She Never Had it..

She never had a father that loves her
She never had a father that gives her hug when she needs one
She never had a father who kept his promises
She never had father's day celebration
All she need is a father that cares

She never had a brother that cares
She never had a brother that understands
She never had a brother that protects

She never had what people call Life
She never had what people call Freedom
She never had a proper life
She never even got the chance to have them in dreams.

If any of you think that you might have a bad life and it's end of the world, think again. You dont have to compare to any african kids , all you need is to compare it with the person next to you, then you might see , how colorful your life actually is.

She wished that she will one day have a chance for a change, but the possibility seems low, as She has already giving up.

She might smiles,
laughs.. but it was all just a drama that She presents to everybody.
As telling the truth will not change anything in Her life, but only create another sad scene or being left out.

Nostalgica Day For Me

Have anyone of you been thinking to do back some of the things you used to do when you are in teen age or when you are still a naughty kid? Haha.. today, I have did something which I used to do when I was in my teen age or when I was a little girl.

When I was a little girl, there are only me, mom and my brother at home, with some cats and dogs of course as my dad work outside of the town area. He seldom back home unless during some chinese special day.. One of it is during CNY... what else? Im chinese what . Can't run away from that event! LoL

So where ever we go.. we took bus. Bus is our main transport. If we go somewhere near, we use bicycle xD ahaha, yeah, way back to the past, not much cars on the road and everyone drive very carefully compare to drivers now.. =.=" they speed and overtake in small streets.. >.<" totally speechless..

So today,... I took bus to work. Not that I did it on purpose.. It's because I have no choice .. My brother got his chicken pox attack. LoL yeah... chicken pox at adult age isn't easy.. Very very suffering.. the only Good thing that I can think of is You get to have maximum 2 weeks sickleave from Doctors .. LoL

So there , I woke up at 5am, helping mum cooking pooridge, guarding at the fire of the stove.. =.= then bath at 6am, and start walking out from the house at 6.15am.. reach the bus stop at 7am, waited for the bus to reach at 7.15am, reach town at 7.30am, feeling very hungry.. so went to ate some mee kolok.. before start to walk to my office at Waterfront. LoL

So... How do I feel when I reached office?

VERY EXHAUSTINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG IMAGINE YOU HAVE TO WALK WITH EMPTY TUMMY AND THEN HAVE TO FILL IT ALL UP WITH NOODLE BEFORE WALK AGAIN..... DO U FEEL LIKE WANT TO PUKE?????????

THE ANSWER IS YEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
YYYYESSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I feel so dizzy when I reach office, although I dont run, just walk..i hardly catch my breathe =.="
So... should I admit that Im OLD? Or............. lack of exercise? HAHHAHAHHA
Yeah... I am lack of exercise and also vitaminS blablablabla neverending. Haihh..sigh.. I never was like this when I was a teen girl T.T" sob..

The Meaning of a Photo (By me)

Who invented the very first camera on earth? LoL I dont know too. hahaha but I think the person who invented it must be having a huge purpose.

Let's not talk about the history of a Camera.. Let's talk about the person who using this unique machine. I think we call this kind of person as Photographer.. loL ( i realize my grammar is kinda suck tonight.. sucker than before,.. hin ar..dizzy and yet still have a little bit of semangat want to blog some shit in here lol )

I think a photographer shouldn't just choose pretty things to be shoot into, but also find the beauty within ugly things hahahahaha sounds so deep huh?

Not to say edit the photo till it's pretty.. that so not original.. for me la..dunno for certain people..

Photography is such a tricky, magical, adventurous hobby indeed. The skill is neverending..

Stressful Life. Can It be Any simPler?

Why cant we have a simple life ? Why cant the activity of our life be just eat, drink, pee and poo? LoL alright, that may sounds TOO simple. hAHHAHAHA

I want a proper holiday >.<"" ishh..
My mind is just too blank for anything now =.= aihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Time for apple and time for beauty bed =.=

Life of Darkness.

I have been taught my whole life on how to survive in the darkness of life.
I learnt nothing about the sunshine which I heard it is the bright side of life.

No one has to know the reason why,
as revealing it wouldn't make any difference
either now or future.

I'm still wondering will I ever get the chance to actually experience the feeling of living under the sunshine. It will be a question that I will ponder upon for the rest of my life.

Every Different Songs~ Reminds me of You.

Today I realize that every different songs that I listened.. It will remind me of different people.

Yura Yura, Jasmine : Reminds me of Ah Yu
Gummy Bear, All That I Have to Give: Reminds me of Bear
The Man Who Cant Be Moved: Reminds me of Cicak Hii
Heaven: Reminds me of Heavens
Main Theme of Spirited Away Movie: Reminds me of Eve
Love Story: Reminds me of Muffin Man
Tian Tian Ye Ye : Reminds me of Tomato Wai

Each songs symbolizes the bond between me and these particular people in each and every different way in my life.

It's ALL YOUR FAULT!!!!!!

Yesterday night while I was waiting for the news about the missing aeroplane which belongs to France? loL so embarassing, I forgot, there is 1 news about Taiwan. It was about a group of farmers making a riot saying that the weather broadcast station doesnt make proper report about the ongoing weather till they planted their crops at the wrong time and suffering from a big loss.

LoL.. i feel it is a very amusing news.. probably all this while the weather broadcast station did their responsibilities by reporting every single weather accurately.
They were all shouting " It's all your fault" !!
From my opinion, we cant blame people for their mistake. Weather is such an unexpectable thing.

Ghost in Pet Society

For those who plays Pet Society in Facebook, have you ever bump into any ghost in the pet society town? I just bump into 1 just now while I was busy hugging my "friend" in there Lol my Panda friend.


I was in the process of hugging and getting my EXP but then suddenly the internet became very lag and the screen turn white. When everything back into normal.. this is what I saw...





That is NOT ME! in the pet society.. I was suppose to be a Pinkish cat wearing a luxury dress LOLLLOLOLLOL and now I became a cat with a FISH on my head!! with no BODY!!!!!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGG ZOZZZZOOOMMMGGGGGGGGGG

Can I Have This Dance With You?

Even we are miles away,
There will be nothing to be able to get in our way.

Does any of you ever watch High School Musical ? I like the 3rd one a lot. Especially this particular song sang by Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron call " Can I Have This Dance?" which happened to be the title of my post this time.

The beginning of the song sounds so romantic.. It goes..

Take my hand, Take a breathe
Pull me close, and take 1 step
Keep your eyes lock on mine
And let the music be your Guide..

There is another paragraph which caught my attention and it goes like this..

It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding
someone like you..
It's one in a million , the chances of feeling
the way we do..

It eventually says that if you ever found the right person for you to spend the rest of your life with, it will be a feeling, a moment which you can say It's just One in a Million.

A Nite @ Halo Cafe

I bet all Mirians already familliar with Halo Cafe by now. They have been here for more than a year I guess.. I dont really pay attention of when they started their business here but I just felt like they have been here for ages. LoL . Somehow, I never pay any interest to pay them a visit as mostly comments that I heard are all negative. LoL how sad isnt it?

But last Saturday night, me and some friends went there to for a drink. It was a suggestion from a friend that we should go there as the singer there sing nice songs..

I request them to sing my favourite idol song , that is my Lee Hom~ but sadly, they only know the chorus part =_=" and they mistakenly Forever Love with Kiss Goodbye LOLLOLLOLOL
Aihh.. if a computer harddisk has limited usage, same goes to human brain, so apologies accepted and at least I have the chorus lol.