Photos from My Trip to Stone Quarry Camp.

Stone quarry view on the trip on 24th January








This is the store that I have almost fainted when I was stock check inside for 2 days. =_="





the 2 pictures above i snapped it when i visit a stone quarry which need to use the "tar road" to Bakun Dam. 2 Hours ride. But the view quite worth it.










I end up fever + cough + kinda lost my voice when I reach miri. =_="
Err..ok lah.... worth the trip LOL

Jungle Girl is Back! wacha!! The emo side of me conquers

I'm back from my jungle work trip. Manage to reach Miri at 1pm on the 24th January 2008 and with a sick body. Luckily i fell sick after I reached Miri instead of falling sick in the jungle.

I did snap some pictures of the places I went. Not too bad for year 2008. I never thought I can come out alive from the jungle. I was expecting to have heart attack strike on me but too bad, nothing happened but only terrible muscle ache from shoulder till the waist.

Today, I feel very emotional. Again, I dont feel like living. Or maybe should I say it this way,
I never thought of wanting to live ever since my plan to KL trip has been cancelled last year.
Things change a lot ever since that black day. I changed a lot from physically and mentally. I'm not sure when my normal side of me will last as I know one day I might end up crazy.

I dont feel like talking when I'm sad now unlike before. That's because the people I thought they know me well turns out the other way around. It's really hurting. I feel much emotional after that incident.

Why God give me all this terrible tests to go through? I have already fail 99.99% of the test. I really really dont feel like experience any of it anymore.

Hard Life Start Tomorrow and will Last til....??

I am officially announce here that tomorrow I will be away from Miri for 4 days. Outstation to some stone quarry camp for some site seeing and stock check.. zzzzz

FYI Im the only girl in the trip together with an "accountant" which talk "gagap" and a driver.
I will be overnite in a no more vacant staff quarters which I can hardly imagine how it will looks like.

Such trip is totally a first time for me. Im not sure I can sleep at night or not cuz it's a totally 100% forest and I have no entertainment but to read some books which I will bring myself. zzzz

I cant imagine what I will be eating as well. sigh

I even have bad dreams all these days which Im not sure if it's a bad omen or something.

Just wanna let u all know if i happened not updating my blog for 1 month, well, no need for me to say more.....

Im not sure my heart will be strong or not when Im in the camp side. I dont have medicine to take anymore neither doctor visitation as I just dont feel wanna walk that long on this crap land.

I started to lose hope when someone u close with started to not to believe in what u said and suspect u tell lies.

Will I Ever Be Any Happier this Year?

Honestly year 2007 was not a happy year for me. I lost too many things ..
I even lost myself.

I am like a dead soul floating around.

I cant see any hope and dreams.

All I can see is bad dreams and hurtful realities.

I am now living with no target ..no aim.. pointless life ahead me.

Will I ever be possible to get myself a hope and a dream to chase?

I am so scare...........

People around me started to vanish from my sight. I dont click with them anymore. Sob.

It's a crazy world to live in

Hear the cat SPEAKS!!!!!!!!!

I really wish I can send this to my boss............................grrrrrrrrrrr

ChilliePepper, Miri.

I'm not so sure how you people spell the name of this "restaurant" cuz i kinda forgot the spelling. Well if you are mirian then u will know this place.

It's somewhere near the Bata shoe shop at imperiall mall area. So, last night i went there to have supper and found that it's actually a Malay restaurant ..

Not very impress me lo... looks like want to bankcrupt saja...

And then the food selection is mostly seafood which is a NO NO for me LOL im seafood allergic =P

Fine then nvm the seafood..but somehow the place kinda dirty ......uwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

and i order claypot mee but come is mee goreng basah put in a claypot LOLLLLLLLL

hmmm dont wanna say much..losing my appetite when think of it =/

Weee... Im so "happy"

I'm not so happy today.

I'm really not happy today.

I'm not sure when I will be Happy.

ZzzzzzzzzzzZZZzzzz

Ok ok..actually I went to curl my hair..change my style..1st step I decide is to curl my hair. hemm

My fans said nice.. but just now after I washed my hair..zzzzzzz seems weird and lots of trouble to get it done..

Not to mention the outcome kinda not worth the price.. =.=

Im so god damn pissed off LOL

Why human need hair anyway? =.=" sien

My View on Miri Rave Party Year 2007.

Alright, here goes the story...

I was planning to have just a simple dinner for my new year eve celebration with my best buddy as we already spend a fortune on our christmas eve dinner. So, it's time to save up a little. LOL

Somehow, a bruneian friend of my best buddy will be dropping over to Miri to celebrate New Year Eve and he has asked my buddy to get him 2 tickets for the party.

He thought he will actually be able to get himself a partner for this party which comes to no avail and end up hanging out with me and my buddy.

So here goes 3 of us trying our best to get the best place for dinner that night as everywhere else seems full house, so luckily the Shabu Shabu place aint full house yet. =P

After the cosy dinner, we started to head our way to the Indoor stadium.

Well, 3 person with 2 tickets, of course we have to get another ticket lo. The ticket we have there comes with Celcom XPAX. LOL I dont keep the number as the buyer wasnt me but is the Bruneian dude. LOL

So here we goes inside but it's kinda weird when all people mostly comes outside as if the show is over. Well, that's weird. At the entrance there is 2 teens doing tearing off ticket and chop the glow in the dark thingy on your arm which vanish in just few seconds. Totally crap. No idea what's that for. Why dont just give me a glow in the dark T-Shirt instead? =_="

Inside kinda stuffy, Rela people stand at each corner. Then you can see some people dancing like crazy, stomping their feet and making their best to do moon walk LOLZ. yeah that's the shuffle dance. I cant quite see how famous it is right now as I know it's kinda famous around 2 years back or so I just dont remember. I was expecting breakdance actually LOLLLLLLLLL

So, we just grab our drinks and find a seat to sit. We sit face right to the small mini stage. After like 15 minutes, I realise actually we have already missed out the shuffle dance competition. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

The winner goes to the group from Johor.

After the YB arrival and gift give away, the ceremony is officially started. Big sound of songs being mixed by the "topDj" from KL. Well, the MC even grab the YB hand to dance to the Stage.. hahahahahha so sporting la our YB.. =P

So, the countdown begin and variuos of hit song in the 2007 being mixed up by the Dj lo...

The Dj even said " what are u people sitting there? Come down and dance!"

LOL not even a butt moved down to the stage and dance. Even the already stand there human being aint dancing but only those shuffle dancers syok sendiri on the stage and dance.

My bintulu friend did mention how this rave party will look like if it's in Miri. Somemore it's being organized in Indoor Stadium.

Sure is ah beng ah lian sitting there listening to loud music and drink coke. Well, BINGO for him!

WAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA The place is not full house lo. Some even make up like halloween people go in there .. =_=" and a lot left before 12. We are one of them.

It's totally a crap event luckily it wasnt my money though. I dont think Malaysian or should I say Mirian will be ever to understand or open minded enough to even put themselves in such event. Organize it is easy, but having people actually go into it is pretty hard.

Well, I dont think organizer even bothered about this just as long as they are making profit out of it =P

OMG is it Year 2008 already?

LOL... i know i shudnt say this after the 5th day of year 2008. Kinda too late to realise that I am actually in the new year of Rat. Yeah im a rat girl LOLZ

I havent even blog about my new year eve celebration. Kinda half crap, half tiring, half... unexpected. Im waiting for my friends to share with me the photos she snap using her camera...

so...

will update soon.

=)