On the 21st december 2009, I received a morning call from an old higher secondary classmate. He bring me a bad news. A news which i cannot Imagine. A News which I cannot accept even now. A news.. of another friend died in a horrible car accident .
I never thought, that I'll never meet him again. I keep asking myself, why God decreasing my friends? I seriously don't have much left but somehow Im grateful for the friends I already have, but Why He wants to take him away from all of us?
I hope, he will have the place beside God by now. I hope, he live in a place far better than this pathetic world.
Seeing his photo in my facebook, making me feel that he is somewhere near me. I kinda can feel it but I cant see it.
How am I going to face all these??!! >.<
I dont know how long do I have to take to actually accept all that happened.
I cant sleep, my eyebags turn up to be a luggage now.
I just cant accept the reality.. and I still hope it's just part of my nightmare, and I wondering why it isn't over yet...
Do take good care of yourself, Wei Henn.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Thursday, December 10, 2009
If You Don't Call This As Love, Then What Is it?
She loves him, but wonder if he loves her or not.
But then she decided not to think of this because it just doesn't matter.
As all love does not give you guarantee or warranty.
It does not insured you from a broken heart.
It does not insured you from your man's lies.
It's a life poker's bet, which you hardly calculate out the result. That's love.
Trust is what we must Invest in Love.
But then she decided not to think of this because it just doesn't matter.
As all love does not give you guarantee or warranty.
It does not insured you from a broken heart.
It does not insured you from your man's lies.
It's a life poker's bet, which you hardly calculate out the result. That's love.
Trust is what we must Invest in Love.
Monday, December 7, 2009
Taking This Bus Myself.
When you get older, you will face questions as belows from your friends, family & colleagues.
When you are still studying, people will ask you which University you will go.
When you are studying in University/College, people will ask when You graduate.
When you successfully graduate , people will ask you Where will you work.
When you already work, people will ask you when will you get a car.
After you got yourself a car, they will ask you, when will you get a Wife/Husband.
After you have a Girlfriend/Boyfriend, they will ask you when will you get married!!!???
Erghhh and when you got married, they will ask you, when will you get children. When you already have a child if it's a boy, they will ask you when will you get a baby girl or ..the other way around..
The questions are never ending.... I wouldn't want to type it all here as it really will bores you down lol... Even after you are very old like my Admin manager, he get question of.. When will you retired..?? LOL How annoying!!! I think... hahahahahaha
We will all face these craps 1 day, so there is no need for us to laugh at people right now.
For me,.. I still stuck at.. "when will you get a car?" actually I started quite late, as I only got this question Last year, that's when I'm 24 years old. LOL
All I can answered them is.."my finance does not allow me to get a car YET". Well, nothing to be afraid of , nothing to be embarrassed, as that's the fact and that's the reality.
I get left behind the track ages ago and that has made me to have to walk this Journey of mine by myself. People around me get to travel overseas already, while me..the only overseas country I have ever been in my whole 25 years of life is Brunei. LoL Well, at least there is 1! HAHAHAHA
I never wish or never really dream of going somewhere.. Sometimes I just simply say I wanna go to XXX place but , my heart doesn't really feel wanna be there at all. As for me, if going to that Particular place can change my whole life to be better, I think I will go. I will eat only hard-boiled egg and bread to save money to go there. But no, that's not how it is. I still have to work like a cow in office, I still have control my diet to avoid constipation, I still have to do housework like Cinderella. Yeah, I know, I cant say that there is 0 experience when you go out travelling. At least you get your feet step on a different ground, you get to smell different air and you get to see different scenery's.
When you are still studying, people will ask you which University you will go.
When you are studying in University/College, people will ask when You graduate.
When you successfully graduate , people will ask you Where will you work.
When you already work, people will ask you when will you get a car.
After you got yourself a car, they will ask you, when will you get a Wife/Husband.
After you have a Girlfriend/Boyfriend, they will ask you when will you get married!!!???
Erghhh and when you got married, they will ask you, when will you get children. When you already have a child if it's a boy, they will ask you when will you get a baby girl or ..the other way around..
The questions are never ending.... I wouldn't want to type it all here as it really will bores you down lol... Even after you are very old like my Admin manager, he get question of.. When will you retired..?? LOL How annoying!!! I think... hahahahahaha
We will all face these craps 1 day, so there is no need for us to laugh at people right now.
For me,.. I still stuck at.. "when will you get a car?" actually I started quite late, as I only got this question Last year, that's when I'm 24 years old. LOL
All I can answered them is.."my finance does not allow me to get a car YET". Well, nothing to be afraid of , nothing to be embarrassed, as that's the fact and that's the reality.
I get left behind the track ages ago and that has made me to have to walk this Journey of mine by myself. People around me get to travel overseas already, while me..the only overseas country I have ever been in my whole 25 years of life is Brunei. LoL Well, at least there is 1! HAHAHAHA
I never wish or never really dream of going somewhere.. Sometimes I just simply say I wanna go to XXX place but , my heart doesn't really feel wanna be there at all. As for me, if going to that Particular place can change my whole life to be better, I think I will go. I will eat only hard-boiled egg and bread to save money to go there. But no, that's not how it is. I still have to work like a cow in office, I still have control my diet to avoid constipation, I still have to do housework like Cinderella. Yeah, I know, I cant say that there is 0 experience when you go out travelling. At least you get your feet step on a different ground, you get to smell different air and you get to see different scenery's.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Why Are We Not Talking to Each Other Anymore?
What a wonderful morning.. but somehow I feel tired and aching here there due to walking too much... That's the prettiest way to describe. LoL. The ugly way to describe is... "aching here and there due to hardly exercise myself".
It's 6th December 2009, the month of Joy, the Month of Christmas for all Christian.. But somehow it's just a month of broken purse for me, the month of Loneliness..
Mostly people been travelling here and there during year end , as it's month of Holidays.
For me, it's just a month of more works in the office, chasing deadlines.
I online quite early today, looking around in my facebook and checking my facebook flash game "restaurant city".
When I checked my facebook chat box, I saw some of my old classmates online..Haven't seen them for ages.. They have left the town to further their studies after SPM, and after that straight to get a job there and refuse to come back to town. Oh well, not enough of job opportunities for them here too.
But somehow, I just dont feel like wanting to talk to them lol. Well, during schooldays, we get to see each other 5 times a week, excluding the co-curicullum hours, but yet we still wanting to talk to each other.. It's like a neverending stories.
But now, even after few years didn't meet, we dont feel like talking to each others -_-"
Well, you must be wondering how do I add them in my facebook.. Hahaha Well, I use the automatically search machine from all my hotmail addresses and it send friend request and they all just approved it I guess.
I know some of my frens like to add strangers in their facebook, not for the meaning of making more friends, but to have more "flash game friends" so that they can visit each other to get more EXP or trading Ingredient in Restaurant city. LOL.
HUman are just so so weird , aren't they?
They tend to ask for more when they already have more than enough.
They tend to work for more when they not needed to.
They tend to walk away, when others needed them.
but somehow they just like to "ke-poh" when it's not needed.
Why do we always doing the opposite way?
Is it because we are trying to get more attentions...? Or we just too bored till we tend to do things to annoy others. Seeing others feeling irritating making us feel popular?
LoL
I dont know either..
It's 6th December 2009, the month of Joy, the Month of Christmas for all Christian.. But somehow it's just a month of broken purse for me, the month of Loneliness..
Mostly people been travelling here and there during year end , as it's month of Holidays.
For me, it's just a month of more works in the office, chasing deadlines.
I online quite early today, looking around in my facebook and checking my facebook flash game "restaurant city".
When I checked my facebook chat box, I saw some of my old classmates online..Haven't seen them for ages.. They have left the town to further their studies after SPM, and after that straight to get a job there and refuse to come back to town. Oh well, not enough of job opportunities for them here too.
But somehow, I just dont feel like wanting to talk to them lol. Well, during schooldays, we get to see each other 5 times a week, excluding the co-curicullum hours, but yet we still wanting to talk to each other.. It's like a neverending stories.
But now, even after few years didn't meet, we dont feel like talking to each others -_-"
Well, you must be wondering how do I add them in my facebook.. Hahaha Well, I use the automatically search machine from all my hotmail addresses and it send friend request and they all just approved it I guess.
I know some of my frens like to add strangers in their facebook, not for the meaning of making more friends, but to have more "flash game friends" so that they can visit each other to get more EXP or trading Ingredient in Restaurant city. LOL.
HUman are just so so weird , aren't they?
They tend to ask for more when they already have more than enough.
They tend to work for more when they not needed to.
They tend to walk away, when others needed them.
but somehow they just like to "ke-poh" when it's not needed.
Why do we always doing the opposite way?
Is it because we are trying to get more attentions...? Or we just too bored till we tend to do things to annoy others. Seeing others feeling irritating making us feel popular?
LoL
I dont know either..
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Where I am Standing Actually?
I was onleave on Friday .. I thought Im going to have a nice Friday, But I wasn't.
Then I try very hard to make sure myself will have a Nice Saturday, ..well.. I cant say it goes 100% nice.. but it's acceptable..
It's been more than a Month that I have been rotting at home on weekend.. *sigh*..
Getting shocking news and unpredictable things rolling to me is so stressful.
I Miss Him sOoooooooooooooooo Much!! =( Wonder when is the soonest time I will be able to see him? Aihh .. When will this horrible lifestyle end?
When can it be something like fairytale..happy ever after?
How many % of chances will I Get?
Is it Possible?
Nahhh , thinking all these will only kill my brain cells LoL
Tomolo is Monday, I wont be taking any leave till Next Monday =P
Year end is coming soon... another year to make "new year resolutions"
I think this year I am able to proudly post out my "achievements for year 2009" LOL
Probably other people thinks It's just another shitty blog entries, but those little things meant a lot for me as I never had those things achieved in past years.
Then I try very hard to make sure myself will have a Nice Saturday, ..well.. I cant say it goes 100% nice.. but it's acceptable..
It's been more than a Month that I have been rotting at home on weekend.. *sigh*..
Getting shocking news and unpredictable things rolling to me is so stressful.
I Miss Him sOoooooooooooooooo Much!! =( Wonder when is the soonest time I will be able to see him? Aihh .. When will this horrible lifestyle end?
When can it be something like fairytale..happy ever after?
How many % of chances will I Get?
Is it Possible?
Nahhh , thinking all these will only kill my brain cells LoL
Tomolo is Monday, I wont be taking any leave till Next Monday =P
Year end is coming soon... another year to make "new year resolutions"
I think this year I am able to proudly post out my "achievements for year 2009" LOL
Probably other people thinks It's just another shitty blog entries, but those little things meant a lot for me as I never had those things achieved in past years.
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