Why Are You Pretending?

Why are you pretending that you're listening?
Why are you pretending that you care?
Is it because you are afraid you will add more sins in your book-of-life which you already did?

Do you know how hurt is it when I know that you are pretending all along?
It's not that I'm pathethic,
but it's just that I dont feel there is any need for you to act so.
It's like im a dumbass to you , that you need to act like you are so protective and caring to me.

I'm no one to you,
I'm not a world to you,
probably just a dust that fly by you which you will never notice.

True friends are not like that.
If you think you stand as a true friend beside me, guess that you're wrong all along.

Plastic Chicken for Lunch, Only Available at Waterfront Miri.

Have you ever see "plastic chicken" before? I've seen it with my own 2 sepet eyes today lol

I tapao RM10 butter chicken from a chinese coffeeshop right opposite my office (same row with Hani Kafe) building for tonight's dinner. Who know's, when I brought it back to office, I smell a very heavy plastic chicken smell instead of Butter chicken. When I open up the black plastic bag and take up the white box ( made from polisterine I think or what is the proper word, I dont know ) , got hole at the bottom.. It's melting.

Why is it melting? Because the "smart" chef pour the butter chicken into the white box while the chicken is still hot, instead of tapao the chicken using aluminium wrapper -_-" So the white box melted and absorb into the chicken.

When I bring it back to complain , guess what the tauke's daughter answered?

"It's normal, that's how butter chicken should be" by means, it's normal that you have to eat the chicken with the plastic smells...

I plan to bring this to the newspaper tomorrow =p Below is the picture of the white box.

Aku Kan MenungguMu

I would like to dedicate this song, to the one I love which is far away from me right now, that I'll be waiting..~ (^v^)

Didalam sebuah cinta
terdapat bahasa
Yang mengalun indah
mengisi jiwa
merindukan kisah
kita berdua

Yang tak pernah bisa
akan terlupa

Bila Rinduku
masih milikmu
Kuhadirkan sebuah
tanya untukmu
Harus brapa lama
aku menunggumu
aku menunggumu...

Didalam masa indah
saat bersamamu
Yang tak pernah bisa
akan terlupa

Kenangan masa
yang menghancurkan jiwa
Dengan segenap cinta
aku bertanya

Bila Rinduku
masih milikmu
Kuhadirkan sebuah
tanya untukmu
Harus brapa lama
aku menunggumu
Dalam hati kumenunggu..
Dalam hati kumenunggu..
aku...

Dalam lelah kumenunggu..
Dalam hati kumenunggu..aku...
masih menunggu....
Bila Rinduku masih milikmu
Kuhadirkan sebuah
harus berapa lama
Harus brapa lama
aku menunggumu
aku menunggumu

Your're the Butterfly , Im the Poor Flower.

You are the butterfly, with a pair of gifted wings, to fly away
To fly away from misery and pain
To fly away to happiness and joy

I'm the poor flower, with beautiful petals and sweet nectar
Which able only to stand still
Which is not able to move to neither happiness or joy

Should I, Or Shouldn't I? ERGHHH!! >.<

Should I Cut my hair short like Sun Yan Zi?
Or, shud I cut like 5inch to 6inch only?
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I really dont knowwwwwwwwwww
if only hair can be change like clothes!! >.<" HOW NICE!
Well, I want to dye my hair too... ;/ problem is what hair shud I cutttttt?????????????
I ever told myself..If i got strike by something that has a very big impact on me.. not positive impact but negative impact..i would cut my hair short.. Hmm let see .. I have long hair since 2005, now 2009, err can consider 4 years? hmmmmmmmmm
Took me like 2 years to get such a long hair, my current hair now , reach my waist liaw actually cuz I never went for any hair cut, my front hair, i trim myself -_-"

aiya....... fan xi ren la...... sien sien sien..... >.>"
to cut..or not to cut..