taken, she still want Mega to adjust a place. zzzzzzzzzzzzz I am totally speechless about it. Really. *sigh* That is how we ended at the attic today LoL

When she saw by herself how the attic look and smell like, only then she agreed with us that the place sucks. Time is so near , it's just 3 days away from 27th Jan. So, she begged the Mega dude to fixed her another place, that is Lotus Restaurant. Horrible lady isn't it? Yes, she is. I couldn't believe she would do that. Managing director is coming and she made the whole event look so cheap! aghhh

Plus it's a belated birthday surprise gathering as well for the big boss. As I said earlier, admin manager wants to carry his balls LOL. From what my friend told me, he said the big boss will be at Bintulu, having a dinner event there with 400 people carrying his balls as well HAHAHAHAHA so it's 1 - 0 already for Bintulu woohoooooo

Raining right now and I sneeze twice, which means someone is missing me and I bet it's my dearest Honeymoo. Love you dear if you read this from Amsterdam. Love u so much. Take good care. I'll be seeing you tomorrow!!! Weeeeeee

Saturday, January 22, 2011

If Starvation Can Make Me Rich, I would rather Starve myself.

I think the title tells it all. I was checking my account yesterday as I need to withdraw money to pay some of my own expenses only to realize that the amount getting less.. and less.. LoL.

It was me who withdraw out the money and making it less. But the problem is, where have I spent the money to? I look around in my room last night, thinking very hard, what I have spent it on and where are the things?

It's 2k there! I withdraw more than half of my 2010 bonus which my stingy company rewarded to me. *sigh* and yet, all I see is 2 pairs of footwear. 1 bought after receiving my bonus, the other one I bought before I receive my bonus. haha

I opened my closet, saw some clothes, which I bought in November, so that doesn't count. Some bags, which I bought before December as well. =_=" so what have I spent actually? I walk out of my room, go into my dad's room, well , saw few plastic bags of Junks.. Chinese New Year Junks, I think there cost few hundreds already.. Ergh. If it's wasn't for CNY I don't have to spend few hundreds on some JUNKS!! so pissed.

So I went back to my room, sit there like a lost soul, been thinking where else I spent my money on. Oh, now I remember, I did bought some stuff for my dear to use at Germany, so there goes few hundreds, minus the reload money for him. Poor him, lucky I got my bonus to help him some for the preparation. His boss just the same like CNY, picked the wrong time for the right thing. LoL. If he goes on spring time , wouldn't have to buy those winter stuff. =_=" Weird boss! But of course, there is a reason behind his decision, so I wouldn't want to comment much as well.

But still the figure is way far from the 2k. =_=" probably some food I ate outside.. Aih... God ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I feel like saving money just so impossible. Still day dreaming to get laptop .. AAHAHAHAHA joke of the day folks! joke of the day. I think it's time to put those princess dreams behind. Time to get degrade and yet rich. I can only choose 1. Either to have a nice shell but rotten content or.. have a nice content but a rotten shell. Well, not really rotten lah... maybe a bit old, damaged and ugly.

1 thing I couldn't avoid is .. Having my hair straighten once again.. No coloring never mind lah.. as long as it's neat and tidy. Getting a new geeky spec? Nah.. need to put this behind too, that will save me another few hundreds. LoL. I will plan, I will budget, and I will do my best to follow!!!!

20th, 21st, 22nd January! ETA 3 days

Seems like I missed out to blog for the past 3 days. Was busy wandering around and lazy around plus few more unforeseen circumstances. Now I need to recall back what I did on the 20th January 2011. It was Thursday. I went out with my brother to Bintang Megamall. We're curious about the Reject Shop, wonder how their products looks like. So we went out right after we finished our dinner. Haha, yeah quite rushing indeed.

So there goes my night on the 20th January 2011. Wandering around separately with my brother. Went to some clothes shop to hunt for any nice cheap affordable reasonable clothes. Bought 1 blouse for only RM38 at De Taj Culture (if I'm not mistaken). It was a blouse with many buttons sewing on it. Yeah, I like weird things lol
That's all I spent for that night which is really awesome HAHA.

I also went to my friend's shop Dots Gift. Lots of new things I have never seen before since my last visit there. That night only I know that my classmates no longer working there. =_=" geez.. Resign again and now hibernate at home. Not sure what she's thinking , what job she's looking.

After that, I also went to Hush Puppies. Wish to get something from there. I saw some tags saying Best Buy!, Discount 10%, Discount 20%, but still the Best Buy tag attract me more. So, I went to that row to flip over the clothes, mostly are just leftover blouse, but somehow I saw a nice casual red purple collar shirt with a hush puppies dog logo. Looks cute ;D though. When I flipped the price. =_=" Cost RM79.90. Lol if that is what they said Best Buy, then I got nothing else to say. LOL. Quite pricey for me probably not for others. So, I don't want to comment much about that then.

What about 21st January? Well, it's Friday, I have lots of things to blog but just too tired. I didn't go anywhere last night, just body too tired. Heartbeat feel kinda slower than usual. I wasted a lot of energy at office. Half of the morning I was busy doing sorting of documents, then lunch at nearby coffee shop with my colleague. Was attracted by some cookies sold at the coffee shop. The tauke let me taste the cheese stick. YUMYYYYYY!! very very tasty. I haven't tasted cheese stick for so long that I just couldn't help myself from thinking of it, looking at it, mesmerize by it. So I asked the tauke what's the price for the cookies, he said RM22.50. WOW! There is 2 factors that puzzled me a while when I heard him saying RM22.50.

1st point is, why there is 50 cents at the back? It's not like I'm buying from supermarket.. geezz must be his commission. But RM22.50 for a bottle of cookies quite pricey. I didn't buy it in the end. haha.
Half of the day, I was busy preparing the Lucky draw names list and also making a big ang pao packet to put those small ang pao filled with money for the lucky draw event of my company on the 27th Jan 2011. Yeah, my company is having a lunch party because the managing director will be here that day for a meeting so my admin managers plan to hit 2 birds with a single stone. But somehow she turns to be too confident as our previous meeting she said she wanted to make a birthday party for him as well on that day. It's a belated birthday. 2 days belated.

She asked us if it's okay to do it. Well, I told her, some people dislike to have belated birthday. So after having voting , majority of the committee agreed to just continue with her birthday surprise. That's not the thing that attracts me from the lunch party. Haha. I am more attracted to the prizes lo. Got cash, gifts and hampers. Wu huuuu it will be nice if I can win some cash. ;D

22nd January 2011 which is today. It's Saturday, mum asked me to do some drying keropok thingy but the weather just too cloudy. LoL. So , means, I have to wait till the sun comes out.
I'm so hungry. Usually my dear will bring me out to eat every Saturday. Haih.. not even a Maggie to cook at home. Horrible.
I did boiled an egg but it's rotten and I only knew it when I cracked the egg. Kinda lazy to boil another egg anymore. I got a car, it was my boy's but .. I don't know how to operate it LOL

Today my boy will enjoy his day at Amsterdam! Really nice .. How I wish I could be there. How I wish my company will send me out on a training trip like this. haih. All they can afford to send me is Bintulu. =_=" Cheap . LoL deduct my meal allowance somemore, ergh I just don't want to mention it LoL

Have a nice weekend dear and every other people who read this.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

19th January 2011. ETA 6 days?

I lost count on the ETA. I know the time of him coming home is very ..very soon! Yayyy happy much. Im so glad to hear his voice everytime he called. By this I will know how he's doing there.

Weather forecast said today will have small snow .. Probably tomorrow the snow will be heavier. Hope he will cope with the cold weather. I know he is excited to see the snow!!! Hahaha it's part of his wish and I never know it would come true so ..fast. loL.

I wish to see snow since small.. well, I already see some snow way back in Genting..which is actually bubbles LOLOLLOLLL but the place is damn cold with the huge airconditioning system hahaha can see some mist when u breathe inside that.. big "freezer". That's genting experience, somehow I do wish to see the real snow and ride on a train.

Every night, I felt very tired. I wanted to online for longer period playing my facebook flash games or auditionsea but .. just too tired to do it plus no comfortable place to put the laptop to online.. *sigh*
I'm 26 and I never had a true genuine study desk that a normal student nowadays has. loL

How do I study last time? I study on the floor with my mattress on OR, study on the bed till I fall asleep. I stack up pillow and take them as my desk =_=" and sit like Aladdin and there goes I started to do my homework. LoL

Tired body much. Tomorrow I have a lot a lot of things to photostate and to sort them out.. ergh! feel like puking.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

18th January 2011. ETA 7 days.

I waited till my butt flat for my dear's sms, but none was received. Sigh. Then around 630pm today, I received his call, he asked my why I didn't reply his SMS-es?? I was surprised to hear that! I was like , "since when you SMS me?", then I asked the same thing to him , "Why you didn't reply my sms?", and he said , he got every single message I sent to him and he reply all of them. The delivery report said it's delivered to me already, but the truth is, I didn't receive any of them.

But calling from Germany doesn't seems to have a problem. The conversation was quite smooth. There goes his money.. he was so pissed with DIGI and so was I. LoL

He seems like frustrating a little during his second call just now lol dunno why. Probably because everything was so expensive already I think. Haih.. What to do? If it's not expensive, then it's not an European country already. Hahahaha

My back starting to ache. I don't have a proper place to put my boy's laptop to online. -_-" really killing me. Sit on floor salah, sit on chair ,too high, salah, too low salah. No wonder people create computer desk -_-

Monday, January 17, 2011

17th January. ETA 8 days.

The very last message i received from my dear was last night. aih.. i sent many messages for him but not a reply from him today. Just now I only realized my message having problem reaching him as the delivery reports saying PENDING. When I asked DIGI, they said should be reaching normal to the recipient at Germany but also depend on his roaming service at Germany. If it's not stable, then my messages will have problem reaching him. Sigh

I checked my email already as well. I got no email from him. It's afternoon right now at Germany, probably he's having a break from his training. 8 more days to go..just 8 more days.. I'll be seeing him again. Yayyy

Today, I dont feel much happy at office. I hate when people asked me to dig something that is sooooo old already. I hate digging old documents as they are all already being put up at the attic. -_-" fucking idiot old man! I almost saying some bad-to-hear words at him already. My company has no more connection with him and why the hell he keep coming back asking for old things. Fine.. It's almost Chinese New Year right now so I will try not to make myself pissed too much. I'll get him the fucking document and I will make 10 duplicates out from it. He said his business partner lost the previous copy, well right now I have 10 copies for you. You can keep it, it's all yours. Once he lost it again next year, u have another 9 copies to give away. I'll say this to him. Huh! Idiot man! I'll curse you into a ugly toad !!!

To my dear, if you're reading this, do email me if you having troubles sms-ing me. Miss you ahhhhh!!!! You hear me??!! LoL

Sunday, January 16, 2011

16th January 2011. 2nd Day.

Last night, I couldn't sleep well. I was busy sms-ing with my dear as his boarding time is at 11.55pm from Kl to Amsterdam. Somehow I fall asleep in between the time. When I woke up, it's nearly 11pm and the last message he sent to me was saying he's going to take a bus to the next terminal. Wow.. taking a bus? KLIA must be HUGE! Haha
I never been to KLIA.. I know it's huge but ..didn't know it's this huge lol

So I quickly reply his sms but somehow I didn't get his reply. I try to call but I couldn't get through. Sigh. How worry I am that I just couldn't sleep well through the night. When I woke up the next morning which is today, I check the royal dutch airline KLM for Amsterdam arrival schedule to see if it will delayed. The schedule said it will arrive on time at 0550 Amsterdam time, that is around 12.45pm here in Malaysia. It was a 13 hours flight!

I pray and pray hard for his safety. He has travelling sickness. I just hope it wont attack him too harsh. I waited patiently for afternoon to arrive and yes!! Finally! I received his SMS around 1pm++. He said he arrived safely at Schipol airport, Amsterdam. Phewzzz I feel so so much relief to hear that! hahaha that I actually smile when I read the SMS. It was his first time to travel that far, fortunately not by himself but accommodate by 7 other people. Hopefully they will take care of each other.

Dear, If you happened to read this at Amsterdam right now, take good care of yourself there okay?? Promise me!

Saturday, January 15, 2011

15th January 2011. 1st step ahead.

Today my dear will make his first step to Bielefeld, Germany. I'll be sure missing him for the next 10 days. He'll be having his training there. Feel so proud of his achievement. Just a minute ago, he informed me that another few people from West Malaysia will be joining this trip. This seems like a great news for me! More friends mah... Hope they will all look after one another. My dear is having his first time taking flight from Miri to Kuala Lumpur. I always wanted to be the 1st person to bring him there but never got the chance. Never mind lah.. haha

I'm so worry of him and his preparation for the past 1 month or so that I had sleepless night and feels like going to get berserk already. This morning even had a small arguement with him. When I saw him like he has nothing much to worry, and his preparation mindset doesn't seems to be much, I get mad..very mad. He seems to do preparation to make himself convenient instead of being more safety.
lol.. But I manage to get his luggage arrange a little lah.. I put his passport inside of the bag instead of outside of his bag. I just want him to get home safely.. I couldn't afford to take the risk.

10 days.. 10 days is very fast to get over with. 25th he'll be in Miri already! hip hip hooray! He bought me a birthstone from Diamoney which gave me a surprise early in the morning.. haih.. waste money again I said to him. As usual, he'll be saying, Waste money on you mah.. LoL..menjawab saja pandai. I was expecting some jewellery from him actually but not necklace. But he said he bought it so that I get to have something to look at when he is on training at Germany. LoL yeah I like bling2 stuff.

Hope his flight wont get delay for too long. Have a safe journey dear! I'll be right here waiting for you!

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Faizal Tahir - Hanyut - Nice one!

Harus bagaimana lagi
Dan terus begini
Dengarkan aku
Lihat ke mataku

Cukup sudah kau menghukum
Salahku tetap salahku
Benarkan ku berbicara
Agar bisa pulih semua

Namun harus sampai bila
Kau kan diam seribu bahasa

Chorus
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Saat mata terpejam
Hanya kau ku terbayang
Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku

Saat mata terbuka
Kamulah yang pertama
Tak mampu aku
Bayangkan
Hidup tanpa dirimu

Ulang Chorus

Aku memang bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Dan tapi dah ku sedari
Segala perit kau lalui
Ku terlupa kau terluka

Dan memang selalu
Aku bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Meninggalkan mu
Dan tetapi itulah aku sedari
Segala perit yang kau lalui
Kerna diriku yang terus hanyut

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila kau tak di sisi
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

15th Jan getting near, soon is 24th, and soon is 26th!

15Th January 2011 will be the day where my boy will be departing from Miri-Kl-Germany. He'll be flying back on the 24th!.. Time pass by so fast. 15th January is just a week away. Somehow I am much more panic than him about this trip haha!

What about 26th? Well, it's my company new year lunch party! Our big boss most probably will be attending, but with or without him the party still goes on said the admin manager. She put me in the lucky draw comittee. So far, we manage to get some sponsors either in cash or gifts. ;D Monday will be another meeting to update everyone about the party.

Chinese new year will be on the 3rd February 2011. All I can think of when comes to CNY is spring cleaning.. lol.. Guess I should start to show some result to my mum tomorrow morning lol

Vacumming wont be hard. hahahaha.. and ..wipe the window.. I think do some works once a week, soon it will be finish also. Right?

Till now I haven't snap any photo of my new seaview seat yet. loL. The HR executive is sitting right behind me in a glass room lol and she is always early .. I ..kinda paiseh to snap photo around when she is around as she likes to assume bad things at people lol Later she accuse me wanting to sabotage the department hahahahahahahah! crazy woman la her.. ish..ish ish..

Today is going to be a busy Saturday, as I plan to bring my boy around to hunt for his boots. I wouldn't want his feet to get cold when he arrives at Germany as the temperature will be very low.. very very low..

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Jan 26th Will Be Another Messy Day.

Today I have been invited to attend a meeting regarding Chinese New Year dinner which will be held on the 26th January 2011. It will be a lunch party!!! Well, the admin manager said , we can choose a better Hotel with better food. She said, she doesn't plan to have a 7 course meal as we only eat from 1pm to 4pm. Lol.. if it's all about eating, 3 hours is more than enough (as my Bf said).

Somehow, she said , few people will need to go up the stage to give some crap encouraging sounds idiot speech. So, that will take like an hour or so. Then, the climax of the party is LUCKY DRAW!! Now that's more like it!

But then, company will not give any budget for the lucky draw prize. LOL. hahaha
She asked us (Account department) and the purchasing department to phone up the suppliers and contractors to ask for SPONSOR! hahahhaha damn!
I never wanted to do such thing.. damn embarrassing.. Owe people money for few months and dare to ask them for sponsor? Ee yerr... really not malu meh? LoL

Malu or not, we still have to do it. Wednesday will have a small discussion between us who will in-charge for the lucky draw contest. Hope all well end well.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

I Am Sure That I'm Going To Get Monday Bluez This Time. Sigh

There goes my Year 2010. It's seems like just happened yesterday. LoL what am I talking about ? Anyway.... Tomorrow I'll be off to work. Yes! I will be starting my 1st day of work in year 2011 in a new seat , new office, new smell.. So far , no new colleagues. LoL.

But somehow, I just don't feel like going to work. Well, it would be nice if I can work with a transparent body so that no one can see me sitting there. I wasted Wednesday and Thursday last week or should I say, last year? Well, I think last week would be appropriate. While Friday, I'm taking my annual leave! I'm clearing my leave as we are not allowed to bring forward our annual leaves. So, I don't think there is anything wrong with that, plus, my admin manageress has approved it.

But all these has really wasting my time. It end up tomorrow will be quite a rush for me. Extremely rush. I still have some cabinet that need to be turn around , well this isn't a big problem. I have some cash book that need to be update. Some creditor statement that need to be update as well. Some calls to make and the list goes on.

What I hate is, I hate when those creditors or contractors walk in to ask me about payment as if I can swallow their money and ran across the dying river right in front of my office and disappear. Geezzz.. I wonder how would they react if I say to them.. " HELLO!! I just started my very FIRST day of work in year 2011 bastard!!" " I wont vanish with your eenie meenie money!!" erghhhhh damn!

I plan to hide under my desk at the first sight I saw them walking in from the main door. he he.. yes, I sit behind now and I get to have some time to hide myself. Hopefully this plan will work. All I ask is a peaceful day to settle everything, make some calls to the Headquarters and get final decision before taking the last step. Haih ..if only those barbarians will understand.

I will pray hard for tomorrow.