Ending of year 2010, & My new Office is Almost Done.

First of all, I would like to say Good Morning to my dearest HoneyMoo! Sorry that I made you angry yesterday. Sorry for spoiling your mood yesterday as it's your Big Day. I didn't do it on purpose. Do Please Forgive me.

Yesterday was my last day of moving all my things from small to big from 3rd floor to 2Nd floor. When you see everything with your bare eyes, they just look like a small pile of papers, but when you actually moving them, they are like a whole lorry of sands. lol ok maybe this is a little to much. haha

I think I am not just moving my things but also my colleagues things. Aih.. I believe this isn't their first time moving office but yet they act like they have no idea what to do, delaying the time. I am on leave today and I told myself I must finish everything by 5pm yesterday as I wouldn't want to come back again today.

and..Yes! I done all the big things which I need to do , so today I will be at home relaxing waiting time to pass by. My honeymoo is off day today so he'll be dropping by as well. Tonight will have dinner with him and friend and doing traditional countdown event hahahaha I haven't been doing this for so long. Feel excited already.
Although my muscle still pain but I will try my best not to let it spoil the day.

There is something which I just don't understand. Actually our new office is not 100%finish renovating but my admin manager already urge us to move everyyything down. In the end we are waiting there for those Bangladesh to fix the aircond and electrician guy to do the socket. Sigh. Bad arrangement. The place was so dusty. It's meaningless to even clean or do vacuuming. It'll get dirty again in no time. Trust me. At first, she arrange me to sit in a cubicle which the partition is so short that it can't even cover my head. Somehow, the desk is fix to the cubicle as it was custom made , and there is no holes on the table to put do the computer wiring. There is a line of holes actually at the angle of the cubicle for you to put your wiring but damn small. The wire can't fit in LOL! So, admin manager has no choice but to call them back and drill 2 holes on the desk.

After a discussion in between my account officer with my admin manager, me and another 3 colleagues have to sit at the side next to the window.. biggg window.. cuz she said we always have visitors from outside looking for us (such as suppliers,etc) and it's not nice if they have to walk into the office to look for us as the cubicle where we will be sitting located too close with the managers' room. LoL . Dangerous..

Well, sitting next to the window isn't too bad. I got seaview. But one of the window is broken. There is a big crack. So, I told my colleagues, I wouldn't wanna sit there not until the window is fix. But somehow these dumbass people which brain fills with shit keep asking me to put my desk there. Wow.. I am so so pissed that I scold them. Damn shit ass people! So heartless to ask me to sit at the dangerous spot.
My admin manager put a lady to be our account HEAD. yeah right.. nama ajak belajar dari australia.. probably her head just as nice as a kangaroo head. -_-"
So pissed sometimes with these people.. Tunjuk lagak jak tauk. Burit benar eh.

Some people just love to do arrangement for other people but never stand in that person to think . What they do are just for the benefit of themselves. I can't believe she still has the gut to say people selfish padahal the really selfish person was her. Wish you never success in you diet asshole!!! >M<"

Well, that is all I wanted to complain. I think there are still more lol.. If I blog this last night , I think it will be a long complaining blog lol because the fire of anger is still there. If I got chance, I want to go back to have a peek at my new desk to see if any kepoh people go move my things around. -_-"

Today is 31/12/2010 , happy new year everyone who read this blog! Have a great resolution !

It's the Best Christmas Ever!

Usually I feel that my Christmas is the best one ever when I had a great meal during Christmas eve, but this year, my Christmas dinner happened to be few days earlier.
Have I told you that I already had it on the 21st December 2010? Haha I'm not sure whether I have already blog it here but it's no harm of saying it again, right?

I had it at the western restaurant at Grand Palace Hotel. Had a plate mix of steak and chicken chop. Not bad... great service not to mention very romantic environment.
I did took some photo of the food I ate there but I haven't upload it in my computer so I can't put here to share with you guys. Will share it once I transfer it to my computer.

On the 25th December 2010, it was his offday and we spend the day at Bintulu. Yeah, it is indeed a boring place plus we have no idea where to have our meal. really! hahaha paiseh.
We are there to borrow some stuff from a friend as well. So it's like hit 2 birds with a stone. LoL

Overall, it was the best christmas ever! hahaha I manage to grab some cheap stuff loh. hehehehhehehehe But i hide it somewhere safe where my mom wouldn't be able to notice. She isn't in a good mood. She doesn't want to talk to me. LoL. Sulking at me at some points.
I couldn't care less actually.. -_-"

Blogging from Bintulu.

I depart from Miri at 9.30am from Miri and arrived at Bintulu around 12.30pm. I manage to get the legendary coat from a friend. Sad to see his new baby got hurt. It's just 2 months.. Wanna sell or not? Sell cheap cheap to me lah HAHAHA. JOking!

Well, I stayed at H-5 inn. It's a shame that they call it INN as it look much like a hotel. Wi-fi bedroom with LCD TV on the wall, not even Park City Everyly Hotel provide such TV! ;D How cool is that? Not to mention the rate is very much reasonable... I have no doubt about that.

I had my christmas dinner at Marco Polo. I had my chicken chop with mushroom sauce. Well, the style of serving is like western palace hahaha.. but of cause western palace at Miri is still the best. I would love to go back there again during special event. Very much romantic and got people playing piano for you. Fresh music lol

Somehow, I did't drink enough water and now suffering headache. I took the headache pill already and now blogging with a drunk mind . Moral behind the story.. Drink water wherever you are.

Have a merry merry christmas everyone and happy new year.

I Will Be On Holiday Again this Friday!Yay!

Yes, tomorrow is my last working day of the week! I am off on Friday. You guys don't have to call me on work matters I am not going back to office. I get nothing but low pay from the management.*roll eyes*

I will be away from Miri that day, so ADIOSSSSSSSSSSS PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEE

The New Look Is Finally Done.

First of all, it's not my look which I wanted to post in here, sorry :P hahahaha
Those who knew me will know how I look anyway lol so it's nothing important.
What I wanna say here is the new look of my personal blog.

I once told myself, that I will change the look once my personal life has positive changes and now is just the right time to do it.
Year 2010 has been the best year ever ! Yes..yes.. I said it again for the... 3rd time? hahahaha oh well, Im happy mah~

So, the blog title will no more be "It's The 1% Freedom I'm Searching For" as I already found my 1% freedom on the 10th April 2010.
I will keep this freedom well and hope it will expand bigger and bigger each year until 100%. Yes, 100% is more than enough for me already.

I am no longer live in sorrow. I am no longer stayed at home during weekend (unless I'm unwell) and I am no longer blogging sad stuff of my everyday life any anymore. I starting to have something more positive to blog out or something normal that will happened in most girl's life.

Therfore, the new title of my blog is " The 1% Freedom Changes It All".
No more sad girl anime picture on the blog now, I replace it with night fill with lots of starts as I'm one of the shining stars now.

The profile photo showing a pair of hands (not my hand :p) releasing a butterfly (which represents me), showing the meaning of myself finally got out from the pity sorrow life I've been through. I finally found my new breathe , fresh and sweet. It's the best thing ever happened in my life.

I believe there are more great things rolling to me. I do believe it now.

Grenn color and the dandelion is showing the freshness in my new life. hahaha ain't it nice? every single thing has it own meaning . You might think it's gross but it was so perfect for me~~~

Merry christmas to all of you.. have a wonderful year!

Blog Under Constructions.

Should I say more? hahaha yes, im giving my blog a new breathe of life, so sorry for the inconvenience.

Somewhere Over The Rainbow.

Somewhere over the rainbow,
I found the clear blue sky,
Somewhere over the rainbow,
I found where all the sorrow dies.

Somewhere over the rainbow,
Where all the dreams will 1 day came true.
Somewhere over the rainbow,
Is where I finally found you.

I dedicate this poem to my HoneyMoo. You might not be a perfect man for others, but you are the perfect man for me. It's the best year this year, and I wouldn't mind saying it over and over again.

I finally found my true love, pure and sweet. It's something which I will never expect it would come to me, not in this year, but yes, it's happening already.

Even though our path is rough, but rough or smooth is all up to both of us to create it. I promise I'll correct every wrong I made as I would want to be your perfect woman, always.

I'm wishing you the best in health and career and remember, health comes first. Nothing is impossible when you have a great health. Remember this.

Happy Year Indeed.

Today is the 14th December 2010.. I am so so happy for the year 2010. Year of Tiger wasn't that bad after all. Haha *laugh*
I found the guy I loved and loves me as well. *wink*..*wink*..

It's something which I never expect. Life is full of unpredictable events. ;D

Somehow, if about my career, I'm not sure whether it's changing to good or bad. I still can't see any picture yet. All these will be seen next year.

So , I have to wait patiently... Hope things will run smoothly and nicely for me..

He only Loves Himself More.

Sometimes, we are kinda blunt when comes to matters like who loves who more? Some will ask, how will you prove to her that you love her more than yourself? and Some will say, I will do anything for her..ANYTHING. I will cross the ocean for her, I walk the path of fire for her. The most dramatic, romantic way some people would say is "I will DIE for her".

In my point of view, if a person die for another person in a good acceptable way, YES, that person is very much in love for their other half. But if a person die in a negative way for the other person, well, in my point of view, this person seems like love himself/herself more actually.

What would you get if you die just like that? Directly is, what would you get if you committing suicide for your other half?
Directly, you are just wanna make them suffer for your death, you want to make them remember you their whole life, you want to make them think that it was them who pushes you to die. That is actually what you are doing when you are at the edge of the suicide. Haha lasting memory eh? It will only just be memory..
Coward decision. *laugh*

What Do You Got? By Bon Jovi

Everybody wants something, just a little more
We're makin a living, and what we're livin for
A rich man or a poor man, a pawn or a king
You can live on the street, you can rule the whole world
But you don't mean one damn thing

[Chorus:]
What do you got, if you ain't got love
Whatever you got, it just ain't enough
you're walkin' the road, but you're goin' nowhere
you're tryin' to find your way home, but there's no one there
Who do you hold, in the dark of night
You wanna give up, but it's worth the fight
You have all the things, that you've been dreamin' of

If you ain't got someone, you're afraid to lose
Everybody needs just one, someone... to tell them the truth
[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/2Tub ]
Maybe I'm a dreamer, but I still believe
I believe in hope, I believe the change can get us off our knees

[Chorus]

If you ain't got love, it's all just keeping score
If you ain't got love, what the hell we doing it for

I don't wanna have to talk about it
How many songs you gotta sing about it
How long you gonna live without it
Why does someone somewhere have to doubt it
Someday you'll figure it out

[Solo]

[Chorus x2]

If you ain't got love, it's all just keeping score
If you ain't got love, what the hell we doin' it for
Woahhh, I ain't got, if you ain't got love
What do you got if you ain't got love
What do you got if you ain't got love

I'm moving to new office soon.*sad*

Today, the renovation team has finally start their job making renovation at Level 2. I'm soon moving to a new office, same department of course, with more tasks i think. hahahahaha

But the problem is, Im not sure whether to be happy or sad, as account and admin department will be stuck in the same level, not to mention, it is much smaller.. *sigh*
I went to survey the place already today with other 2 colleagues, well, I can imagine how we all stuck together with each other like a bird cage LOL

We're going to have partition (cuz boss dont want us to talk to each other too much), which I think is dumb, but the admin manager said the main purpose is because having partition, the view will be nicer. You wont get to see all those wires and sockets dropping laying on the floor. Means partition is like a BB cream to hide your blemishes LOLLOLOLL hahahahahahaha

I kinda hate moving down to Level 2. I have tonnes of things to move.. Year 2009 documents can't pack yet because auditors still checking them. I plan to tie them up and put it in a box first loh. Hopefully wont be seeing them anymore :P
bleh

Year 2010, I'm going to have all these new stuff:-

1) New desk (10cm longer than the current one I use)
2) Having less 1 cabinet compare now I have 3 lol
3) New admin manager
4) New lady (old person with new position) sit together same floor with us (dont know what post she become now, well when the Boss gave her a Camry use, probably it's not executive level lo)
5) New fridge
6) New photostating machine
7) Sitting in a cubicle
8) Less place to put my documents
9) Smaller store
10) A pantry
11) Smaller conference room
12) No more Lobby View (SAD!!!!)
13) No more place to walk around when you're tired of sitting and doing your task.

Overall I dont think I will be any happier with the new environment although the manager said it's good to have some changes *sigh*. I can feel I wont be staying much longer here for more than a Year.. =_=". It's time to hunt for a new hole.

Have We Won Debate for Travelling Allowance Already?

Today, me and colleague continue our battle about the travelling allowance.
First the admin manager gave us 1 day leave (for Saturday work) and 2 hours leave (for Thursday & Friday work @ camp). Then we said we want travelling allowance as we always have.. So she said RM20 per person deduct RM5 for each meal you take in the camp (even it's prepare by company).

We are so not satisfied with it that we continue our fight today. So...She then say, RM20 per night, the 1 day trip will be RM10, nett pay will be after you deduct the RM5. Before you can get your claim, you have to fill up a claim form and make a short report of your journey. State out time of arrival and time of depart,etc.

But after few hours, the admin manager change her mind again when the admin executive walk in to ask her. She said, your company standing order is not yet being approved by the managing director, so if you want to claim travelling allowance, I suggest to follow the rule and regulations of the other company.(which is own by the same managing director). So we agreed.

Then, the result is, RM25 per night. For day trip / The day you return is RM10. For the day you depart, you can claim RM7.50 for breakfast, but if the day you return has been provided with breakfast, then there will be no RM7.50 for you. OR, the hotel you lived provide breakfast.
RM5 meal still need to be deduct unless you bring your own food. LoL
I think if I bring my own food, there will be 2 luggages.

I just wonder why she refuse to bring out the handbook at the first place or tell us that the new standing order is still under consideration. She rather let us all mad at her and cursing every single minute. What is there to be hiding for? This is totally crazy.

Tomorrow I will submit my claim form and hopefully the ah mu who did the payroll will remember to put it in our salary in October. Aih..

Thank you friends, for your support, and thank you for helping me scolding and cursing them lol thank you. xD

Horrible Heartless Management!

I woke up with my panda eyes today. Hoping that my work will run smoothly as my account will be audited by some internal auditors. *sigh* It feels like you're a flower and there is some flies sticking on your petals lol... I think they will be here until this Friday. This is boring... really boring.

Well, the main point I want to talk about this company I'm currently work in, isn't about having auditors checking your stuff. It's about the travelling allowance you get when you go to work outside of town. I still remember the first year I join this company, they sent me out to camp for 3 days and 2 nights. I got around RM40 i think, for the allowance. But this morning, the admin manager came to me and say that she gave me 2 hours leave.

My brain couldn't twist back what she said so I just look at her with my eyes full of confusion but yet she just walked away. When I told my colleagues about it, she asked me to go together and ask the admin manager once again of what she meant. There, she told us, the 2 hours is for the 2 working days we use to go to camp as per the financial controller instructions. Then, I asked her, What about saturday? We spend 1 whole day at the camp too. Then she puzzled a while and said to me, she will give me 1 day leave for that Saturday. Gosh... No travelling allowance.

BUt then, my leader of account department went to talk to this admin manager in the afternoon regarding the same thing. Then the admin manager told her, If you guys want money, then will give to u according to your position but I might have to deduct RM5 for each meal you eat. Now this is the part where we are not satisfied with. Camp provide us food. It's not like we asked them to provide for us. Afterall, I think it's their responsibility to provide us food, all charges will take into company account. And somehow this admin manager want to deduct us RM5 for the meal we took, doesnt matter what we eat =_=" this is totally insane! I just dont get it.

Then she said, other company staff brought their own bread to the camp and eat just to avoid their allowance being deduct RM5. Wow.. other company? Other company has their own policy.. why must we follow? All this while this is how we get our allowance if we ever go travelling for work purpose and now she change it just like that? CRAZY bitch! damn!

I just cant accept it. We are not giving up to fight for our allowance. We are going to ask our kuching colleague who already stay at the camp for like 6 days. Do they receive any allowance? Do their allowance get deduct for RM5 for meal? I really wanted to know.

Battle continue tomorrow!

Tiring Journey of My Favourite October.

Finally I'm home. I missed home so much although my home is not as good as some home of the rich, but , like people said, you will love the place you stay no matter how it is, and that is how I feel.

Now why would I suddenly missed home? LoL. Well it's because I wasnt at home for the past 2 days. On the 7th October 2010, the senior executive of my current company request me and 4 other colleagues to go up to the oil palm estate. She told us there will be a meeting and would like us to join. Well, I was thinking, it's just a meeting, why not just join and see what is the meeting all about.

So we all went up there with bag filled up with basic needs. Who knows, when we arrived at the estate office, the financial controlller doesn't seem so happy. To my surprise, the senior executive is already there busy with herself. lol. She told us we are late and say people are not happy waiting for us to start the canteen's stock check. All of us feel so mad and yet can't voice a thing at that time. Who is the person who told us that we are only attending a meeting?? Arghhh so so so pissed with that lady! Why can't she just told us that we are there to do some task? Is it so P & C until she has to lie?? Erghhh if I can turn her into a tomato, I would smash the tomato with my feet! *smash*

So all 4 of us having a puzzled mind don't know what to say, what to do. Everybody in the plantation look tensed lol. HAhahahahaha yeah, cause all of sudden we are now some sort of storekeeper checking stock in a dusty, rat urine smell of canteen.
*sigh* I hate that place and I thought I wouldn't have to go there again as my workload is getting more each year. *sad*
We still continue to do the task although none of us feel pleased.

That Thursday passed by quite fast too. Somemore it's a raining Thursday. I feel so so hungry even though I ate pork bun already that morning. Maybe the bumpy trip makes me feel hungry easier than usual. They promised us there will be lunch served but when we went to the rest house, nobody was there and the door is lock. We had no choice but to go the other canteen and eat. To our surprise, they only serve instant noodle. OMG! I am so hungry and feel polluted with the rat urine and dust and was hoping to have a simple rice meal and all we get is noodle??!!!! eeeeekkkkkkk
I feel like kicking the asshole who gave us this fake promises.

Fine fine fine.. We can't do anything at all. We all know it's hard to find food in the middle of the oil palm jungle so we order some instant noodle and carbonated drinks. *sigh*
After the 'super duper simple not full meal', we rest a while and continue to work after that. I hate checking those dusty stock. Those ladies working in the canteen totally never clean those stuff. Maybe because the person in-charge doesn't mind the dust. lol.
But then, when it's near the time to go home, we all doesn't feel good at all. Why? because our stock check is not yet done lol. Haih.. have to go down again the next day. We can't overnight because we didn't prepare anything as we are told that we will be there for a meeting lol.

Somehow there is a thing which I dont feel pleased at all. Why is the person in-charge of the canteen account doesn't have to come and do the stock check herself but me and my 3 other colleagues? It just doesn't make sense at all. Out of the 3 colleagues of mine, 1 is a I.T supervisor. =_=" It's not that we dont have enough staff in account department.
If to say that we need to go to help each other colleague, well fine then, what about my work? My account will be audited tomorrow for 1 whole week. Who would help me? Them? I have a doubt in that. I feel paiseh to ask other people to help in our own work as we can do it ourselves. I dont know why would they have the face to do that to us.

The next morning, I left my luggage in the office and went out to buy some stuff with my colleagues. She need small bottle of shampoo. When we go back to get our bags after buying things, there is this girl saying to me " u guys know that it's already confirm that u guys will overnight at the camp?"
WSEHHHHHHHHH I am so so angry that time. Don't she feel a little paiseh at all? Still dare to smile and ask? What is that all about har? So I answer her while lifting my bag, " I know, I know ah, other you think I bring all these bags for fun?"
I dont want to look at her. I am so so so so so mad no words can describe!! ish

Then , while I walked half way the exit door, my admin manager call me from behind. She asked me, " do u know ur account will be audited on Monday?" , I answered , " i know ah", " u know they're coming?" =_=" "i know ah.." She actually worry I dont have time to do my own arrangement for my work to face those auditors next week. But what can she do? Can she do anything? I wasted my 2 days doing other people job what the helllllll... eee i feel like smacking those heads who doesn't realize the wrong thing they do and still can smileee =_=" Not even words of concern.

I never regret of the good things I do, as I never expect anything good from them. What I do is good for myself. If they know how to pay back, they will know how. I have no need to put effort of teaching them. I pity my 2 new colleagues. They get cheated again and again. It's not that we are stupid for keep staying even after getting bullied like this. We have reason behind that. Those who ever been in our shoes will know how it feels.

Tomorrow, I will represent my 3 other colleagues, passing back the work we did at the camp to the person in-charge of the account. We all left some work for her to do. Yes, we are very nice. lol. It's her job, and we left some for her. =P
What we suffer there, does she know? We overnight there leiiii. We live in a big house filled with boys and girls, old and young. Our room smell ridsect and filled with mosquitoes. We are unable to call our love one to chit-chat as digi yellow man is not around! We need to go out standing outside donating our blood to the mosquito to call our loved one. Ahhhhhh sad!

Hmph! It's time to show some attitude to these assholes!

Local Presentation Sucks Big time!

Today is 29th August, which means tomorrow is 30th August and the next day will be 31st August which means it's public holiday. I'm not so happy about it though, because I was suppose to on leave tomorrow because the next day is public holiday. If I on leave tomorrow, then I will have 4 rest days straight! How cool is that.

Why I can't take leave for tomorrow? Because I have wasted 2 days in Bintulu for some very important training. Ah... first I have to torture my butt sitting in a car which is not a company's car, but a colleague's daddy car, which no neck support at the back seat plus bumpy ride and I have to force my poor brain to automatically translate some foochow presentation into my own understandable language. Which is quite hard , as my foochow language doesn't even reach 20%! How can that be possible..

And then more pissing is when they doesn't even want to apologise for their sucky mistakes and said I have this magical foochow face which they expect me to know what they are presenting. LoL. Sigh* very disappointing indeed.

Only thing I'm happy about is my dear is here to fetch me home and I get to buy my favourite sandals, altogether 2 pairs of them weee heeee!!!

While the field trip to the oil refinery place is very unexpected. Didn't know we actually have to walk in that large area .. Which makes me wonder, how did their worker get to the place on time to perform their tasks.. When I came across a row of bicycles, it solved my puzzlement already.
Damn damn damn hot to walk under the sun wearing a heavy safety helmet which can't even cover my face from the hot sunshine.. sad..

Right after we finish our walking , it's already 12 noon and we have to fill ourselves up with the food they prepared. Well, not too bad although all are cold already, or probably I'm just too hungry loL

By The way, parkcity everly hotel in Bintulu sucks big time too. Gosh the room is very dusty smelly eeeekkkk as if I just entered an 100 years old mansion or some caves. Argh and their so called queen size bed isn't any queen size at all....!!! how to sleep with 2 adults on it? ish damn pissed! What worst is ,.. you can't sleep during ur most tired moment because your room mates snores lol.. Lucky I still have the energy to survive during the next day... Phewzzz not too bad huh.
But body battery really flat when I reach Miri...

I just hope there wont be another of this trip.. "Training". Ergh.. more like Mental Torturing.

Define me the meaning of Photogenic.

I have always wonder what is the meaning of "photogenic".. Well of course I have my own Idea for this word which means Look pretty only in Photographs but look ugly in real person. hahahaha

So, today, I have a look around the meaning of Photogenic in those online dictionary and I found these.

http://www.thefreedictionary.com/photogenic

click here and you will know how they define the word. It says "Looking attractive in Photographs" hahahahhaha so what it says more or less the same of what I always thought of. LoL

Lately there is a competition of Miss Fit Photogenic Contest by a quite famous studio in Miri, Frozen In Time Studio. Wow you should really see those photos, really amazing, and what I amaze is their editing skills. hahahaha

They are doing well and they are doing according to their mission. To make their client look their best.
Make up are quite good too as they are not too much magical powder on those girl's face.

But there is something that puzzled me for these few days. I hope if any of Frozen In Time Studio or any contestant who gets to read my blog here will not feel piss me with me hahaha

I was wondering why are mostly of those photos being taken from the side of their face? I can only see part of their face instead the whole face of theirs. Why? Only the 1st photo which I feel is the most perfect one as I get to see almost 95% of her face and her clothes and background match very well, plus her blue eyes (even though it's fake) matches her skin tone too.

For me, taking photo from the side it's like hiding something. I admit myself look better from the side because one of my eyes are bigger than another due to some allergic from previous years causing my eyes swollen and end up the size also get effected. LOL. But can't possibly be all those contestant having the same problem with me ma.... How can that be possible? LoL

Well, it would be better if someone can answer me here...
Time to check out my mail, so adios people and good luck.

Does All Managers Act weird lately? haha!

I'm not happy with my work lately especially today. That is because my company cash flow sucks big time since the last 2 months. Everything have to be delayed because Miri side does not have enough fund to settle them. I have to answer calls almost everyday minimum 5 calls per days. I know it's kinda little but it's a lot compare to last time which is just 1 call per month or none at all.

Kinda stressful when people let go their anger on you as if you owe them money personally. cissshhhh (swt) really angry sometimes until I wish there is no such thing call telephone in this world hahaha.

Today, I learn that managers especially those in between age of 30 and 50 loves to ask weird question to their staff and talk in a weird weird way. They love to ask ridiculous stuff and talk as if they are standing on the top of a durian tree. Now why would I choose durian tree instead of coconut tree? That is because durian is the KING of fruit so if anyone can get to stand on the top of it might feel proud of themselves. HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

I will state some examples of weird questions here, one of them is what I heard today from my Dear.

1) there is an exhibition going on, where people get to exhibit their stuff and do some sales at the same time , well of course the main purpose is to sell things and earn money. Now this dude over here is the president of this event and he asked his marketing staff why is the sales this time so low? LOL Now how weird is that, why would the marketing people know why isnt there a lot people to come and buy during that event? Well, in my point of view, it's just too easy to figure out the problem. It's either your product sucks, or.. Miri just aint having that much people to keep buying something that will breakdown within a year. haha THat is because, there is a same event going on during June if im not mistaken. Funny man indeed. He just cant seem to be able to accept the fact.

2) 2nd situation happen in my office. Im not sure what is going on with this dude over here but he sure getting weirder each day, hahahaha is that a good sign?
He does not act the talk or walk the talk lol Zombie huh? well.. maybe. hahaha
There is 1 day when he sent down a basket of cheques to another manager dude to sign, when the basket came up to my department, my colleagues found that their cheque has been signed by the wrong manager and when they ask how did it happen? why? how can their cheques end up at the wrong manager? and this weird manager dude ask them back, "didnt u look carefully before u send down the cheques?" The problem is, it wasn't even them who send down the cheques for that manager's signature... It's like CJ7 is taking over his body hahahahahahahahahaha

3) 3rd situation happened today. Here I would say, Nama ajak Manager! LOLOLOLOLLL
What is the 1st normal thing you will think when you heard the word Manager? well, you must be thinking he/she is a knowledgeable person and well behaved. But somehow today, our weirdo manager dude actually said Courier service from Miri to Kuching need 3 days!
Maybe he just over concern of our monthly fixed payment until he forgot such simple thing. Well, he is just finding the trouble himself. He love to use courier service too much until paying something which can be paid in Miri but end up courier it to kuching... I am so so so amaze. hahahahhahahahaha

Ahhh enough of spamming about all these weird dude. Really such a weird kickass kinda people which i have to work with. Killing my brain cells every 5 days a week.

Blogging with Aspire

Good news to all my blog fans (as if there are so many who reads lol *perasaan*), I am now will have more chance to blog.. as I have been given a new lappy, Aspire 4540 lol well, it's not really a brand new, but.. hmmm long story , and I dont think it's any important lol

Today is Sunday, and am waiting for my personal lovable driver to drive me out. Havent been to the Pc fair at indoor stadium yet. Wonder what do they have to offer...

It's a sunny day today, very sunny indeed.. not much wind, kinda hot.

SOmetimes, we just dont know what we want cuz we complain on whatever we received. LoL

I cant wait to play my auditionsea game , too bad the server is still down today. Hope to play a few rounds tomorrow, hopefully.

To Jonathan, welcome home to Bintulu, Sarawak. Be a good boy now, dont be naughty.

And to Bear's new dog, dont bully ur master who bought you back and gave u a good life in Pujut, drop less hair and eat less bone please ;D

Wow, if her dog reply to my blog, now that's where I say ZOMG!
I dont have much thing to blog today.. Hopefully will get some fresh ideas to spam in here tonight .. adios humans! and have a nice weekend.

My Phillip..Ahhh finally.. lol

Today I am lucky to have the chance to use Phillip this long. Usually my barbarian brother will sit here once we got home until my bedtime hmmmm I am so unhappy about it. But lately, he seems to be busy talking on the phone wahahahhahaa so it's my chance to use back my Phillip for blogging and so on.

I am so so so tired today, after lunch because my brain has been generating fast about my work and my time is running out. Although I have a colleague to help, but I couldn't dump all the messy things and ask her to do it. I dont think she will know where to start. hahahahha

I heard hartz chicken is coming to town.. I only love their ice-cream machine which I think it's just so cool. Wellm, if it has wi-fi , probably will just go online there and eat their fried chicken and my own sarsi float with extra ice cream!! yummmmyyyyyyyyyyyy

This Sunday will be going to Bintulu again..yippiieeeeee
I hope to get a nice pair of shoes... cheap and nice. lol
No one would ever believe that I cant find a suitable comfortable shoe in the whole Malls available in Miri wahahahahahahaha
Picky feet i have indeed.

I miss peppermint ice-cream from Dessert, but everytime I eat it, I will cough. Hmmmmmm very troublesome huh..Yeah I know.
Bad pair of lungs is really killing me. I hope my dear dear will recover to the fullest from his back pain. Worry much indeed.

Im so tired But Why am I here?

Today is Sunday, it will be the 1st day of the week. Tomorrow another day to feel stress for the next 5 days.. sigh. I hate when think of work lately. I got nothing much to do. No Fund, what else can I do?

Our old boss retired and now the new boss in charge and he seems walking out of his line already. Sigh. I wonder if he can cope with his new responsibilities. It aint easy. I know.

Im a bit moody since yesterday night. cuz I got shouted by mum for apparent no big reason at all. I hate being shout by people like this. Really spoiling my mood.
Not to mention I had a heaty dinner last night without any fruits and almost end up icing myself with ice-cream but I manage to get myself out from the plan and went home for an early rest.

I feel stressed sometimes when think of myself being so fragile. No cold stuff, No heaty , No sour or Spicy. No Meat No Noodles T_T" really painful!! not to mention less Bread as well. AIIIIIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

My back always pain and my head always dizzy.
Could it be my time is running up? LOL

I dont have mood for shopping as well although I have extra money this month. No mood for clothes or shoes.

Wait till my weight drop down a little.. then probably I dont have to shop at all!!

I Can't Say It's A Lot, But It's Not Little Too.

Have you ever wonder how would you spend those extra money given by your company?
Especially when the amount is in the middle of a lot and little.
hahahaha
There are a lot of things which I desire to have, but my finance status always limit me.
Therefore, buying anything pricey will have to be reconsider again and again.

Starting this year, everything will not be the same, either in my career or personal life. There are so much to be think of, but if you want me to mention it here, I dont know where to start. It might be little little things, but when you take too long to get it done, it became a big thing. Like having constipation hahahaha

Today is Saturday and Tomorrow is Sunday. Soon, it's monday again. I hate when I have to think about it. My career does not run smoothly due to some changes in paper work protocol, format blablablabla and Financial Controller dont even have the time for my side.
Damn!!! >.>" Sien when think of it.

I have been abondoned in my personal life previously, but now no more, but then, I face the same problem in my career. LoL
So tired and yet I dont feel like wanting to sleep, probably because when you have to pay for something and yet you dont get the chance to use it, you just feel beh song and Ngeh Ngeh want to put up some energy to use it lolololololol

aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Tian aaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Why arrrrrrrrrrrrrr

My Review on Toy Story 3.

The first time I saw cartoon about toys coming alive is Toy Story. I remembered I was very small that time. But I cant remember how old I am that time until I search information about Toy Story in Wikipedia and I found out it was in year 1995. LOL! Damn! I was 11 years old that time!! *faint*
That was ages ago! lol hahaha a decade ago? more than a decade ... -_-"

Then Toy Story 2 came out, and that is in year 1999 , when I was in Secondary school, PMR level that time. I didn't get the chance to watch it, although cinema already available at bintang plaza that time. Somehow, I'm a poor student which can't afford to spend my hard earn money on movie tickets LoL.

And last night..I watched Toy Story 3!! hahahaha
Damn exciting and damn funny... just like the first time I saw them.
The movie gives me the feeling of love in family and friends. Really sweet.
All toys stay together all the time.. just for Andy, their owner.
Now If only I have such toys that is always there for me. LoL how sweeetttt... hahaha

I don't own much toys in my childhood, the most I have is a teddy bear gave by my dad when I was around 2 years old. I already put it away in a plastic bag. Well, at least not putting it away in a garbage bag and call it Junk right? LoL
So, I'm a good owner hahahaha *perasan*

Toy Story 3 is a must watch movie.. now if Speedy have Toy Story combo inclusive of Toy Story, Toy Story 2 and Toy Story 3, I would buy it and keep it for myself. Good movie is worth to be support for their Original DVD/VCD.

Buzz happened to be able to speak Spanish last night. I wonder how much time Tim Allen took to practice all those Spanish words lol.. it ain't easy hahhahaha
Well, he did very well.!!

Jessie's eyes as cute as ever.. Mr. Potato and Mrs Potato still the same .. lovey dovey potato toy, Woody still so handsome and the 3 aliens... still have their power to actually making u feel... =____="

So, what are you waiting for? Me and my dear already went for ours toy story.Hehe!

Dumpling Day, So..?

Today is June 16th, Happy birthday to those who are born on this day. Today is also Chinese dumpling day. There is a story behind this day which I have forgotten what is it about. All I remember is, people used to throw dumpling into the river to kept those fish from eating a dead body. LoL if ..I'm not mistaken.

Oh Well, I don't quite have a good day today. I hate my stressful work. I was wondering when will the management improved? When..? and when..? I'm still wondering.
It never ends.

Seeing myself, seems like I am not any slimmer. I am still stuck in 50kg. The weight is okay, but it ain't okay when you are putting up weight at the area which is unacceptable. Sigh*

Plus, I am so dead worrying my dearest Hero. He got sick today. He look pale. I couldn't help much as I stay so far away from him. How I wish I could cook him nice food and make sure he drinks and heal slowly.
I am so so so dead worrying of him.
How I wish, I am the one who got sick. Doesn't matter if Im not a fast recovery person, as I am already get used to being sick LOL!

Today, among all the bad things happened, there is a good thing happened as well. I finally got my ass on the chair located in front of my pc!!!!!! Otherwise, where do you think I type this piece of crap? LoL lol lol
Right now, even I feel like wanted to pee, I couldn't go to pee, unless I feel like wanting to poo. LoL this cannot "tahan".

Why would I have to guard my seat? Because my brother can come over and taking the seat anytime when my ass got off this magical chair.
How dangerous...

World cup is happening and I am not even wanting to bother about it. LoL the world is dying and they are making the world dye even more ...

Deepest Condolence to the Sim and Family.

Yesterday afternoon, while I am busy doing my own work, suddenly Carol (my colleague) asked me to have a look at her hand phone. Seems like she was online-ing using her hand phone and she found something shocking and would like me to see it.

It was a tragic accident happened yesterday afternoon, from a blogger name william ting is where we both knew about it. Really a sad death , I have no idea how did it happened. I believe it happened so fast that even the victim doesn't even realized it was going to happened. Like a malay saying " Malang tidak berbau ", it sure is.

From today's news, it says the victim has only 1 son and he was on the way back Miri at the same day. Sadly, the father left without a goodbye.

Although I don't know the victim or any of his relative, but I would like to wish my deepest condolence to him. May his wife and his son be stronger. I believe he will be in a more peaceful place and be an angel to guide us all.
Everything happened for a reason, this is what I believe and we all shall see.

And to the driver, I am 100% believe he must be drunk! There was a driver mention in today's newspaper saying the truck overtake her car and she saw the truck rammed into the toyota car. So, will you believe if the driver said the brake malfunction? I don't think so.. He should be lock-up into jail and wait to be punish! He shall never have the chance to wander around town!!!! Damn!

I lost a classmate in an accident due to some bunch of asshole driving under the rain. Yes, I know, Nobody would want any accident to happened, nobody would want anybody to die, but can somebody be careful out there? can everybody work together and drive carefully? On the 28th , carol car was hit from behind by a kelisa car with license "P" drove by a Kenyah kid with his mouth still smelled beer. Meaning he was drunk when he drive and guess what reason he gave to Carol? He said the road was slippery. -_-" Damn drunker if I'm carol I would give him a few kick and slide him on the road and then asked him back, if the road is slippery? why wouldn't he slide over it? >.< Celaki-an benar eh!!

So , please, Nothing positive is going to happen if everybody starting to say, " even I'm careful, others are not, so why should I?".

6 Non-Working days! xD Yiihaaaa

Tomorrow onwards, I will be having my 6 days holidays. That is because I don't work Saturday and Monday is a compulsory leave from my company, so I will be going back to work on the 4th June.

Wow...6 days...If I have the budget, might already fly to Sabah with my "brother" . How nice... He will be going to KK for like... 8 or 9 days.. Hmmm I forgot. although he told me twice hahahahahhahahha paiseh.

I hope, I will be enjoying my 6 days although I might have to stuck in Miri but hopefully not..ehemmm kekekekekkekekekekekekekeke

Ahhh lately I just dont have anything much to blog. It's not that I have nothing to complain..I do have some stuff to complain about, but it wont change anything even If i complain it here...so i rather just sleep away and delete it from my memory...

Most probably because I already have someone to listen to me during the time I need a place to shout and talk. lol
Well, seems like things are finally turning around positively... that is 1 thing to be glad of.

The Day I Sent Them Away.

Yesterday, 15th of May 2010, is the day I sent my 2 kittens away to a pet shop not far from my office area. I do hope there will be kind and loving people adopting them. May them have a better home. Haih.. I can still hear the kitten screaming like hell even I'm already walked across 2 streets LOL. Imagine that.. hahaha

Yesterday is also my plan to watch the miri city parade with my dear, but somehow it rained and we ended up wandering at bintang megamall..again. lol yeah, it's the biggest mall ever in Miri so, it's comfortable to walk around. But somehow I feel uncomfortable due to wearing some clog LoL. Going to parkson wasn't part of the plan.. Moral behind the story, always prepare a comfort slippers in car. Yeah, will jot it down.

Arghhh tomorrow is Monday!! I have no idea how Busy would it be.. LOL. Ever since I have an assistant, I passed half of my work to her, but.. seeing her doing everything so slow, I really got nothing much to say anymore. It's not like we're in school and I'm some sort of prefect. lol
Hope she manage to handle those simple tasks I assigned to her. Seriously it's the most simplest tasks ever in my whole working life. lol lol lol.

Today seems to be a good day..hmmmm wondering what kind of activity I can do.. xD

Lovely Days Ahead.

Yesterday is the day where dear dear get the chance to be up close with mommy. hahaha
yeah, mommy went for a wedding dinner which also the same wedding dinner Jonathan went (my brother from another mother). So, from here, I get the chance to make dear dear talk to mommy up close.

Well, mommy didn't comment much though, seems good haha Yayyy how happy I am. ^^
Things will go better from time to time. I am sure about this.

Today, I have decided to be strict with my budget. Sometimes we need to sacrifice for a better tomorrow. That ain't hard to do. All I need is to spend less for those unnecessary stuff. ;P I'll be rich in 3 months LOL
Now that... is a positive thinking.. kekekekeke

Gambante to my dear, things will be fine if you do it right since you know that's what you gonna do.
I believe our path will be brighter.

My Labour Day~~

Well, today is the 1st May 2010, it's labour day for all Malaysian, and so it means it's a public holiday as well, means, you don't have to work lol

Today was suppose to watch movie, but somehow, as I expected, the cinema was fully packed with 2 legged creature lol lol.. I have no idea , how did they get the patience to stand there queuing for tickets!!! OMGGG even me standing there for like 3 minutes can feel the heat already at the cinema counter. This is seriously crazy.

I wonder why they doesn't want to fully utilize their LCD tv since they already plan to use it as a showtime tool, now they stick back to the old fashion way which is printing out the show time and stick it out on the counter screen but somehow the information is different from the ticket itself lol
Go Star Cineplex Go~~ they really "Boleh" lah...

Since we didn't manage to watch Movie, we just walk around inside bintang megamall.
Quite a lot of people indeed today...

Had fun although not much activity, probably because you get to see your dearest after 5 days didn't see him lol
5 days seems like 5 years @.@

Tomorrow will be Sunday, May my Sunday be a superb Sunday!!!

Welcome Home !!!

Today is the last day of my dearest in Kuching. He had 5 days war there with a bunch of bastard colleagues which are too snobbish till you will feel like giving them a punch on their face.

Even though I never met them personally, but I think I already know how they look like even from my dear descriptions. >.< So damn pissed.

I feel so glad when I received his message saying he arrived safely at airport phhewwwwzzzzzz
Now I wont have to worry so much =D

Tomorrow will be Labour Day, and it's a public Holiday for all. Well, it doesn't make much difference for me as I dont work on Saturday anyway -_-" kInda waste haih
How nice it will be if it fall on Friday, I can get whole day gaming xD woot.

I wonder what's tomorrow activity, hmmm I'm still thinking. I wouldn't wanna get myself tan under the hot sun.

To my dear who is reading this, Welcome Home * big warm hug *

I feel like cutting off her Fingers.

What do you guys expect when you get to work in a listed company? You would hope for a systematic management at least, am I right?
That's what I wished for during the 1st day I go to work in my current company.

Somehow, although the management isn't much systematic, but still, it's not very much annoying compare now.

Ever since they change the old bowl into a new bowl , things has changed a lot.
From worse to worst. LoL

But I wouldn't care less as long as they didn't disturb my bowl.
Somehow today, to my surprise, I have been pin pointed for something I didn't do, and yet this person keep on accusing me for doing it.

Now how I wish I can get my hand on her face LoL
As If I'm so pro in computer stuff, even if I'm pro, I wouldn't want to show it in my work, it's just not necessary and I don't have the time to mess around with those programming things laaaaaa aiii yooooo

Haihhh after this case, another case pop up again, now this one more annoying because I have to see her face every 5 days a week. -_-"

How can a new staff doesn't know how to act new? Aduhaiiii~~~ need me to teach meh xiu mui mui... how I wish I can say this straight to her face.
She's way too arrogant in handling things. Too snobbish not to mention like to bad talk behind people's back. -_-" kecik kecik mulut macam tidak beli insurance.

I wonder if P.A can cover up her mouth if one day people slap her mouth till swollen. loL

Tomorrow will be my dear last day of War in Kuching with his bastard colleagues. Can't wait to see him!!

Tuesday has Passed! 3 more days to go!

Yayyyyy another 3 days and Hero will be back soon.!!!
Can't wait to see him ooo~~

Week days pass by so slow without him actually.

Although it's just only 2 weeks that I started to have lunch with him, I feel weird as if I lost one of my leg when this week, I have to have lunch on my own.

May him do the very best in Kuching, although his colleagues are just a bunch of chickens.

Jenny isn't around, but she'll be back next Monday ^0^ Welcome back to work from me to her kekekekeke

I'll Be Missing You~

Yesterday, 24th April 2010, will be a remarkable day as it's my first time to actually eat a toast which is not a toast.

Now why would I say that?
That's because the toast is cold.
In www.freedictionary.com , meaning of toast means "To heat and brown (bread, for example) by placing in a toaster or an oven or close to a fire."
or
"To warm thoroughly, as before a fire: toast one's feet."
If the person in charge do so, the toast yesterday wouldn't taste cold =_="

It's kinda disappointing, very.

I order Special Cheese Toast with chicken ham. I am so hungry already and very excited to eat something hot and filling. Haih..sad. But I still finish it all. Ain't gonna waste it though.

And today, 25th April 2010, my Hero is going to Kuching for a week training. I'll be missing him dearly, hope he's doing just great there. How I wish my company will provide such training as well. It's going to be superb!

Haih... maybe they will... In my dream. >.>" ergh.

Training is Very important !!

I wonder why big company, listed company does not provide training for their staff.
New staff should have training by older staff.

Haih.. if the place where I work now provide training, misunderstanding between new and old colleagues will be less and peace will be always there for us. Not to mention save our time to teach the new staff.

I am so tireeeedddddd and sleepy.

Wish you all have a peaceful night.

Phillip Has Been Successfully Revived.

Phillip has been in comma since last Sunday, 18th April 2010.
Thanks to my barbarian biological brother who has been so "nice" to Phillip all this while.

Thank goodness, Phillip is now much stronger than before. Thanks to my Hero~~~~ kekekekkeke

Now Phillip has extra fan not to mention, a new graphic card which is a credit for my gaming hobby.

Sadly, some of the page I saved in Mozilla has gone, I dont remember what have I saved.. now that's the headache part.
Oh well, I'll slowly track them all back and Bookmarked it.

This coming Sunday, Hero will be flying to another city for a week training. All the best for him from me. Will be missing him badly *sniff sniff*

I Float, I Fly

I was flying high up in the sky,
With my wings open freely, widely,
I feel so high that I can see everything below,
I believe everything in under my control.

I never thought I would meet the Biggest Storm
Storm that Blow me Away
Far Far away from my World.

I never thought this Storm would break me apart
Break my wings and drop me down below.

I stood up with my broken wings.
Crying endlessly
Wondering why would God do this to me?
I love this world with all my heart,
and I never thought God would break me apart.

Not giving up even with my broken wings,
I stood up and walk with my own 2 feet.
I walk up with pride carrying in my heart.
Telling myself this could not be the end.
Telling myself I could never end up in this way.
Telling myself I must beat down whoever brought me down.
Telling myself I must kick out the asshole and get the hell outta here! >.<"

I'll Take The Test.

I have decided to take the test sent down from up above.
I believe it's the biggest test ever in my whole 26 years of life.

I will not regret if I ever fail this test. As I believe there will still be much more of these as long as I'm still breathing.

Chioooonnngggggg aaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I cant Sleep, I cant Die, What else that I cant? -_-

I know it sounds seriously silly when I said I wanted to die. Which I already said it many times ago to myself? LoL just saying, not till the level to actually grab a knife and kill myself xD

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I am so f*cking sleepy and yet I cant sleep.
I dont have a peaceful heart and I wonder why God gave me a such a tricky test to do?
I dont know the answer to it and I kept asking for some tips.
I got the tips already but I just felt it's not enough.
yea..I admit Im kinda greedy.
I think I know the answer just that I am not dare to actually pick it.

It's like you the answer was A but somehow answer B sounds kinda better than A. hahahaha
This is my weakness and I know I have to overcome it. The only thing I fear the most in life is Regret instead of Death. If I fear Death, then I think I would most probably decide the answer already. LoL

I'm currently listening to "Flavour of Life" from Utada Hikaru. I felt that my life doesn't has any flavour at all. What I do most of the time is putting some temporary flavour which doesn't last long. Sad sad sad! Which part of my life is Happy? yes lucky me there is 1. and that is.. Im not Jobless! phewzz

It's Qing Ming day and I'll be Visiting Him soon =)

It's been more than a hundred days since the day he left us all.
I can't wait to go and see him this coming Thursday.
I know he lived there well and I know he love his new home. It's like, that's the place which he can live in peace, free from debt and stress.

He visited me in dreams twice.
1st visit he kinda pissed and said "why is it so hard to find me?" LoL I was purposely hide from him that time when I saw him coming my way lol. Well that time didn't even remember that he was far away from all of us already. I still woke up smiling when think back of the dream, thought of wanting to tell him how funny it is, but then, it's like lightning struck my head , that makes me remembered that he is no more with us physically.

I believe he can always listen to us when we wanted to talk to him. I know he could listen.
2nd dream he visited is about 3 days before his 100 days anniversary. He brought me to the place where he stay, where the cloud are full of soothing colors, and the wind is cool and breezy.
He smile so wide, happily and very stress free. I believe that's Heaven =D
From that moment, I know he's doing just fine.

I believe he would want me to tell all of you how is he doing, so that you guys wont be worrying about him. =) God does love him more.

Will You Go There With Me.?

There are times when I was alone (well, most of the times I am alone anyway) I will flash back some old memories which I could remember of and start wondering why and why and why it happened.

There was a time , which I remembered very clearly, about a colleague, which is now married and stayed at Bintulu, she asked me out 1 Saturday evening around 5.45pm to Tanjung Lobang for a sunset view. That time, she is the most down moment I have ever seen during the years which I worked together with her. I can't quite remember what her problem is but it should be about some misunderstanding due to her own mistakes.

She wanted someone to company her to see the sunset that day, and I was surprised that she chose me lol

Honestly, I never see sunset before.. and I'm of course, feel more excited than she is! hahahaha
I once heard people told me that , the sun sets very fast, so you must not take your eyes off from the view or it'll drop to the sea =_=?

It was a cool breezy evening that time and we are both enjoying the sunset view. She thanks and said she feel better much already although I did not do much during that time. lol

I asked myself " Will there be anybody willing to take me to the sunset one day when I requesting?"

Makan Besar Oiiiii~~~~~~~

I think I will be a bit fatter after Chinese New Year... Tomorrow will be the first day of Chinese New year which is also Valentine Day for year 2010.. What a coincidence...

Coincidence or not, It wont effect me either positively or negatively.. lol
I still at home as usual gaming..Hoping to break all the records I have achieved during year 2009.

During the year of Tiger.. I just hope my workload will decrease and more bonus-es to come haha!
I hope, I will be more healthier also.. Less sickness as I'm tired to always have to take medicine. =.=" Even now, I still take my cough pill , it's been the 3rd week already.. yucks!

So here I am wishing everybody an Almighty Tiger Year! RROOAAARRRR away all those bad stuff

I'm out of Sight and I'm Out of His Mind as well.

Today is the 3rd day I fell sick since Friday. I'm recovering but slow..as usual. I hardly has voice to talk. My voice sounds like a little girl crying =_=" wondering how am I going to present myself tomorrow at work.

While I was on my bed, trying to take a nap after taking some delicious drugs, something came up to my mind. I was thinking why I never recover fast like some people. Then I thought of something which is the cause of it.

I ever heard a friend said, You'll recover fast if you keep your mind happy and think positively. Well, come to think of it.. I never try to be happy, feel happy or even act happy whenever I sick. Not to say that I'm already not so happy during normal days now add up some sickness, what's there to be happy about?

When can I ever feel the pure happiness? How does a pure happiness feels like? Happy till you cry? LoL I wonder haha!
Well, I cried when watch some movies , but I don't think that's pure happiness or sadness. Don't know what it is. LoL

She is a rose with beautiful petals,
Petals that fall downs each day,
Fall down 1 by 1 each day.

She became unnoticeable,
Out of Sight,
Out of Mind.

If anyone would ask me how do I still survive since I am not any glad with the current life.
I'll answer, " because I pick up all the small pieces of happy memories which already been broken ages ago." "What is broken will remain broken. Even you try your best to attach it back, the crack still there. Yea, that's The Temporary Happiness I lived In."

Adios~

I'm Surprised Negatively Towards Mystore,Miri.

Ladies and gentleman.. thank you for reading my blog , as I think maybe the title is quite catchy.
I'm not making the title as a joke but it's something serious which I would like to share it with all of you.

On the 4th of January 2010, I have visited MyStore, Miri(located same row with Airy Cafe,Boulevard commercial centre),together with my 2 colleagues a place which you can get various type of imported organic food range from junks to can food. Although the place is kinda small, but it has mostly of things you would like to buy.

I went there with 1 motive only and that is to get Cheeseballs for my mom, as she mentioned that she missed the cheeseball she used to buy from Brunei.

I was greeted warmly by the man in charged and also a girl ( i think is the girlfriend or watever she is ). Then, I just nodded my head and rush to the cheeseball!!!!!!!!!

Hmmm after that I went to pay for it as I dont plan to get anything else (jimat for CNY wat..)
After making my payment, the girl who is sitting next to this guy asked me a question which I stoned for a while. She asked me " Do you need a plastic bag? ".
Oh God, why would anyone asking me such question. It's very clearly that I dont have any plastic bag in hand only my purse and furthermore, I didn't see any notice or poster saying that they are joining the "No Plastic Bag" programme. =_=" damn!

So I answered her Politely I said " yes please" (In mandarine). There she put my cheeseballs in the plastic bag. After that, my colleague went to pay for her Lays potato chip. Somehow, the girl did not asked her if she wanted a plastic bag or not (although she already plan to say no if she ever asked). Fine then, It's not a big problem... She will share the plastic bag with me.

Then.......... another colleague went to pay her stuff.. She bought 3 kinds of things (unlike us which bought only just 1 thing lol), and guess what the Man-in-charged asked her?
He asked... " Would you like to register for our MyStore Membercard? It's free and all I need is your Identity Card (shortform is I.C lah..)."

WOWOWOWOWOOWOWOWOW now that is shocking!
This dude didn't even asked us if we wanted to apply for the Membership card. So this colleague of mine feel odd and asked me softly why he isnt asking us that question so I answered her " That's because we only buy Keropok." She ... --> =_=" and me.. ---> >w<"

I saw lots of good comments about this shop in Miri Community Forum and it's very surprising on how they treat their customer. I'm not saying he is rude or being like an asshole but it's very funny that you actually CHOOSE your customer??!!
Since the membership card is free .. you should be asking the same question to every customer who make their payment. That is how you being fair to all of them.

About the damn plastic bag.. Since you didn't really following the No Plastic Bag programme I think you should make an effort of giving plastic bag to the customer doesn't matter if they buy cheese balls or a bar of chocolate. If you are being strict about saving the environment , then make effort of making paper bags!!
I feel I have been treated like a total idiot in this shop =_="

As a Chinese proverbs said " Dog Eyes Look Down on People " "Gou Yuen Kan Ren Di" (if im not mistaken lah).

My Wishes for Year 2010.

I haven't been able to think of any new year resolutions yet lol but I have some wishes to be wish right here for this year.

I wish that Miss Bear will have her job run smoother than the previous year. May her company develop more this year and more benefit to be given to her and her colleagues.

May Soeve health get stronger and less sickness virus attacking her. May her diet programme success as well.

May Joey found his true love as soon as possible before he gone mental crazy. He needs his other half to share his joy and burdens. It's a human job to complete each other as we are all incomplete.

May Ah Piong reach his target..whatever it is..as I know he always has targets anyway. Dont forget me when you get married, no card invitation is Okay, but need to inform, I dont want to take another surprise wedding.

To Ah Hong, hope you earn more dollars and get your Honda car very soon and also your true love. I believe there are always others who are more suitable for you out there.

And for Mike, may you exchange less cars. That's all.

For Jonathan.. May you get stronger in yourself and everything. May you get more payrise this year as well =P jangan lupa bahagian aku k.

To Connie Jie, I wish I will get to see more cakes at ur Bintang Cafe >w<.

For Myself and my family members.. health is all that matters.. I wish I wont be choking myself when I walked up the stairs 1 day. Wishes are neverending that's for sure. When we are done wishing for something, next minute you know, you would want to wish for somemore. So, moral behind the wishes is.. Always Wish for More Wishes , a very nice advice from Feon =P.