Wat a Day!

Why so weird of having an annual leave taken? LoL yeah I on-leave today =P 1 day going down..another 10 days to go.. w00t. I mean my balance leave still got 10 days.. =_=" not that I took 11 days leaves. =P
Well, ever since I worked in this new company, things seems to be just fine.. Life seems to be easier a little but still.. When things get easier, it wont be easier for long and new things will come up to burden you.

Actually, what I have earned right now should be enough for me to cover my own expenses and household expenses. Who knows, economy started to drop hell down since June 2008 if Im not mistaken. People starting to lose their houses and cars. Children have to stop going to tuition centres because their tuition fees will be going to household expenses. Some have to use bus to go home instead of school bus as the school bus fees also rise up.

I really wish economy will go Better next early year.. A lot of people is in trouble including me, although I dont really say much and show it on my face. As I know, No One can Help me But God.
He's all I have..

I Shouldn't

I shouldn't blame on Life
I shouldn't blame on you.

I shouldn't have fall for you
and I shouldn't have said those words.
I shouldn't say "I Love You" as I'm unsure.
I shouldn't, I just shouldn't have.

I shouldn't leave you like this
but seriously, I dont know what I should be doing.
I shouldn't cried, and you shouldn't have fall for my tears.

Im Free-er!!

Do you ever felt like your shoulder is getting heavier each day as if you are carrying rocks on it all the time? Or do you ever felt like your heart beat is beating super slow like you're dying?

Yes, I believe some of you have come to such situation as me .. But somehow, with God help, and my prayers has been answered and having Faith as well, I manage to overcome it and today I officially announce to all of you who has been paying attention to my pathetic blog, I am a Free Woman now and Im much lighter. (still a bit heavier because of work stress) But I wont let work stress to tackle me down too much. =D

Today, I went out with my "long" distance half brother LoL (actually Mirian but work in Bintulu) to shopping. I manage to finally get myself a bag to use. It's a nice bag. I bought it from his advice and also his friend advice. ( the one who drives us around , paiseh ). The size average but not suitable for shopping spree because I have habit of putting things that I bought into the beg and carry it instead of holding the plastic bag in hand. So.. most probably I'll get a bigger bag for shopping purposes during christmas. There should be another SALE spree at Parkson =P

Have a nice Monday tomorrow as the going get tough, the tough gets going!

My view on Anugerah Skrin 2008.

Okay, let's just be direct. First of all, from what I notice some actresses clothes really so unacceptable. Low cost gown. Lol while for actors..same goes to them.
Some still able to wear nice.. silk material is a lot to be seen this year.

For actresses gowns... i notice quite some of them having the same collar style..probably from the same designer or maybe this year is Trendy for such collar .

For the Guest MC.. some look so dumb on the stage... making cold jokes but Most probably they are nervous as most of them are 1st time on stage to give speech. For those old artists.. giving speech and making spontaneous jokes like Afdlin Shauki and Aznil Nawawi.. is just a piece of peanut.. LoL ..kacang je...

Erra Fazira look fabulous.. she said she pregnant already and her gown look nice on her! Matched from head to toe. xD

Que Haidar won an award.. Good for him... he get he next step to get higher.. Rosyam Nor won again .. not bad not bad..he show that he maintain his professional acting skills lol.

While for the entertainment tonight..we have few singers singing... Jaclynn Victor! still so superb.. nice outfits and she still so power in her singing and so does Kak Adibah Nor.. love both of you.. true singer..lovely!

Btw.. do u guys realize Mcdonald has a new advertisement about their Value Meal Madagascar 2 Escape to Africa..damn funny.. " I like to move it , move it.." xD xD hillarious..

Okay.. =X im a bit running out of topic .. xDahaks.. advertisement bah.. you watch anugerah skrin oso got advertisement right? =P and then the cutest advertisement for me is the Nippon Paint ad.. all the small small colorful thingy alien painting the town like rainbow..soooo cute xD

Oh, forgot to add in 1 thing...Our first Malaysian Astronaut has been invited as the Guest MC =_=" he seems stiffy on stage.. why on earth is he invited? I just dont get it.. From doctor profession become astronaut and now celebrity? lol Well, i think Malaysian just like to give chances to People to try on NEW things lol.
The main MC..female Nurul Syuhada if i spell it right..look fabulous as usual .. the guy..Ramli if im not mistaken..kinda funny...
He said 1 sentence " I dont know how to comment people actually...I just Mambo saje... Have confident..talk and end show and get pay" LoL !!! AHHAHA the best tip to be a best MC LoL

Special award for tonight goes to Yasmin Ahmad.. Best movie director of malaysia.. Her movies are such as Mukhsin.. love story between 2 children.. Sepet..love story between a malay girl and a chinese boy.. and another 1.. kinda forgot.. but the latest upcoming..will be Muallaf if i spell it right... shud be another nice malay movie.

Actually she won a lot of awards from overseas..probably this anugerah skrin is nothing for her lol but she seems so happy though and keep saying Thank God. ahahaha

As for the best malay drama.. as I expected... Suara Saleha won the award xD really a nice malay drama...Fauziah Ahmad Daud was the main actress, Raja Azura also in it.. lovely combination of actor and actresses.. good storyline and a drama with a lot of effort ..worth winning.

As the penutup tirai..we have Dato Siti to sing ... she look more and more like Anita Sarawak.. =.=" her outfit..aduh... really menutup aurat.. @@ cant even see her fingers only her face lol hmmmm not yet pregnant oo.. Or she gave birth liaw -_- im not sure..didnt follow her news so much after she married.

Well, that's all .. simple award giving ceremony from our beloved country.

Go Bama Go!!

xD 5th November, right after my lunch, I went to the one and only pc provided in my company with Internet services. I went to check the result of the 44th America President Election thingy. xD xD How glad I am to know that Obama won the elections. Pheewwzz
Well, yes I agree that he doesnt have much experiences in some certain things but like every American, they wanted a change and so do I although Im not American. =P

I have been thinking and questioning myself a long long time ago when I watch an English Movie about African slaves in America and how they fought and gain their respect and freedom as a free citizen in America. I did asked myself, will they ever have Black people as president? as their leader? Well, since they say they are the same as the white people.. so ..Will they have Black people as President, then? Hahahaha Well, Thank God I get the chance to see America getting their first black president and rewrite the History of America xD

I just hope, that he will keep his promises about helping the poor and average family in the states and bringing back those poor soldiers in Iraq. Why on earth do I care about their nation and not care about my own nation here in Malaysia? It's not that I dont bother, But for what I can see.. If changes can be made as Obama promised, I believe world will change better and everyone will live happier.

Just hope that the world economy will go better slowly.. I dont want to lose my job lol.