I Hate to Feel The Fear In Me.

It's 9am in the Saturday morning. I'm sitting here feeling so lazy. So many things running in my mind ..
Last night, I woke up at 2am. I have the feeling my boy will go to office .. but there is no sms from him. Later after that, he called and he said the car he borrowed from the garage broke down. Brake problem. Now it's at his office parking lot and have to wait the next morning to arrange for the car to be fix by the garage. He said probably he couldn't find me today.

Sigh.. one problem after another. I just hope all these has nothing to do with "dirty" things. I hope it's a test given by God for him and for me as well.
I hate to keep thinking about our situation right now. He lives far than me, I couldn't get to be with him all the time and I don't like to make him do things he don't like.
As myself hate to be force to do things I don't like. Sigh..

Speechless Holiday.

I still have few days to crack my head before I return back to my office to seriously put my head in crack. LoL.

I took leave tomorrow, and as I dont work on Saturday, so .. yeah..there goes my weekend. hahaha

It's a long holiday and yet I'm not going anywhere. I wish the weather will be nice to me so that I can get some nice sleep. I owe sleep a lot and so does my other half. He owe sleep more than I do. I just hope he will recover soon. He had enough of adventure since last month and I pray that God will loosen up his triumphs a little. I really do wish that he will have a break from his daily life.

I hope all these obstacles will push us to go for a better life tomorrow. I wish to get my own car..i always did.. guess this is 1 chance I need to grab. I will buy a car together with my other half. It will be our car. Hmm..thinking of this, maybe I need to decorate it half hello kitty and half doraemon HHAHAHA

I guess it will be a great combination kekeke. Dear, if you reading this, I want you to know that I will help you walk through this slippery path.. we'll jump over those poodles of water.. I'll hold your arm tight and we jump together.

After all run smooth already, If you wish to jump on your own, it shouldn't be a problem. But as for starting, do let me help you .

Above are the photos I got from the google.com, sample of hello kitty car and also doraemon. Aren't they cute?