Go to Camp Site again =.="

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS im going to the oil palm estate camp site again tomolo. it will be my 2 days 1 night trip........ eeeeeeeee hate hate hate... at this kinda time, new stock of clothes just being updated.......... im sure going to miss another good cheap batch of clothes.........

By saturday......... =.= left only those lousy clothes for me to cuci mata......... T.T
It's God will I guess.......... i told myself wont spend again on clothes...... hmmmmmmmmmm
still.......... hand itchy o. =P

anyway......im off to bed liao...it will be an early trip tomolo...

The Magical of Online Shopping!!

How nice when you found a website which you can shop safely and can be trusted. It's like when you buy something and you will feel like you are waiting for a christmas present.

There is one time when my "brother" asked his friend who went to KL for holiday to buy back some shirts and a pair of shoes for him. He keep telling me once every 2 days like that saying that he just cant wait for his friend to come back and bring him his stuff. I said to him.. what's so happy about? It's not like it's free stuff for you, you still have to pay for it. LOL
He even countdown when and when he is going to come home. He also followup with his friend what his friend has bought -_-

So, when myself went to buy some stuff online, dont know why, I just feel super excited. I just cant wait for it to come. And I finally realize how he felt the other time LOLLLLLLLL
It's true.. it's like waiting for the santa(postman/courier man) to send us our "present".
Happy online shopping everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Just a click away, You get what U want in a ZAP!

SIEN ARRR!! URGGHHHHHHHHHH

To those non-chinese readers, Sien means like giving up + getting bored with something. Lately, I have been very into online shopping .. However, I didnt manage to shop for anything.. that's because im too Slow.. and the stock running out everytime I wanted to place my order..

So ......... GOD DAMN PISSED OFFFFFFFFFFF
I just checked my mail, and yes they finally reply my order, the send the mail twice , but I only able to check my mail at night time during weekdays. I dont have internet connection in my office pc which is really pissing me off. I wanted to use the internet pc in office in the afternoon after lunch hour but too bad , somebody else is using it. =_=

So just now, I went to check the website and the clothes become no more stock, SOLD OUT, I guess they sold it to somebody else because I didnt reply their email as they sent in twice. -_-
Is it God Will?
Sigh..
-_-

The Best of Me That You Can Get.

I know I may not have anything that is the Best in me that you could have from me.
I know I may not have the perfect personality that you expected all this while.
I know I may think in an idiot , childish way, but that's me.

I maybe too un-selfish, too un-evil, that you misunderstand that I never wanted to Own you.
But you are wrong as those are not the way I own somebody.
I put my trust and faith in you as it's the best way to create peace among you and me.

I told myself if I fail this, I wont be taking any chances to involve again.
As probably I am just not meant to be this way, but other way around.
Everyone has a purpose in this life, either it's a wonderful or pity life that God has given to each of us, and I will find my chances to pursue it.

The Balance Sheet's of Life.

Our Birth is our Opening Balance,
Our Death is our Closing Balance.

Our Prejudiced Views are our Liabilities,
Our Creative Ideas are our Assets.

Heart is our Current Asset,
Soul is our Fixed Asset,
Brain is our Fixed Deposit,
Thinking is our Current Account.

Achievements are our Capital,
Characters & Morals, our Stock in Trade,
Friends are our General Reserves,
Values and Behaviors are our Good will.

Patience is our Interest Earned,
Love is our Dividend,
Children are our Bonus Issues,
Education is Brands/Patents.

Knowledge is our Investment,
Experiences is our Premium Account
The Aim is to tally the balance sheet accurately.
The Goal is to get the best presented Account Award.

Some very Good and very Bad things
The most destructive habit, WORRY
The greatest joy, GIVING
The greatest lost, LOST OF SELF-RESPECT
The most satisfying work, HELPING OTHERS
The ugliest personality trait, SELFISH
The most endangered species, DEDICATED LEADERS
Our greatest natural resource, OUR YOUTH

The greatest ‘shot in the arm’, ENCOURAGEMENT
The greatest problem to overcome, FEAR
The most effective sleeping pill, PEACE OF MIND
The most crippling failure disease, EXCUSES

The most powerful force in life, LOVE
The most dangerous act, A GOSSIP
The world best incredible computer, THE BRAIN
The worst thing to be without, HOPE
The deadliest weapon, THE TONGUE
The two most power-filled words, I CAN
The greatest asset, FAITH
The most worthless emotion, SELF-PITY

The most beautiful attire, SMILE
The most prized possession, INTEGRITY
The most powerful channel of communication, PRAYERS
The most contagious spirit is, ENTHUSIASMS.

The original writer for this lovely poem wasn’t me. I don’t know who wrote it as I know this from a forwarded email. Guess all I need to be prettier is to smile more instead of keep spending lovely clothes. Lol
Right, let’s see how far I can control myself keep spending my money. But there is nothing wrong buying stuff for myself right? Lol pampered myself since there is no one else pampering me blehh.

September the 12th.

Have you ever feels that you are the lousiest among your friends or among those people that you know?

Have you ever feels that, no matter how hard you struggle, you will never be any better than them as they have the power backing them up from behind?

Seriously, I have this kind of feeling from time to time. Probably is my mindset problem? Or it’s just that I think too much. I’m not sure about this too.

Sigh. Even though I know sighing won’t help but still, I sighed. Wishing that things will change and wishing once again I will meet the miracle I always wanted. I know we shouldn’t compare ourselves with others as God has made each of us in this world with a purpose. None of us are perfect. He or she might be perfect physically, but mentally they are not perfect also.

If we compare ourselves in physical way or any other way which are not necessary or not doing any help to any improvement, we should stop comparing and be grateful for how God has made you. You are special and there no another duplicate of you in this world.
You were born original, so don’t die a copy.

My View of Secret Recipe, MIRI.

I guess everyone knew that Secret Recipe has finally opened on Monday 8th September 2008. I went there the next day after it opened. Well, to my surprised the interior design is very quite disappointed.

It seems like everything was did in a rush. But room of improvement is always there. The staffs there need a lot more training so that situation won’t be so messy. I, myself would prefer more bright lights in the room, while the air-conditioning shouldn’t be installed on the ceiling but would be better if they install it on the side.

I was sitting at the table number 5, right next to my table, is where the air-conditioning face down, straight down to the table next to mine. I don’t think it’s very hygienic. All the dust might just flew down the food and even the customer’s hair. Well, for now, everything seems new and less dust, but long term effect need to be put in mind.

Those waiters and waitress shouldn’t stuff themselves inside the making drinks corner. What I saw that night, there are 3 persons making drinks, however, those waiters and waitress stands INSIDE the corner after they finished serving food and drinks to the customers. It would cause accidents as the corner is not big. Making yourself like a sardine fish in a can won’t help much. Must bear in mind, safety come first.

The waiting corner is not effective either, well that’s because there isn’t much space in the room to make a proper waiting corner. It would be nice if you have a set of sofa and a coffee table as a waiting corner. I don’t think this idea will work. Well, I will let them figure this out themselves. LOL

The cake corner, hmm, Only 1 comments from me about that. I realized the lady in charge for that corner put all those cakes which left 2 or 3 slices into 1 big plate. Actually, it’s not good to do like that. It’s because, customer need to know which cake is which when they see the cake. My boyfriend and I has been standing there for like 5 minutes trying to figure out which cake is which that night as everyone seems so busy. Well, good business, I can’t blame them after all, the place is still new, staff still not familiar etc. So, in my point of view, even your cake left just 1 slice, do please leave the cake just there at where it was displayed earlier on with the name display on it. So that customer won’t be having trouble knowing what type of cake is that and cashier, waiter or waitress don’t have to bother to entertain the customer’s question on what cake is that? And they can do their task smoothly with no disturbance.

I also realized there are small flies flying around the room. I’m not sure if they did install the bug attracter (I don’t know the exact name for that light bulb). If they don’t have 1, they should get one for the room and another one for their kitchen. It’s not because of the place dirty, but is the drain outside that is super dirty.

The cakes, are they fly-in from KL? LOL I guess so. I saw boxes in their fridge. I ordered hot chocolate that night, well, seems like they don’t use milk but sugar instead. I don’t want to comment of their food as probably that is the way they make their hot chocolate but too bad, that’s not my taste. Lol.
There are quite a lot of bosses in there. I have no idea who is who lol but they sure is friendly xD

Good luck in your business whoever you are. Hope to see more improvement.
3 cheers to the best cake shop in Malaysia.
Good night.

Love is All About Time.

We always hear people said, Life is all about love.. but have you ever wonder what love is all about? Well, Love is all about time. Maybe you have our own definition about Love but here is my definition which I got it from a book named "Purpose Driven Life".

I've been reading this book for a month ++ now, and maybe all of you wonder why would I took so long to read a book? Well, because this book contains 40 chapters and I read 1 chapter per day.

Chapter 16 mention about Love connection with Life and Love is all about Time.
We have always too busy with our own tasks, goals to achieve , earning more cash, daily routines and responsibilities in settling debts and so on and we tend to forgot to spend some time with our loved ones, that is including family members and friends.

Spending time with them is what we SHOULD really be doing. We shouldnt say that we will try our best to spend some time with them, but we must spare some time for them as it is a Must.

Probably most of you wouldnt agree with my kind of view as some would say... " Seriously, I really cant ran off from my work, they are just too much to be finished. " I know one of my best buddy would say this.
She always busy with works 24-7. Hopefully slowly she would have more time with her family, more time for her to think of doing something else for the people around her instead of just focusing her time on her job.

Life has much more stuff being ready for us to do.

Movie Marathon of the Month xD

Right, so I went for a movie marathon last night. I reached home from work around 545pm and I speed up doing my chores including feeding my cat etc. I managed to finish them in just 15 minutes, by 6pm I'm ready for my shower already. xD

Well, actually me and my bf were trying our best to catch Wall-E movie last night as it was the last day and the last showtime is 715pm =.=" yes indeed it was a little rush than usual. However, we still manage to catch our dinner before movie started =P now that's what I called rush hour. lol

Somehow, we are greedy for more movies and decided to watch another movie. New movie to be selected are only 2 and that is Money Not Enough II and Babylon A.D. Well, we decided to go for Money Not Enough II but somehow, the showtime at 9pm full house. So........ no choice we go for Babylon A.D since we have Vin Diesel starring in it. xD

So after all the rush hour short story of this movie marathon I think it's time for me to post out my review on the both movie I watched and how far it goes to my expectation before I watched the movies.

So here goes ,

Wall-E

What I expect was there will be a rusty male robot, falling in love with a modern age female robot. Well, actually that's what the trailer told us about and also their poster. LOL! But...... I expect the animation to be like any other pixel animation, means.. animation which their character TALKS! Wall-E, well......... ;/ they don't talk much... You have to understand the "dialogue" by their body language. Luckily, I'm not too bad with that so I understand what is going on throughout the whole movie. Well, the first sentence I heard in the movie is "who are you?" LOL Well, that female robot asking that rusty robot who is he? as he was stalking on her. lol
From here, more words and sentences can be heard .. LOL at least, they talk. They started to introduce themselves lo.... Eve is the female robot name, the male one name is Wall-E.. xD somehow he cant pronounce it right so he always call her Eva instead of Eve.
I'm not going to talk more about this movie as some of you might haven't watch it yet. =P keep the suspense alive~~~~~~

Babylon A.D

Okay, from the poster at the cinema we all know the main star is Vin Diesel! He is so famous with Fast & Furious Movie, and yes, I put a very high expectation in this movie hoping to see incredible actions inside and stunts.
Well, the turnout kinda bad.. very far from what I expected it to be. Not because of Vin Diesel is getting fat and old and lame ( although he is a little fatter and old ) , but is the story and the movie script problem (psst.... michelle yeoh inside..again..). From the beginning he was talking how cruel the world is and the survival law and it's logical. Then, he accepted an offer sending a girl to America in 6 days to trade his freedom and some cash. LOL
This girl kinda weird .. like a nun or something well that's what I thought at the first place, in the end you realise she is some kind of a clone which talk 19 different languages at the age of 2 being take care by a Chinese lady and that is Michelle Yeoh and has a half robot father which is being killed but not so successful by her own mother which is a priest or a church leader in America.
Both of them are hunting down this girl .. I don't know why her father created her and I don't know why her mother want her so badly. I don't know what is the evil purpose her mother want from her and this girl get pregnant with twins without even have to had sex.
Now how magical is that.. Imagination sexual intercourse? LOL Then in the end , the girl died, Vin Diesel become a father of 2 daughters. =.=" zzzzzzzzzzzz SO LAME LAAAAAAAAA

I haven't gone to do research for this movie yet. Haizzzz bo sim.. thank goodness the ticket is cheap only 5 bux per person while the Wall E cost 6 bux per person.

OK then there goes my review .. it's raining here and I better be off now . =P

YES! I CANT PLEASE EVERYONE. TQ

Yes, from the title , I am a very pissed and disappointed.
I cant be anyone you like, I cant please everyone. Im not a doll, so face the reality la you bunch of monkeys! >.<

I dont like people to control me as I never once had a real life ever since only now that I started to built up the life I wanted. I was looking for just 1% of freedom in my life and I wont let anything come in my way.

I love myself and my mother more than anyone, like it or not , it's just up to you and Im not saying more.
Probably you may think I have mentality problem, well just be it!.. I have enough of these and Im looking forward to pursue the purpose of my life that God has given me.

I have more to do than to be Somebody just to please each different individuals. I am who I was born into, and I am proud of it. Im proud of my mother although she may not be the perfect mother in other people's eyes.
God created us , and we are totally grateful for who we are. You may look at me at one kind but you totally have no idea what I have been going through my whole life , those tough days I have to face.. those teases I have to take, those comments I have to bear.

Even if I told you, probably you may not even understand as all of you just a bunch of money eyes monkeys.

(specially dedicated to those monkeys that hurted my feelings last night like I care if you hate me) BLUEKKK