Hard Life Start Tomorrow and will Last til....??

I am officially announce here that tomorrow I will be away from Miri for 4 days. Outstation to some stone quarry camp for some site seeing and stock check.. zzzzz

FYI Im the only girl in the trip together with an "accountant" which talk "gagap" and a driver.
I will be overnite in a no more vacant staff quarters which I can hardly imagine how it will looks like.

Such trip is totally a first time for me. Im not sure I can sleep at night or not cuz it's a totally 100% forest and I have no entertainment but to read some books which I will bring myself. zzzz

I cant imagine what I will be eating as well. sigh

I even have bad dreams all these days which Im not sure if it's a bad omen or something.

Just wanna let u all know if i happened not updating my blog for 1 month, well, no need for me to say more.....

Im not sure my heart will be strong or not when Im in the camp side. I dont have medicine to take anymore neither doctor visitation as I just dont feel wanna walk that long on this crap land.

I started to lose hope when someone u close with started to not to believe in what u said and suspect u tell lies.