My mind has been thinking of someone lately, somehow the person doesnt seem to be appear as my boyfriend. It was someone else. =_=" This is sick!.. Why? This is so abnormal.. I hate such feeling.. It's either I'm making myself confused, or... I'm just unable to untie this confusion. Sigh.
I do admit that the way I see my boyfriend now is different. For him, what he said today, wouldnt be the same tomorrow and it isnt a big deal for him because he said things change for a reason. That's why he always have a brain changing decision and words everyday =_="
Among all the boyfriends I have, he is the one saying "ok, up to you" when you said to him " I want to reconsider back this relationship" during an arguement. Is he just too generous or too considerate until it reach an annoying status or he just doesnt care as Im just not a big deal for him.
Well, fine, since you want to play fire with fire and since I have been patience for so long, it's about time for me to crack up the lava from my volcano. Somehow the next day, he act normal and still say those sweet words. ^%$*O(%R& He forgot we actually argue last night or what??!!
=_=".
HAIzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................................... it's been a month I didnt see him. I dont feel Missing him either. -_-" NOt to mention I feel happier when besides friends......... xD
Not sure what should I do now.. Not sure what is going on with me right now.. Where are all the love sparks? Where are they? *sigh*
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
I Have Chosen This.
I have chosen to leave, therefore I keep on walking.
I have chosen to cry, therefore I cried till now.
I have chosen to be alone, therefore I'm standing here by the edge.
I have once choose to live this way and therefore I should'nt regret for it. Time has passed and I should'nt look back.
Today I think a lot. I think back on how many friends I have for my 23 years of life. I made quite a lot and lose quite a lot as well. I learn a lot of things from them as well. Somehow, I remember some of them, and I forgot some of them too. =_="
I just feel like overall my life quite a mess.. But I received comment saying if I stand at a bus stop, I will see there are a lot people much more worse than me.
Haizz........ I dont have money and I dont have life.
I have chosen to cry, therefore I cried till now.
I have chosen to be alone, therefore I'm standing here by the edge.
I have once choose to live this way and therefore I should'nt regret for it. Time has passed and I should'nt look back.
Today I think a lot. I think back on how many friends I have for my 23 years of life. I made quite a lot and lose quite a lot as well. I learn a lot of things from them as well. Somehow, I remember some of them, and I forgot some of them too. =_="
I just feel like overall my life quite a mess.. But I received comment saying if I stand at a bus stop, I will see there are a lot people much more worse than me.
Haizz........ I dont have money and I dont have life.
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad's now is a Blogger!
I was viewing news around in MSN.com and i saw this heading saying Tun Dr Mahathir now turn Blogger. hahahaha that is nice.. he blogs now..even at the age of 81.
I think it's 1 good way for him to speak up his mind in the most easiest way as cyberspace has no limit of space ..
I believe everyone has their own piece of mind of who is their favourite Prime Minister. I have my own too. No offence. ^^v
I think it's 1 good way for him to speak up his mind in the most easiest way as cyberspace has no limit of space ..
I believe everyone has their own piece of mind of who is their favourite Prime Minister. I have my own too. No offence. ^^v
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Night of Guang Liang charity "concert".
Last night, 30th April 2008 was the night of the charity concert organized by See Hua News and some other companies. My company gave me 5 free tickets to the concert. For the 1st time, when my admin manager came to our account department, he ask around each of us whether we are intrested to go the "Guang Liang" concert or not, so all of us intrested and he gave us 2 tickets each. Somehow he accidentally gave me and extra ticket which makes me has 3 tickets alltogether because the ticket is super thin and it sticked together. So..it's my luck then. I manage to bring over a gal classmate who loves such concerts/shows.
First 2 person came into my mind when I got the tickets was a male classmate and a bear friend. But too bad this mighty bear wasnt around , so the 3rd ticket goes to this male classmate colleague xD. Before knocking off from work, I heard an uncle has extra tickets, like 3 pieces and so ngam a friend sms asking if I have any xtra left, so I went up to uncle and ask him spare me a ticket. So he did. But then, the friend was actually joking about it and never thought I was serious. =_=""
Somehow he also turn up in the end. LoL at least he doesnt miss out Guang Liang even though he hates him XD well he does miss out the 1st singer name ..XI Ann something cuz he is good looking and has the voice as well. Hardwork is all he need to make his own trademark because he kinda like Lee Hom a bit ;/
Show start right after the Dato Lau speech. 1st male singer came up the stage and sing few songs which made me amaze by his looks LoL. Then , after a few songs from him, a female singer came up the stage. 1st thing i was shock is... well, not her looks, her looks not so bad even though it's a big different from the poster and her MV. In other word is , she look much older from her MV and poster. Her dress is the bling bling type stick to the skin one but somehow she wear a jacket and after2 songs i guess, she take off the jacket on the stage. =.=" Im not sure she did that on purpose or... just forgot to take it off before went on stage. zzzzzz
Those youngsters shout 'You R Sexy!' >.>"" speechless..
She has a very wide shoulder I believe she did go to gym. and she wear black ankle length socks and a black heel =.=" her dressing is totally weird. This is the moment where another friend came. Lol. He told me about Guang Liang stuff too. About he being picky and arrogant during his few shows at KL. He told me 1 thing and that is he is sure Guang Liang will sing the song name "yue ding". Because this friend told me Guang Liang surely sing this song in every of his show and yes... he did.. he did sing this song last night.
Guang Liang wrote his own song and from his album Tong Hua is where he successfully made his own trademark which enable his fan to recognize him easily from his songs. Same goes to Lee Hom. A trademark can be a positive trademark and can be a negative trademark of the singer too. Not necessary have to be a positive. Fortunately for Guang Liang, he manage to create a positive trademark for himself as a singer represent Malaysia.
This i believe need a lot of hardwork and proper inspiration not to mention the patience for it. Im not a singer myself but when come to judging and commenting, I still can comment wisely. Hahahahaha Im kinda put hope on the 1st singer as he has the look but still need a lot more hardwork to put to get his own trademark for his own songs. I do believe he can be international chinese singer as well.
Nicholas Teo is catching up while Rain Ling Yu Zhong is running behind him xD not bad not bad. Female singer... better put more effort then..
A lot of anties and uncles last night too. Which i believe they are one of GUang Liang biggest fan. And yes they are indeed GUang Liang biggest fan becuz my mouth open wide and so do my eyes when I see how those anties react when GUang Liang SIng on stage... pretty amazing hahahahha very update bunch of old folks.
Some manage to shake hand with Guang Liang and some dont. Some manage to get close up pic and some dont.
Other than sitting there like ah beng and ah lian watching concert, there are also some free coupons and calendar give away from the singer themselves. But you have to manage to answer their questions and sing few rows of their song to get the price.. easy la..as long as u have the guts to do it. Those singers are pretty sporting anyway.
For the audio system, Im not quite satisfied, even If I am a not so known singer wouldnt be able to accept it. I have been paid to sing in front of people I dunno, and they are putting hope on me to perform well as they have paid to come and see me sing but somehow ur audio was like total crap, it's very much a mood spoiler for a singer.
Oh did i miss out the 3rd not so famous male singer? Lol his name is Zhang Kuok HUi.. not handsome lo more like a wolf face =P sorry to say he is just not my kinda taste. hahahahhahahaha
The crowd last night is really dissappointing as well, it's like 100 people like that. I wouldnt want to come here if im the singer. very very much dissappointing. Even the free tickets given by See Hua news to their staff , also didnt get much support. Free wor.. oso takda orang mahu. LOL wonder why.........
I went there because I have friends intrested in it. and because also i have nothing better to do last night and also because I have a chance to actually see our own malaysian chinese singer which now has rise up to the international level. Although Im not very much his fans but, he is a person with a good career , why not go to see him then? afterall it's free. xD
If Lee Hom would ever come to Miri... I would go to ..definitely... xD Guess I have to wait for few more years for his big concert tour.
First 2 person came into my mind when I got the tickets was a male classmate and a bear friend. But too bad this mighty bear wasnt around , so the 3rd ticket goes to this male classmate colleague xD. Before knocking off from work, I heard an uncle has extra tickets, like 3 pieces and so ngam a friend sms asking if I have any xtra left, so I went up to uncle and ask him spare me a ticket. So he did. But then, the friend was actually joking about it and never thought I was serious. =_=""
Somehow he also turn up in the end. LoL at least he doesnt miss out Guang Liang even though he hates him XD well he does miss out the 1st singer name ..XI Ann something cuz he is good looking and has the voice as well. Hardwork is all he need to make his own trademark because he kinda like Lee Hom a bit ;/
Show start right after the Dato Lau speech. 1st male singer came up the stage and sing few songs which made me amaze by his looks LoL. Then , after a few songs from him, a female singer came up the stage. 1st thing i was shock is... well, not her looks, her looks not so bad even though it's a big different from the poster and her MV. In other word is , she look much older from her MV and poster. Her dress is the bling bling type stick to the skin one but somehow she wear a jacket and after2 songs i guess, she take off the jacket on the stage. =.=" Im not sure she did that on purpose or... just forgot to take it off before went on stage. zzzzzz
Those youngsters shout 'You R Sexy!' >.>"" speechless..
She has a very wide shoulder I believe she did go to gym. and she wear black ankle length socks and a black heel =.=" her dressing is totally weird. This is the moment where another friend came. Lol. He told me about Guang Liang stuff too. About he being picky and arrogant during his few shows at KL. He told me 1 thing and that is he is sure Guang Liang will sing the song name "yue ding". Because this friend told me Guang Liang surely sing this song in every of his show and yes... he did.. he did sing this song last night.
Guang Liang wrote his own song and from his album Tong Hua is where he successfully made his own trademark which enable his fan to recognize him easily from his songs. Same goes to Lee Hom. A trademark can be a positive trademark and can be a negative trademark of the singer too. Not necessary have to be a positive. Fortunately for Guang Liang, he manage to create a positive trademark for himself as a singer represent Malaysia.
This i believe need a lot of hardwork and proper inspiration not to mention the patience for it. Im not a singer myself but when come to judging and commenting, I still can comment wisely. Hahahahaha Im kinda put hope on the 1st singer as he has the look but still need a lot more hardwork to put to get his own trademark for his own songs. I do believe he can be international chinese singer as well.
Nicholas Teo is catching up while Rain Ling Yu Zhong is running behind him xD not bad not bad. Female singer... better put more effort then..
A lot of anties and uncles last night too. Which i believe they are one of GUang Liang biggest fan. And yes they are indeed GUang Liang biggest fan becuz my mouth open wide and so do my eyes when I see how those anties react when GUang Liang SIng on stage... pretty amazing hahahahha very update bunch of old folks.
Some manage to shake hand with Guang Liang and some dont. Some manage to get close up pic and some dont.
Other than sitting there like ah beng and ah lian watching concert, there are also some free coupons and calendar give away from the singer themselves. But you have to manage to answer their questions and sing few rows of their song to get the price.. easy la..as long as u have the guts to do it. Those singers are pretty sporting anyway.
For the audio system, Im not quite satisfied, even If I am a not so known singer wouldnt be able to accept it. I have been paid to sing in front of people I dunno, and they are putting hope on me to perform well as they have paid to come and see me sing but somehow ur audio was like total crap, it's very much a mood spoiler for a singer.
Oh did i miss out the 3rd not so famous male singer? Lol his name is Zhang Kuok HUi.. not handsome lo more like a wolf face =P sorry to say he is just not my kinda taste. hahahahhahahaha
The crowd last night is really dissappointing as well, it's like 100 people like that. I wouldnt want to come here if im the singer. very very much dissappointing. Even the free tickets given by See Hua news to their staff , also didnt get much support. Free wor.. oso takda orang mahu. LOL wonder why.........
I went there because I have friends intrested in it. and because also i have nothing better to do last night and also because I have a chance to actually see our own malaysian chinese singer which now has rise up to the international level. Although Im not very much his fans but, he is a person with a good career , why not go to see him then? afterall it's free. xD
If Lee Hom would ever come to Miri... I would go to ..definitely... xD Guess I have to wait for few more years for his big concert tour.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Feng Shui Master In Office??!! Tell me about it >.>"
Today I woke up as usual, feeling hot as usual, and I received sms from my "brother" who work in Bintulu saying that he is enjoying the heavy rain =_=" How envy I was that time to know because my town was super super hot these few weeks. Really making me feel dry.........
Well, enough for the "Pendahuluan" of my blogs which I know all of you can hardly see how it connects with the title =P
Fine fine straight to the point. Today, my admin manager brings 2 young man to office. 1 is white skin and the other is dark skin.. because 1 is chinese and the other 1 is and Indian. Both around the age of 24-27 years old. Dress very smart with ties and carrying big black bags like common salesman. Unbelievably they are actually the "Feng Shui Master" xD
He brings around 1 thing like compass but bigger and flat and square in shape. Im not sure what that called but it's an equipment which mostly feng shui master will own 1. Without it, you are not Feng Shui Master at all. It represent them. They both, walk around the management area with that plat and the Indian which is his assistant joting notes like a reporter. I went to have a peek what's going on in the management department when I was photocopying my documents there.
After that, the next department is our Account Department. They step inside and they look for a Madam which sit nears to me. The director believes this Madam would do some harm to him and the company. Lol But he didnt comment much but only say that Madam's desk wasnt that bad. I wasnt around in the account department when the master was commenting of the area because I dont want to hear him pointing at my desk and commenting here and there. I dont want him to spoil my evening. Lol
After that, he went to conference room. =_=" I wonder what feng shui he can say about the conference room anyway... zzzzzzz speechless.. The next department will be in the 2nd floor and Ground floor. Argh... but my feng shui just doesnt turn right after that crap master left. The purchasing manager suddenly intercom me to go downstair to meet him. =_=" He never talk to me since the 1st day I join this company few months ago.
Well, when I walked into his room, he show me a document. Well, Im the one issued the document to another internal company. I will just conclude this, he was blaming me for issueing the document late than usual, and made the other internal company fail to post the document into the accounting system. This is very weird indeed. From my point of view, I shouldnt be blame at all because I issued the document according to the proper date. Problem was at the Purchasing department which they kept the invoice for too long in the file and didnt pass them to the store department. =_="
From there, everything went down super slow. Not to mention, the admin executive madam came to tell me what's wrong with my side of account supervisor.. >.>" ermm She keep complaining that she can hardly hear what he is been talking about. He has short tongue problem =_="
And then she kinda heard he said I was too slow passing the documents for him thats why he delay preparing the payment. OH MY GOD!! This dude, Im just too lazy to comment much as he is the type " i know what Im doing" guy. He has delay work since last year. My colleague been doing the latest account while I was doing a 2 months back account during the current month. Very very backdated...... =________=" and he even dare to blame me? If I am slow in doing my work, I wouldnt be able to shaking my legs and yawning in the office. I should be having a lot of things to rush by then. >.>" Some bunch of craps.
I think it's time to show my horn and tail out to these people and making their life miserable. I was trying hard to not to annoy people or making people hating me, but seems like I have no choice but to fight back in much more horrible way. Time to change from softie to hard-tie. Lol
Labour day is around the corner and I still have no idea what should I do to spend through the day. Hmm
Well, enough for the "Pendahuluan" of my blogs which I know all of you can hardly see how it connects with the title =P
Fine fine straight to the point. Today, my admin manager brings 2 young man to office. 1 is white skin and the other is dark skin.. because 1 is chinese and the other 1 is and Indian. Both around the age of 24-27 years old. Dress very smart with ties and carrying big black bags like common salesman. Unbelievably they are actually the "Feng Shui Master" xD
He brings around 1 thing like compass but bigger and flat and square in shape. Im not sure what that called but it's an equipment which mostly feng shui master will own 1. Without it, you are not Feng Shui Master at all. It represent them. They both, walk around the management area with that plat and the Indian which is his assistant joting notes like a reporter. I went to have a peek what's going on in the management department when I was photocopying my documents there.
After that, the next department is our Account Department. They step inside and they look for a Madam which sit nears to me. The director believes this Madam would do some harm to him and the company. Lol But he didnt comment much but only say that Madam's desk wasnt that bad. I wasnt around in the account department when the master was commenting of the area because I dont want to hear him pointing at my desk and commenting here and there. I dont want him to spoil my evening. Lol
After that, he went to conference room. =_=" I wonder what feng shui he can say about the conference room anyway... zzzzzzz speechless.. The next department will be in the 2nd floor and Ground floor. Argh... but my feng shui just doesnt turn right after that crap master left. The purchasing manager suddenly intercom me to go downstair to meet him. =_=" He never talk to me since the 1st day I join this company few months ago.
Well, when I walked into his room, he show me a document. Well, Im the one issued the document to another internal company. I will just conclude this, he was blaming me for issueing the document late than usual, and made the other internal company fail to post the document into the accounting system. This is very weird indeed. From my point of view, I shouldnt be blame at all because I issued the document according to the proper date. Problem was at the Purchasing department which they kept the invoice for too long in the file and didnt pass them to the store department. =_="
From there, everything went down super slow. Not to mention, the admin executive madam came to tell me what's wrong with my side of account supervisor.. >.>" ermm She keep complaining that she can hardly hear what he is been talking about. He has short tongue problem =_="
And then she kinda heard he said I was too slow passing the documents for him thats why he delay preparing the payment. OH MY GOD!! This dude, Im just too lazy to comment much as he is the type " i know what Im doing" guy. He has delay work since last year. My colleague been doing the latest account while I was doing a 2 months back account during the current month. Very very backdated...... =________=" and he even dare to blame me? If I am slow in doing my work, I wouldnt be able to shaking my legs and yawning in the office. I should be having a lot of things to rush by then. >.>" Some bunch of craps.
I think it's time to show my horn and tail out to these people and making their life miserable. I was trying hard to not to annoy people or making people hating me, but seems like I have no choice but to fight back in much more horrible way. Time to change from softie to hard-tie. Lol
Labour day is around the corner and I still have no idea what should I do to spend through the day. Hmm
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