Have you ever experienced anything in your life that feels like you are reading a particular chapter of a novel which is sad and then it's ending and the 2nd chapter of the book starts with a much more happy stories to read ahead?
Well, I think I'm experiencing it right now.. 2 months ago I was a very gloomy girl ..living hopelessly...doesnt know what to do to pass each day but online gaming and spamming forums boxes. But now, today.. well actually is yesterday, I have found the new chapter of the "story".
I end up the relationship between me and my previous Bf which is a very hard decision to make as most of my friends said he was a good man.. marked with all the 5Cs they said.
He has credit card, condominium, car, cash ermm what's the other C? Oh.. career. It wasnt the age that Im minding about although he is 9 years older than me. [dont worry, im not being a mistress, he is officially not yet married] lol.
It's just that we are lack of communication. Somehow he just doesnt realise it or should I say he just cant sense it out. I want people to talk to me.. laugh together..share together.. doing lots of lots of different things.. not necessary have to be shopping or travelling.. Somemore economy is getting so bad nowadays ... [skipping the economy thing becuz i will whine a lot lol].
So therefore in the end I have chose to leave instead of staying beside him and then whining besides my friends and make them worry which Im totally feel guilty about. Everybody has something to bother so it's just not right to bother them with my personal problems anymore.
But then, probably God was pity with my loneliness that he sent down another man to my life. I know him since last year but we just dont talk much because he was in my "Annoying" list. Maybe Im just not used to his way of talking.. O.o"
Who knows slowly we are just like getting closer and closer and yesterday marked the date which we officially become a couple ^^"
Well, this was from a friendship turn into a coupling relationship. xD Even both of us never thought this could happened. Well, he is on the way to have all those C actually and he is just a year older. We talk and share a lot which makes me feel so close to him and he felt the same way too. ^^
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I cant believe my blog actually have some good news to reah which usually my posts are dark gloomy and sad and full of curse >.<"
I just hope this happy chapter will be a long chapter.
Time to change my blog theme... from dark to something bright as a new beginning.
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Earthquake Earthquake Everywhere..
I guess everybody know about this earthquake news at China even if you're not a newspaper reader, people's mouth has been talking about it ever since..
I dunno why everytime i read the news about it, or hearing people saying about it, I kinda lost my appetite. I hear how those earthquake victim trying their best to survive or crawl out from the collapsed pieces of buildings. Somehow my ownself just cant find the point of surviving at all.
I dunno what I lived for.
I just hope those who died in the earthquake will be able to give as much blessing to those who is still trying their best to find any survivals..
I dunno why everytime i read the news about it, or hearing people saying about it, I kinda lost my appetite. I hear how those earthquake victim trying their best to survive or crawl out from the collapsed pieces of buildings. Somehow my ownself just cant find the point of surviving at all.
I dunno what I lived for.
I just hope those who died in the earthquake will be able to give as much blessing to those who is still trying their best to find any survivals..
Monday, May 19, 2008
Lame Road Bully Yellow Car with Black Stripe and has the Exhaust sound like Farting but speed Like Snail.
Last night, I went out yamcha with a friend. A female friend. [ehem..cough cough] and while we are on our way back home at parkson area, suddenly we heard a very loud noise from behind.
All I notice is 3 motorbikes coming down from the grand old lady but that sound doesnt seems like coming from a motorbike engine. It should be coming out from a car.
So I looked at the side mirror while my friend still driving there safely and wondering like me too. [ we r driving on the right side overtaking a kapchai car ]. There is a yellow car with black stripes plus no front light being light up just 2 green bulbs lighten the way down beneath the front of the car. =.= Im not so good in describing the position ..sorry.
That car can say.. Sport car la... since the car 2 door only and somemore sound like someone just swallow 10 hard boiled eggs and farted. The car was in a rush I may say but we dunno where it came from probably he is speeding all the way from boulevard dunno rush hour for wat la.. i dunno lo.
The sport car almost kiss the butt of my friend humble avanza.. walao eh and he overtake like the pro driver in fast and furious wat makes me pissed off is the drive "shiong" me eh... walao... like i owe him the road or something. What a road bully. I cursed him all the way till I cant see his car on the road. Totally pissing me off. Not sure whose rich apek son is this .. car plat using the wat crystal thing shine shine there cant see the number... chech... buat malu saja.
Is that how a sport car driver have to act? a road bully? you will get smashed by the true pro sport car driver if he ever bumped into them that is if he ever got the chance. HUH!
All I notice is 3 motorbikes coming down from the grand old lady but that sound doesnt seems like coming from a motorbike engine. It should be coming out from a car.
So I looked at the side mirror while my friend still driving there safely and wondering like me too. [ we r driving on the right side overtaking a kapchai car ]. There is a yellow car with black stripes plus no front light being light up just 2 green bulbs lighten the way down beneath the front of the car. =.= Im not so good in describing the position ..sorry.
That car can say.. Sport car la... since the car 2 door only and somemore sound like someone just swallow 10 hard boiled eggs and farted. The car was in a rush I may say but we dunno where it came from probably he is speeding all the way from boulevard dunno rush hour for wat la.. i dunno lo.
The sport car almost kiss the butt of my friend humble avanza.. walao eh and he overtake like the pro driver in fast and furious wat makes me pissed off is the drive "shiong" me eh... walao... like i owe him the road or something. What a road bully. I cursed him all the way till I cant see his car on the road. Totally pissing me off. Not sure whose rich apek son is this .. car plat using the wat crystal thing shine shine there cant see the number... chech... buat malu saja.
Is that how a sport car driver have to act? a road bully? you will get smashed by the true pro sport car driver if he ever bumped into them that is if he ever got the chance. HUH!
Thursday, May 15, 2008
A terrible Start for thIs Week.
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I have already having bad days since last month and I had never thought that it will go even worse on the 12th of May 2008. It was a busy day in office and I knock off like usual. My brother is fetching me and then we head to fetch mum from work as well. During the trip way home, mum suggest to have dinner at Taman Selera. We all agreed.
6.30pm, we all depart from home with empty stomach to Taman Selera. We are using the Luak Bay road and it was red light so we stopped. In front of us is an oldish Honda with an uncle driver. Suddenly we heard a sound of a car breaking so hard to stop and BANG!.. our car was being moved to the front like earthquake while me.. fly over to the dashboard.
Yes. Indeed . We got into an accident. My brother walk down the car with big anger and scold the driver kao kao.. It was a young kid with a dumb face I may say. All he said was " I pay. I Pay" =_=" I was in shocked and my whole body weakened but still manage to get down the car and see wat happened. My my..the whole bonnet crack inside and so do the front bonnet.
It was a Ninja King car hit us from behind. That kid said he didnt notice it was red light and then his so called security guard which is actually a 3rd level gangster driving a Viva which totally look silly come and try to make the situation better but somehow just make it worse because he doesnt even know how to talk. LOL well my brother was hot tempered and he keep scolding the kid which is the part I totally admired.
After all the scolding and argueing scene and all the car tower guys came and trying their best to make business....... the Kid mum arrive.... my my....guess whose here? an anty driving a mercedes with a very familliar car plate number.... woooooooo hooooooooooooooooooo
I wouldnt want to mention the name so obvious here but she is the wife of a rich man in Miri .. well im not sure how much his asset is but he own a company just opposite my company only... He has 3 children, 2 daughter and a son which is the youngest and somemore what people said out there is he is sick. My sick means "sakit". No cure for the disease he has. No wonder his face turn pale when my brother scolded him xD
After the police arrived, his mum admit to the police that she is the one driving the Ninja King and hit us not his son fault. Well, indeed that Kid is a mummy boy. So nice indeed... I hit a car... Mummy and Daddy will cover for me.. Yayyy tomorrow I should go hit an kancil instead and see how kemek it can goes...... speechless parents indeed. That kid probably has no license..he look so young and the Ninja king he drove has no "P" sticker at all..
Not to mention when we asked the rich mum to give us her number and IC, she refused... she afraid we might be able to know where she lived I guess.. but come on..how huge is Miri anyway? With ur car plate number , we already tracked out what is ur status in just few hours. Dumb mother just as dumb as the son.
Till now, the workshop that this rich mummy intro to us havent even start to fix our car as everything will be claim from the Insurance. That workshop is kinda fishy as well.
Will have more updates to this matter next week as this saturday, the 2nd step will be taken.
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I have already having bad days since last month and I had never thought that it will go even worse on the 12th of May 2008. It was a busy day in office and I knock off like usual. My brother is fetching me and then we head to fetch mum from work as well. During the trip way home, mum suggest to have dinner at Taman Selera. We all agreed.
6.30pm, we all depart from home with empty stomach to Taman Selera. We are using the Luak Bay road and it was red light so we stopped. In front of us is an oldish Honda with an uncle driver. Suddenly we heard a sound of a car breaking so hard to stop and BANG!.. our car was being moved to the front like earthquake while me.. fly over to the dashboard.
Yes. Indeed . We got into an accident. My brother walk down the car with big anger and scold the driver kao kao.. It was a young kid with a dumb face I may say. All he said was " I pay. I Pay" =_=" I was in shocked and my whole body weakened but still manage to get down the car and see wat happened. My my..the whole bonnet crack inside and so do the front bonnet.
It was a Ninja King car hit us from behind. That kid said he didnt notice it was red light and then his so called security guard which is actually a 3rd level gangster driving a Viva which totally look silly come and try to make the situation better but somehow just make it worse because he doesnt even know how to talk. LOL well my brother was hot tempered and he keep scolding the kid which is the part I totally admired.
After all the scolding and argueing scene and all the car tower guys came and trying their best to make business....... the Kid mum arrive.... my my....guess whose here? an anty driving a mercedes with a very familliar car plate number.... woooooooo hooooooooooooooooooo
I wouldnt want to mention the name so obvious here but she is the wife of a rich man in Miri .. well im not sure how much his asset is but he own a company just opposite my company only... He has 3 children, 2 daughter and a son which is the youngest and somemore what people said out there is he is sick. My sick means "sakit". No cure for the disease he has. No wonder his face turn pale when my brother scolded him xD
After the police arrived, his mum admit to the police that she is the one driving the Ninja King and hit us not his son fault. Well, indeed that Kid is a mummy boy. So nice indeed... I hit a car... Mummy and Daddy will cover for me.. Yayyy tomorrow I should go hit an kancil instead and see how kemek it can goes...... speechless parents indeed. That kid probably has no license..he look so young and the Ninja king he drove has no "P" sticker at all..
Not to mention when we asked the rich mum to give us her number and IC, she refused... she afraid we might be able to know where she lived I guess.. but come on..how huge is Miri anyway? With ur car plate number , we already tracked out what is ur status in just few hours. Dumb mother just as dumb as the son.
Till now, the workshop that this rich mummy intro to us havent even start to fix our car as everything will be claim from the Insurance. That workshop is kinda fishy as well.
Will have more updates to this matter next week as this saturday, the 2nd step will be taken.
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Sunday, May 11, 2008
I Miss Someone, But He Wasn't You!
My mind has been thinking of someone lately, somehow the person doesnt seem to be appear as my boyfriend. It was someone else. =_=" This is sick!.. Why? This is so abnormal.. I hate such feeling.. It's either I'm making myself confused, or... I'm just unable to untie this confusion. Sigh.
I do admit that the way I see my boyfriend now is different. For him, what he said today, wouldnt be the same tomorrow and it isnt a big deal for him because he said things change for a reason. That's why he always have a brain changing decision and words everyday =_="
Among all the boyfriends I have, he is the one saying "ok, up to you" when you said to him " I want to reconsider back this relationship" during an arguement. Is he just too generous or too considerate until it reach an annoying status or he just doesnt care as Im just not a big deal for him.
Well, fine, since you want to play fire with fire and since I have been patience for so long, it's about time for me to crack up the lava from my volcano. Somehow the next day, he act normal and still say those sweet words. ^%$*O(%R& He forgot we actually argue last night or what??!!
=_=".
HAIzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................................... it's been a month I didnt see him. I dont feel Missing him either. -_-" NOt to mention I feel happier when besides friends......... xD
Not sure what should I do now.. Not sure what is going on with me right now.. Where are all the love sparks? Where are they? *sigh*
I do admit that the way I see my boyfriend now is different. For him, what he said today, wouldnt be the same tomorrow and it isnt a big deal for him because he said things change for a reason. That's why he always have a brain changing decision and words everyday =_="
Among all the boyfriends I have, he is the one saying "ok, up to you" when you said to him " I want to reconsider back this relationship" during an arguement. Is he just too generous or too considerate until it reach an annoying status or he just doesnt care as Im just not a big deal for him.
Well, fine, since you want to play fire with fire and since I have been patience for so long, it's about time for me to crack up the lava from my volcano. Somehow the next day, he act normal and still say those sweet words. ^%$*O(%R& He forgot we actually argue last night or what??!!
=_=".
HAIzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................................... it's been a month I didnt see him. I dont feel Missing him either. -_-" NOt to mention I feel happier when besides friends......... xD
Not sure what should I do now.. Not sure what is going on with me right now.. Where are all the love sparks? Where are they? *sigh*
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