I'm Letting Go of the 5C.

Do you guys still remember the 5Cs?
Cash
Car
Condominium
Credit Card
Career
Altogether.. 5Cs... Not all my friends know that I have actually letting go of this 5Cs.. What I meant is, not all of them know that I had walk away from my 5Cs boyfriend. =.= or should I say not even 1 of them know. I have no idea how to tell them, they would probably mad at me and say I'm stupid. I should be the most happiest woman in the world when I get married with him.
Even he is older than me by 9 years .. he doesnt look old.. He has the brain and has the career..

Just 1 reason why I walked away from him even though he himself doesnt want to let me go but still.. I just walked away from him...
16th of June will be his birthday, I actually want to say it to him after his birthday.. but I just dont want to waste anymore time as there is someone out there close to me which I dont want to disappoint him as he had gave in so much when I needed someone during my hard time.

Somemore in August he will be in a car race which is one thing I fear. It's not the 1st time he broke up with girls actually but I fear this broke up will be the most hurt one as he never expect I would walk away from him as everything was just so fine around him. He fail to sense that we are actually being away and away far far away from each other for quite sometime.

I am now with the one which I think deserve my love and care as he has pour out the same for me. Even though he has no 5Cs yet, but we still are living happily and sharing a lot of things.
When he hugs me , I actually can feel the warm of love for the first time.......... ^^~