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Saturday, January 8, 2011
15th Jan getting near, soon is 24th, and soon is 26th!
15Th January 2011 will be the day where my boy will be departing from Miri-Kl-Germany. He'll be flying back on the 24th!.. Time pass by so fast. 15th January is just a week away. Somehow I am much more panic than him about this trip haha!
What about 26th? Well, it's my company new year lunch party! Our big boss most probably will be attending, but with or without him the party still goes on said the admin manager. She put me in the lucky draw comittee. So far, we manage to get some sponsors either in cash or gifts. ;D Monday will be another meeting to update everyone about the party.
Chinese new year will be on the 3rd February 2011. All I can think of when comes to CNY is spring cleaning.. lol.. Guess I should start to show some result to my mum tomorrow morning lol
Vacumming wont be hard. hahahaha.. and ..wipe the window.. I think do some works once a week, soon it will be finish also. Right?
Till now I haven't snap any photo of my new seaview seat yet. loL. The HR executive is sitting right behind me in a glass room lol and she is always early .. I ..kinda paiseh to snap photo around when she is around as she likes to assume bad things at people lol Later she accuse me wanting to sabotage the department hahahahahahahah! crazy woman la her.. ish..ish ish..
Today is going to be a busy Saturday, as I plan to bring my boy around to hunt for his boots. I wouldn't want his feet to get cold when he arrives at Germany as the temperature will be very low.. very very low..
What about 26th? Well, it's my company new year lunch party! Our big boss most probably will be attending, but with or without him the party still goes on said the admin manager. She put me in the lucky draw comittee. So far, we manage to get some sponsors either in cash or gifts. ;D Monday will be another meeting to update everyone about the party.
Chinese new year will be on the 3rd February 2011. All I can think of when comes to CNY is spring cleaning.. lol.. Guess I should start to show some result to my mum tomorrow morning lol
Vacumming wont be hard. hahahaha.. and ..wipe the window.. I think do some works once a week, soon it will be finish also. Right?
Till now I haven't snap any photo of my new seaview seat yet. loL. The HR executive is sitting right behind me in a glass room lol and she is always early .. I ..kinda paiseh to snap photo around when she is around as she likes to assume bad things at people lol Later she accuse me wanting to sabotage the department hahahahahahahah! crazy woman la her.. ish..ish ish..
Today is going to be a busy Saturday, as I plan to bring my boy around to hunt for his boots. I wouldn't want his feet to get cold when he arrives at Germany as the temperature will be very low.. very very low..
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Jan 26th Will Be Another Messy Day.
Today I have been invited to attend a meeting regarding Chinese New Year dinner which will be held on the 26th January 2011. It will be a lunch party!!! Well, the admin manager said , we can choose a better Hotel with better food. She said, she doesn't plan to have a 7 course meal as we only eat from 1pm to 4pm. Lol.. if it's all about eating, 3 hours is more than enough (as my Bf said).
Somehow, she said , few people will need to go up the stage to give some crap encouraging sounds idiot speech. So, that will take like an hour or so. Then, the climax of the party is LUCKY DRAW!! Now that's more like it!
But then, company will not give any budget for the lucky draw prize. LOL. hahaha
She asked us (Account department) and the purchasing department to phone up the suppliers and contractors to ask for SPONSOR! hahahhaha damn!
I never wanted to do such thing.. damn embarrassing.. Owe people money for few months and dare to ask them for sponsor? Ee yerr... really not malu meh? LoL
Malu or not, we still have to do it. Wednesday will have a small discussion between us who will in-charge for the lucky draw contest. Hope all well end well.
Somehow, she said , few people will need to go up the stage to give some crap encouraging sounds idiot speech. So, that will take like an hour or so. Then, the climax of the party is LUCKY DRAW!! Now that's more like it!
But then, company will not give any budget for the lucky draw prize. LOL. hahaha
She asked us (Account department) and the purchasing department to phone up the suppliers and contractors to ask for SPONSOR! hahahhaha damn!
I never wanted to do such thing.. damn embarrassing.. Owe people money for few months and dare to ask them for sponsor? Ee yerr... really not malu meh? LoL
Malu or not, we still have to do it. Wednesday will have a small discussion between us who will in-charge for the lucky draw contest. Hope all well end well.
Sunday, January 2, 2011
I Am Sure That I'm Going To Get Monday Bluez This Time. Sigh
There goes my Year 2010. It's seems like just happened yesterday. LoL what am I talking about ? Anyway.... Tomorrow I'll be off to work. Yes! I will be starting my 1st day of work in year 2011 in a new seat , new office, new smell.. So far , no new colleagues. LoL.
But somehow, I just don't feel like going to work. Well, it would be nice if I can work with a transparent body so that no one can see me sitting there. I wasted Wednesday and Thursday last week or should I say, last year? Well, I think last week would be appropriate. While Friday, I'm taking my annual leave! I'm clearing my leave as we are not allowed to bring forward our annual leaves. So, I don't think there is anything wrong with that, plus, my admin manageress has approved it.
But all these has really wasting my time. It end up tomorrow will be quite a rush for me. Extremely rush. I still have some cabinet that need to be turn around , well this isn't a big problem. I have some cash book that need to be update. Some creditor statement that need to be update as well. Some calls to make and the list goes on.
What I hate is, I hate when those creditors or contractors walk in to ask me about payment as if I can swallow their money and ran across the dying river right in front of my office and disappear. Geezzz.. I wonder how would they react if I say to them.. " HELLO!! I just started my very FIRST day of work in year 2011 bastard!!" " I wont vanish with your eenie meenie money!!" erghhhhh damn!
I plan to hide under my desk at the first sight I saw them walking in from the main door. he he.. yes, I sit behind now and I get to have some time to hide myself. Hopefully this plan will work. All I ask is a peaceful day to settle everything, make some calls to the Headquarters and get final decision before taking the last step. Haih ..if only those barbarians will understand.
I will pray hard for tomorrow.
But somehow, I just don't feel like going to work. Well, it would be nice if I can work with a transparent body so that no one can see me sitting there. I wasted Wednesday and Thursday last week or should I say, last year? Well, I think last week would be appropriate. While Friday, I'm taking my annual leave! I'm clearing my leave as we are not allowed to bring forward our annual leaves. So, I don't think there is anything wrong with that, plus, my admin manageress has approved it.
But all these has really wasting my time. It end up tomorrow will be quite a rush for me. Extremely rush. I still have some cabinet that need to be turn around , well this isn't a big problem. I have some cash book that need to be update. Some creditor statement that need to be update as well. Some calls to make and the list goes on.
What I hate is, I hate when those creditors or contractors walk in to ask me about payment as if I can swallow their money and ran across the dying river right in front of my office and disappear. Geezzz.. I wonder how would they react if I say to them.. " HELLO!! I just started my very FIRST day of work in year 2011 bastard!!" " I wont vanish with your eenie meenie money!!" erghhhhh damn!
I plan to hide under my desk at the first sight I saw them walking in from the main door. he he.. yes, I sit behind now and I get to have some time to hide myself. Hopefully this plan will work. All I ask is a peaceful day to settle everything, make some calls to the Headquarters and get final decision before taking the last step. Haih ..if only those barbarians will understand.
I will pray hard for tomorrow.
Friday, December 31, 2010
Ending of year 2010, & My new Office is Almost Done.
First of all, I would like to say Good Morning to my dearest HoneyMoo! Sorry that I made you angry yesterday. Sorry for spoiling your mood yesterday as it's your Big Day. I didn't do it on purpose. Do Please Forgive me.
Yesterday was my last day of moving all my things from small to big from 3rd floor to 2Nd floor. When you see everything with your bare eyes, they just look like a small pile of papers, but when you actually moving them, they are like a whole lorry of sands. lol ok maybe this is a little to much. haha
I think I am not just moving my things but also my colleagues things. Aih.. I believe this isn't their first time moving office but yet they act like they have no idea what to do, delaying the time. I am on leave today and I told myself I must finish everything by 5pm yesterday as I wouldn't want to come back again today.
and..Yes! I done all the big things which I need to do , so today I will be at home relaxing waiting time to pass by. My honeymoo is off day today so he'll be dropping by as well. Tonight will have dinner with him and friend and doing traditional countdown event hahahaha I haven't been doing this for so long. Feel excited already.
Although my muscle still pain but I will try my best not to let it spoil the day.
There is something which I just don't understand. Actually our new office is not 100%finish renovating but my admin manager already urge us to move everyyything down. In the end we are waiting there for those Bangladesh to fix the aircond and electrician guy to do the socket. Sigh. Bad arrangement. The place was so dusty. It's meaningless to even clean or do vacuuming. It'll get dirty again in no time. Trust me. At first, she arrange me to sit in a cubicle which the partition is so short that it can't even cover my head. Somehow, the desk is fix to the cubicle as it was custom made , and there is no holes on the table to put do the computer wiring. There is a line of holes actually at the angle of the cubicle for you to put your wiring but damn small. The wire can't fit in LOL! So, admin manager has no choice but to call them back and drill 2 holes on the desk.
After a discussion in between my account officer with my admin manager, me and another 3 colleagues have to sit at the side next to the window.. biggg window.. cuz she said we always have visitors from outside looking for us (such as suppliers,etc) and it's not nice if they have to walk into the office to look for us as the cubicle where we will be sitting located too close with the managers' room. LoL . Dangerous..
Well, sitting next to the window isn't too bad. I got seaview. But one of the window is broken. There is a big crack. So, I told my colleagues, I wouldn't wanna sit there not until the window is fix. But somehow these dumbass people which brain fills with shit keep asking me to put my desk there. Wow.. I am so so pissed that I scold them. Damn shit ass people! So heartless to ask me to sit at the dangerous spot.
My admin manager put a lady to be our account HEAD. yeah right.. nama ajak belajar dari australia.. probably her head just as nice as a kangaroo head. -_-"
So pissed sometimes with these people.. Tunjuk lagak jak tauk. Burit benar eh.
Some people just love to do arrangement for other people but never stand in that person to think . What they do are just for the benefit of themselves. I can't believe she still has the gut to say people selfish padahal the really selfish person was her. Wish you never success in you diet asshole!!! >M<"
Well, that is all I wanted to complain. I think there are still more lol.. If I blog this last night , I think it will be a long complaining blog lol because the fire of anger is still there. If I got chance, I want to go back to have a peek at my new desk to see if any kepoh people go move my things around. -_-"
Today is 31/12/2010 , happy new year everyone who read this blog! Have a great resolution !
Yesterday was my last day of moving all my things from small to big from 3rd floor to 2Nd floor. When you see everything with your bare eyes, they just look like a small pile of papers, but when you actually moving them, they are like a whole lorry of sands. lol ok maybe this is a little to much. haha
I think I am not just moving my things but also my colleagues things. Aih.. I believe this isn't their first time moving office but yet they act like they have no idea what to do, delaying the time. I am on leave today and I told myself I must finish everything by 5pm yesterday as I wouldn't want to come back again today.
and..Yes! I done all the big things which I need to do , so today I will be at home relaxing waiting time to pass by. My honeymoo is off day today so he'll be dropping by as well. Tonight will have dinner with him and friend and doing traditional countdown event hahahaha I haven't been doing this for so long. Feel excited already.
Although my muscle still pain but I will try my best not to let it spoil the day.
There is something which I just don't understand. Actually our new office is not 100%finish renovating but my admin manager already urge us to move everyyything down. In the end we are waiting there for those Bangladesh to fix the aircond and electrician guy to do the socket. Sigh. Bad arrangement. The place was so dusty. It's meaningless to even clean or do vacuuming. It'll get dirty again in no time. Trust me. At first, she arrange me to sit in a cubicle which the partition is so short that it can't even cover my head. Somehow, the desk is fix to the cubicle as it was custom made , and there is no holes on the table to put do the computer wiring. There is a line of holes actually at the angle of the cubicle for you to put your wiring but damn small. The wire can't fit in LOL! So, admin manager has no choice but to call them back and drill 2 holes on the desk.
After a discussion in between my account officer with my admin manager, me and another 3 colleagues have to sit at the side next to the window.. biggg window.. cuz she said we always have visitors from outside looking for us (such as suppliers,etc) and it's not nice if they have to walk into the office to look for us as the cubicle where we will be sitting located too close with the managers' room. LoL . Dangerous..
Well, sitting next to the window isn't too bad. I got seaview. But one of the window is broken. There is a big crack. So, I told my colleagues, I wouldn't wanna sit there not until the window is fix. But somehow these dumbass people which brain fills with shit keep asking me to put my desk there. Wow.. I am so so pissed that I scold them. Damn shit ass people! So heartless to ask me to sit at the dangerous spot.
My admin manager put a lady to be our account HEAD. yeah right.. nama ajak belajar dari australia.. probably her head just as nice as a kangaroo head. -_-"
So pissed sometimes with these people.. Tunjuk lagak jak tauk. Burit benar eh.
Some people just love to do arrangement for other people but never stand in that person to think . What they do are just for the benefit of themselves. I can't believe she still has the gut to say people selfish padahal the really selfish person was her. Wish you never success in you diet asshole!!! >M<"
Well, that is all I wanted to complain. I think there are still more lol.. If I blog this last night , I think it will be a long complaining blog lol because the fire of anger is still there. If I got chance, I want to go back to have a peek at my new desk to see if any kepoh people go move my things around. -_-"
Today is 31/12/2010 , happy new year everyone who read this blog! Have a great resolution !
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