I woke up this morning feeling so tired as I have just carried a 1tonne of stones on my shoulder.
I have hard time breathing properly.
My mind is not peaceful.
I feel like want to end this life once and for all.
I cant find what Im fighting for.
My mother hate my choices of path in life.
My brother not being supporting and yet disturbing more.
My relatives not being able to even bother to care.
My friends walk different paths and Im not being able to catch up.
The one i call "dear" and "love" been making me mad and sad.
What's more to say in this life anymore?
I cant see the bright side.
I will always stuck here in the dark side.
I was never meant to be with you.
I will never meant to be with this world.
I hate my life.
I hate it so much till I just dont feel like even care.
Go sit at the bus stand for about half and hour. You will tell you are actually lucky than others.
ReplyDeletehmm, u sounds vy 'young' to me. haha lol. life is not always at its best. but yeah, urs sure much better than others. hope u cheer up la, look at the better sides ya. cheers =)
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