Im glad that I feel much better today. Yesterday I was onleave , and was at home the whole day. Online checking my mail, chatting with friends, and getting ready for last night "tong jie" dinner.
Having to accept a friend to leave before us, is very hard and painful. But I learn that Im actually dont have to feel bad about it, as He never left me and others at all!
I flashed back memories during school. My first day at school, well, was kinda bad. New school, new people.. not much friends.. But then, I suddenly realised that there is a pair of eyes staring at me, so when i turn around, Hmmm there is a skinny long leg guy there staring at me for dont know what reasons..i Just cant tell ;/ Yeah, that's Wei Henn. xD
For 2 years, he just like to do that eye staring thing. I dont think of anything else, just feel that probably he just has nothing else to look at or... maybe im just kinda fun to be stare at lol.
On monday Night, when I sleep, I dream of him.. He still stare at me.. =_=" aih, he never changed at all.
Today, his body was brought to the Riam temple to be burnt, and I think most probably his ashes will be keep there too. It's much easier for me.. as my dad was buried there as well. That place is windy and cool and peaceful, I believed he will have great days there.
So to all my Fellow friends =) Never sad.. He was with us all along..He never left us. Let us Live on behalf of his shares like Qiao Ling said. He will feel more guilty if he knows that we are crying and sad over him. I know he wont be happy to see that.
