Where I am Standing Actually?

I was onleave on Friday .. I thought Im going to have a nice Friday, But I wasn't.
Then I try very hard to make sure myself will have a Nice Saturday, ..well.. I cant say it goes 100% nice.. but it's acceptable..

It's been more than a Month that I have been rotting at home on weekend.. *sigh*..
Getting shocking news and unpredictable things rolling to me is so stressful.

I Miss Him sOoooooooooooooooo Much!! =( Wonder when is the soonest time I will be able to see him? Aihh .. When will this horrible lifestyle end?
When can it be something like fairytale..happy ever after?
How many % of chances will I Get?
Is it Possible?
Nahhh , thinking all these will only kill my brain cells LoL

Tomolo is Monday, I wont be taking any leave till Next Monday =P
Year end is coming soon... another year to make "new year resolutions"
I think this year I am able to proudly post out my "achievements for year 2009" LOL
Probably other people thinks It's just another shitty blog entries, but those little things meant a lot for me as I never had those things achieved in past years.