20th October , Raining Saturday.

Today is a raining Saturday. It was a cloudy morning at first then it goes sunny in the afternoon until around 2pm , everything started to get darker and there comes the rain..

I was all alone at home. My boy is having his sleep after a late night knock off from his job (as he work night shift at pre-press department). He did SMS to me saying that he only get to sleep at 7am. Probably due to the herbal medicine I got for him. It's to help his blood circulation problem and hopefully will lessen his back pain due to the car accident he had previously.

A lot of things happened in this week. Firstly, my work doesn't run as I plan , or run as I hope. My manager didn't get to sign my documents and everything stuck there. I'm not sure if he will come to sign on Monday.
Other than this, when I reach home, my barbarian brother is bothering me with his personal problem. Hello.. what makes you think Love is all about? For him, love is like a pair of shoes, if it suits you, you just continue to wear it until it worn out, if it's not, you can dump it anytime. Well, for me, the girl he got hooked up is kinda problematic as well. What century is it now? Just met few times and there goes, both announce as "husband & wife" to the public and family members.. I'm totally speechless. Sigh. I had my own problem to bother, and my bf problem to bother and you want me to bother yours as well?!!

My own thought is, a wife or a husband isn't necessary but when you found the right person to walk with you for the rest of your life, NEVER EVER LET IT GO. That's my advice. If you feel why you always failed in the relationship, it's either your home feng shui got problem or yourself got problem or.. you just haven't met the right one yet. God is so funny sometimes, you never expect it when you less expecting.

Alright then, I just heard a gun shot, yes, I have a crazy neighbour living next door, and if there isn't any law in this world, I might already shot him dead myself. Where do I get the gun? Well, since there is no law in this world, guns and grenade might be easily available at grocery stores.

I always asked myself, do I have a good life? How do I rate life in good or bad? I don't have problems having my 3 meals a day, I got work, I get paid every month. I got friends and I had a laptop to use and a smartphone as well. So, is this good? For some certain people, it's just nice, but for some certain people, it's more than enough.

But for me, I still not feeling so happy.. why? Well, first thing first, I'm 28 years old, means I'm getting older. I'm not worry about getting married ( even though people around me are getting married and busy fcking to produce babies ), I'm more worry of my body aging problem. I still have lots to do in my wish list and I know without a healthy body, I wouldn't be able to complete them. I'm worrying of my bf health as well. It's a lie to say I'm not worry at all every time when I hear he said he unwell or back pain or his boss barking at him like he just missed out his sex last night..LOL.

Sigh.. God, if you ever had a laptop up in the sky and reading my blog, please give your blessing and guide to my bf. He deserve something much better. I'm not being greedy, but at least give him some points to follow or strengthen his mind and body. As long as he is doing good, I'm good.

Another week or more is the end of October.. my birth month. Oh well, ding dong ding dong Christmas is here...

October 14th..

I was wondering, why I couldn't remember what I did on this day last year.. LOL ahahha oh well, today is a lazy breezing Sunday , and I am here looking for something to blog about.. I played my Chef Ville game , and it's running our of energy , so I have to leave it there to charge for a while.

Right, let me blog of what is coming towards me in this December 2012.

Well, I received 2 invitations from ex-classmates during my time in higher secondary level. Both girls, both getting married, both getting married in the SAME month, which is December 2012.
One will be on the 2nd Dec, will be held in my town's 4 stars hotel wuhhuu.. well, something to get excited about because I never been there for any occasion yet.

Another one will be on the 30th Dec , held at Beach Republic.. Wuuhuuu something to be excited about as well because I heard a lot..a lot compliments from people that already been there for wedding occasions. All said the place was very relaxing, cute, modern and bubbly happening! Wow, I just can't wait.

Alright, as a normal girl, first thing pop in your mind was .. what the hell should I wear for these occasions?! Plus it's your ex-classmates weddings hahaha, of course you wish to look nice right? Mana mahu kalah.. but for a person like me which doesn't goes glamorous most of the times, had suffer some stress over this matters. It's not like I'm too big to get better size, it's just none of those I saw online or in shops suit me, I just felt its weird.

My eye sight has been too comfort over short pants/hot pants with T-shirt LOL
Darn!

Well, I had something in mind to wear for the beach republic dinner already. I'm going for something casual and yet still catchy.. I need a blazer as well but where to get 1?! erghh... I had one but it doesn't fit me anymore because I grown up already hahahahhahahahahaha

Okay, I'm a slowly grown up type of girl LOL weird? yes it is, lol.. ok, trolling myself.

For the Meritz one... ermm.. I had the right blouse but not the right pants and heels.. Well, this should be a small matter, pants is more easier to find as well as toe-cover heels.

Blazer... blazer... where to find?!!! =____= been scrolling online for it but found..none. zzzz God please help me.. drop me a blazer , I swear I will pay for it LOL

hahahahaha non stop trolling.. wuhuuu wuuhuu... tomorrow will be another crazy Monday, Another 4 working days for me, yes, I'm off on Friday again yessshhhhh babbeeeyyyy!!~~~~

You know what, both weddings asking me to be bride maid.. ok, I'm 28 and I never been bride maids  ..why? cuz previous one I all rejected the offer because I find it too fuzzy.. too much to do and...yes, I'm lazy lol

Why would I agree this time? Because I'm 28 and it's time for me to start doing something I never did before. So, I think become 1 time bride maid enough right? Well, the other one will say not fair.. so be this A bride maid, the B bride maid need to join as well lo...

21st Dec is doom day, nobody know whether it's real or not.. I was like, who cares? LoL

Disappointed Over You Taylor!

Although Taylor Swift is still swinging in glamorous moment, but as a fan of hers, I kinda disappointed with her song, We Never Ever Getting Back Together. (If I'm getting it right). I don't think this song need much skills to sing. It's like a polite curse song. Probably it's the effect from being dump by her older boyfriend with the reason she is too young for her.

I just hope she can produce something nicer and more attractive.

Anyway, it's a boo-hoo from me :P

He Certainly Does Love Me

It was my birthday yesterday, 5th October, my 28th birthday.. feel old lol.. I look like 28 now HAHAHHAHA is it something good? Lots of people said I look better now compare during school days as I am very much skinnier...

My boy doesn't get the time to celebrate anything on my birthday or before my birthday... but God has arrange something different for me as he know my boy busy lol.

My friend arrange for cake eating ceremony on the night and next day which is today, they brought me to Escapade , Kuala Belait for sushi lunch. Well, everything goes just fine for today and it's really superb.

I know it's kinda selfish to just go enjoy while your boy busy with his work cracking his head entertaining his machine problem and humans attitude.. I do wish his career will treat him nicer and not to push him too hard.
May he always bear in mind no matter how tough work is, tough work will never get to be solve if mind and health is not in good shape. I do wish he don't skip his meal..