Im A proBlemAtic Person SomeOne Kill Me please

I am a person not worth living on this pity earth
I hurt people that Loved me and I doesnt even feel wanted to care more
I dont know how to divide my love and care among them but put all in just 1 , which I think It's Normal till the day I realize, it's not normal at all.

I know what I want , and I know I wont get it no matter how , as that's how life is. So I tend to accept just what come near me Which In the end I fail to do what I have promise myself. It's just not hurting me, but the worse is, it hurt the person which doesnt even deserve all this sufferings.

I wanted to pay back what I did wrong but somehow, I dont think there is a Turning Back in Anything Anymore. Hate me, Kill Me, Do as You Like as I know, I did a lot of crime and sins to All of yOu.

I know there is no Point of confessing it all here as It wont do anything much but at least I let the people who reading this pity blog of mine that I Am Not A Good Person As I Look At.

Tease me
Curse Me
I dont even care anymore.

I have been selfish in a good and bad way, stubborn ass in a good and bad way too and I wanted to change but cant. I feel uncomfortable in changing and therefore , I maybe change back to the normal Me.
A Bad News for some people, but also good news for some people.

Stop Torturing Yourself Dear and Love Yourself.