Why Are You Pretending?

Why are you pretending that you're listening?
Why are you pretending that you care?
Is it because you are afraid you will add more sins in your book-of-life which you already did?

Do you know how hurt is it when I know that you are pretending all along?
It's not that I'm pathethic,
but it's just that I dont feel there is any need for you to act so.
It's like im a dumbass to you , that you need to act like you are so protective and caring to me.

I'm no one to you,
I'm not a world to you,
probably just a dust that fly by you which you will never notice.

True friends are not like that.
If you think you stand as a true friend beside me, guess that you're wrong all along.