I Cant Be Selfish >.<

I cant sleep well last night as I have something stuck in my mind which I just cant get over it till now. My BB suddenly mentioned to me yesterday saying he wish to work at Brunei. It's a good news and it's a bad news too. Good news is he will have a better career rather than stuck in his dad workshop and get the chance to perform what he has learn all this while and learning even more of what he is intrested in. Bad news is.. I will hardly ever see him .. no pakto watch movie or yamcha.. If I ever had trouble with transportation.. Bus will be my main transportation again LOL LOL LOL

But somehow I told myself that I cant be selfish.. A man need a career.. it's very important..
Argh.......... no idea what will he decide in the end.. May God lead us the right path.

Gunbound time~~~~~