Yes, from the title , I am a very pissed and disappointed.
I cant be anyone you like, I cant please everyone. Im not a doll, so face the reality la you bunch of monkeys! >.<
I dont like people to control me as I never once had a real life ever since only now that I started to built up the life I wanted. I was looking for just 1% of freedom in my life and I wont let anything come in my way.
I love myself and my mother more than anyone, like it or not , it's just up to you and Im not saying more.
Probably you may think I have mentality problem, well just be it!.. I have enough of these and Im looking forward to pursue the purpose of my life that God has given me.
I have more to do than to be Somebody just to please each different individuals. I am who I was born into, and I am proud of it. Im proud of my mother although she may not be the perfect mother in other people's eyes.
God created us , and we are totally grateful for who we are. You may look at me at one kind but you totally have no idea what I have been going through my whole life , those tough days I have to face.. those teases I have to take, those comments I have to bear.
Even if I told you, probably you may not even understand as all of you just a bunch of money eyes monkeys.
(specially dedicated to those monkeys that hurted my feelings last night like I care if you hate me) BLUEKKK
Monday, September 1, 2008
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Me Being Racist?? this is so amusing...
This post is specially dedicated to the person who name himself or herself as "Bacon" who post a message on my chat box saying im racist...
Seriously you should read my post again as I myself cant find any point im being racist inside.
Im a girl grow up in a living area with malays, ibans, kayans and kelabit and they are part of my best friends in schools till Im here all grown up adult and working. I talked their language well, and i respect them and adore them as much as they respect and adore me.
I was talking of how I would judge the food being prepared not just Citrus but other cafe and restaurant as well. As you all know, economy has been very bad and probably now in progress of recovering as I heard petrol price will be going down, and our money for sure must be spend in something which worth value. How to know it's worth value or not? Especially food, different people have different view on it. Even on clothes, a clothes with printed words RM20 compare to a plain V-Neck shirt with no words printed on it cost the same price, which one do u think worth value more? Mostly people would go for the one with printed words on it.
Same goes in food. I got all these ideas when I think on how much my money value now and how do i know i was paying for something that is worth the value instead of some rotten stuff.
In my point of view, people who are doing business in food should be prepare for all possibilities either positive or negative. Spender now not just spend but they analysis on what they spend compare to last time.
I would find a time to go Citrus to try and also the New Seoul Korean Restaurant. Open a restaurant korean selling hot and spicy food in this small town is a daring step. As not all Malaysian love spicy food and definitely their kimchi taste totally different with chinese Sze Chuan vegetable although both are marinated in spicy stuff.
So , Bacon dear... dont cincai accuse people racist before really knowing the person ... very sensitive oo... it kills =P take care and thanks for reading btw.
Pray to Lord, things would be fine, less fortunate people will have better days ahead. God Bless You All.
Seriously you should read my post again as I myself cant find any point im being racist inside.
Im a girl grow up in a living area with malays, ibans, kayans and kelabit and they are part of my best friends in schools till Im here all grown up adult and working. I talked their language well, and i respect them and adore them as much as they respect and adore me.
I was talking of how I would judge the food being prepared not just Citrus but other cafe and restaurant as well. As you all know, economy has been very bad and probably now in progress of recovering as I heard petrol price will be going down, and our money for sure must be spend in something which worth value. How to know it's worth value or not? Especially food, different people have different view on it. Even on clothes, a clothes with printed words RM20 compare to a plain V-Neck shirt with no words printed on it cost the same price, which one do u think worth value more? Mostly people would go for the one with printed words on it.
Same goes in food. I got all these ideas when I think on how much my money value now and how do i know i was paying for something that is worth the value instead of some rotten stuff.
In my point of view, people who are doing business in food should be prepare for all possibilities either positive or negative. Spender now not just spend but they analysis on what they spend compare to last time.
I would find a time to go Citrus to try and also the New Seoul Korean Restaurant. Open a restaurant korean selling hot and spicy food in this small town is a daring step. As not all Malaysian love spicy food and definitely their kimchi taste totally different with chinese Sze Chuan vegetable although both are marinated in spicy stuff.
So , Bacon dear... dont cincai accuse people racist before really knowing the person ... very sensitive oo... it kills =P take care and thanks for reading btw.
Pray to Lord, things would be fine, less fortunate people will have better days ahead. God Bless You All.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
............ ( not sure what topic to put, if intrested just read )
Okay then................. Lately I've been following up with our country's badminton player or should I said, the world number 2 badminton player news. Well, not too bad for him, he is being welcome warmly by the nation of his arrival by some part of Malaysian, some other part of Malaysian still stick with their professional view of his performance last Sunday and decided to hold back their support so whatever .................... I have no comment of their point of view.
Today, what I read from newspaper is Chong Wei will be rewarded with a "datuk" title.. now that's shocking!! Wow.. I have no comment for this too or should I said, I cant give my comment here as it's very politic sensitive so I will just keep it as my own personal point of view but somehow , just look at the bright side... xD we have another Chinese holding a "datuk" title.. not too bad for the Lee family and others.
Right, enough for Chong Wei news now let's talk about something else.. For mirian, I bet mostly of you know there is a famous Blog call Miri Hunting Food? Yes, it is a blog created by our own Mirian, putting their effort in terms of time and cash , to search food available in Miri for all Mirians and none Mirians. I think that's very sweet of them. Before I read their blog thread title "Citrus", I have already know some of the "story" of this Citrus ..for like .. cooking concept and what I want to know the most.. WHO is the owner?
Yes........ knowing who is the owner of the certain restaurant, cafe or even kopitiam is very important to me.. Dont misunderstand my question.. Knowing WHO is the owner doesnt mean knowing WHAT IS THEIR NAME, WHOSE SON/DAUGHTER ARE THEY? etc.
For me.. I need to know WHAT is the RACE of the owner as you all know, Malaysia has a lot of different races.
Im not being bias here saying Malay race cook super nice rendang and Chinese race is the only race that cook superb mihun goreng.. that's just so wrong... Seriously, all races have their own point of view and taste of their own rendang and mihun goreng. Dont believe it? Go ahead and try the rendang cook by Malay and Chinese.. You can feel the difference and it's very obvious.
So, I found out the owner is a bumiputra guy, I forgot his name.. XXX Gum. LOL no offence ya.. i really forgot his fullname. I can see from Miri Hunting Food blog that Citrus is giving out their best effort to cook the best western meal they can cook for Mirians. I havent got the chance to try their food yet... for sure I would love to try their Chocolate Fundue as it's the first to be heard here in Miri. =P It's a daring step to perform something new here. xD
Reading all these information making me eager to go there as soon as possible.. =P I would really love to talk to the owner himself of his point of view about his dishes in Citrus menu and what makes he thinks those dishes are elligible to be in the menu for his guest to choose and try!
What are the value of each dish? You cant simply create something and put in the menu just because you dont want your menu to look empty =_=" that's wrong! it's suicidal.
What is his comment about his Ice-cream with candle? Is it just to be different as I know it's the first ice-cream with candle lighten on it here in Miri.
What is his comment about his price for the ice-cream? Why is it that much? Is it because of the candle or the sense of how they perform the ice-cream out? Or the ice-cream itself is special for like low fat? true fruits?
Goshhhhhhhhh I would love to ask all these question to the owner.. I may be the most annoying customer they will ever had ... seriously... Im helping them to improve and letting them know what are the point of view of the customer and how customer value the food they pay these days? We all know, economic is very bad and his step of open a western restaurant now in Miri is a very daring step. That's why I keep on wondering here.
Beware of my arrival... dont hide from me.. =P LOL joking lahh..wonder the owner will always be there or not ;/
Today, what I read from newspaper is Chong Wei will be rewarded with a "datuk" title.. now that's shocking!! Wow.. I have no comment for this too or should I said, I cant give my comment here as it's very politic sensitive so I will just keep it as my own personal point of view but somehow , just look at the bright side... xD we have another Chinese holding a "datuk" title.. not too bad for the Lee family and others.
Right, enough for Chong Wei news now let's talk about something else.. For mirian, I bet mostly of you know there is a famous Blog call Miri Hunting Food? Yes, it is a blog created by our own Mirian, putting their effort in terms of time and cash , to search food available in Miri for all Mirians and none Mirians. I think that's very sweet of them. Before I read their blog thread title "Citrus", I have already know some of the "story" of this Citrus ..for like .. cooking concept and what I want to know the most.. WHO is the owner?
Yes........ knowing who is the owner of the certain restaurant, cafe or even kopitiam is very important to me.. Dont misunderstand my question.. Knowing WHO is the owner doesnt mean knowing WHAT IS THEIR NAME, WHOSE SON/DAUGHTER ARE THEY? etc.
For me.. I need to know WHAT is the RACE of the owner as you all know, Malaysia has a lot of different races.
Im not being bias here saying Malay race cook super nice rendang and Chinese race is the only race that cook superb mihun goreng.. that's just so wrong... Seriously, all races have their own point of view and taste of their own rendang and mihun goreng. Dont believe it? Go ahead and try the rendang cook by Malay and Chinese.. You can feel the difference and it's very obvious.
So, I found out the owner is a bumiputra guy, I forgot his name.. XXX Gum. LOL no offence ya.. i really forgot his fullname. I can see from Miri Hunting Food blog that Citrus is giving out their best effort to cook the best western meal they can cook for Mirians. I havent got the chance to try their food yet... for sure I would love to try their Chocolate Fundue as it's the first to be heard here in Miri. =P It's a daring step to perform something new here. xD
Reading all these information making me eager to go there as soon as possible.. =P I would really love to talk to the owner himself of his point of view about his dishes in Citrus menu and what makes he thinks those dishes are elligible to be in the menu for his guest to choose and try!
What are the value of each dish? You cant simply create something and put in the menu just because you dont want your menu to look empty =_=" that's wrong! it's suicidal.
What is his comment about his Ice-cream with candle? Is it just to be different as I know it's the first ice-cream with candle lighten on it here in Miri.
What is his comment about his price for the ice-cream? Why is it that much? Is it because of the candle or the sense of how they perform the ice-cream out? Or the ice-cream itself is special for like low fat? true fruits?
Goshhhhhhhhh I would love to ask all these question to the owner.. I may be the most annoying customer they will ever had ... seriously... Im helping them to improve and letting them know what are the point of view of the customer and how customer value the food they pay these days? We all know, economic is very bad and his step of open a western restaurant now in Miri is a very daring step. That's why I keep on wondering here.
Beware of my arrival... dont hide from me.. =P LOL joking lahh..wonder the owner will always be there or not ;/
Monday, August 18, 2008
Lee Chong Wei , This is For You! =)
You may be no one to the world,
But you are the world to those who are close to you.
You may be not the first to the world,
But you are always the first to your fans.
You may just got a silver for 2008,
But always remember, there is no doubt that you will get Gold for the next.
Always remember , no matter how many people tease you, laugh at you, complaint you, blaming you NEVER let those words bring you down as you MUST always remember CHANCES are always there.
Chinese once said, " Feng Shui Lun Liu Zhuan "
But you are the world to those who are close to you.
You may be not the first to the world,
But you are always the first to your fans.
You may just got a silver for 2008,
But always remember, there is no doubt that you will get Gold for the next.
Always remember , no matter how many people tease you, laugh at you, complaint you, blaming you NEVER let those words bring you down as you MUST always remember CHANCES are always there.
Chinese once said, " Feng Shui Lun Liu Zhuan "
Sunday, August 17, 2008
WHAT OLYMPIC ARE REALLY FOR?!
Does anyone of you thought of this? I have never thought of this question ever in my life either not until tonight after I watch the badminton match between Lin Dan from China Vs Lee Chong Wei from Malaysia.
I have never wanted to think how well he can do for our country and for himself but Im truly glad that he can make it to the final as we all know..it aint easy ok?
Media all over our country has been giving him a lot of pressure by making advertisement saying he will bring our very first gold... What makes you think you have the right to say so? We should say " Do your best to you and your country " Oh well, most probably our media here doesnt even know the important of pyschology support but more to idiotic words which they think will make our country got our first gold by saying those words and pressurize Lee Chong Wei.
All of you may say how suck and how bad Lee Chong Wei tonight during the badminton final, but I dont mind if you're not Malaysian who's saying this, as a Malaysian, they should never say like this to any of our athletes. Aint easy to practice and built the courage and confidence for such game.
What I notice China been playing pyschology by bringing tones of brainless ass which only have loud voice to yell " Lin Dan Jia You " ( annoying ).
Seriously I was so pissed not because of Chong Wei performance but the noise from the audience. >.>"
And from here , I started to think what on earth do we need Olympic or Commonwealth Games?
Why??? Do you know how much money have each country spend on such games everytime when they organize one? It's billions billions of them ..
It's totally wasting money!
Do you see Malaysia getting any better after the commonwealth games last time? I couldnt say NO at all but does the benefit of our country get last long? No.. I dont think so , I cant see it.
Im not sure I will get banned from what I published tonight but these are true words from heart and Im not pointing my fingers to just of our country but to the nation.
Why not using those billions of money to buy food and medicine for those poor africans children? Why not making a better place, clinics and hospitals for those hidden rural areas in their country?
Why not using those moneys to increase the salary of nurses and doctors so that they will stay back and work for the country instead of going other country to work because other country pay are higher..
Why and why and why? It will be on-going till forever...
Anyway.. to Lee Chong Wei, myself personnally feel proud for your courage.. You played well, You did well..
This year might not be your year... I can say the next year wouldnt be Lin Dan year as well.
Adios people.
I have never wanted to think how well he can do for our country and for himself but Im truly glad that he can make it to the final as we all know..it aint easy ok?
Media all over our country has been giving him a lot of pressure by making advertisement saying he will bring our very first gold... What makes you think you have the right to say so? We should say " Do your best to you and your country " Oh well, most probably our media here doesnt even know the important of pyschology support but more to idiotic words which they think will make our country got our first gold by saying those words and pressurize Lee Chong Wei.
All of you may say how suck and how bad Lee Chong Wei tonight during the badminton final, but I dont mind if you're not Malaysian who's saying this, as a Malaysian, they should never say like this to any of our athletes. Aint easy to practice and built the courage and confidence for such game.
What I notice China been playing pyschology by bringing tones of brainless ass which only have loud voice to yell " Lin Dan Jia You " ( annoying ).
Seriously I was so pissed not because of Chong Wei performance but the noise from the audience. >.>"
And from here , I started to think what on earth do we need Olympic or Commonwealth Games?
Why??? Do you know how much money have each country spend on such games everytime when they organize one? It's billions billions of them ..
It's totally wasting money!
Do you see Malaysia getting any better after the commonwealth games last time? I couldnt say NO at all but does the benefit of our country get last long? No.. I dont think so , I cant see it.
Im not sure I will get banned from what I published tonight but these are true words from heart and Im not pointing my fingers to just of our country but to the nation.
Why not using those billions of money to buy food and medicine for those poor africans children? Why not making a better place, clinics and hospitals for those hidden rural areas in their country?
Why not using those moneys to increase the salary of nurses and doctors so that they will stay back and work for the country instead of going other country to work because other country pay are higher..
Why and why and why? It will be on-going till forever...
Anyway.. to Lee Chong Wei, myself personnally feel proud for your courage.. You played well, You did well..
This year might not be your year... I can say the next year wouldnt be Lin Dan year as well.
Adios people.
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