A Parent's Wish

http://parentswish.com/site01/big.html

It's been a long time since the last day I watch something that manage to touched my heart and make me cry.. Just now when I was checking my email, I opened this email sent by a colleague of mine, a mother with 2 kids , both in their 20's already. It says, Josh Groban @ singing parent's wish.

A very touching musical slide show, whatever said , all make sense. Whatever that we will face when our parents are older, it was actually the same thing our parents did for us when we are still a child. Just that we are too young to even remember what our parent's did and what we did to our parents.

You all may click to the link above. It's safe. Get ready some tissue lol

the World is Still Talking on MJ.

No matter what, as long as you are popular at some certain things, the world will keep on talking about you, investigating you, even when you are dead. LoL that is how amazing a human being can be.
Till now, the world still mourning and talking and gossipping about Michael Jackson, The King of Pop. Should I be glad that he is dead? As I can see that is suffering during the time he is still alive. BUt he has a lot of faith that he still struggling. I'm not sure what kept him struggling like that , probably is his beloved children.

July the 10th, will be his first 10 shows of his big come back "This Is It" concert in UK.. really really sad actually.. I bet his dancers will be one of the saddest people among all of his biggest fans.
Let's stop talking about MJ for a while, he do need a good rest though. His head must be spinning seeing us from above. hahaha.. funny little human being he may said.

I was supposed to go out today for my shopping arena..but somehow has to be cancelled due to unforseen circumstances. LoL Nothing bad actually, just something that we cant predict in our daily life. So there I go, end up went to saloon to dye my hair ..

My 25 years of life, for the first time I see myself in copper red hair of scale 8.2 without bleach.
Somehow my mum only notice after 2.5 hours i'm at home. =.=" ermm really speechless.
But the hairstylist said the color doesnt suit my skintone.. that is after my hair already dyed. LoLLOLOLLOLL luckily I didnt look that terrible. Somehow the color will slowly fade away.. and maybe I might dye again for brown color.. not light brown but maybe a bit dark brown or something lol. But the interest for a 2nd dye is just 20%. That's is because my head was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fuckingly itchy due to the chemical and I really wish I can take my head off that time. >.<"

I cant scratch I just use the comb tail and poke my head a bit by bit. =.= aihhh sad moment LoL
Monday will be the day of surprised for my colleague and my boss.. Wonder what would they said. LoL

She Never Had it..

She never had a father that loves her
She never had a father that gives her hug when she needs one
She never had a father who kept his promises
She never had father's day celebration
All she need is a father that cares

She never had a brother that cares
She never had a brother that understands
She never had a brother that protects

She never had what people call Life
She never had what people call Freedom
She never had a proper life
She never even got the chance to have them in dreams.

If any of you think that you might have a bad life and it's end of the world, think again. You dont have to compare to any african kids , all you need is to compare it with the person next to you, then you might see , how colorful your life actually is.

She wished that she will one day have a chance for a change, but the possibility seems low, as She has already giving up.

She might smiles,
laughs.. but it was all just a drama that She presents to everybody.
As telling the truth will not change anything in Her life, but only create another sad scene or being left out.

Nostalgica Day For Me

Have anyone of you been thinking to do back some of the things you used to do when you are in teen age or when you are still a naughty kid? Haha.. today, I have did something which I used to do when I was in my teen age or when I was a little girl.

When I was a little girl, there are only me, mom and my brother at home, with some cats and dogs of course as my dad work outside of the town area. He seldom back home unless during some chinese special day.. One of it is during CNY... what else? Im chinese what . Can't run away from that event! LoL

So where ever we go.. we took bus. Bus is our main transport. If we go somewhere near, we use bicycle xD ahaha, yeah, way back to the past, not much cars on the road and everyone drive very carefully compare to drivers now.. =.=" they speed and overtake in small streets.. >.<" totally speechless..

So today,... I took bus to work. Not that I did it on purpose.. It's because I have no choice .. My brother got his chicken pox attack. LoL yeah... chicken pox at adult age isn't easy.. Very very suffering.. the only Good thing that I can think of is You get to have maximum 2 weeks sickleave from Doctors .. LoL

So there , I woke up at 5am, helping mum cooking pooridge, guarding at the fire of the stove.. =.= then bath at 6am, and start walking out from the house at 6.15am.. reach the bus stop at 7am, waited for the bus to reach at 7.15am, reach town at 7.30am, feeling very hungry.. so went to ate some mee kolok.. before start to walk to my office at Waterfront. LoL

So... How do I feel when I reached office?

VERY EXHAUSTINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG IMAGINE YOU HAVE TO WALK WITH EMPTY TUMMY AND THEN HAVE TO FILL IT ALL UP WITH NOODLE BEFORE WALK AGAIN..... DO U FEEL LIKE WANT TO PUKE?????????

THE ANSWER IS YEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
YYYYESSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I feel so dizzy when I reach office, although I dont run, just walk..i hardly catch my breathe =.="
So... should I admit that Im OLD? Or............. lack of exercise? HAHHAHAHHA
Yeah... I am lack of exercise and also vitaminS blablablabla neverending. Haihh..sigh.. I never was like this when I was a teen girl T.T" sob..

The Meaning of a Photo (By me)

Who invented the very first camera on earth? LoL I dont know too. hahaha but I think the person who invented it must be having a huge purpose.

Let's not talk about the history of a Camera.. Let's talk about the person who using this unique machine. I think we call this kind of person as Photographer.. loL ( i realize my grammar is kinda suck tonight.. sucker than before,.. hin ar..dizzy and yet still have a little bit of semangat want to blog some shit in here lol )

I think a photographer shouldn't just choose pretty things to be shoot into, but also find the beauty within ugly things hahahahaha sounds so deep huh?

Not to say edit the photo till it's pretty.. that so not original.. for me la..dunno for certain people..

Photography is such a tricky, magical, adventurous hobby indeed. The skill is neverending..