Earthquake Earthquake Everywhere..

I guess everybody know about this earthquake news at China even if you're not a newspaper reader, people's mouth has been talking about it ever since..

I dunno why everytime i read the news about it, or hearing people saying about it, I kinda lost my appetite. I hear how those earthquake victim trying their best to survive or crawl out from the collapsed pieces of buildings. Somehow my ownself just cant find the point of surviving at all.
I dunno what I lived for.

I just hope those who died in the earthquake will be able to give as much blessing to those who is still trying their best to find any survivals..

Lame Road Bully Yellow Car with Black Stripe and has the Exhaust sound like Farting but speed Like Snail.

Last night, I went out yamcha with a friend. A female friend. [ehem..cough cough] and while we are on our way back home at parkson area, suddenly we heard a very loud noise from behind.
All I notice is 3 motorbikes coming down from the grand old lady but that sound doesnt seems like coming from a motorbike engine. It should be coming out from a car.

So I looked at the side mirror while my friend still driving there safely and wondering like me too. [ we r driving on the right side overtaking a kapchai car ]. There is a yellow car with black stripes plus no front light being light up just 2 green bulbs lighten the way down beneath the front of the car. =.= Im not so good in describing the position ..sorry.

That car can say.. Sport car la... since the car 2 door only and somemore sound like someone just swallow 10 hard boiled eggs and farted. The car was in a rush I may say but we dunno where it came from probably he is speeding all the way from boulevard dunno rush hour for wat la.. i dunno lo.

The sport car almost kiss the butt of my friend humble avanza.. walao eh and he overtake like the pro driver in fast and furious wat makes me pissed off is the drive "shiong" me eh... walao... like i owe him the road or something. What a road bully. I cursed him all the way till I cant see his car on the road. Totally pissing me off. Not sure whose rich apek son is this .. car plat using the wat crystal thing shine shine there cant see the number... chech... buat malu saja.
Is that how a sport car driver have to act? a road bully? you will get smashed by the true pro sport car driver if he ever bumped into them that is if he ever got the chance. HUH!

A terrible Start for thIs Week.

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I have already having bad days since last month and I had never thought that it will go even worse on the 12th of May 2008. It was a busy day in office and I knock off like usual. My brother is fetching me and then we head to fetch mum from work as well. During the trip way home, mum suggest to have dinner at Taman Selera. We all agreed.

6.30pm, we all depart from home with empty stomach to Taman Selera. We are using the Luak Bay road and it was red light so we stopped. In front of us is an oldish Honda with an uncle driver. Suddenly we heard a sound of a car breaking so hard to stop and BANG!.. our car was being moved to the front like earthquake while me.. fly over to the dashboard.

Yes. Indeed . We got into an accident. My brother walk down the car with big anger and scold the driver kao kao.. It was a young kid with a dumb face I may say. All he said was " I pay. I Pay" =_=" I was in shocked and my whole body weakened but still manage to get down the car and see wat happened. My my..the whole bonnet crack inside and so do the front bonnet.

It was a Ninja King car hit us from behind. That kid said he didnt notice it was red light and then his so called security guard which is actually a 3rd level gangster driving a Viva which totally look silly come and try to make the situation better but somehow just make it worse because he doesnt even know how to talk. LOL well my brother was hot tempered and he keep scolding the kid which is the part I totally admired.

After all the scolding and argueing scene and all the car tower guys came and trying their best to make business....... the Kid mum arrive.... my my....guess whose here? an anty driving a mercedes with a very familliar car plate number.... woooooooo hooooooooooooooooooo

I wouldnt want to mention the name so obvious here but she is the wife of a rich man in Miri .. well im not sure how much his asset is but he own a company just opposite my company only... He has 3 children, 2 daughter and a son which is the youngest and somemore what people said out there is he is sick. My sick means "sakit". No cure for the disease he has. No wonder his face turn pale when my brother scolded him xD

After the police arrived, his mum admit to the police that she is the one driving the Ninja King and hit us not his son fault. Well, indeed that Kid is a mummy boy. So nice indeed... I hit a car... Mummy and Daddy will cover for me.. Yayyy tomorrow I should go hit an kancil instead and see how kemek it can goes...... speechless parents indeed. That kid probably has no license..he look so young and the Ninja king he drove has no "P" sticker at all..
Not to mention when we asked the rich mum to give us her number and IC, she refused... she afraid we might be able to know where she lived I guess.. but come on..how huge is Miri anyway? With ur car plate number , we already tracked out what is ur status in just few hours. Dumb mother just as dumb as the son.

Till now, the workshop that this rich mummy intro to us havent even start to fix our car as everything will be claim from the Insurance. That workshop is kinda fishy as well.

Will have more updates to this matter next week as this saturday, the 2nd step will be taken.







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I Miss Someone, But He Wasn't You!

My mind has been thinking of someone lately, somehow the person doesnt seem to be appear as my boyfriend. It was someone else. =_=" This is sick!.. Why? This is so abnormal.. I hate such feeling.. It's either I'm making myself confused, or... I'm just unable to untie this confusion. Sigh.

I do admit that the way I see my boyfriend now is different. For him, what he said today, wouldnt be the same tomorrow and it isnt a big deal for him because he said things change for a reason. That's why he always have a brain changing decision and words everyday =_="

Among all the boyfriends I have, he is the one saying "ok, up to you" when you said to him " I want to reconsider back this relationship" during an arguement. Is he just too generous or too considerate until it reach an annoying status or he just doesnt care as Im just not a big deal for him.

Well, fine, since you want to play fire with fire and since I have been patience for so long, it's about time for me to crack up the lava from my volcano. Somehow the next day, he act normal and still say those sweet words. ^%$*O(%R& He forgot we actually argue last night or what??!!
=_=".

HAIzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................................... it's been a month I didnt see him. I dont feel Missing him either. -_-" NOt to mention I feel happier when besides friends......... xD

Not sure what should I do now.. Not sure what is going on with me right now.. Where are all the love sparks? Where are they? *sigh*

I Have Chosen This.

I have chosen to leave, therefore I keep on walking.
I have chosen to cry, therefore I cried till now.
I have chosen to be alone, therefore I'm standing here by the edge.

I have once choose to live this way and therefore I should'nt regret for it. Time has passed and I should'nt look back.

Today I think a lot. I think back on how many friends I have for my 23 years of life. I made quite a lot and lose quite a lot as well. I learn a lot of things from them as well. Somehow, I remember some of them, and I forgot some of them too. =_="

I just feel like overall my life quite a mess.. But I received comment saying if I stand at a bus stop, I will see there are a lot people much more worse than me.

Haizz........ I dont have money and I dont have life.

Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad's now is a Blogger!

I was viewing news around in MSN.com and i saw this heading saying Tun Dr Mahathir now turn Blogger. hahahaha that is nice.. he blogs now..even at the age of 81.

I think it's 1 good way for him to speak up his mind in the most easiest way as cyberspace has no limit of space ..

I believe everyone has their own piece of mind of who is their favourite Prime Minister. I have my own too. No offence. ^^v

Night of Guang Liang charity "concert".

Last night, 30th April 2008 was the night of the charity concert organized by See Hua News and some other companies. My company gave me 5 free tickets to the concert. For the 1st time, when my admin manager came to our account department, he ask around each of us whether we are intrested to go the "Guang Liang" concert or not, so all of us intrested and he gave us 2 tickets each. Somehow he accidentally gave me and extra ticket which makes me has 3 tickets alltogether because the ticket is super thin and it sticked together. So..it's my luck then. I manage to bring over a gal classmate who loves such concerts/shows.

First 2 person came into my mind when I got the tickets was a male classmate and a bear friend. But too bad this mighty bear wasnt around , so the 3rd ticket goes to this male classmate colleague xD. Before knocking off from work, I heard an uncle has extra tickets, like 3 pieces and so ngam a friend sms asking if I have any xtra left, so I went up to uncle and ask him spare me a ticket. So he did. But then, the friend was actually joking about it and never thought I was serious. =_=""

Somehow he also turn up in the end. LoL at least he doesnt miss out Guang Liang even though he hates him XD well he does miss out the 1st singer name ..XI Ann something cuz he is good looking and has the voice as well. Hardwork is all he need to make his own trademark because he kinda like Lee Hom a bit ;/

Show start right after the Dato Lau speech. 1st male singer came up the stage and sing few songs which made me amaze by his looks LoL. Then , after a few songs from him, a female singer came up the stage. 1st thing i was shock is... well, not her looks, her looks not so bad even though it's a big different from the poster and her MV. In other word is , she look much older from her MV and poster. Her dress is the bling bling type stick to the skin one but somehow she wear a jacket and after2 songs i guess, she take off the jacket on the stage. =.=" Im not sure she did that on purpose or... just forgot to take it off before went on stage. zzzzzz
Those youngsters shout 'You R Sexy!' >.>"" speechless..

She has a very wide shoulder I believe she did go to gym. and she wear black ankle length socks and a black heel =.=" her dressing is totally weird. This is the moment where another friend came. Lol. He told me about Guang Liang stuff too. About he being picky and arrogant during his few shows at KL. He told me 1 thing and that is he is sure Guang Liang will sing the song name "yue ding". Because this friend told me Guang Liang surely sing this song in every of his show and yes... he did.. he did sing this song last night.

Guang Liang wrote his own song and from his album Tong Hua is where he successfully made his own trademark which enable his fan to recognize him easily from his songs. Same goes to Lee Hom. A trademark can be a positive trademark and can be a negative trademark of the singer too. Not necessary have to be a positive. Fortunately for Guang Liang, he manage to create a positive trademark for himself as a singer represent Malaysia.
This i believe need a lot of hardwork and proper inspiration not to mention the patience for it. Im not a singer myself but when come to judging and commenting, I still can comment wisely. Hahahahaha Im kinda put hope on the 1st singer as he has the look but still need a lot more hardwork to put to get his own trademark for his own songs. I do believe he can be international chinese singer as well.

Nicholas Teo is catching up while Rain Ling Yu Zhong is running behind him xD not bad not bad. Female singer... better put more effort then..

A lot of anties and uncles last night too. Which i believe they are one of GUang Liang biggest fan. And yes they are indeed GUang Liang biggest fan becuz my mouth open wide and so do my eyes when I see how those anties react when GUang Liang SIng on stage... pretty amazing hahahahha very update bunch of old folks.
Some manage to shake hand with Guang Liang and some dont. Some manage to get close up pic and some dont.
Other than sitting there like ah beng and ah lian watching concert, there are also some free coupons and calendar give away from the singer themselves. But you have to manage to answer their questions and sing few rows of their song to get the price.. easy la..as long as u have the guts to do it. Those singers are pretty sporting anyway.

For the audio system, Im not quite satisfied, even If I am a not so known singer wouldnt be able to accept it. I have been paid to sing in front of people I dunno, and they are putting hope on me to perform well as they have paid to come and see me sing but somehow ur audio was like total crap, it's very much a mood spoiler for a singer.
Oh did i miss out the 3rd not so famous male singer? Lol his name is Zhang Kuok HUi.. not handsome lo more like a wolf face =P sorry to say he is just not my kinda taste. hahahahhahahaha

The crowd last night is really dissappointing as well, it's like 100 people like that. I wouldnt want to come here if im the singer. very very much dissappointing. Even the free tickets given by See Hua news to their staff , also didnt get much support. Free wor.. oso takda orang mahu. LOL wonder why.........
I went there because I have friends intrested in it. and because also i have nothing better to do last night and also because I have a chance to actually see our own malaysian chinese singer which now has rise up to the international level. Although Im not very much his fans but, he is a person with a good career , why not go to see him then? afterall it's free. xD

If Lee Hom would ever come to Miri... I would go to ..definitely... xD Guess I have to wait for few more years for his big concert tour.