HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!! I will start my blog with some laughters lol
I feel proud this year, well, at least a little proud , just nice , not too proud lol
I feel proud because I finally have something to blog about for the title I posted.
I never really had anything much to say last year, But I do have some for this year.
Today I took 1/2 day leave, to clear my annual leave balance as it can't be brought forward. So here I am, reach home much earlier than usual. =P Was planning to online my pathetic MSN to send Sam Lee new songs to Miss Bear, but somehow she is Offline =_=" tak payah jak lah.
Today is New Year Eve, I dont think I will be going out anywhere (same as last year). Might just sleep early and wake up late the next day. Is okay lah... already get used to being stuck at home during "special" occasion (kononlah)
So.. let's go on with my achievements for year 2009!! xD
I'll blog (or rather show off) of what I remembered.
I have achieved the followings:-
1) I manage to gain my weight to 50kg (consider normal instead of underweight last time which is 42kg).
2) I finally got my Chicken Pox! Got 1 week sickleave! Wow the longest sickleave I ever had. I dont wish for another of that kind sickleave anymore =_=" totally a silent killer lol
3) I dyed my hair red. First time in my 25 years of life, I try to dye my hair lol.
4) I paint all my fingers black . Well, I never painted it because parents never allowed, now they dont seem to care much =P
So far that's all positive things I can think off.
Negative things is..
Although Im 50kg, my health status is still sucks. -_-" so, have to spend more effort to improve that.
I think Year 2009 is a year which I will NEVER forget in my whole life.
Other than a year which I manage to achieve somethings, it's also a year which I have lost somethings.
Beginning of the year, I have lost a classmate. He sit behind me in the class. He died in a horrible car accident.
Few day before Christmas 2009, I lost another classmate. A classmate which I can say I quite closed to. He died in car accident too. I missed out the chance to meet him for the 1 last time. But it's too late to look back now, all I can do is to look forward.
It's hard to please everybody.. hardest thing to do in your life I think..
So there goes.. may year 2010 be a year with more joyful things!
May the Tiger year roar away all the devils and hantu and more good things roll to your way and mine as well.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Thursday, December 24, 2009
It's not My Fault This Time >w< ergh!
Ladies and gentlemen
Old and young
Naives and matures
I would like to have your short attention please!!
How many of you actually understand the road sign that being put at the road side?
How many of you understand the meaning "Ikut Kiri Jika Tidak Memotong" ?
How? How many of you out there??!!
It means, drive at the left side, always drive at the left side..not unless you want to overtake the car in front of you, then only you drive at the right side, then back into the left side. Somehow people doesn't go back to the left side after overtaking =_="
That is why both road always jammed =_="
1 more thing... How many of you actually follow the arrow sign being put beside the road OR being painted on the road? How? How many of you??!!
Let me tell you my experience.. Then you will know why Im so fucking pissed off about all this shit!
Im road blind. Im 98% road blind. I always got the wrong side of the road, I see the wrong side before cross, I used to have habit of seeing both side before cross, but most of the time Im just lazy LOL
Last 2 weeks, when I was on my way to office (by walk), I was standing at a T-Junction. Cars can come from left and cars can come from right side. Cars from right side can get into the junction where I stand.
Fine, I understand that , but somehow this fucking driver just didn't turn off his signal light. =.=" which makes me thought that he wants to turn into the junction. Fine then, so I cross la what else??! Who knows, the car is on the straight lane =.=" He somehow manage to break, just a meter away from hitting my brand new 50kg Body (show off , perasan). >w<"
That's 1 case that I can remember which happened on the carelessness of those idiot paloi drivers.
Another case happened today afternoon. I took 1/2 leave today, clearing my annual leave. So I walked from my office at waterfront to Old Town. This time, there is no board for me to refer, but I saw the arrow being painted on the road. It shows that , cars will be coming from my left. It was a T-junction as well. So, no car coming from my left, so I cross.. But then a motorcycle very fast coming in from my right!!! >w< I feel like want to cekik the fcking guy already. Lucky he is just a motorcycle and he manage to make way for me =_=". He can't go in from there, it's illegal.
I personally dont think any campaign will help to decrease such driving manners. It's all mindset.. Belum kena, Belum terasa.
Old and young
Naives and matures
I would like to have your short attention please!!
How many of you actually understand the road sign that being put at the road side?
How many of you understand the meaning "Ikut Kiri Jika Tidak Memotong" ?
How? How many of you out there??!!
It means, drive at the left side, always drive at the left side..not unless you want to overtake the car in front of you, then only you drive at the right side, then back into the left side. Somehow people doesn't go back to the left side after overtaking =_="
That is why both road always jammed =_="
1 more thing... How many of you actually follow the arrow sign being put beside the road OR being painted on the road? How? How many of you??!!
Let me tell you my experience.. Then you will know why Im so fucking pissed off about all this shit!
Im road blind. Im 98% road blind. I always got the wrong side of the road, I see the wrong side before cross, I used to have habit of seeing both side before cross, but most of the time Im just lazy LOL
Last 2 weeks, when I was on my way to office (by walk), I was standing at a T-Junction. Cars can come from left and cars can come from right side. Cars from right side can get into the junction where I stand.
Fine, I understand that , but somehow this fucking driver just didn't turn off his signal light. =.=" which makes me thought that he wants to turn into the junction. Fine then, so I cross la what else??! Who knows, the car is on the straight lane =.=" He somehow manage to break, just a meter away from hitting my brand new 50kg Body (show off , perasan). >w<"
That's 1 case that I can remember which happened on the carelessness of those idiot paloi drivers.
Another case happened today afternoon. I took 1/2 leave today, clearing my annual leave. So I walked from my office at waterfront to Old Town. This time, there is no board for me to refer, but I saw the arrow being painted on the road. It shows that , cars will be coming from my left. It was a T-junction as well. So, no car coming from my left, so I cross.. But then a motorcycle very fast coming in from my right!!! >w< I feel like want to cekik the fcking guy already. Lucky he is just a motorcycle and he manage to make way for me =_=". He can't go in from there, it's illegal.
I personally dont think any campaign will help to decrease such driving manners. It's all mindset.. Belum kena, Belum terasa.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
He never Left, at All =D
Im glad that I feel much better today. Yesterday I was onleave , and was at home the whole day. Online checking my mail, chatting with friends, and getting ready for last night "tong jie" dinner.
Having to accept a friend to leave before us, is very hard and painful. But I learn that Im actually dont have to feel bad about it, as He never left me and others at all!
I flashed back memories during school. My first day at school, well, was kinda bad. New school, new people.. not much friends.. But then, I suddenly realised that there is a pair of eyes staring at me, so when i turn around, Hmmm there is a skinny long leg guy there staring at me for dont know what reasons..i Just cant tell ;/ Yeah, that's Wei Henn. xD
For 2 years, he just like to do that eye staring thing. I dont think of anything else, just feel that probably he just has nothing else to look at or... maybe im just kinda fun to be stare at lol.
On monday Night, when I sleep, I dream of him.. He still stare at me.. =_=" aih, he never changed at all.
Today, his body was brought to the Riam temple to be burnt, and I think most probably his ashes will be keep there too. It's much easier for me.. as my dad was buried there as well. That place is windy and cool and peaceful, I believed he will have great days there.
So to all my Fellow friends =) Never sad.. He was with us all along..He never left us. Let us Live on behalf of his shares like Qiao Ling said. He will feel more guilty if he knows that we are crying and sad over him. I know he wont be happy to see that.
Having to accept a friend to leave before us, is very hard and painful. But I learn that Im actually dont have to feel bad about it, as He never left me and others at all!
I flashed back memories during school. My first day at school, well, was kinda bad. New school, new people.. not much friends.. But then, I suddenly realised that there is a pair of eyes staring at me, so when i turn around, Hmmm there is a skinny long leg guy there staring at me for dont know what reasons..i Just cant tell ;/ Yeah, that's Wei Henn. xD
For 2 years, he just like to do that eye staring thing. I dont think of anything else, just feel that probably he just has nothing else to look at or... maybe im just kinda fun to be stare at lol.
On monday Night, when I sleep, I dream of him.. He still stare at me.. =_=" aih, he never changed at all.
Today, his body was brought to the Riam temple to be burnt, and I think most probably his ashes will be keep there too. It's much easier for me.. as my dad was buried there as well. That place is windy and cool and peaceful, I believed he will have great days there.
So to all my Fellow friends =) Never sad.. He was with us all along..He never left us. Let us Live on behalf of his shares like Qiao Ling said. He will feel more guilty if he knows that we are crying and sad over him. I know he wont be happy to see that.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
There will be No More "other time", as He has Left Us Forever.
On the 21st december 2009, I received a morning call from an old higher secondary classmate. He bring me a bad news. A news which i cannot Imagine. A News which I cannot accept even now. A news.. of another friend died in a horrible car accident .
I never thought, that I'll never meet him again. I keep asking myself, why God decreasing my friends? I seriously don't have much left but somehow Im grateful for the friends I already have, but Why He wants to take him away from all of us?
I hope, he will have the place beside God by now. I hope, he live in a place far better than this pathetic world.
Seeing his photo in my facebook, making me feel that he is somewhere near me. I kinda can feel it but I cant see it.
How am I going to face all these??!! >.<
I dont know how long do I have to take to actually accept all that happened.
I cant sleep, my eyebags turn up to be a luggage now.
I just cant accept the reality.. and I still hope it's just part of my nightmare, and I wondering why it isn't over yet...
Do take good care of yourself, Wei Henn.
I never thought, that I'll never meet him again. I keep asking myself, why God decreasing my friends? I seriously don't have much left but somehow Im grateful for the friends I already have, but Why He wants to take him away from all of us?
I hope, he will have the place beside God by now. I hope, he live in a place far better than this pathetic world.
Seeing his photo in my facebook, making me feel that he is somewhere near me. I kinda can feel it but I cant see it.
How am I going to face all these??!! >.<
I dont know how long do I have to take to actually accept all that happened.
I cant sleep, my eyebags turn up to be a luggage now.
I just cant accept the reality.. and I still hope it's just part of my nightmare, and I wondering why it isn't over yet...
Do take good care of yourself, Wei Henn.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
If You Don't Call This As Love, Then What Is it?
She loves him, but wonder if he loves her or not.
But then she decided not to think of this because it just doesn't matter.
As all love does not give you guarantee or warranty.
It does not insured you from a broken heart.
It does not insured you from your man's lies.
It's a life poker's bet, which you hardly calculate out the result. That's love.
Trust is what we must Invest in Love.
But then she decided not to think of this because it just doesn't matter.
As all love does not give you guarantee or warranty.
It does not insured you from a broken heart.
It does not insured you from your man's lies.
It's a life poker's bet, which you hardly calculate out the result. That's love.
Trust is what we must Invest in Love.
Monday, December 7, 2009
Taking This Bus Myself.
When you get older, you will face questions as belows from your friends, family & colleagues.
When you are still studying, people will ask you which University you will go.
When you are studying in University/College, people will ask when You graduate.
When you successfully graduate , people will ask you Where will you work.
When you already work, people will ask you when will you get a car.
After you got yourself a car, they will ask you, when will you get a Wife/Husband.
After you have a Girlfriend/Boyfriend, they will ask you when will you get married!!!???
Erghhh and when you got married, they will ask you, when will you get children. When you already have a child if it's a boy, they will ask you when will you get a baby girl or ..the other way around..
The questions are never ending.... I wouldn't want to type it all here as it really will bores you down lol... Even after you are very old like my Admin manager, he get question of.. When will you retired..?? LOL How annoying!!! I think... hahahahahaha
We will all face these craps 1 day, so there is no need for us to laugh at people right now.
For me,.. I still stuck at.. "when will you get a car?" actually I started quite late, as I only got this question Last year, that's when I'm 24 years old. LOL
All I can answered them is.."my finance does not allow me to get a car YET". Well, nothing to be afraid of , nothing to be embarrassed, as that's the fact and that's the reality.
I get left behind the track ages ago and that has made me to have to walk this Journey of mine by myself. People around me get to travel overseas already, while me..the only overseas country I have ever been in my whole 25 years of life is Brunei. LoL Well, at least there is 1! HAHAHAHA
I never wish or never really dream of going somewhere.. Sometimes I just simply say I wanna go to XXX place but , my heart doesn't really feel wanna be there at all. As for me, if going to that Particular place can change my whole life to be better, I think I will go. I will eat only hard-boiled egg and bread to save money to go there. But no, that's not how it is. I still have to work like a cow in office, I still have control my diet to avoid constipation, I still have to do housework like Cinderella. Yeah, I know, I cant say that there is 0 experience when you go out travelling. At least you get your feet step on a different ground, you get to smell different air and you get to see different scenery's.
When you are still studying, people will ask you which University you will go.
When you are studying in University/College, people will ask when You graduate.
When you successfully graduate , people will ask you Where will you work.
When you already work, people will ask you when will you get a car.
After you got yourself a car, they will ask you, when will you get a Wife/Husband.
After you have a Girlfriend/Boyfriend, they will ask you when will you get married!!!???
Erghhh and when you got married, they will ask you, when will you get children. When you already have a child if it's a boy, they will ask you when will you get a baby girl or ..the other way around..
The questions are never ending.... I wouldn't want to type it all here as it really will bores you down lol... Even after you are very old like my Admin manager, he get question of.. When will you retired..?? LOL How annoying!!! I think... hahahahahaha
We will all face these craps 1 day, so there is no need for us to laugh at people right now.
For me,.. I still stuck at.. "when will you get a car?" actually I started quite late, as I only got this question Last year, that's when I'm 24 years old. LOL
All I can answered them is.."my finance does not allow me to get a car YET". Well, nothing to be afraid of , nothing to be embarrassed, as that's the fact and that's the reality.
I get left behind the track ages ago and that has made me to have to walk this Journey of mine by myself. People around me get to travel overseas already, while me..the only overseas country I have ever been in my whole 25 years of life is Brunei. LoL Well, at least there is 1! HAHAHAHA
I never wish or never really dream of going somewhere.. Sometimes I just simply say I wanna go to XXX place but , my heart doesn't really feel wanna be there at all. As for me, if going to that Particular place can change my whole life to be better, I think I will go. I will eat only hard-boiled egg and bread to save money to go there. But no, that's not how it is. I still have to work like a cow in office, I still have control my diet to avoid constipation, I still have to do housework like Cinderella. Yeah, I know, I cant say that there is 0 experience when you go out travelling. At least you get your feet step on a different ground, you get to smell different air and you get to see different scenery's.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Why Are We Not Talking to Each Other Anymore?
What a wonderful morning.. but somehow I feel tired and aching here there due to walking too much... That's the prettiest way to describe. LoL. The ugly way to describe is... "aching here and there due to hardly exercise myself".
It's 6th December 2009, the month of Joy, the Month of Christmas for all Christian.. But somehow it's just a month of broken purse for me, the month of Loneliness..
Mostly people been travelling here and there during year end , as it's month of Holidays.
For me, it's just a month of more works in the office, chasing deadlines.
I online quite early today, looking around in my facebook and checking my facebook flash game "restaurant city".
When I checked my facebook chat box, I saw some of my old classmates online..Haven't seen them for ages.. They have left the town to further their studies after SPM, and after that straight to get a job there and refuse to come back to town. Oh well, not enough of job opportunities for them here too.
But somehow, I just dont feel like wanting to talk to them lol. Well, during schooldays, we get to see each other 5 times a week, excluding the co-curicullum hours, but yet we still wanting to talk to each other.. It's like a neverending stories.
But now, even after few years didn't meet, we dont feel like talking to each others -_-"
Well, you must be wondering how do I add them in my facebook.. Hahaha Well, I use the automatically search machine from all my hotmail addresses and it send friend request and they all just approved it I guess.
I know some of my frens like to add strangers in their facebook, not for the meaning of making more friends, but to have more "flash game friends" so that they can visit each other to get more EXP or trading Ingredient in Restaurant city. LOL.
HUman are just so so weird , aren't they?
They tend to ask for more when they already have more than enough.
They tend to work for more when they not needed to.
They tend to walk away, when others needed them.
but somehow they just like to "ke-poh" when it's not needed.
Why do we always doing the opposite way?
Is it because we are trying to get more attentions...? Or we just too bored till we tend to do things to annoy others. Seeing others feeling irritating making us feel popular?
LoL
I dont know either..
It's 6th December 2009, the month of Joy, the Month of Christmas for all Christian.. But somehow it's just a month of broken purse for me, the month of Loneliness..
Mostly people been travelling here and there during year end , as it's month of Holidays.
For me, it's just a month of more works in the office, chasing deadlines.
I online quite early today, looking around in my facebook and checking my facebook flash game "restaurant city".
When I checked my facebook chat box, I saw some of my old classmates online..Haven't seen them for ages.. They have left the town to further their studies after SPM, and after that straight to get a job there and refuse to come back to town. Oh well, not enough of job opportunities for them here too.
But somehow, I just dont feel like wanting to talk to them lol. Well, during schooldays, we get to see each other 5 times a week, excluding the co-curicullum hours, but yet we still wanting to talk to each other.. It's like a neverending stories.
But now, even after few years didn't meet, we dont feel like talking to each others -_-"
Well, you must be wondering how do I add them in my facebook.. Hahaha Well, I use the automatically search machine from all my hotmail addresses and it send friend request and they all just approved it I guess.
I know some of my frens like to add strangers in their facebook, not for the meaning of making more friends, but to have more "flash game friends" so that they can visit each other to get more EXP or trading Ingredient in Restaurant city. LOL.
HUman are just so so weird , aren't they?
They tend to ask for more when they already have more than enough.
They tend to work for more when they not needed to.
They tend to walk away, when others needed them.
but somehow they just like to "ke-poh" when it's not needed.
Why do we always doing the opposite way?
Is it because we are trying to get more attentions...? Or we just too bored till we tend to do things to annoy others. Seeing others feeling irritating making us feel popular?
LoL
I dont know either..
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