Welcome Home !!!

Today is the last day of my dearest in Kuching. He had 5 days war there with a bunch of bastard colleagues which are too snobbish till you will feel like giving them a punch on their face.

Even though I never met them personally, but I think I already know how they look like even from my dear descriptions. >.< So damn pissed.

I feel so glad when I received his message saying he arrived safely at airport phhewwwwzzzzzz
Now I wont have to worry so much =D

Tomorrow will be Labour Day, and it's a public Holiday for all. Well, it doesn't make much difference for me as I dont work on Saturday anyway -_-" kInda waste haih
How nice it will be if it fall on Friday, I can get whole day gaming xD woot.

I wonder what's tomorrow activity, hmmm I'm still thinking. I wouldn't wanna get myself tan under the hot sun.

To my dear who is reading this, Welcome Home * big warm hug *

I feel like cutting off her Fingers.

What do you guys expect when you get to work in a listed company? You would hope for a systematic management at least, am I right?
That's what I wished for during the 1st day I go to work in my current company.

Somehow, although the management isn't much systematic, but still, it's not very much annoying compare now.

Ever since they change the old bowl into a new bowl , things has changed a lot.
From worse to worst. LoL

But I wouldn't care less as long as they didn't disturb my bowl.
Somehow today, to my surprise, I have been pin pointed for something I didn't do, and yet this person keep on accusing me for doing it.

Now how I wish I can get my hand on her face LoL
As If I'm so pro in computer stuff, even if I'm pro, I wouldn't want to show it in my work, it's just not necessary and I don't have the time to mess around with those programming things laaaaaa aiii yooooo

Haihhh after this case, another case pop up again, now this one more annoying because I have to see her face every 5 days a week. -_-"

How can a new staff doesn't know how to act new? Aduhaiiii~~~ need me to teach meh xiu mui mui... how I wish I can say this straight to her face.
She's way too arrogant in handling things. Too snobbish not to mention like to bad talk behind people's back. -_-" kecik kecik mulut macam tidak beli insurance.

I wonder if P.A can cover up her mouth if one day people slap her mouth till swollen. loL

Tomorrow will be my dear last day of War in Kuching with his bastard colleagues. Can't wait to see him!!

Tuesday has Passed! 3 more days to go!

Yayyyyy another 3 days and Hero will be back soon.!!!
Can't wait to see him ooo~~

Week days pass by so slow without him actually.

Although it's just only 2 weeks that I started to have lunch with him, I feel weird as if I lost one of my leg when this week, I have to have lunch on my own.

May him do the very best in Kuching, although his colleagues are just a bunch of chickens.

Jenny isn't around, but she'll be back next Monday ^0^ Welcome back to work from me to her kekekekeke

I'll Be Missing You~

Yesterday, 24th April 2010, will be a remarkable day as it's my first time to actually eat a toast which is not a toast.

Now why would I say that?
That's because the toast is cold.
In www.freedictionary.com , meaning of toast means "To heat and brown (bread, for example) by placing in a toaster or an oven or close to a fire."
or
"To warm thoroughly, as before a fire: toast one's feet."
If the person in charge do so, the toast yesterday wouldn't taste cold =_="

It's kinda disappointing, very.

I order Special Cheese Toast with chicken ham. I am so hungry already and very excited to eat something hot and filling. Haih..sad. But I still finish it all. Ain't gonna waste it though.

And today, 25th April 2010, my Hero is going to Kuching for a week training. I'll be missing him dearly, hope he's doing just great there. How I wish my company will provide such training as well. It's going to be superb!

Haih... maybe they will... In my dream. >.>" ergh.

Training is Very important !!

I wonder why big company, listed company does not provide training for their staff.
New staff should have training by older staff.

Haih.. if the place where I work now provide training, misunderstanding between new and old colleagues will be less and peace will be always there for us. Not to mention save our time to teach the new staff.

I am so tireeeedddddd and sleepy.

Wish you all have a peaceful night.

Phillip Has Been Successfully Revived.

Phillip has been in comma since last Sunday, 18th April 2010.
Thanks to my barbarian biological brother who has been so "nice" to Phillip all this while.

Thank goodness, Phillip is now much stronger than before. Thanks to my Hero~~~~ kekekekkeke

Now Phillip has extra fan not to mention, a new graphic card which is a credit for my gaming hobby.

Sadly, some of the page I saved in Mozilla has gone, I dont remember what have I saved.. now that's the headache part.
Oh well, I'll slowly track them all back and Bookmarked it.

This coming Sunday, Hero will be flying to another city for a week training. All the best for him from me. Will be missing him badly *sniff sniff*

I Float, I Fly

I was flying high up in the sky,
With my wings open freely, widely,
I feel so high that I can see everything below,
I believe everything in under my control.

I never thought I would meet the Biggest Storm
Storm that Blow me Away
Far Far away from my World.

I never thought this Storm would break me apart
Break my wings and drop me down below.

I stood up with my broken wings.
Crying endlessly
Wondering why would God do this to me?
I love this world with all my heart,
and I never thought God would break me apart.

Not giving up even with my broken wings,
I stood up and walk with my own 2 feet.
I walk up with pride carrying in my heart.
Telling myself this could not be the end.
Telling myself I could never end up in this way.
Telling myself I must beat down whoever brought me down.
Telling myself I must kick out the asshole and get the hell outta here! >.<"

I'll Take The Test.

I have decided to take the test sent down from up above.
I believe it's the biggest test ever in my whole 26 years of life.

I will not regret if I ever fail this test. As I believe there will still be much more of these as long as I'm still breathing.

Chioooonnngggggg aaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I cant Sleep, I cant Die, What else that I cant? -_-

I know it sounds seriously silly when I said I wanted to die. Which I already said it many times ago to myself? LoL just saying, not till the level to actually grab a knife and kill myself xD

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I am so f*cking sleepy and yet I cant sleep.
I dont have a peaceful heart and I wonder why God gave me a such a tricky test to do?
I dont know the answer to it and I kept asking for some tips.
I got the tips already but I just felt it's not enough.
yea..I admit Im kinda greedy.
I think I know the answer just that I am not dare to actually pick it.

It's like you the answer was A but somehow answer B sounds kinda better than A. hahahaha
This is my weakness and I know I have to overcome it. The only thing I fear the most in life is Regret instead of Death. If I fear Death, then I think I would most probably decide the answer already. LoL

I'm currently listening to "Flavour of Life" from Utada Hikaru. I felt that my life doesn't has any flavour at all. What I do most of the time is putting some temporary flavour which doesn't last long. Sad sad sad! Which part of my life is Happy? yes lucky me there is 1. and that is.. Im not Jobless! phewzz