Thursday, December 24, 2009

It's not My Fault This Time >w< ergh!

Ladies and gentlemen
Old and young
Naives and matures
I would like to have your short attention please!!

How many of you actually understand the road sign that being put at the road side?
How many of you understand the meaning "Ikut Kiri Jika Tidak Memotong" ?
How? How many of you out there??!!

It means, drive at the left side, always drive at the left side..not unless you want to overtake the car in front of you, then only you drive at the right side, then back into the left side. Somehow people doesn't go back to the left side after overtaking =_="
That is why both road always jammed =_="

1 more thing... How many of you actually follow the arrow sign being put beside the road OR being painted on the road? How? How many of you??!!

Let me tell you my experience.. Then you will know why Im so fucking pissed off about all this shit!

Im road blind. Im 98% road blind. I always got the wrong side of the road, I see the wrong side before cross, I used to have habit of seeing both side before cross, but most of the time Im just lazy LOL

Last 2 weeks, when I was on my way to office (by walk), I was standing at a T-Junction. Cars can come from left and cars can come from right side. Cars from right side can get into the junction where I stand.
Fine, I understand that , but somehow this fucking driver just didn't turn off his signal light. =.=" which makes me thought that he wants to turn into the junction. Fine then, so I cross la what else??! Who knows, the car is on the straight lane =.=" He somehow manage to break, just a meter away from hitting my brand new 50kg Body (show off , perasan). >w<"

That's 1 case that I can remember which happened on the carelessness of those idiot paloi drivers.

Another case happened today afternoon. I took 1/2 leave today, clearing my annual leave. So I walked from my office at waterfront to Old Town. This time, there is no board for me to refer, but I saw the arrow being painted on the road. It shows that , cars will be coming from my left. It was a T-junction as well. So, no car coming from my left, so I cross.. But then a motorcycle very fast coming in from my right!!! >w< I feel like want to cekik the fcking guy already. Lucky he is just a motorcycle and he manage to make way for me =_=". He can't go in from there, it's illegal.

I personally dont think any campaign will help to decrease such driving manners. It's all mindset.. Belum kena, Belum terasa.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

He never Left, at All =D

Im glad that I feel much better today. Yesterday I was onleave , and was at home the whole day. Online checking my mail, chatting with friends, and getting ready for last night "tong jie" dinner.
Having to accept a friend to leave before us, is very hard and painful. But I learn that Im actually dont have to feel bad about it, as He never left me and others at all!

I flashed back memories during school. My first day at school, well, was kinda bad. New school, new people.. not much friends.. But then, I suddenly realised that there is a pair of eyes staring at me, so when i turn around, Hmmm there is a skinny long leg guy there staring at me for dont know what reasons..i Just cant tell ;/ Yeah, that's Wei Henn. xD

For 2 years, he just like to do that eye staring thing. I dont think of anything else, just feel that probably he just has nothing else to look at or... maybe im just kinda fun to be stare at lol.
On monday Night, when I sleep, I dream of him.. He still stare at me.. =_=" aih, he never changed at all.

Today, his body was brought to the Riam temple to be burnt, and I think most probably his ashes will be keep there too. It's much easier for me.. as my dad was buried there as well. That place is windy and cool and peaceful, I believed he will have great days there.

So to all my Fellow friends =) Never sad.. He was with us all along..He never left us. Let us Live on behalf of his shares like Qiao Ling said. He will feel more guilty if he knows that we are crying and sad over him. I know he wont be happy to see that.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

There will be No More "other time", as He has Left Us Forever.

On the 21st december 2009, I received a morning call from an old higher secondary classmate. He bring me a bad news. A news which i cannot Imagine. A News which I cannot accept even now. A news.. of another friend died in a horrible car accident .

I never thought, that I'll never meet him again. I keep asking myself, why God decreasing my friends? I seriously don't have much left but somehow Im grateful for the friends I already have, but Why He wants to take him away from all of us?
I hope, he will have the place beside God by now. I hope, he live in a place far better than this pathetic world.

Seeing his photo in my facebook, making me feel that he is somewhere near me. I kinda can feel it but I cant see it.
How am I going to face all these??!! >.<
I dont know how long do I have to take to actually accept all that happened.
I cant sleep, my eyebags turn up to be a luggage now.
I just cant accept the reality.. and I still hope it's just part of my nightmare, and I wondering why it isn't over yet...

Do take good care of yourself, Wei Henn.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

If You Don't Call This As Love, Then What Is it?

She loves him, but wonder if he loves her or not.
But then she decided not to think of this because it just doesn't matter.
As all love does not give you guarantee or warranty.
It does not insured you from a broken heart.
It does not insured you from your man's lies.

It's a life poker's bet, which you hardly calculate out the result. That's love.
Trust is what we must Invest in Love.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Taking This Bus Myself.

When you get older, you will face questions as belows from your friends, family & colleagues.

When you are still studying, people will ask you which University you will go.
When you are studying in University/College, people will ask when You graduate.
When you successfully graduate , people will ask you Where will you work.
When you already work, people will ask you when will you get a car.
After you got yourself a car, they will ask you, when will you get a Wife/Husband.
After you have a Girlfriend/Boyfriend, they will ask you when will you get married!!!???

Erghhh and when you got married, they will ask you, when will you get children. When you already have a child if it's a boy, they will ask you when will you get a baby girl or ..the other way around..

The questions are never ending.... I wouldn't want to type it all here as it really will bores you down lol... Even after you are very old like my Admin manager, he get question of.. When will you retired..?? LOL How annoying!!! I think... hahahahahaha

We will all face these craps 1 day, so there is no need for us to laugh at people right now.
For me,.. I still stuck at.. "when will you get a car?" actually I started quite late, as I only got this question Last year, that's when I'm 24 years old. LOL

All I can answered them is.."my finance does not allow me to get a car YET". Well, nothing to be afraid of , nothing to be embarrassed, as that's the fact and that's the reality.

I get left behind the track ages ago and that has made me to have to walk this Journey of mine by myself. People around me get to travel overseas already, while me..the only overseas country I have ever been in my whole 25 years of life is Brunei. LoL Well, at least there is 1! HAHAHAHA
I never wish or never really dream of going somewhere.. Sometimes I just simply say I wanna go to XXX place but , my heart doesn't really feel wanna be there at all. As for me, if going to that Particular place can change my whole life to be better, I think I will go. I will eat only hard-boiled egg and bread to save money to go there. But no, that's not how it is. I still have to work like a cow in office, I still have control my diet to avoid constipation, I still have to do housework like Cinderella. Yeah, I know, I cant say that there is 0 experience when you go out travelling. At least you get your feet step on a different ground, you get to smell different air and you get to see different scenery's.