Just be grateful, girl.

My brother is using my pc, my psp battery died and it takes timeto recharge. my bf assistant gave him some shit to be clean up, so I wouldn't want to disturb him. i tuning to Traxx fm using my Vivaz pro handphone and decided to just blog using this compact handphone. i'm very grateful already for what i have here, although it's just a small handphone but i can still get to blog here haha, nice isn't it? Today, I went out for Mcdonald as lunch, it was a very filling lunch. Just that the environment is too packed up with children and adults. Kinda noisy. After lunch, went for a window shopping at bintang megamall. Hopefully I canget to see something which I love and would like to buy as a reward for myself. But sadly, I saw nothing which is attractive enough to put my money on.

I came home feeling tired as I still cough and kind of blur minded as well. I just wish that i would recover very soon. Sitting here on my bed feeling hot due to the dry and heaty weather, i started to flash back some dialogues between me and my boy these few days. He told me he got increment again, which is very nice haha. I do feel proud and happy for him. His boss does notice his efforts all this while. He got increment 3 times in 7 months. Thinking of this, it makes me think about myself.. What do I get from my boss all this while? I work for 3 years, this year would be my forth years here and howmany times of increment that I get? I think is 3 times if i'm not mistaken. But my total salary not even reach 1.5k per month. I,m still not elligible to apply for a credit card..what more to say if applying for a car loan. I,m turning 27 this year after my birthday and yet I couldn,t see any achoievement in my career. I started to feel very badly disappointed.

I,m working for a listed company and this is all I get. Increment for this year probably gonna get skipped. Damn shit. Geezz stingy boss ever. Probably already no money to give us increment as all money goes to unnecessary sponsor cishh.... Curse them all to ugly toads!! I know my boy will buy whatever of my favorite stuff as long as he still can afford to, but i want to achieve such achievements probably half as good as him. The reason why i study so hard last time is to do something to make my mum feel proud and also to top up the cash in my wallet n own a car, but now seems like my dream still far away haha. so, dear God, if I can't be rich by myself, do make my boy richer and richer so that I get to get my favorite items from his money. amen. Lol