Thursday, December 31, 2009
My Achievements For Year 2009! Welcoming the Mighty Miao Year! xD
I feel proud this year, well, at least a little proud , just nice , not too proud lol
I feel proud because I finally have something to blog about for the title I posted.
I never really had anything much to say last year, But I do have some for this year.
Today I took 1/2 day leave, to clear my annual leave balance as it can't be brought forward. So here I am, reach home much earlier than usual. =P Was planning to online my pathetic MSN to send Sam Lee new songs to Miss Bear, but somehow she is Offline =_=" tak payah jak lah.
Today is New Year Eve, I dont think I will be going out anywhere (same as last year). Might just sleep early and wake up late the next day. Is okay lah... already get used to being stuck at home during "special" occasion (kononlah)
So.. let's go on with my achievements for year 2009!! xD
I'll blog (or rather show off) of what I remembered.
I have achieved the followings:-
1) I manage to gain my weight to 50kg (consider normal instead of underweight last time which is 42kg).
2) I finally got my Chicken Pox! Got 1 week sickleave! Wow the longest sickleave I ever had. I dont wish for another of that kind sickleave anymore =_=" totally a silent killer lol
3) I dyed my hair red. First time in my 25 years of life, I try to dye my hair lol.
4) I paint all my fingers black . Well, I never painted it because parents never allowed, now they dont seem to care much =P
So far that's all positive things I can think off.
Negative things is..
Although Im 50kg, my health status is still sucks. -_-" so, have to spend more effort to improve that.
I think Year 2009 is a year which I will NEVER forget in my whole life.
Other than a year which I manage to achieve somethings, it's also a year which I have lost somethings.
Beginning of the year, I have lost a classmate. He sit behind me in the class. He died in a horrible car accident.
Few day before Christmas 2009, I lost another classmate. A classmate which I can say I quite closed to. He died in car accident too. I missed out the chance to meet him for the 1 last time. But it's too late to look back now, all I can do is to look forward.
It's hard to please everybody.. hardest thing to do in your life I think..
So there goes.. may year 2010 be a year with more joyful things!
May the Tiger year roar away all the devils and hantu and more good things roll to your way and mine as well.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
It's not My Fault This Time >w< ergh!
Old and young
Naives and matures
I would like to have your short attention please!!
How many of you actually understand the road sign that being put at the road side?
How many of you understand the meaning "Ikut Kiri Jika Tidak Memotong" ?
How? How many of you out there??!!
It means, drive at the left side, always drive at the left side..not unless you want to overtake the car in front of you, then only you drive at the right side, then back into the left side. Somehow people doesn't go back to the left side after overtaking =_="
That is why both road always jammed =_="
1 more thing... How many of you actually follow the arrow sign being put beside the road OR being painted on the road? How? How many of you??!!
Let me tell you my experience.. Then you will know why Im so fucking pissed off about all this shit!
Im road blind. Im 98% road blind. I always got the wrong side of the road, I see the wrong side before cross, I used to have habit of seeing both side before cross, but most of the time Im just lazy LOL
Last 2 weeks, when I was on my way to office (by walk), I was standing at a T-Junction. Cars can come from left and cars can come from right side. Cars from right side can get into the junction where I stand.
Fine, I understand that , but somehow this fucking driver just didn't turn off his signal light. =.=" which makes me thought that he wants to turn into the junction. Fine then, so I cross la what else??! Who knows, the car is on the straight lane =.=" He somehow manage to break, just a meter away from hitting my brand new 50kg Body (show off , perasan). >w<"
That's 1 case that I can remember which happened on the carelessness of those idiot paloi drivers.
Another case happened today afternoon. I took 1/2 leave today, clearing my annual leave. So I walked from my office at waterfront to Old Town. This time, there is no board for me to refer, but I saw the arrow being painted on the road. It shows that , cars will be coming from my left. It was a T-junction as well. So, no car coming from my left, so I cross.. But then a motorcycle very fast coming in from my right!!! >w< I feel like want to cekik the fcking guy already. Lucky he is just a motorcycle and he manage to make way for me =_=". He can't go in from there, it's illegal.
I personally dont think any campaign will help to decrease such driving manners. It's all mindset.. Belum kena, Belum terasa.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
He never Left, at All =D
Having to accept a friend to leave before us, is very hard and painful. But I learn that Im actually dont have to feel bad about it, as He never left me and others at all!
I flashed back memories during school. My first day at school, well, was kinda bad. New school, new people.. not much friends.. But then, I suddenly realised that there is a pair of eyes staring at me, so when i turn around, Hmmm there is a skinny long leg guy there staring at me for dont know what reasons..i Just cant tell ;/ Yeah, that's Wei Henn. xD
For 2 years, he just like to do that eye staring thing. I dont think of anything else, just feel that probably he just has nothing else to look at or... maybe im just kinda fun to be stare at lol.
On monday Night, when I sleep, I dream of him.. He still stare at me.. =_=" aih, he never changed at all.
Today, his body was brought to the Riam temple to be burnt, and I think most probably his ashes will be keep there too. It's much easier for me.. as my dad was buried there as well. That place is windy and cool and peaceful, I believed he will have great days there.
So to all my Fellow friends =) Never sad.. He was with us all along..He never left us. Let us Live on behalf of his shares like Qiao Ling said. He will feel more guilty if he knows that we are crying and sad over him. I know he wont be happy to see that.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
There will be No More "other time", as He has Left Us Forever.
I never thought, that I'll never meet him again. I keep asking myself, why God decreasing my friends? I seriously don't have much left but somehow Im grateful for the friends I already have, but Why He wants to take him away from all of us?
I hope, he will have the place beside God by now. I hope, he live in a place far better than this pathetic world.
Seeing his photo in my facebook, making me feel that he is somewhere near me. I kinda can feel it but I cant see it.
How am I going to face all these??!! >.<
I dont know how long do I have to take to actually accept all that happened.
I cant sleep, my eyebags turn up to be a luggage now.
I just cant accept the reality.. and I still hope it's just part of my nightmare, and I wondering why it isn't over yet...
Do take good care of yourself, Wei Henn.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
If You Don't Call This As Love, Then What Is it?
But then she decided not to think of this because it just doesn't matter.
As all love does not give you guarantee or warranty.
It does not insured you from a broken heart.
It does not insured you from your man's lies.
It's a life poker's bet, which you hardly calculate out the result. That's love.
Trust is what we must Invest in Love.
Monday, December 7, 2009
Taking This Bus Myself.
When you are still studying, people will ask you which University you will go.
When you are studying in University/College, people will ask when You graduate.
When you successfully graduate , people will ask you Where will you work.
When you already work, people will ask you when will you get a car.
After you got yourself a car, they will ask you, when will you get a Wife/Husband.
After you have a Girlfriend/Boyfriend, they will ask you when will you get married!!!???
Erghhh and when you got married, they will ask you, when will you get children. When you already have a child if it's a boy, they will ask you when will you get a baby girl or ..the other way around..
The questions are never ending.... I wouldn't want to type it all here as it really will bores you down lol... Even after you are very old like my Admin manager, he get question of.. When will you retired..?? LOL How annoying!!! I think... hahahahahaha
We will all face these craps 1 day, so there is no need for us to laugh at people right now.
For me,.. I still stuck at.. "when will you get a car?" actually I started quite late, as I only got this question Last year, that's when I'm 24 years old. LOL
All I can answered them is.."my finance does not allow me to get a car YET". Well, nothing to be afraid of , nothing to be embarrassed, as that's the fact and that's the reality.
I get left behind the track ages ago and that has made me to have to walk this Journey of mine by myself. People around me get to travel overseas already, while me..the only overseas country I have ever been in my whole 25 years of life is Brunei. LoL Well, at least there is 1! HAHAHAHA
I never wish or never really dream of going somewhere.. Sometimes I just simply say I wanna go to XXX place but , my heart doesn't really feel wanna be there at all. As for me, if going to that Particular place can change my whole life to be better, I think I will go. I will eat only hard-boiled egg and bread to save money to go there. But no, that's not how it is. I still have to work like a cow in office, I still have control my diet to avoid constipation, I still have to do housework like Cinderella. Yeah, I know, I cant say that there is 0 experience when you go out travelling. At least you get your feet step on a different ground, you get to smell different air and you get to see different scenery's.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Why Are We Not Talking to Each Other Anymore?
It's 6th December 2009, the month of Joy, the Month of Christmas for all Christian.. But somehow it's just a month of broken purse for me, the month of Loneliness..
Mostly people been travelling here and there during year end , as it's month of Holidays.
For me, it's just a month of more works in the office, chasing deadlines.
I online quite early today, looking around in my facebook and checking my facebook flash game "restaurant city".
When I checked my facebook chat box, I saw some of my old classmates online..Haven't seen them for ages.. They have left the town to further their studies after SPM, and after that straight to get a job there and refuse to come back to town. Oh well, not enough of job opportunities for them here too.
But somehow, I just dont feel like wanting to talk to them lol. Well, during schooldays, we get to see each other 5 times a week, excluding the co-curicullum hours, but yet we still wanting to talk to each other.. It's like a neverending stories.
But now, even after few years didn't meet, we dont feel like talking to each others -_-"
Well, you must be wondering how do I add them in my facebook.. Hahaha Well, I use the automatically search machine from all my hotmail addresses and it send friend request and they all just approved it I guess.
I know some of my frens like to add strangers in their facebook, not for the meaning of making more friends, but to have more "flash game friends" so that they can visit each other to get more EXP or trading Ingredient in Restaurant city. LOL.
HUman are just so so weird , aren't they?
They tend to ask for more when they already have more than enough.
They tend to work for more when they not needed to.
They tend to walk away, when others needed them.
but somehow they just like to "ke-poh" when it's not needed.
Why do we always doing the opposite way?
Is it because we are trying to get more attentions...? Or we just too bored till we tend to do things to annoy others. Seeing others feeling irritating making us feel popular?
LoL
I dont know either..
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Where I am Standing Actually?
Then I try very hard to make sure myself will have a Nice Saturday, ..well.. I cant say it goes 100% nice.. but it's acceptable..
It's been more than a Month that I have been rotting at home on weekend.. *sigh*..
Getting shocking news and unpredictable things rolling to me is so stressful.
I Miss Him sOoooooooooooooooo Much!! =( Wonder when is the soonest time I will be able to see him? Aihh .. When will this horrible lifestyle end?
When can it be something like fairytale..happy ever after?
How many % of chances will I Get?
Is it Possible?
Nahhh , thinking all these will only kill my brain cells LoL
Tomolo is Monday, I wont be taking any leave till Next Monday =P
Year end is coming soon... another year to make "new year resolutions"
I think this year I am able to proudly post out my "achievements for year 2009" LOL
Probably other people thinks It's just another shitty blog entries, but those little things meant a lot for me as I never had those things achieved in past years.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
What if That Another day Never Come?
but we never did and we push the plan away with various of excuses,
we told ourselves that there will be another suitable day,
But what if That Another day never comes?
We always said to our siblings that we will buy that special thing for them as a gift,
but we always use up our money buying things for ourselves again and again,
or even buying things for other friends instead of them,
But we comfort ourselves by saying that, There will be another day for that,
But what if That Another day never comes?
We always said to our pets that we will replace that their broken food bowl, or other broken accesssories,
but we always use up the money to buy a better lunch set for ourselves,
and we said to ourselves that, There will be another day for it,
But what if, That Another day never comes?
We always said to our Besties that we will accompany them for some girl's stuff that we always do together,
But we end up using the free time we have doing our personal stuff on weekend,
We tend to comfort ourselves saying that there is always Another day to company them,
But what if, That Another day never comes?
We always wanted to sms our friends with greetings in every events happenings,
but we used up the HandPhone credits callings our boyfriends/girlfriends,
and we always said , There will be another day to come for it,
But what if, That Another day never comes?
Thursday, October 15, 2009
cuba kau cuba
diam bila ku cuba
tuk berbicara dengan kamu
Pernahkah kau ada?
bila ku perlu
tuk meluahkan rasa hati
Dan bila kau bersuara
setia ku mendengar
agar tenang kau merasa
Siapasebenarnya aku padamu?
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu...
dan bila,
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
itulah aku…padamu
Cuba kau lihat
cuba kau cuba..
renung ke mata aku
bila ku kaku melihatmu
Pernahkah kau ada?
bila ku perlu
tuk menyatakan rasa sakitdalam diri
Dan bila kau perlu
setia ku menunggu
agar senang kau merasa
Siapa
sebenarnya aku padamu?
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu...
dan bila
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
itulah aku…padamu
Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
terlintas tuk menulis pada mu
salahkan ku
tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
untuk kau mendengar..
untuk kau melihat ke mataku
Siapasebenarnya aku padamu
mungkin sama dengan teman lain
yang bisa kau buat begitu
dan bila
tiada lagi teman bermain
kau pulang tuk dapatkan akui
tulah aku…padamu
thanks Faizal Tahir for such a lovely meaningful song
Wondering if That is Who You Really are..
Cuti Cuti own town saja lo~ That's how a broken people "enjoying" their life I guess..well, partly.
Next Monday will be on holiday, although my manager havent approved my leave application form (because I havent received my copy yet), I will just assume he already approved it. Well he need to approved it anyway -_-"
Poker face! Poker face! song from Lady GaGa sure is gaga enough lol
I always have the idea on what to blog when im not any nearer to my pc, but when im here sitting right in front of it.. My idea all gone already -_-"
so.. good night everyone till we meet again next time.
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Wake Me Up When October End.
Today while on the way home, I saw many banners along the Airport road, I was saying to myself " Does SCR (singapore chicken rice) have to make such a big promotion till Airport road?" so while the car is moving, I give a clear look at the banner, I saw the word "MARRYBROWN NOW OPEN @ MORSJAYA, JALAN AIRPORT"
WTFFFFFFFF
A FAST FOOD RESTAURANT AT MORSJAYA??? MY GOD IT'S LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE..!!
HAHAHHA
I always wish there will be a fast food restaurant here nearby my house. I always wanted a KFC actually, but now we have Marrybrown, not too bad lo. LoL
Overall this week starting to be a hopeful week.
Things are finally turning around? Hopefully..
This year Birthday turn out to be a Birthday which I never thought It will Be. Im not sure either I want to categorize it as a Great birthday? , A Suprising Birthday?, A dissapointing Birthday? I have no idea... I would Categorize it as an "Oci Ba La Birthday" because I have waited for an hour in the evening for a mystery driver to drive me out for dinner, in the morning, I pissed of my Bestie over a typhoon sms.. LOLLOL i dont know why I just find this amusing .. thinking back, she is kinda cute though xD
Oh well, no misunderstanding can break such a long friendship of mine. In the meantime, better keep my mouth shut before got her pissed off again (:x) as she already in the pits of fire over her work stress. If she ever got time to even read this , u know who u are, Hopefully things will turn around better for you there.
Years after years, things are getting more challenging.. It's very important for us to be strong to fight the challenges..
Work is piling each day.. to comfort myself, i said to myself that " no work no money, no money no bunny..eh salah.. no money no honey ".
Friday!!!!!!!!!!! HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEE
RROOOOOAAAAARRRRRRR
Sunday, October 4, 2009
My Bloody Birthday Wish This Year.
From: Me,Adelie (m.i.a.o)
Date : 04.October. 2009 (Sunday)
Subject: Birthday Wishes for Year 2009.
To all my friends, I would like to say Thanks in advance if you ever wishing me happy birthday either through SMS or Facebook Wall or MSN. Although I never was very Much feel thrill about my birthday, but thanks anyway for your wishes.
For those who had put effort in trying to get me something as gifts.. thanks to you.
For those who had never put effort in buying / picking the gift, but just get 1 anyway cuz to return the gift I have give to you on Your birthday, Thanks as well.
For those who remember my birth date wrongly and had wished me, Thanks too.
For those who send me nasty wishes such as "getting older but dont live with cats yet" Thanks as well.
For those who saying Im just too old and no Idea what to get me so "happy birthday!" , =_=" thanks too.
For those who wants to treat me dinner , I have to say NO for this year, I'm cutting off my intake for MEAT, unless you want to feed me with Vege, I'll be delighted. lol
I know Im not a 3 years old kid, so you guys dont actually have to get me anything.. Bad economy these days and a lot of unfortunate events had happened lately so better keep those money for raining days instead of getting me things which I would mostly put in store.. So here I am, being honest and nice to advise you.. save up your hard earn Money boys and girls If you cant figure out what gift suits me. (LoL)
Somehow I manage to get myself a Watch at least this year.. Something useful , An object to remind me of how fast the time has passed by evily although what I want isn't a watch LoL. What to do.. I have my own stormy days to be save as well like you guys too.
This is the first time Im making this crap announcement, time to speak up my mind. Dont make me any piss for my pathetic Birthday cuz u never know how pissed u will be on Ur birthday (evil)
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
End of Raya Holidays = Total Boredom
Last sunday manage to visit 3 houses only due to heavy rain later in the afternoon.
After that, went shopping at Bintang Megamall and manage to get myself a birthday gift. =D
Gonna keep it first in the box first and show it off after my birthday =D
Still got 7 days to take till this year end, and going to onleave on the 28 September 2009.
I gave a lot of thinking during these 4 days holidays..tired.. I wont think anymore... time to get myself a break although Im not going for vacation.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Squirel died of shock due to Owner got Raped.
Kuala Lumpur, Sep 9 : A Malay kindergarten teacher, who took her feverish pet squirrel to a veterinary clinic for treatment, had her breasts groped instead by the attending veterinarian.
According to the Harian Metro, the veterinarian had asked the 27-year old woman to place the squirrel inside her blouse to keep it warm, given its "erratic body temperature".But the squirrel got stuck on her bra strap, when the 52-year-old veterinarian asked her to take the animal out.
While helping the woman remove the squirrel, the veterinarian saw her breasts, started praising her figure, and allegedly told her to take care of her body and "beautiful breasts".Ampang OCPD Asst Comm Abd Jalil Hasan said that the veterinarian later began to demonstrate to her how to massage her breasts."He then took advantage by groping and sucking the victim's breasts. The victim struggled to release herself before the doctor finally let her go," the Star Online quoted him as saying.
"He told her she need not pay for the squirrel's treatment and asked her to come again. But she decided to lodge a police report," he added.ACP Abd Jalil Hasan added that the veterinarian was arrested on September 7.However, the squirrel died shortly after returning home.
I found this amusing.. lol lol lol damn veterinarian!! LOL wat the hell and poor tupai.. LOLLOLOL died of shocked probably LOLOLOL DAMN DAMN DAMN
Saturday, August 8, 2009
The POORs and RICHs. Why are they like Oil & Water.
Now if you own a car, you are not POOR.
The POOR suggestions and ideas are always misleading and low quality not to mention less accurates. Well, that is what the RICH would comment, Because for the RICH, POOR only gain their knowledge within their own country, so it's not always up to date.(konon).
Well, well, Now I wonder what are Internet for? Even as low as RM3 , you are able to surf the internet at any cyber cafes now. But still, it's all up to you to judge.
Now if you ever study over the south china sea to KL or any corner in this country, you are not POOR.
There are still a lot of bad comments regarding how the RICH sees the POOR. How sad to know about this. Old people always said, RICH has more chances to learn and see more but why does RICH still commenting in such a shallow way? Probably those green,red piece of paper you guys call MONEY has totally cover up the eyes of the RICH.
Therefore, the person who can sees clearly are still the POOR.
POOR will 1 day be RICH, and RICH will 1 day be POOR too. Who knows? God is always fair to His followers.
To All the POOR out there, never ever to bother such barbarian comments from the RICH, as they says things out using their mind and mouth. To keep peace between this 2 Worlds, always says things using your Mind, Heart and of course your Mouth.
What It Has to Do with Open-Minded?
1) I dont sing at Karaoke
2) I dont go to Pub
3) I dont disco-ing
4) I dont smoke
5) I dont went out till late at night (can consider morning like 1am 2 am 3am)
6) I dont watch late night movie
7) I dont eat raw meat
What has all these to with Open Minded??? DAMN SHIT!!! =.="
Sunday, July 26, 2009
I have Forgotten The Taste Of Chicken.
CHICKEN POX!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I woke up instantly, staring at my body in front of the Mirror.. I saw.. small red dots here and there.. Yes. I'm having chicken pox!
Ever since that day, I have been quarantine at home by my mother. I had only porridge, and cooling water to fulfill my hunger.
Today, 26th July 2009, I still suffer the side effect left by chicken pox. I have high temperature in my body which resulting in head pain and feeling feverish, and thirsty every single minute.
I have to drink cooling water like plain water. Well, I can say it's like replacing the plain water with cooling liquid like barley,etc.
Now, the chicken pox wound still sickening. I have no choice but to wear other loose clothing to work. Seems like I have to kiss goodbye to my uniform until Im fully recover. Sigh.
Feel sick all the time ever since the chicken pox attacked. Quarantine at home like Im a big huge virus. Such a sad weekend. -_-"
I started to lose my patience in healing myself, but this morning, I received some words of wisdom which awaken myself to continue to heal myself with patience.
"some people heal slower than others" , after reading this, I said to myself "indeed, i'm one of them".
I am sure that I will have a Huge Chicken Spree once Im fully recover. xD Yum Yum
Monday, July 6, 2009
A Parent's Wish
http://parentswish.com/site01/big.html
It's been a long time since the last day I watch something that manage to touched my heart and make me cry.. Just now when I was checking my email, I opened this email sent by a colleague of mine, a mother with 2 kids , both in their 20's already. It says, Josh Groban @ singing parent's wish.
A very touching musical slide show, whatever said , all make sense. Whatever that we will face when our parents are older, it was actually the same thing our parents did for us when we are still a child. Just that we are too young to even remember what our parent's did and what we did to our parents.
You all may click to the link above. It's safe. Get ready some tissue lol
Saturday, July 4, 2009
the World is Still Talking on MJ.
Till now, the world still mourning and talking and gossipping about Michael Jackson, The King of Pop. Should I be glad that he is dead? As I can see that is suffering during the time he is still alive. BUt he has a lot of faith that he still struggling. I'm not sure what kept him struggling like that , probably is his beloved children.
July the 10th, will be his first 10 shows of his big come back "This Is It" concert in UK.. really really sad actually.. I bet his dancers will be one of the saddest people among all of his biggest fans.
Let's stop talking about MJ for a while, he do need a good rest though. His head must be spinning seeing us from above. hahaha.. funny little human being he may said.
I was supposed to go out today for my shopping arena..but somehow has to be cancelled due to unforseen circumstances. LoL Nothing bad actually, just something that we cant predict in our daily life. So there I go, end up went to saloon to dye my hair ..
My 25 years of life, for the first time I see myself in copper red hair of scale 8.2 without bleach.
Somehow my mum only notice after 2.5 hours i'm at home. =.=" ermm really speechless.
But the hairstylist said the color doesnt suit my skintone.. that is after my hair already dyed. LoLLOLOLLOLL luckily I didnt look that terrible. Somehow the color will slowly fade away.. and maybe I might dye again for brown color.. not light brown but maybe a bit dark brown or something lol. But the interest for a 2nd dye is just 20%. That's is because my head was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fuckingly itchy due to the chemical and I really wish I can take my head off that time. >.<"
I cant scratch I just use the comb tail and poke my head a bit by bit. =.= aihhh sad moment LoL
Monday will be the day of surprised for my colleague and my boss.. Wonder what would they said. LoL
Sunday, June 28, 2009
She Never Had it..
She never had a father that gives her hug when she needs one
She never had a father who kept his promises
She never had father's day celebration
All she need is a father that cares
She never had a brother that cares
She never had a brother that understands
She never had a brother that protects
She never had what people call Life
She never had what people call Freedom
She never had a proper life
She never even got the chance to have them in dreams.
If any of you think that you might have a bad life and it's end of the world, think again. You dont have to compare to any african kids , all you need is to compare it with the person next to you, then you might see , how colorful your life actually is.
She wished that she will one day have a chance for a change, but the possibility seems low, as She has already giving up.
She might smiles,
laughs.. but it was all just a drama that She presents to everybody.
As telling the truth will not change anything in Her life, but only create another sad scene or being left out.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Nostalgica Day For Me
When I was a little girl, there are only me, mom and my brother at home, with some cats and dogs of course as my dad work outside of the town area. He seldom back home unless during some chinese special day.. One of it is during CNY... what else? Im chinese what . Can't run away from that event! LoL
So where ever we go.. we took bus. Bus is our main transport. If we go somewhere near, we use bicycle xD ahaha, yeah, way back to the past, not much cars on the road and everyone drive very carefully compare to drivers now.. =.=" they speed and overtake in small streets.. >.<" totally speechless..
So today,... I took bus to work. Not that I did it on purpose.. It's because I have no choice .. My brother got his chicken pox attack. LoL yeah... chicken pox at adult age isn't easy.. Very very suffering.. the only Good thing that I can think of is You get to have maximum 2 weeks sickleave from Doctors .. LoL
So there , I woke up at 5am, helping mum cooking pooridge, guarding at the fire of the stove.. =.= then bath at 6am, and start walking out from the house at 6.15am.. reach the bus stop at 7am, waited for the bus to reach at 7.15am, reach town at 7.30am, feeling very hungry.. so went to ate some mee kolok.. before start to walk to my office at Waterfront. LoL
So... How do I feel when I reached office?
VERY EXHAUSTINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG IMAGINE YOU HAVE TO WALK WITH EMPTY TUMMY AND THEN HAVE TO FILL IT ALL UP WITH NOODLE BEFORE WALK AGAIN..... DO U FEEL LIKE WANT TO PUKE?????????
THE ANSWER IS YEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
YYYYESSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I feel so dizzy when I reach office, although I dont run, just walk..i hardly catch my breathe =.="
So... should I admit that Im OLD? Or............. lack of exercise? HAHHAHAHHA
Yeah... I am lack of exercise and also vitaminS blablablabla neverending. Haihh..sigh.. I never was like this when I was a teen girl T.T" sob..
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
The Meaning of a Photo (By me)
Let's not talk about the history of a Camera.. Let's talk about the person who using this unique machine. I think we call this kind of person as Photographer.. loL ( i realize my grammar is kinda suck tonight.. sucker than before,.. hin ar..dizzy and yet still have a little bit of semangat want to blog some shit in here lol )
I think a photographer shouldn't just choose pretty things to be shoot into, but also find the beauty within ugly things hahahahaha sounds so deep huh?
Not to say edit the photo till it's pretty.. that so not original.. for me la..dunno for certain people..
Photography is such a tricky, magical, adventurous hobby indeed. The skill is neverending..
Monday, June 15, 2009
Stressful Life. Can It be Any simPler?
I want a proper holiday >.<"" ishh..
My mind is just too blank for anything now =.= aihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Time for apple and time for beauty bed =.=
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Life of Darkness.
I learnt nothing about the sunshine which I heard it is the bright side of life.
No one has to know the reason why,
as revealing it wouldn't make any difference
either now or future.
I'm still wondering will I ever get the chance to actually experience the feeling of living under the sunshine. It will be a question that I will ponder upon for the rest of my life.
Monday, June 8, 2009
Every Different Songs~ Reminds me of You.
Yura Yura, Jasmine : Reminds me of Ah Yu
Gummy Bear, All That I Have to Give: Reminds me of Bear
The Man Who Cant Be Moved: Reminds me of Cicak Hii
Heaven: Reminds me of Heavens
Main Theme of Spirited Away Movie: Reminds me of Eve
Love Story: Reminds me of Muffin Man
Tian Tian Ye Ye : Reminds me of Tomato Wai
Each songs symbolizes the bond between me and these particular people in each and every different way in my life.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
It's ALL YOUR FAULT!!!!!!
LoL.. i feel it is a very amusing news.. probably all this while the weather broadcast station did their responsibilities by reporting every single weather accurately.
They were all shouting " It's all your fault" !!
From my opinion, we cant blame people for their mistake. Weather is such an unexpectable thing.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Ghost in Pet Society
I was in the process of hugging and getting my EXP but then suddenly the internet became very lag and the screen turn white. When everything back into normal.. this is what I saw...
That is NOT ME! in the pet society.. I was suppose to be a Pinkish cat wearing a luxury dress LOLLLOLOLLOL and now I became a cat with a FISH on my head!! with no BODY!!!!!!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGG ZOZZZZOOOMMMGGGGGGGGGG
Monday, June 1, 2009
Can I Have This Dance With You?
There will be nothing to be able to get in our way.
Does any of you ever watch High School Musical ? I like the 3rd one a lot. Especially this particular song sang by Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron call " Can I Have This Dance?" which happened to be the title of my post this time.
The beginning of the song sounds so romantic.. It goes..
Take my hand, Take a breathe
Pull me close, and take 1 step
Keep your eyes lock on mine
And let the music be your Guide..
There is another paragraph which caught my attention and it goes like this..
It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding
someone like you..
It's one in a million , the chances of feeling
the way we do..
It eventually says that if you ever found the right person for you to spend the rest of your life with, it will be a feeling, a moment which you can say It's just One in a Million.
A Nite @ Halo Cafe
But last Saturday night, me and some friends went there to for a drink. It was a suggestion from a friend that we should go there as the singer there sing nice songs..
I request them to sing my favourite idol song , that is my Lee Hom~ but sadly, they only know the chorus part =_=" and they mistakenly Forever Love with Kiss Goodbye LOLLOLLOLOL
Aihh.. if a computer harddisk has limited usage, same goes to human brain, so apologies accepted and at least I have the chorus lol.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Annual Leave = WTH is it?
Somehow, people like me with a work which earn "few cents" more than a SPM qualification kind of clerk never get a peaceful annual leave. You'll get emergency calls from your manager who you can call as grandpa saying that company need cash money urgently and that you are the only one who knows how to use the ultimate "advance" desktop to do the printing on the carbon payment voucher and the yellowish cheque =.="
Erghh how annoying .. =.= now I have to blog using somebody else laptop which belongs to this particular somebody else company @@" which the mouse somehow appears in a red button like an iron nail T.T" let's just put it that I dont know how to use this very advance technology of the millenium and still blog while there are 2 extra eyes peeking on this tiny screen. LoL oh well, the owner has the right , I guess.
Tiring day for a staff who is taking her annual leave and yeah that's me. Pity work life with a pathethic boss and annoying pet at home who see your face like their food bowl.
Adios readers!! signing out from a backache sofa only available at coffeebean miri sarawak.
Friday, May 22, 2009
"Please use your Coconut" my boss said.
So, let me tell you what is up with the title of my blog tonight. I had a meeting with my accounts department, purchasing department together with the financial controller uncle and my new boss. So , while we were discussing some matter about the purchasing departments trying to save a few hundreds bux which resulting in a loss of few thousands. Now, that's not very reasonable isn't it?
Now, my new boss , is not a direct speech kind of guy. He dont really scold you in direct. He speaks in a.. Flowering languange. He said to one of the purchasing assistant, " What would you do if you one day arrived at office and found that you have lost your chair?" So my colleague answer him " I will go around office to look for my chair". My new boss ask again, "What if you fail to find it?". My colleague answer him again, " I would go to my boss and ask him if I can purchase a new chair". " That's right!" my new boss replied him. After that, he said that all purchasing officer should always find another way if the supplier fail to supply them with the goods they ordered. Dont stuck at 1 supplier only. Operations will be effected in a negative way if the same problem occured again.
He then said, " All of you have to learn to carry your responsibility and please use your coconut". Now here, somehow surprised me a while. I actually said in a low tone to my colleague sitting next to me , " A coconut?" and there goes all eyes stared at me =.=" For me, coconut equals to your breast.. How do you actually think with your breast.. Right? No one ever symbolize a brain with a coconut to me and today will be the first time. After that few seconds, I giggled... and giggled.. well, I manage to stop after everyone put their eyes on me ..again. From that moment on, my new boss has new nickname.. "The Coconut"
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Why Are You Pretending?
Why are you pretending that you care?
Is it because you are afraid you will add more sins in your book-of-life which you already did?
Do you know how hurt is it when I know that you are pretending all along?
It's not that I'm pathethic,
but it's just that I dont feel there is any need for you to act so.
It's like im a dumbass to you , that you need to act like you are so protective and caring to me.
I'm no one to you,
I'm not a world to you,
probably just a dust that fly by you which you will never notice.
True friends are not like that.
If you think you stand as a true friend beside me, guess that you're wrong all along.
Monday, April 27, 2009
Plastic Chicken for Lunch, Only Available at Waterfront Miri.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Aku Kan MenungguMu
Didalam sebuah cinta
terdapat bahasa
Yang mengalun indah
mengisi jiwa
merindukan kisah
kita berdua
Yang tak pernah bisa
akan terlupa
Bila Rinduku
masih milikmu
Kuhadirkan sebuah
tanya untukmu
Harus brapa lama
aku menunggumu
aku menunggumu...
Didalam masa indah
saat bersamamu
Yang tak pernah bisa
akan terlupa
Kenangan masa
yang menghancurkan jiwa
Dengan segenap cinta
aku bertanya
Bila Rinduku
masih milikmu
Kuhadirkan sebuah
tanya untukmu
Harus brapa lama
aku menunggumu
Dalam hati kumenunggu..
Dalam hati kumenunggu..
aku...
Dalam lelah kumenunggu..
Dalam hati kumenunggu..aku...
masih menunggu....
Bila Rinduku masih milikmu
Kuhadirkan sebuah
harus berapa lama
Harus brapa lama
aku menunggumu
aku menunggumu
Monday, April 20, 2009
Your're the Butterfly , Im the Poor Flower.
To fly away from misery and pain
To fly away to happiness and joy
I'm the poor flower, with beautiful petals and sweet nectar
Which able only to stand still
Which is not able to move to neither happiness or joy
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Should I, Or Shouldn't I? ERGHHH!! >.<
Or, shud I cut like 5inch to 6inch only?
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I really dont knowwwwwwwwwww
if only hair can be change like clothes!! >.<" HOW NICE!
Well, I want to dye my hair too... ;/ problem is what hair shud I cutttttt?????????????
I ever told myself..If i got strike by something that has a very big impact on me.. not positive impact but negative impact..i would cut my hair short.. Hmm let see .. I have long hair since 2005, now 2009, err can consider 4 years? hmmmmmmmmm
Took me like 2 years to get such a long hair, my current hair now , reach my waist liaw actually cuz I never went for any hair cut, my front hair, i trim myself -_-"
aiya....... fan xi ren la...... sien sien sien..... >.>"
to cut..or not to cut..
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
A Date With Lee Hom
How I wish there is such contest call " Win A Date with Lee Hom". LoL I'll be dying to be the winner for sure.
I still remember a Bintulu friend of mine told me there is a guy whose face 99% like Lee Hom. Well, I haven't bump into him so far during the times I went to Bintulu, probably he just appear at night time like Cinderella =P.
Anyway, today was a hectic day at work .. After reach home from work, I busy myself with some room cleaning and packing up some clothes. Nahh Im not leaving anywhere, just packing up some old clothes. Erghh, tired eyes.. getting some apple and sleeping soon.
Monday, April 6, 2009
Safe $$ for Wedding, What About Save $$ for Divorce?
We always hear people saying they are saving money for wedding or future baby, but have you ever heard people saving money for divorce?
Lawyer fee for divorcing aint cheap ya know =P LoL but kinda funny though.. hahahaha Getting married and getting divorce both costly huh.. Kekekkekeke
So.. for those who want to get married .. better think twice! open another bank account for saving money in case you need to divorce!!! MUahahahahahaha oKay, I know it's not funny, but .. does it sounds logic? ;/ I wonder...~~
Sunday, April 5, 2009
I think I just Dont Have Enough Oxygen.
Well, all you have to do is to breathe more then. LoL
I havent been really blogging lately and my blog kinda slowly dying.. right. cry me a river then.
Well, lately a lot of things bothering my small brain.. Works.. Life.. Future..
I think anyone wouldnt be able to run away from these 3 things I guess. Right.
This year I told myself, I have to do some transforming to myself.. and the result has to be seen clearly on 31st December 2009.
LoL
So today, after I have some free consultations from some magazine.. LoL yeah.. I like reading and I doesnt ask much opinions from people because I hardly find anybody that can be trusted for my questions or queries so , for now, I just get information myself from Magazines. =P
A lot of plan and project I have planned for myself.. Probably because I pushed myself too far in this that makes me giddy for the past 1 week because I dont give a proper rest for my brain. Poor brain.. tsk tsk tsk~
Nvm, 1 month transform 1 thing =P by December should be fully complete! Muahahahhaha
Cant wait.. and yes, cant wait to spend all my hard work money. Sometimes I just feel like I dont have much time to waste.. -_-" aih.. weird feeling huh?
Oh well, slow and steady saja lo..
Monday, March 30, 2009
I miss u..miss u..miss u...Miss u like Crazy..
Songs from The Moffatts which I favour the most.. Miss You Like Crazy. LoL
Yeah, I miss blogging some crapz in my blogs.. haven't been blog for like 2 weeks? What have I missed? a lot i think..
Life is so unfair.. Just when my Phillip has been revived, myself pulak lei... hmmm fall sick. Not fever or anything but the head kinda spinning around... @@"
Probably something in my body dropped .. or rise.. -_-"
Today was suppose to pay a visit to the doctor but... heavy rain -_-" so plan cancelled. Hope tomorrow I will somehow have sometime to sneek out to nearby clinic.. Sigh..I hate clinic smell..
Saturday, March 14, 2009
It's a Filling day
I had pork bun & soya bean for breakfast.
I had asam laksa today, with a thick vanilla shake with strawberry cream for early lunch.
I had "Love Matter" movie for teabreak.
Then I had liang teh and claypot rice for dinner. xD
Yumyy yum yum..
Then I bought something for myself too... ;/ and a.. not so effective USB vacum cleaner.
Next Sunday I will have to attend a wedding dinner.. Hmm now I wonder what to wear -_-"
Can I not to wear any? LOL okay, that's a cold joke alright.
Right now, Im watching Britania High drama series, and it's very touching that Stefan came back for Lola and Lola promise to leave Britania High with Stefan. How romantic!
While Danny lost both Lauren or Claudine for the chance to be couple because he dont know which one he loves more.
Suddenly Ronnie ( a girl actually), patch with Simon instead of Jez =_="
Lol, you guys wouldnt be able to know what the hell Im talking about, who is who if you didnt watch this series. Anyway,......... that doesnt matter to me lol I just want to blablabla myself out here, that's all.
Now Superman Return is on air, I guess I better be going.
Monday, March 9, 2009
Blur , Tiring Weekend.
Believe it or not.. I went to Bintulu..Again.. Well known as The Boring Town for most of my friends.. LoL.. that's because their Biggest mall only able to make you got lost in their Washroom =_=" But their mall carpark has a very nice view ;/ hmmm okay they have 1 point from me then LoL
The road was bumpy and wavy... ;D feels like sitting in a rocking boat lo...
I cant say much about it..because not the 1st time I went to Bintulu.. so, there is no point of me writing the same thing again.. pretty boring later on. LoL
Today is the last public holiday in March 2009. April still has Good Friday.. sadly some friends of mine dont have it!! MUAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA (:X oppss )
Friday, March 6, 2009
I have dropped out of...
Been few years already, I'm still "lost" in my own life. I may look normal to most people.. but actually I'm not. You may say I'm a good pretender, or whatever sh!t, I just don't give a damn anymore. I'm not blaming anyone for this, so don't worry about it. I'm not whining and grinning here to get attention but just writing something , and guess that's what people say blogging? ;/ or..maybe not. My blog might not be very informative or "colorful", but who cares? I just like to type craps and sh!t ;D
Oh well, may things go better.. I just hope...~~~~~~ (slam head) , let's just drink and cheers.. Btw.. C.Ping, if you reading this, >.>" drink less la.. aiya since when you become a drinker Loll. =P
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Lola & Stefan
Let me tell u a little about this lovely drama .. The main character are Danny, Jez, Ronnie, Lauren, Claudine and Lola. Each of them have different characteristic.. Very beautifully built.. and I love them all.. except for 1.. and that is Claudine.. She is the most snobbish one of all.. =_="
While Lola is the most childish one among them all.. hahaha
Stefan is their dancing teacher.. Lola fell in love with him.. Stefan feels the same way too.. But school still school..they have rules and regulations to be follow.. Teachers can never couple up with their own Students.. So Lola decided to quit from Britania High and enter other schools so that she and Stefan can be together as real couple. Sounds good to me LOL.. BUt Stefan dont want Lola to quit so he decided to Leave Britania HIgh and go back to Australia ..
Poor thing.. Lola has to watch Stefan leave airport just like that.. She cant do anything or say anything to Persuade Stefan to stay... Sigh sigh sigh.. very sad isnt it..
Not sure how is it going to be next week .. You can watch it every Saturday at 9pm On TV2 channel...
Saturday, February 21, 2009
It's Been a Month Breakaway
I never thought that I have been away from here for almost a month.. Nearly a month.. wow..
Not because I have nothing to blog but because of I dont have time to even turn on the pc to blog after reach home from work. While weekend.. I usually online to play my game instead of blogging .. I dont even spend time to check my mails... =_="
Now my email suffering massive traffic jam lol
So let me be hardworking a bit and update something..
Before CNY i was busy with works..
So after CNY break, I get back to my work again..
So that is how I pass my January 2009.
So when February approached.. nothing much special happened... even though there will be 1 special event happening in February.. and that is Valentine Day!!
I had dinner ..lovely dinner.. and suffering constipation cuz I had too much meat. LoL
Luckily I manage to create a powerful constipation potion myself.
So that's all for February.. This week .. Payday.. happy day.. =P
Tips of the Saturday:
Poo Potion
Ingredients:
2 Bananas
2 American Apple (average size) marinate with salt a bit if it's too sour.
300ml of Prune Juice (Ligo brand / Sunsweet brand)
100 plus 1 can
Method:
Drink / Eat them 1 by 1 before you go to bed.
Benefit:
Poo twice a day the next day. ;D happy trying.
Friday, January 23, 2009
It's Chinese New Year..So..?
Will the day after that be better? I just wondering.. ;/ Is it more people being too superstitious or they just still putting some hope that by hanging more lantern in their house, they will get more money rolling to their way? LoL
No idea ..at all.. (last edited 22/01/2009)
Tomorrow will be the last day of the year 2008 (in chinese calendar). Some people will believe by Monday, things will change better.. Hope so lo.. All we can do is to put some faith to it.
(last edited 24/01/2009)
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Fighting..again..(roll eyes)
Today, I woke up with both of my arm in pain..my back in pain..my leg in pain..overall ..whole body in pain..lol lol as if I have just finished a mountain climbing.. lol.. But I certainly know the reason why.. It's because I bathed cold water last night instead of lukewarm water..
Yeah.. Im not just allergic to some food..but also to cold water. =P Internal and externally.. lol
So..all these ache making me very lazy to do anything in the morning..feels like lying around till the sun shine down my butt. But , There is a voice calling... which you cant ignore.. Yeah , my mum..
"Wake up and feed your CATS!" and me .."Yawn..~~~~~~~~" Im just so so lazy to feed them..even they crawl up to my bed mewing for food.. I might just kick their ass down.. =P No dirty feets on my bedsheet! LoL
But after lazying around on my bed for like 10 minutes..I walked out of my room to feed my cats...
After fed them, I walked back to my room..lazying around again when suddenly I heard dog fight outside of my house..
Well well..my mum's dog fighting with the neighbour's dog again........... Sigh... why cant anybody leave me alone in peace for this cloudy Sunday? -_-"
My mum's dog..fight with my neighbour's dog..from my house garage area.. to the road side... and towards my neighbour's house!! They have already retrived..but my mum's dog just wont let them go away ... so he bite and bite and fight and fight until their house garage...
My neighbour is a mechanic... Imagine a Mechanic's Garage.. and Now ..Imagine a dog fight inside a mechanic's garage.. Imagine 2 dogs Vs 1..
So... What do you get in the end? Yes....... A super messy mechanic's garage.. all those tools, bolts and nuts drop everywhere..........................
My Goodnesss....... so..................."xia soi" =_="
Moral behind the story.... hmmmmmm I dont know what is the moral behind this story... lol it's up to you guys to think whatever moral is suitable..me no idea ..
Adios.~
Sunday, January 4, 2009
-_-" Weird online Shoes Web
Maybe they are not around? Well.. No idea.. the person seems to be around to reply posts in lowyat.net forum O.o" hmm
Here is the website www.magico.com.my
Saturday, January 3, 2009
3rd Day and Still Counting...
Feels like want to eat something sweeettttttttttttttttttttt hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
I just love sugar.. lol
Chinese New Year just around the corner, so have you done your shopping yet? Hmmmm for me.. I shop every months lol unlike when I was still a child.. I get my new set of clothes and shoes once a year. .. Nah..now not anymore..I grown up and earn my own penny so I can buy whatever I think is worth buying.. and now wardrovbe overloaded and yet when I go out I wore the same clothes o.o" So obvious that I buy for fun or whatever I have no idea what's going on with me. =P
Now Im thinking...getting another pair of boots or sneakers? Maybe a handicraft clog.. ;/
No idea what I want.. =P