If Starvation Can Make Me Rich, I would rather Starve myself.

I think the title tells it all. I was checking my account yesterday as I need to withdraw money to pay some of my own expenses only to realize that the amount getting less.. and less.. LoL.

It was me who withdraw out the money and making it less. But the problem is, where have I spent the money to? I look around in my room last night, thinking very hard, what I have spent it on and where are the things?

It's 2k there! I withdraw more than half of my 2010 bonus which my stingy company rewarded to me. *sigh* and yet, all I see is 2 pairs of footwear. 1 bought after receiving my bonus, the other one I bought before I receive my bonus. haha

I opened my closet, saw some clothes, which I bought in November, so that doesn't count. Some bags, which I bought before December as well. =_=" so what have I spent actually? I walk out of my room, go into my dad's room, well , saw few plastic bags of Junks.. Chinese New Year Junks, I think there cost few hundreds already.. Ergh. If it's wasn't for CNY I don't have to spend few hundreds on some JUNKS!! so pissed.

So I went back to my room, sit there like a lost soul, been thinking where else I spent my money on. Oh, now I remember, I did bought some stuff for my dear to use at Germany, so there goes few hundreds, minus the reload money for him. Poor him, lucky I got my bonus to help him some for the preparation. His boss just the same like CNY, picked the wrong time for the right thing. LoL. If he goes on spring time , wouldn't have to buy those winter stuff. =_=" Weird boss! But of course, there is a reason behind his decision, so I wouldn't want to comment much as well.

But still the figure is way far from the 2k. =_=" probably some food I ate outside.. Aih... God ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I feel like saving money just so impossible. Still day dreaming to get laptop .. AAHAHAHAHA joke of the day folks! joke of the day. I think it's time to put those princess dreams behind. Time to get degrade and yet rich. I can only choose 1. Either to have a nice shell but rotten content or.. have a nice content but a rotten shell. Well, not really rotten lah... maybe a bit old, damaged and ugly.

1 thing I couldn't avoid is .. Having my hair straighten once again.. No coloring never mind lah.. as long as it's neat and tidy. Getting a new geeky spec? Nah.. need to put this behind too, that will save me another few hundreds. LoL. I will plan, I will budget, and I will do my best to follow!!!!