Yesterday, Friday, 18th of June 2008, was my laziest day of the week. I am pretty lazy every friday but sometimes I cant avoid of being lazy because sometimes workload kinda a lot and rush. But yesterday, my workload not so rush and it makes me very lazy and down.
I wanted to play sms with my friends but ... most of them are busy all should I say.. ALL of them are busy with works but still I manage to sms a while with a Bintulu-nian friend so not so bored for a while but then boredom strikes again.
In the noon, I received a sms from my BB.. Well, seems like he wasnt busy with his works at his dad workshop but instead busy accompanying his far away cousin from England in the gym =_=" From that moment I know he would be very busy with his cousin and at night they will all go for dinner and etc etc etc. Wouldnt have time to sms me to ask how am i doin.. LOL
I was waiting for his sms actually... wait...and wait...and wait....and the time pass by already 8.30pm still nothing beep on my phone.... and i have fallen asleep without even noticing it...
BUt around 9pm I kinda heard my hp beeping , and so it was him afterall.... Just a good nite wish from me to him and i went back to sleep again.... xD
Arghhh yesterday talked a lot with mum about my old school days... been talking about 2 classmates of mine... I dont know why I understand them both so much that I dont even want to blame them for hurting me or being selfish.. Most probably because Im just one of them. Both of them are suffering from bad family background...they grown up with no father.. The gal.. her dad died when she was just 7 while the other boy..his dad left his mom when he was 8. While me.. my dad always had arguement with my mum since the day i know how to listen mandarine language lOL..
Im kinda miss my primary school very very much.. totally missed them.. I miss my lower secondary school too ... because it's the school with the most cute guys i have ever been and my upper secondary school is the most sucks of all.... not to mention no cuties but a lot of dumb asshole who thought they are clever because they are rich. LOL money rules huh? dont think so ...
I just cant wait to leave the damn school i cursed it everyday and I totally hate the teachers there as they are sweet words eater.. >.>" Anyway I am so glad Im off my school days now .. Even though what I earned now is not a lot but it's enough for me to survive through the days.. You maybe say that I doesnt give myself any room of improvement.. dont worry I wont blame you as you are not me and you will never understand what problem im standing in between now that has blocked me from a lot of things that I wanted to do.
