Just be grateful, girl.

My brother is using my pc, my psp battery died and it takes timeto recharge. my bf assistant gave him some shit to be clean up, so I wouldn't want to disturb him. i tuning to Traxx fm using my Vivaz pro handphone and decided to just blog using this compact handphone. i'm very grateful already for what i have here, although it's just a small handphone but i can still get to blog here haha, nice isn't it? Today, I went out for Mcdonald as lunch, it was a very filling lunch. Just that the environment is too packed up with children and adults. Kinda noisy. After lunch, went for a window shopping at bintang megamall. Hopefully I canget to see something which I love and would like to buy as a reward for myself. But sadly, I saw nothing which is attractive enough to put my money on.

I came home feeling tired as I still cough and kind of blur minded as well. I just wish that i would recover very soon. Sitting here on my bed feeling hot due to the dry and heaty weather, i started to flash back some dialogues between me and my boy these few days. He told me he got increment again, which is very nice haha. I do feel proud and happy for him. His boss does notice his efforts all this while. He got increment 3 times in 7 months. Thinking of this, it makes me think about myself.. What do I get from my boss all this while? I work for 3 years, this year would be my forth years here and howmany times of increment that I get? I think is 3 times if i'm not mistaken. But my total salary not even reach 1.5k per month. I,m still not elligible to apply for a credit card..what more to say if applying for a car loan. I,m turning 27 this year after my birthday and yet I couldn,t see any achoievement in my career. I started to feel very badly disappointed.

I,m working for a listed company and this is all I get. Increment for this year probably gonna get skipped. Damn shit. Geezz stingy boss ever. Probably already no money to give us increment as all money goes to unnecessary sponsor cishh.... Curse them all to ugly toads!! I know my boy will buy whatever of my favorite stuff as long as he still can afford to, but i want to achieve such achievements probably half as good as him. The reason why i study so hard last time is to do something to make my mum feel proud and also to top up the cash in my wallet n own a car, but now seems like my dream still far away haha. so, dear God, if I can't be rich by myself, do make my boy richer and richer so that I get to get my favorite items from his money. amen. Lol

No!!! You Can't Have That!

I fall sick last week. I am now still suffering nose stuck and cough. But still I work very hard to finish my task, to carry well my responsibilities at work, not for the sake of the company but for the sake of my own. Those who is able to see and appreciate my efforts, for sure will be granted for something good from God, for those who are too blind to see and act ignoring, well, they will get something in return for sure.

I am thinking of what to get to reward myself. I couldn't afford to get something pricey , something that cost more than 100 bux. Hahaha. I need to do more saving for raining days.. Who knows ..1 day I might goes berserk in office and resigned 24 hours lol I need money to survive all my bills by then lol so all these misery kinda restricting myself from buying anymore things.. aih.. sigh.

Maybe just drop by Supa Save shop and get something cheap, probably a set of non-stick stickers lol hahahhahah!! very funny indeed. Just a lame joke from me for today morning.

I must must get something for myself..If only I have 1k cash in hand.. well I did have 1k cash in hand but it's not an extra cash which I can spend as I like lol hahhahaha

Suddenly today when I woke up from my sleep, my brain pop out some handphone images.. Still flip phone looks cuter especially those with cute pink color hahaha But I already have a phone .. hmm I am not a phone craze so I wont be wasting a cent on phone anymore once I already have 1 unit in hand. Well, next week is Mom's birthday, was thinking to get her something. She loves bracelet. Maybe get her a crystal bracelet? Or give her cash.. I think I would give her cash, and the bracelet will give during mother's day hehehe.. sweetttt

Crazy World Indeed.

I manage to download Avril Lavigne New album for this year, which is Goodbye Lullaby.. The album cover is so nice. She is just as pretty as always.. So tempting, so glorious. She is one of the singer which I most love and admire other than celine dion and mariah carey. Young and fill with lots of potential.

Today only I know that she already divorce with her rocker husband. Sad to know.. But she seems stronger than before, although I'm not sure what breaks their relationship... Keep up the spirit Avril!!! From one of your friend here in ASIA.

Today , I helped my aunt to pass "ang pao" (red packet fills with money) to one of her friend's daughter wedding at East Wood Golf Club. I wore normal t-shirt and baggy 3/4 pants with my sunflower in-house slippers. The idiot guard doesn't let us park our car near the building, and urge us to park somewhere else which is quite far from the damn building. I have no choice but to walk. Geezz!

When I reach at the entrance of the ballroom..there is a lady wearing a wedding gown with her thick make-up shouting at the guest, asking them "Are you eating for Girl side or Boy side??" arghh does she has to do that? (I said in my heart). Then she saw me walking approaching their money collecting desk, she asked me , "which side are you eating?" LoL I say "girl side" Lucky my voice came out at the right time. LoL as I was having sore throat after being attack fever yesterday.

After she heard me saying "girl side" her hand reach out wanting to get the ang pao from me, she grab it fast and pass it to another girl sitting there with a whole long namelist. 2 of the girls searching for the name wanting to tick, as acknowledgement of attendance, while the other one continue shouting at us asking us to sign at their guest book before entering the ballroom. I signed my aunt's name and the I sneak peak at the girls to see if they tick the name, then one of the 2 girls sitting said to me, "table number 6". LOL

I feel like buying a dinner ticket to a wedding show or something .. They made their choice to have a wedding banquet in a glorious golf club and yet they made it like selling tickets or asking people to donate money for them to pay for the dinner cost the next day. Crazy people.. Only chinese would be able to do such thing. Out of 10 chinese couples, 9 couples would do such thing. Having dreams to have a grand wedding banquet by using other people's money. Not even a simple thanks just now when I submit the ang pao.. Where are their gratitude towards us guest? This isn't the first time I met such situation just this time they made it over the board already. Yuckiesss.. I feel ashamed of their act.

Well, I believe tonight the bride and the groom will change a few sets of gown hoping the guest will say "wow pretty, wow handsome" .. so much money for the gown why don't just donate to Japan .. zzzz

Angry Birds Now On Movie!

I got myself fever since Friday, then Saturday it got worst. My face goes red and hot, whole body feel hot. I wonder what is my temperature last night. I manage to control it and today I feel better. But my sore throat attacking me now and I got not much voice to talk. It hardly come out.

My boy brought me angry birds game which can be play using pc, but it got error, I couldn't play half way. Will ask him to fix when he is free kekekkekekeke

Or maybe I go download it again from somewhere...

Today he tagged me Angry Birds movie lol look silly to me, hahaha wonder if it's worth to watch or not..

I just hope I can recover faster, I hate being sick. I think I need to change the position of my water bottle in office. Need to put it in front of me so I can see and realize how much I have drink.

A Hot Sunday Indeed.

Last night was 19th March 2011, the 15th day in chinese calendar as well. Where the moon will be fully round. But 19th March 2011, scientist said the moon will be much..much bigger and closer to the Earth. They also said, it will be the beginning of more weird phenomena to happen. It makes me thinking about earth quakes or typhoon.. hahaha ..negative thinking, which I think it's just a normal response?

Ah..but then, I'm sitting here nicely today hehe.

It was a heaty Sunday. It seems like the sky will rain soon but ..not yet. I just manage to vacuum my room a little and spray some ridsect to kill some ants. I plan to tidy up my wardrobe. I was thinking to give my clothes away, donate it to people.
I actually plan to give it away to a skinny classmate of mine. She is very much skinny enough to wear my ex-clothes lol. Afterall they are all still brand new. If Tzu Chi Buddhist Association wants to accept my clothes, I would might just donate them all to them after I sort out those clothes. I saw on The Star newspaper few days ago that they are donating clothes and blankets to the Japanese.

Ah.. tomorrow will be another working day.. Next week will be payday again yayyy!!
My hands are itchy to grab for something new.. Hmmmm...bad bad hands and eyes.
Yesterday was Saturday, my day off as I am not supposed to work on Saturday, but my "beloved" asshole seniors asked me to go back to do some Sorting documents which is very important... Haih.. Last Friday, I went to lend a hand on the company's dividen give away ceremony... Sounds perfect but actually the event is like an entrance to hell. LOL maybe I had made it sounds too harsh hahahaha

Those villagers who came to claim their money are so so so... not educated lol. I can't think of any words which sound polite enough to describe them lol.
All I can say is, they have no right to let go their anger at me which I am just a staff not the boss. I might as well tear off their money right in front of their eyes that Friday but I carry my temper very well. All this won't be happening if I have a team mate which can carry her duties well... Totally speechless. Whole company and colleagues are like flies from a rubbish dumping area. Hate it!..