I used up this sentence to my god brother today.. He was so down that I can actually feel his emotion from his words through his sms. The main problem that has made him to turn into like this is because he is far from his family and live alone in a crap town. LOL
He was hoping that he will have someone to share his sadness and happiness. But he's still young and have a long way to walk and a bright future to achieve.
I told him that things always have it's own good and bad side. How we accept it and how we look at it is all in our mindset i guess. Im not trying to talk like a pro but i just talk frm my experience of life.. hahahahahaha
It's not easy to maintain a good relationship either with friends or couple as all of us was born in a different background and received different educations and mix up with different people while we are on the way to be an adult.
A lot of things can affect our lives therefore it's all up to ur wiseness to make our life balance i guess. Well, i admit my life is totally not balance yet.. hopefully it will slowly balance up which i assume it will take a lot of time. LOL
Been 2 weeks i didnt sleep well, thanks to those weird nightmares. SIGH!!! Im lack of sleep which doesnt do any good to my heart and it end up beat so weak that i can hardly walk well. Feels like a drunken woman. =_=" It's totally killing me .........
Friday, February 29, 2008
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
How to Grow In this Town?
The election moment is just around the corner. hmm... Im wondering how many young adults in this country actually register themselves to the spr to vote during elections? LOL ..i believe not much of them bother also.
hahahahahhahahaha
Today, i received news saying that my colleague resign. He found a better pay in other company. Well, it is a big company in town. and all these makes me wonder.... If all of us wanna change job at the same town. How we change here and there will also end up at the same company. LOL
Not nice rite? Kinda bored. This town is just too small... big company only fews.... Pusing here there oso the same company LOL...
hahahahahhahahaha
Today, i received news saying that my colleague resign. He found a better pay in other company. Well, it is a big company in town. and all these makes me wonder.... If all of us wanna change job at the same town. How we change here and there will also end up at the same company. LOL
Not nice rite? Kinda bored. This town is just too small... big company only fews.... Pusing here there oso the same company LOL...
Saturday, February 23, 2008
The Points In Life. What are they?
What are the points in Life? I know this is kinda a boring topic to be blog. Somehow this topic is kinda a neverending story for me. I never know much the points in my life. I have no idea why am I still struggling here to stay alive. Why dont I just simply eat and doesnt care what Im the taking instead of being careful on my diet and avoid getting sick.
I used to have new year resolutions every year during my teen age and even last few years too.
Well, those are just normal resolutions such as study hard, get good marks in exam, work hard, save more money for any trips that Im drooling at.
But last year and this year, I started to get lazy with any new year resolutions anymore. I just feel like, what's the point making it? Not like I am able to achive any of it. =_=" So far I have only achieve one resolution and that is in year 2001. My SPM results is better than Im expected it to be.
Sigh.. I dont think I will be any better in this year even though zodiac broadcast from all over fengshui master in the world said Mouse year will bring good things for those who born in Mouse year. I cant quite see much o. Or maybe I just miss it? I really wish very badly that I can open up my eyes to see what have I done wrong or right. I started not to be able to diffrenciate them.
All I know is im not so quite happy at all for now. I thought I will be but Im not .
There is a big sandbag at both of my shoulders. I tried to unload it but I just cant. Sometimes I just put those sandbags behind my eyes to temporary avoiding from thinking how to unload it. Of course , I cant hide from it forever , but if I do, I will end up in pyschology hospital in kuching.
For those who are actually reading this thread might think that I dont know to let it go or I dont know to speak it out to share it with friends. But when your friends started to think that you are telling lies, would you even wanna speak it out? I really dont like to keep my problems. Im the kind who say it out my problems or happy stuffs. But when the person you trust so much, u depend on so much, just somehow dont believe in your words when you needed them the most... how hurt would u feel? I feel like a whole big planet drop on my head and my heart breaks to million zillion of pieces.
But this doesnt stop me from making new friends just that I am more secure to myself and this is how my sickness never cure much. Sigh..
I cant find points in life. I want a simple free life. Is it too much to ask? Zzzzzzzz Today is Saturday, the plan of excitement has been cancelled and I am now 1 lame boring cat sitting at home blogging some rubbish and hoping more money will drop on my head .................
I used to have new year resolutions every year during my teen age and even last few years too.
Well, those are just normal resolutions such as study hard, get good marks in exam, work hard, save more money for any trips that Im drooling at.
But last year and this year, I started to get lazy with any new year resolutions anymore. I just feel like, what's the point making it? Not like I am able to achive any of it. =_=" So far I have only achieve one resolution and that is in year 2001. My SPM results is better than Im expected it to be.
Sigh.. I dont think I will be any better in this year even though zodiac broadcast from all over fengshui master in the world said Mouse year will bring good things for those who born in Mouse year. I cant quite see much o. Or maybe I just miss it? I really wish very badly that I can open up my eyes to see what have I done wrong or right. I started not to be able to diffrenciate them.
All I know is im not so quite happy at all for now. I thought I will be but Im not .
There is a big sandbag at both of my shoulders. I tried to unload it but I just cant. Sometimes I just put those sandbags behind my eyes to temporary avoiding from thinking how to unload it. Of course , I cant hide from it forever , but if I do, I will end up in pyschology hospital in kuching.
For those who are actually reading this thread might think that I dont know to let it go or I dont know to speak it out to share it with friends. But when your friends started to think that you are telling lies, would you even wanna speak it out? I really dont like to keep my problems. Im the kind who say it out my problems or happy stuffs. But when the person you trust so much, u depend on so much, just somehow dont believe in your words when you needed them the most... how hurt would u feel? I feel like a whole big planet drop on my head and my heart breaks to million zillion of pieces.
But this doesnt stop me from making new friends just that I am more secure to myself and this is how my sickness never cure much. Sigh..
I cant find points in life. I want a simple free life. Is it too much to ask? Zzzzzzzz Today is Saturday, the plan of excitement has been cancelled and I am now 1 lame boring cat sitting at home blogging some rubbish and hoping more money will drop on my head .................
Thursday, February 21, 2008
I was married last night.
LOL.. dont feel shocked when read this topic boh.. hahahaha
I dreamt that I was getting married and for me this wasnt any good dream at all. More like a nightmare to me because the wedding gown was very terrible looking and my heels isnt tall enough for me.
Arghhh and everything goes berserk because I am late. =_=" Not to mention I am having trouble wearing my gown... zzzzzz
Today is the last day of chap goh mei and my department only have 2 staffs working and im one of the staff. T_T
Busy as usual... my colleague told me the reason why the previous guy want to resigne because his job scope doesnt give him enough task to do and he is very boring ....
I was shock to hear O.o" why Im so busy after taking over his job? that is so weird. My colleague feels weird as well.. LOL
Curse i guess... hahahahhahaha
arghh the smell of firecrackers... zzzzzzz
have a great chap goh mei [ which is also chinese valentine day]
I dreamt that I was getting married and for me this wasnt any good dream at all. More like a nightmare to me because the wedding gown was very terrible looking and my heels isnt tall enough for me.
Arghhh and everything goes berserk because I am late. =_=" Not to mention I am having trouble wearing my gown... zzzzzz
Today is the last day of chap goh mei and my department only have 2 staffs working and im one of the staff. T_T
Busy as usual... my colleague told me the reason why the previous guy want to resigne because his job scope doesnt give him enough task to do and he is very boring ....
I was shock to hear O.o" why Im so busy after taking over his job? that is so weird. My colleague feels weird as well.. LOL
Curse i guess... hahahahhahaha
arghh the smell of firecrackers... zzzzzzz
have a great chap goh mei [ which is also chinese valentine day]
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Enjoying The Crap Moment Of Valentine.
This year valentine day fall on Thursday which is not a very good day indeed for such event.
Im working on that day but somehow some colleagues take leave on this day.. hahaha
I dont celebrate valentine ... Thought of celebrating it this year but .. plan have to cancel due to inappropriate day lol..
Dunno why I just felt that Valentine day not so "hot" anymore in my town. BUt somehow I think florist business still maintain gua....
Not much female staff receive flowers from their love one. I was afraid Im going to get any flowers as which my senses told me that I will. Thank God , I didnt hahaha as myself dont like flowers ..
Im more into IT stuff.. hahahahahaha jewellery?? ermm i buy my own as Im the only know who know wat I want for the design.
=_=" I know i know.. im kinda hard to be pleased.. LOL
But get me IT stuff will do =P simple isnt it ?
Im working on that day but somehow some colleagues take leave on this day.. hahaha
I dont celebrate valentine ... Thought of celebrating it this year but .. plan have to cancel due to inappropriate day lol..
Dunno why I just felt that Valentine day not so "hot" anymore in my town. BUt somehow I think florist business still maintain gua....
Not much female staff receive flowers from their love one. I was afraid Im going to get any flowers as which my senses told me that I will. Thank God , I didnt hahaha as myself dont like flowers ..
Im more into IT stuff.. hahahahahaha jewellery?? ermm i buy my own as Im the only know who know wat I want for the design.
=_=" I know i know.. im kinda hard to be pleased.. LOL
But get me IT stuff will do =P simple isnt it ?
Saturday, February 9, 2008
Silent Chinese New Year
It's the 3rd day of Chinese New Year today. Im sitting here so early farting LOL.. my toilet time havent arrived yet. LOL...
A friend of mine.. a special friend of mine promise to come and visit me here at my home on an early morning which I think it wouldnt be anyhow possible as I feel like he is still sleeping at his cozy bed. =_="
I dont celebrate CNY this year as Dad is not around me anymore.. not around us anymore. It's been like 8 months or so Im just so lazy to count.
Days pass by very silently when he is not around. Used to have karaoke sound and Tv sound when he is here.
HE is a couch potato.
And now , the rain is getting heavier.. I can even hardly here the chipmunks song Bad Day i played on my pc.
Happie cny again to everyone.
~** A decision need to be make Even It might be a wrong one. **~
A friend of mine.. a special friend of mine promise to come and visit me here at my home on an early morning which I think it wouldnt be anyhow possible as I feel like he is still sleeping at his cozy bed. =_="
I dont celebrate CNY this year as Dad is not around me anymore.. not around us anymore. It's been like 8 months or so Im just so lazy to count.
Days pass by very silently when he is not around. Used to have karaoke sound and Tv sound when he is here.
HE is a couch potato.
And now , the rain is getting heavier.. I can even hardly here the chipmunks song Bad Day i played on my pc.
Happie cny again to everyone.
~** A decision need to be make Even It might be a wrong one. **~
I'm Not Used To When You Are Not Around.
It's the 3rd day of Chinese New Year today. Im sitting here so early farting LOL.. my toilet time havent arrived yet. LOL...
A friend of mine.. a special friend of mine promise to come and visit me here at my home on an early morning which I think it wouldnt be anyhow possible as I feel like he is still sleeping at his cozy bed. =_="
I dont celebrate CNY this year as Dad is not around me anymore.. not around us anymore. It's been like 8 months or so Im just so lazy to count.
Days pass by very silently when he is not around. Used to have karaoke sound and Tv sound when he is here.
HE is a couch potato.
And now , the rain is getting heavier.. I can even hardly here the chipmunks song Bad Day i played on my pc.
Happie cny again to everyone.
~** A decision need to be make Even It might be a wrong one. **~
A friend of mine.. a special friend of mine promise to come and visit me here at my home on an early morning which I think it wouldnt be anyhow possible as I feel like he is still sleeping at his cozy bed. =_="
I dont celebrate CNY this year as Dad is not around me anymore.. not around us anymore. It's been like 8 months or so Im just so lazy to count.
Days pass by very silently when he is not around. Used to have karaoke sound and Tv sound when he is here.
HE is a couch potato.
And now , the rain is getting heavier.. I can even hardly here the chipmunks song Bad Day i played on my pc.
Happie cny again to everyone.
~** A decision need to be make Even It might be a wrong one. **~
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
The Chipmunks Nation
Have you all watch this movie? It is 2007 christmas movie. Somehow I cant notice Miri cineplex play this movie or I just missed it.. If any of you are reading this blog, do tell me If Miri cineplex already play this lovely cute movie.
Chipmunks was my old time favourite when I was a child until now.. I was kinda very happy when i found out they are making a movie out from this animation wakakakkakaa...ok ok im trying to control myself here...
Hmm..the movie well..ok lah...still got the chipmunks voice... not to mention Jesse Mccartney is reprensenting Theodore!! LOLLL i thought he will be doing Alvin voice... hmmmm
Actually the chipmunks voice is being adjusted by the pitching using dunno wat software or how they do it I just havent really 100% went to explore it yet. I know this when i was reading comment from the Youtube.com for these chipmunks OST.
You can download the album at my msnspace. I have upload the album to be share.. hahahaha
I think sooner or later miri city will be having chipmunks voice in almost everyone's hp!
;D
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Pasar GongXi 2008 Chaos
The pasar gongxi at Miri happened every year. But this year kinda a bit chaos around there.
That is because police has been very busy swipe all those harmless firecrackers even those pop-pop crackers which will make a "pop" sound when u throw it on the floor.
What I dont understand is why they wanna swipe those harmless crackers? You cant actually use the pop-pop to make some sort of kamikaze bomb do you? Sigh... We as customer, as tourist, as visitors cant even shop in peace. Are they trying to make the place more like KL Petaling Street? LOL
Just miss out some parang or samurai knives or even guns? LOL I just hope government and the responsibility authority will be able to do something fair about this matter.
Do what is right and think far for the actions is what We as civilian wished for all this while.
I only snap 1 photo of the pasar gongxi and I havent load it out yet as I cant find any interesting about it. I can only show out how crowded the place is and how huge is the Chinese population in Miri. nehhh mostly are from outside of miri as well as Miri has been stuff by a lot of outsiders [ not original mirian ].
Anyway it's rat year this year so wish you all the best and good luck in whatever you and thanks for reading my blog all this while and I also hope I can make something to my blog to make it more intresting.
Thanks again and Xin Nian Kuai Le.
That is because police has been very busy swipe all those harmless firecrackers even those pop-pop crackers which will make a "pop" sound when u throw it on the floor.
What I dont understand is why they wanna swipe those harmless crackers? You cant actually use the pop-pop to make some sort of kamikaze bomb do you? Sigh... We as customer, as tourist, as visitors cant even shop in peace. Are they trying to make the place more like KL Petaling Street? LOL
Just miss out some parang or samurai knives or even guns? LOL I just hope government and the responsibility authority will be able to do something fair about this matter.
Do what is right and think far for the actions is what We as civilian wished for all this while.
I only snap 1 photo of the pasar gongxi and I havent load it out yet as I cant find any interesting about it. I can only show out how crowded the place is and how huge is the Chinese population in Miri. nehhh mostly are from outside of miri as well as Miri has been stuff by a lot of outsiders [ not original mirian ].
Anyway it's rat year this year so wish you all the best and good luck in whatever you and thanks for reading my blog all this while and I also hope I can make something to my blog to make it more intresting.
Thanks again and Xin Nian Kuai Le.
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