I Am The Only One Survivor OR Maybe NOT.

Lots of things happened lately to my family, my workplace and also my friends.

It actually gives me mood swing. I don't know why I am so easily to get mood swing lately.. maybe because I am turning 29 soon enough HAHAHA or maybe not. Hmm not enough sleep I think? 

Well, I still have 10 days annual leave and guess I have to start taking some before I go berserk clearing all the annual leaves during year end. I seriously wouldn't want to repeat the history once again.

So.. what has happened to my workplace lately? Well, there is a girl joined in early May and she happened to be someone I knew.. a friend of my friend. hahaha.. 

What next? Well, more and more vacant here in my workplace and we are looking forward to new recruit , new stories.. hehe

As for my family..well, my brother gave us troubles as usual. One year no trouble tidak SAH one! pffttt

As for my friends.. they seems to have their own stories of their work but overall it's just more or less the same as mine. Who never encounter horrible Human Resource Officer? HAHAHA Well.. i think it's kinda impossible unless you are the officer her/him-self. lol

But no matter how cruel how crazy they are.. nothing to fear if you manage to stand firm on your ground. 

Another few months to go..will be my first overseas trip after working for 5 years in this current company. I don't know why I never went to travel after I joined this company. Sigh. Tight working schedule is killing me and finally this year I actually have the time. hehe NICE!

Well.. about travel budget.. hehe I never actually has travel budget and I don't bother lol hahaha it's still okay because it's still within Malaysia. Unless I am going for other country then I might need to plan my budget well.

I'm going for Ramadhan Sushi buffet at Brunei this coming July though so does that count? Hmmm No I think because it's near to my hometown HAHAHA

Alasan~~

Selfish Mcdonald Hello Kitty "Fan"

I haven't been blogging for quite sometime now.. that's because nothing really gets on my nerve to push me to blog here.. but today..tonight..at this hour.. I have something to share with people around in this cyber world.

I am one of the hello kitty fans.  This month, Mcdonald is releasing limited edition hello kitty plush toys every Thursday.  There is 4 to be collect.

I manage to collect 3 of them and I couldn't collect the last one. The forth one.
That is because some selfish ass here in Miri bought hell lots of them to be sell online with higher price.

How can they manage to buy so many! Could it be that they are collaborate with the Mcdonald staff? Or.. they are just too rich to be able to get so many. What I talk about is 20, 30 or even more of the toys in 1 go.

Some sell for RM60
Some sell for RM35
Some sell for RM25 (buy more got discount) (speechless)

Why are they so selfish?! Do they ever feel good by selling in such expensive price to people??
WE queue since morning!! All we get is NO STOCK from the cashier.

ALL they do is buy all of them and sell online!
If you buy another extra 1 unit and said wanting to sell it online, that's fine with me.. but 20 30 50 units?!!

My colleague daughter has been calling her since morning asking if she manage to get it for her and her younger sister.
My pregnant colleague queue too.
Her husband did the same.

Sigh.. selfish people!!

Your Logo is Unacceptable.

Your logo is unacceptable therefore we have to reject your applications. hahaha this is the hot topic since yesterday and today.

What surprising me is, that logo has been used for ages. Im 29 this year, and never have I heard DAP logo being rejected. Not even in previous prime minister era.

So? What do they think they're saying?

I Know No Microsoft.

We always thought that an accountant knows how to counts well, so eventually will know how to manage something well.. but we are wrong.. because an accountant will manage everything using calculation. Sometimes, something are not meant to be calculated and needed to let it be naturally and letting it loose.

We always thought a teacher knows how to teach and pouring knowledge well, so eventually will know how to control other people mindset as well. But we are wrong.. they might be good in teaching and spreading knowledge but to change a person mindset? It's all depend on the person itself though....

TODAY!.. I realized another thing... I thought a banker will be a smart, rich person.. seems like I was wrong.  Not all bankers are smart in everything or rich. Today I learnt that, a banker has no microsoft knowledge.

I couldn't accept it at first which I thought it was the joke of the day. But when we talked further about it... it's definitely not a joke at all. This banker know no microsoft knowledge. Know no excel or words...
This is because people who works in banks using the banks' own system.  It's 100% different from any other system you ever see. It was specialized for such purpose..banking purpose.  So this girl over here, know nothing about Microsoft thingy and she applied for a job which need such skills.

I think she's out of her mind. It's hard to learn to use all these while you work. You have you daily routine each day and it's troublesome if to rely on colleagues sitting next to you to teach you from top to bottom. LoL... that colleague might end up in hot soup in the end of the day because her tasks has been left hanging. LOL

I'll just wish her the best of luck ..

Whose Life Better?

We're just normal human being with lots of greed. It's funny how we always wish that we have somebody else's life while others wishes to have our lifestyles.

We envy how other people know so much, been so busy, fully utilize their time ... while they envy us for having so much spare time to search youtube and surfing facebook.

I'm kinda blank of what to do during my spare time lately which making me feeling uneasy.. Was thinking to buy myself a book to read today, a novel, since the book store having some offers... somehow, all novels are so emotionally type , sad -_- oh goodness me.. I hate such stories lol. I wouldn't be able to sleep if I read those..

Play games? I think I had played enough of computer games and handphone games..

Another 5 days to Push

It's public holiday today but why am I feeling tired..? Because I have never stop thinking of all the problems of myself everyday and also other people's problem =_="

I just hope I won't get sick like this.. It's a tiring life actually.
CNY is around the corner.. and people is asking about my preparation.. ermm... I don't really prepare much lol.. what is there to prepare? I didn't invite people to my house and I don't plan to go to anyone house either lol.. I can't find the meaning of visiting actually..until now.. or I never would find the meaning of it LOL.

I just felt that.. keeping in touch during normal times are more than enough.. and holiday is my own personal time to sleep, eat and enjoying myself doing whatever I want to do.. I like sleeping during holiday lol.

I wanted to buy the damn footwear I tried today.. Probably asking my boy to send me there to get it this Saturday.. hahahaha. I wanted to have it for this coming annual LUNCH held by my workplace. Still need to get a nice hat as the bloody theme is about wearing youself a hat. =_=" aih...

So, it's going to be a pair of Heels and a Hat. Something like the photo above.. once saw it sold at Parkson .. T_T" but it's like few years ago... uuuwwaaaaaa!!

Hearing Aid Hot Topic.

The hearing aid video has went viral in the internet starting last night.. and today.. a lot of photos being edit sarcastically about this topic. LoL..

It's about voicing your opinions in public. Seriously, not just political thingy, but also anything that relate to work.. personal..friends, families.. bosses maybe? are meant to be kept by ourselves and we may still able to blurt it out but of course during the right moment then.

Sometimes, we are just too proud of being ourselves and starting to be outspoken but end up being forever alone.

As for this student.. how will she ended after this , nobody knows. Kicked out from the university? Or being adopt by some rich lawyers and train her to be a good speaker LOL haha we never know...

What she voiced out are very easily understand and probably some people have the same thoughts with her.. some, not all.

It's just that... nothing matters but our own country no matter what skin color we are.. If you want to make it a better place, better just pray lol. Pray first and the rest, step by step then hahaha..

Another Cloudy Sunday That Is

Last night went out to have this steamboat + bbq thingy in a local old hotel. It used to be their cafe but it end up as a place for steamboat. Only a couple was in there when we walked in. Pity the place. Not much people know about it plus the price is much cheaper than Passion Corner LOL. Amazing hahaha.

After the steamboat we went to Starbucks for a drink with cake and all I can say is .. their chocolate tuxedo cake sucks. My friend butter cake should taste better than that. =_= we didn't finish it even it's just a slice... zzzz speechless.

We went out to celebrate a friend's 30th Birthday.. So Old LOL. I'm soon to be 30th too by next year. hahahaha.. My office aunty colleagues said.. expired. LOL

They all got married at early age. For them, age like me should be married with a kid already. =_=" 

Kid.. kid these days are just much more complicated than a cat to take care of.. ain't that easy my dear aunties... hahahahaha

The birthday girl went to KL today .. so nice. She's celebrating her birthday (the real date) there. I want to celebrate my 30th birthday at outside of Miri too. KL pun jadi lah....

363 days to go.

There are 365 days in a year.. I used to think that's a lot.. but now, I feel that it's too little. Just in a glimpse of an eye, there goes 2012 and here is 2013. I started issued some cheques dated in 2013 already by today.
It's going to be a busy beginning of the year indeed. Lucky colleague giving birth during the month where everyone is so busy.. Sigh.. why?!! This is very challenging for me actually. I do wish I can finish everything up before Chinese New Year as I plan to spend more holidays at home hibernating myself wahahahaha.

People usually busy visiting but I enjoy staying at home cuddling and sleep whenever I wanted to. It's a bliss to be able to do so.

Another few more weeks is a friend's birthday.. she's turning 30 years old. LoL.. living for 30 years of life is quite long.. 30 times 365 days.. 10,950 days.. she has been breathing for that much! wow that's quite an amount lol...

New year resolutions? Get more slimmer and healthier and fairer skin! I won't be getting married in any time around so it's important to keep myself fit till that day arrives. Yes, I take this as a challenge as I'm a lazy person.

As for my boy, wish him better career and good health for himself and his family members then. Good health brings good happiness which money can't buy.

My Life is an Exciting Life.

Well, I am having an exciting life..that is IF I see it positively...

I had won a photo contest recently.. that is because only 4 people taking part. I won it with more than 251 "Like" in Facebook. It's a contest organized by a local beauty parlour in my hometown.
The prize of the contest worth RM298. It's a dermalogica travel set. I use once of their products but not in full set and it hurt my skin. Small  bumps appears.

Lately been spending $$ in cheaper facial products from Skin food but somehow I just lack in something and  I'm having small bumps again.. on and off lol.. Kinda frustrating at first but I'm not giving up to get the best solution for this problem.

I got my salary today.. no extra money ..no bonus. I used to have year end bonus through out my years in this current company but this year.. none. No idea what the heck the tauke at HQ doing. *cursing him hard*. I doubt that we will even be given increment next year as well.
Lot of people resigning and lots of weirdos joining in as well. Is the company turning good or bad? I have no ..idea..at all.

Talk back of my facial products. Hand itchy want to get the carrot range from skin food. Received good review from a friend. Kinda regret didn't get it at the first place. I first got the tomato night range and it goes well with my caroline skin care ( i used it at day time) but then when caroline is running out, I grab the tomato day time range and it doesn't turn out so well. Probably because of the food I consume? lots of possibility but I never faced such problem ever since I used caroline skin care but the price is increase already and I am not happy LOL. 1 bottle toner already need 100++ =____= omg.. really blood sucking prize.

Haih.. how? Chinese New Year is around the corner.. Although I didn't have the habit of inviting people to come to my house to "bai nian" as I am lazy to prepare the things , food and drinks. Sendiri already not enough makan still need to feed other people makan, after makan, TQ pun no say. =_= for what? Im not doing charity for people that is richer than me ler.. sorry!

Planning to get a Converse brand shoes.. seems like have to hold it back already. And another nude color heels to work.. well, this have to be hold back to..or maybe  no need cuz the heels is below RM100 LOL!! HAHAHAHAHA
What else.. ermm.. clothes? well plan to get a red color dress... this might need to hold back as well.. All this while I never buy any red color clothes.. this year plan to get 1, nvm lah... no budget. Year 2014 then LOL

This Sunday got a wedding reception which I am ..lazy to attend. I am thinking to skip but how? Hmm if only there's a way..

I'm struggling to cheer myself out. don't think about the bonus.. don't think about the pimple face.. =(

Hate chinese new year.. hate my colleague giving birth at this time during year end account closing! I have to start bringing back work to do during weekend ;( Sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or..maybe not. Hopefully don't have to!!! *pray hard*

Hopefully the picky manager won't give me trouble. I am not a well trained secretary.. he better don't expect too much from me. I am well shield and if he is acting fishy.. I won't think twice to get it back at him >.<

And There it Goes...

And there goes all my annual leave... going to have more annual leave next year... lol...
Tomorrow will be a busy busy day...
As I didn't work for 2 days...
Oh my..rushing for month end closing account and also hoping to get more cash in the bank account by month end...

After Christmas will be Chinese New Year... something I always fear off.. I never liked it .. It's a tiring event..with not much fruitful things for me other than spend spend and spend.

I guess I won't be spending anymore cash on floating balloons this year in the bazaar. Nahh.. RM10 box and only lasted for 2 weeks. I had it twice already so I guess it's enough floating lol.

Next year I'll be 29... wow.. I have been living for 29 years! *horror face*
Imagine a laptop aging 29 years. Must be old , rusty and slow LOLLLLLLLLLLLLL... I hope I'm not slowing down though.. hopefully.

I don't have much expectations... kinda lazy .. I'll look forward for the next hour each day will be enough lol.

She Is Officially Married Today.

Today is a school classmates getting married. I admit I once not closed with her in fact, I just hate the school and all the people in and around it after I been transfered there.  I am not a bad girl who got kicked out from school and has to go to other school but I am a girl which has no place to further to Form 4 because the darn school only provides education until Form 3. (yes, very kasian, I know).

This girl (the bride) is a smart person. Good handwriting, wear braises on her teeth, super skinny, has a loving generous father and a like-to-act cute younger sister. I was thinking.. If I don't make my move to make some friends, I think it's hard to survive for another 2 years there. So, I started to stick myself to her, dig where she went for tuition and all. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL yes, evil method. Parasites? Yup, that is the time where I learnt to be a parasite.

And that's how we got a long well, and today she got married to a guy which we all study in the same classroom. I have no idea (nobody did actually) how she got hook up with him and how he ended up with her! We (as classmates) didn't even notice a single sign of they both are interested of each other LOLLLLL (ok they are secretive then).

One day, she Pm-ed me at Facebook saying she got married on the 24th December but the dinner will be on the 30th December.
On the 24th, bridesmaids, need to be at bride's house at least 6am in the morning she said. We reach early there , before 6am with my Bear friend. Nobody there, only 2 uncles, a photographer, bride's dad and a makeup artist. Her makeup almost done already that time. It's hot inside her house. Brick house with no air-conditioned and windows are closed. =_=" so .. it's not as what we both expect. Alright then, the bride starting to brief about the games which will be serve to the groom's brothers. Usually, the bridesmaids need to figure out the games.. but this one is another way round. Fine, nvm, we just follow then.

After briefing, bride suddenly said, the money she need to bring to groom house is not ready. =_=" she want it to be decorate in a love shape and all.. still left few pieces not yet stick on the red manila card. So...my Bear friend helped. Okay done. Then the bride asked me to go hang the bunch of grapes for the groom to eat. =_=" alright. I found the grapes and .. a plastic pipe.

Seriously there isn't any place to hang such thing at her house. When the bride's brother in law came, he helped to hang the grape by throwing a rope, way across the electricity wire in front of the bride house and hang the grape there. He said it won't electrocute anybody because it's nylon rope =_=.
Oh well, he dare to guaranteed and I have no idea how to hang it so, I just go with his idea.
Then, my Bear friend went to the kitchen to see what's the bride's father doing.. the tea ceremony thingy is no where to be seen. The bride's father is making some tea.. and it's normal chinese tea. LOL. Well, I personally thought it is normal chinese tea to be used but the bear friend say need to put red dates inside to make it sweet tea. Need to be sweet.!! Wahahaha okay, it has the meaning actually... sweet life and all.

Luckily , the Bear friend found a packet of red dates in the fridge, so there goes the tea, done.
After that, since the bride's mother passed away last year, so need to "serve tea" for her too. Bear friend help to put the table in front of her photo lo. Making a temporary altar.

All these in process, people starting to come, other bridemaids I mean. But bride's relative from her mum side is no where to be seen... zzz they should come and help cuz bride mum no more ... selfish.

Bride totally give out her best to do and buy those necessary things needed in order to follow the chinese traditions. Her aunts from her mum side can only call and advise.. they seriously need to lend out a hand and help. It's weird when the bride have to do everything herself. as if she's an orphan LOLLLLLLLL WHY?!!! Erghhhhh.....

Luckily got the Bear friend around.. she's expert and more experience in this. She will get good karma a lot a lot for all the work she contribute today. =)
I cannot help much because myself isn't so pro.. I already plan how is it going to be when I got married. Totally going to be different from what I see today and on last 2nd Dec .

For the brothers gang.. mostly are familiar faces from school. They have prepared themselves for the worst game ever but the game ended up like ... sukaneka tadika. Eat grape, blow rice flour, dance with balls clip in between and drink coke LOL.. Gentle huh? Yup, they are very lucky indeed. As for the last wedding I attend on the 2nd Dec, brothers are not prepared for any of games cuz they thought fetching bride from Hotel, so there won't be any games.. end up having small gas brother, brother hiding behind curtain and etc.

Alright, back to the today's event. After the groom got into bride's room. He put ring to the bride's finger and kiss her cheeks.. bride dad bring her downstairs for tea serving ceremony... and yes, the bride's dad cried so so so badly.. tears flowing like leaking pipe.. I wanted to cry as well but I look elsewhere.. as if I start crying.. I will be hard to stop LOL..

After reach the groom house, only then I know, the couple will not be staying at there.. they both bought a new house not far from school.. =_= wow.. bought..a..house..
They are both very lucky. Raised by parents which can say has already help putting their journey of life half in tarred. not much bumps and holes.
If to compare to me and my other half. Well, we are more pity.
Groom's mum and dad still alive. Both working. Mum is Kanebo consultant!!! I just knew. No wonder she looks hot.. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL and ..no wonder all her kids (including the groom) has smooth fair silky face (even they are all boys) .. Yes, groom has no sister. 3 siblings and all boys.

Bride is Clarins supporter but.. her face is still far to compare to her husband's face. I think it's time for her to change to Kanebo :P Kanebo is very pricey too.. they have this Lip Freshener. I need to get one if I have extra cash this month LOL .. Allllllrighhtttttttt... enough. this is out of the topic. LoL

So, after tea ceremony at groom's house, the couple need to head to their own house. I didn't follow, as I don't drive and the person who drove me need to go back to work soon. So... yeah, we just head back home.

That's all the story for today.. What I don't expect is, why they bought a new house.. why can't they go live in bride's house after all her dad is all by herself. Her dad looks much older after her mum died. When we reach her home, her dad was in the kitchen. So we went in and say hello. He start mumbling saying " my daughter getting married and now I have to make my own tea to drink in the morning" You know how I felt? I felt helpless.. I don't know what to say else to this old man. How should I comfort him? We both act deaf and walked away LOLL..

What's going to happened when I got married? Oh well, my barbarian brother should be still sticking his ass around here in my mum's house. Thick face people who like to bluff how he wanted to move outside which in the end he still around at the same nest. That's my brother.
But I will need to get back home everyday to check on her. Hmm... different people has different path. I should never feel stress and pressure and should never compare. Or I will get crazy one day.

22nd December 2012

Another few more days, Christmas is coming,
Another few more days, another person going to be someone's else wife.
Another few more days will be my account closing LOL.. hhahahaha

I have taken my annual leave since yesterday, and will resume back to duty on the 26th December.

Year end sale is everywhere... all offers are very tempting... why.. why are the offers so crazy?! Money just ain't enough to spend..

Hmmm ... This month, 4 people resigned from my current workplace. All 4 are girls... muahahahaha

Oh well, each one of them have their own reason of leaving and apparently I can say that all 4 of them are being labelled as weirdos in our office. All know except themselves of course.

Hope they manage to find the suitable place for them.

What I'm hoping next is good days ahead and less thing to worry about...

Tomorrow Will Be D Day.

Ladies and gentlemen..tomorrow will be the day where I will be bridemaid for the first time lol... hahahahahhahahaha.. oh well, it should be the 2nd time actually but I never bother to be bridemaid during previous classmate's wedding and I FFK them. Not even went to dinner.. just pass angpao only.. talk about ang pao.. I haven't pack mine.

Been busy going out to town since November ,other people getting married but how come ending up myself busy? Weird lol.. well, girls, we all want to look good and smell good. I didn't get the perfume I wanted.. too expensive and with the same amount of money, I can get few more items I need. So, with 2nd thought, I said NO to it.

Talk about tomorrow, the bride seems cool ... she doesn't bother much, just doing like what other people are doing when they get married. She sure has a lot of relatives... guest are 410 people.. wuu... that's a lot for a commoner LOLLLLLLLLLLLLL HAHAHHAHAHA
Well, she's a commoner but her dad isn't .. so, I think mostly are her dad's friends, or business partners..
Wish her happy wedding ever after...

What about myself? Well, my plan kinda spoilt because my left arm, upper side near chest area, is now suffering some minor injury and the look of it is making me sick. Kinda disappointed. I think I shouldn't have rub it witk ZAM-BUK. Probably it look much better. Darn it!

Tomorrow have to wear mini jacket for my dress... ergh.. yeah, I have to wake up as usual at 5am.. =_= so in another 15 minutes, I should go to bed. I hope I don't have to wander around outside too long tomorrow after the ceremony. I really need to get some rest. I want to sleep or else, I'm not going to the dinner.. zzzzz my bear friend asked me to bring along the clothes which will need to be wear for dinner.. OMGGGG I am NOT going to bring a backpack around tomorrow. Hell No!
If she isn't able to bring me home, just at least drop me at a place with taxi. I can ride a taxi home.. I need bath and wash my face, my stressful face need mask too. gagagaga Skin Food Kiwi mask does hydrates my skin.. mmmm not very Big effect but you can see it.

Rushing for Year End *ergh*

It's 24th December 2012 and soon it's the end of year 2012.. currently tuning in mix fm online and they're playing Yuna's song, our home girl. Hmm.. her song seriously not my type. Too jazz lol.. I respect her for her achievement in USA and not Malaysia hahaha. Malaysian hardly put into jazz song I think. Last year 3 of her songs got into Juara Lagu finale, but none of them won.  But things turn another way around when she was at overseas.. weird huh? Rezeki di tanah orang dan bukan tanah sendiri. I think she is very grateful for this.

Okay, enough about Yuna, now I'm talking about myself. What a woman want? Cash and Love lol. Women will never get enough of both of these. I can guarantee you. My last hangout at night was on last Thursday night, as I'm on my annual leave, I promise the bear friend to hangout with her because she was in last minute hunting for a pricey birthday gift for her cousin lol. Her cousin with another 2 friend bought her a Bonia brand bag hor.. branded bag itu... I eat so big also haven't receive a branded bag lol. The most expensive thing I ever received from friend was a DKNY perfume and it wasn't even the smell I like because I prefer green apple and not the pink bottle. The bottle is still full and the smell turn weird already because it was almost like 3 years there wahahahahaha .

If for perfume, I would like Pleasure Intense and nothing else. Those Bvlgari or CK smells like old newspaper or human's pee LOLLLLLLLLLL.. I just feel it's not natural enough. Too "man made" feel.

So, during the Thursday hangout, we talk about bags, and this bear friend asked me to purchase Coach brand bag and she has "hole" where I can get it cheaper. So the word cheaper caught my attention so I asked her, How much ? she said around RM700. *puke + face palm*. RM700 for a bag??!! Buy a bag worth RM700 but inside the bag, don't even contain RM700 cash not even RM500 to carry around. Not even a credit card!! OMGGG seriously I'm just not up to the standard, I told her straight and yes, she pulled her straight face afterwards LOLLLLLLLLLLLL People is Managerial level, carry RM700 bag okay lah.. suit her, but for me, LOL make people LMAO only.

I have to think few times to get the Carlo Rino bag at Parkson which currently around RM300++ and is 20% off.. till now, I still don't have the gut to own it. What more to say RM700 bag. Totally speechless..

I will one day own the Channel bag waseh mimpi di hujan hari hAHAHAHAHAHA.. that will cost me 15k to the cheapest. crazy crazy.. just a bag and Felixia Yeap said it's made from Sheep Skin =_= I think 1 ekor sheep skin is more than enough to produce 1 unit of the bag and I don't think it needs 15k. Probably is the chemical that cost that much :P LOL..

Next year September 2013, I will be flying to KL after 5 years didn't step my foot there. The last time I was there, Pavillion is still under construction HAHAHHAHAHA. so the only branded place I can go view from outside was the KLCC. I do day dream sometime to purchase the French Sole shoes, it's like Ballerina type.. heard it's super comfortable and cheapest for a pair is RM500. Weird, when comes to shoes, I do have the guts to own it. but not for bags , wanna know why?

Since child, I have this problem getting good comfortable shoes because I have long skinny feet and it's growing fast too LOL. So mum would prefer getting me cheap shoes because my feet will very soon unable to fit in, so getting me an expensive shoes will be such a waste, but there is always a problem with cheap shoes and that is.. they tend to "bite" your feet. =_=" I get easily pissed when I can hardly walk cuz I get blister on my feet and it hurts a lot when I go take my bath. Skin got peeled off. So, when I grow up and earning my money, I always getting myself good shoes, adidas or nike, when Parkson exist, I would at least getting a pair of Polo or Carlo Rino, they are very gently to my feet.

For heels, as per my friend Miss Bunny C introduction, Primavera is the best choice. She said it is Lawyer shoes LOL. HAHHHAHAHA I didn't know!!! Now I know lol.. my colleague does said I look femine with it .. well, balut kepala type de shoes always more polite :) I have long toes, so balut type will be my choice.

French Sole! My next dream brand for next year. Hope the price does not increase. =_=" if not, hancur hati ku again.. zzzz.. for bags, maybe go KL see see.. probably can get cheaper CR? LOLLLL 15k bag.. go in the shop give it few of my handy touch can lah.. if they allow LOL. Wear lawyer shoes go inside the shop,they probably thought I'm a lawyer *slap face*

She Will Pass The Test.

I was still on my holiday here .. at my own home hahaha. clearing annual leave. I woke up at 6am to entertain my cats and dogs.. after that I swept the floor and starting to play my game. I checked my email at first and found out that by reaching level 10 at City Ville, I get lots of nice bonuses for my Chef Ville.. so I started to play City Ville...

While having all my attention to the game, I received a msg from office colleague. While my right hand holding the mouse and the left hand scrolling the msg at my phone.. I was totally shocked and there goes the game. I lost it. LoL

It says, one of my Aunty Colleague in office just lost her husband. I did heard the HR lady talking on the phone with her and I heard the word "fallen down" " hospital" " dont forget take lunch" " anything you need my help just let me know".
HR lady with this aunty colleague are school mates way back 20 or 30 years ago and they reunited at the current company Im working with. Although they sometimes fight or argue anything, but when comes to caring and stuff, they are both still in to it.

Only then I know it was her husband that admit to the hospital on Wednesday and today, he's no more.. They are average kind of family with 3 kids, 2 sons and a daughter , just 5 years old. Both age around 40++. Eldest son should be in PMR level.

When I first join this company, I already heard some stories about her. She was sitting at a corner outside of the manager's office. So I assume she is the manager's secretary. Well, sort of.. more into admin stuff. Other colleague told me she once had a big arguement with a colleague sitting next to her saying the colleague distrub her computers data and files.. Of course, the one being pin point is so unhappy and there goes the fighting scene.
Manager wanted to fire her already that time cuz the same incident keep repeating.
But then, another colleague back her up by talking to the admin manager of her situation. Her husband lost his job, she has financial problem and feeling stressed, she afraid she will lost her job too so she starting to have the abnormal behaviour and suspecting other colleagues been disturbing her work and wanted to create a bad impression on her which actually not true. It was all her imagination .

In the end, she end up sitting at a corner all by herself outside the manager's office and the chaos ended.

So now, she lost her husband totally... I cannot imagine how is she doing, all I can do is pray she will get over the situation positively. As I know, God will never give you a test that you will never be able to pass it. He know you can, that's why He gave the test to you. We shall never give up. I shall never give up too. Just that I'm totally blank and easily effected by my surrounding areas which is a bad thing actually. I do pray that I will get some hint to walk the right path.

My Sanity Line

I am on my annual leave today, and tomorrow, means I will be crazy around from Thursday until Sunday and busy again with my work on Monday.

I hope I can control my sanity and draw a line in between it with Insanity. LOL.
Life has been so hectic each growing days... It's going to be an end of year 2012 in just few weeks away and Chinese New Year is going to be around the corner. I don't like Chinese New Year very much.. it's mostly like dressing up the best and go visiting here and there and by the time you notice your dress got dirty by some "acar" or your new year shoes got dirty by some mud, you get unhappy and hardly pull a smile on your face for the next few houses hahahhaaha.. well, that person would be me, LOL.. yes, I get unhappy over some certain small things which other people might just walk over it.

But there are some matter which I can just walk over it and other people just can't do it hahahaha.. darn it.

Have I bought my chinese new year things yet? well.... I buy things all the time though.. they are my temporary happiness... hahahaha

Let's not talk about chinese new year yet.. Xmas is just around the corner.. But I'm not celebrating it.. but still I wish I could get something for myself... Since my birthday month, which is in October, I told myself I'm going to get a bottle of perfume from Estee Lauder call Pleasure Intense, but too bad their Xmas package just don't have it.. So if to buy the big bottle it will cost me RM300, free 1 miniature of Pleasure. But if to buy small bottle it will be RM210.

Pricey Pricey indeed. I love Pleasure Intense smell... I first know this smell from CLEO magazine way back in the year 2002. HAHAHAHA. they give sample in the magazine... so when I opened it in class.. whole class smell so flowerly... MMMMM... even the friend sit next to me got it rub on her body.. =_="

Awesome smell and I still remember it now, so I finally figure out which perfume is actually my favorite.. kekekekekeke

I'm so into Skin Food again lately.. They're going to have Xmas range call Wild Berry blablabla.. what attract me is it contain hyaluronic. Only thing I heard about this hyaluronic acid from a friend who work in a beauty centre said it manage to pull away wrinkles.. face lifting effect LOL.... hahhahaha although I don't have any wrinkles yet but.. face lifting sounds interesting.. wuu huuu... I still need to do more research about this acid, good and bad about it because I believe in 1 thing.. mother nature will do you less harm but man made acid? 99% will do you harm, maybe not now but in future.. or... all the toxic accumulate in your body.. and 1 day it goes KABOOOMMMM and there you go.. hahahaha

It's Been A While

Alright then, it's been a while since the last time I submit a post here in my own blog. A lot of things had happened but then I just so lazy to say it out here.. hahaha.. Been busy trying to get myself more sleep and also playing my chef ville flash game at Facebook. The game is really killing my brain cell but also kill my free time.

My office now is packed with humans.. next door office colleagues, 8 of them, is now my colleague, taking salary from the same company. I thought I won't get used to it but so far so good though. I just treat them like transparent, as long as they don't show out their childish side (as they are much younger staff) .. But the funny thing is, I already have a colleague which is not so happy with one of the 8 people as this girl starting to show some sign of trying to get paid for contributing nothing. haha.. Budak budak la di katakan...

As for my boyfriend.. he has been busy with his one man show for more than a month now... he's getting sluggy too. I'm quite worry of him .. so when I am worry, I will feel unhappy, so when I'm unhappy, I will try to do something to make myself happy, yes, I'm buying temporary happiness. Luckily what I bought is something which I will use.. LOL. Nah... cheap things.. respring my wardrobe actually.. time to get less with T-shirts and more nicer blouse and jeans or pants.

I got my new office uniforms already.. look.. okay lah... all are in stripes.. black skirt. a colleague has already worn it to work the next day.. =_= yes, usually we wash our clothes first before wearing it even we just bought it, but she didn't .. I have no idea what is the rush.. LOL probably really running out of things to wear hahaha..

Recently, I'm surveying things online as I am on holiday, nothing much to do after finisihing my chores.. A lot of xmas package gift from Body Shop, Face Shop and yes, my favourite, Skin Food.
I only using 1 item from Face Shop, quite nice, face scrub.. as for skin food, mmm.. all items are very tempting except for some aging range which most online feedback says it's not very effective. I think, if really want to get rid of wrinkles and stuff, probably need to adjust from within the body and not outside and theres come Lamor2. It's a collagen drink from Korea.

From looking at the testimonial submit by some consumers of this drink, it does look creepy because the result is really there. RM180 for 15 sachets.. you can stop to drink it once you achieve the result. It's halal as well. Comes in 2 types, fish collagen and bean. Bean is for people like me which has sensitive skin from food allergy,etc.
I do plan to try for this .. LOL, it sounds very promising.

you can check it out here,
Lamor2
it will link you to another window, don't worry, it's details of this lamor collagen drink.

In December 2012, I'm going to attend to 2 wedding ceremony.. what excites me are the dining venue. one will be at Meritz and one will be at beach republic. I never been to these 2 places for wedding yet! ahahahaha.. but the boo-hoo part is, I need to be bridemaids.. both classmates, both couples are my classmates... LOL.. unique right? First time for me... hahahahahaha same class ok.. and they got hooked to each other and now getting married.

Oh dear, I am going to play my game now, had sore throat and had my pill taken. Tonight going to celebrate a buddy birthday .. hope I don't go moody.

20th October , Raining Saturday.

Today is a raining Saturday. It was a cloudy morning at first then it goes sunny in the afternoon until around 2pm , everything started to get darker and there comes the rain..

I was all alone at home. My boy is having his sleep after a late night knock off from his job (as he work night shift at pre-press department). He did SMS to me saying that he only get to sleep at 7am. Probably due to the herbal medicine I got for him. It's to help his blood circulation problem and hopefully will lessen his back pain due to the car accident he had previously.

A lot of things happened in this week. Firstly, my work doesn't run as I plan , or run as I hope. My manager didn't get to sign my documents and everything stuck there. I'm not sure if he will come to sign on Monday.
Other than this, when I reach home, my barbarian brother is bothering me with his personal problem. Hello.. what makes you think Love is all about? For him, love is like a pair of shoes, if it suits you, you just continue to wear it until it worn out, if it's not, you can dump it anytime. Well, for me, the girl he got hooked up is kinda problematic as well. What century is it now? Just met few times and there goes, both announce as "husband & wife" to the public and family members.. I'm totally speechless. Sigh. I had my own problem to bother, and my bf problem to bother and you want me to bother yours as well?!!

My own thought is, a wife or a husband isn't necessary but when you found the right person to walk with you for the rest of your life, NEVER EVER LET IT GO. That's my advice. If you feel why you always failed in the relationship, it's either your home feng shui got problem or yourself got problem or.. you just haven't met the right one yet. God is so funny sometimes, you never expect it when you less expecting.

Alright then, I just heard a gun shot, yes, I have a crazy neighbour living next door, and if there isn't any law in this world, I might already shot him dead myself. Where do I get the gun? Well, since there is no law in this world, guns and grenade might be easily available at grocery stores.

I always asked myself, do I have a good life? How do I rate life in good or bad? I don't have problems having my 3 meals a day, I got work, I get paid every month. I got friends and I had a laptop to use and a smartphone as well. So, is this good? For some certain people, it's just nice, but for some certain people, it's more than enough.

But for me, I still not feeling so happy.. why? Well, first thing first, I'm 28 years old, means I'm getting older. I'm not worry about getting married ( even though people around me are getting married and busy fcking to produce babies ), I'm more worry of my body aging problem. I still have lots to do in my wish list and I know without a healthy body, I wouldn't be able to complete them. I'm worrying of my bf health as well. It's a lie to say I'm not worry at all every time when I hear he said he unwell or back pain or his boss barking at him like he just missed out his sex last night..LOL.

Sigh.. God, if you ever had a laptop up in the sky and reading my blog, please give your blessing and guide to my bf. He deserve something much better. I'm not being greedy, but at least give him some points to follow or strengthen his mind and body. As long as he is doing good, I'm good.

Another week or more is the end of October.. my birth month. Oh well, ding dong ding dong Christmas is here...

October 14th..

I was wondering, why I couldn't remember what I did on this day last year.. LOL ahahha oh well, today is a lazy breezing Sunday , and I am here looking for something to blog about.. I played my Chef Ville game , and it's running our of energy , so I have to leave it there to charge for a while.

Right, let me blog of what is coming towards me in this December 2012.

Well, I received 2 invitations from ex-classmates during my time in higher secondary level. Both girls, both getting married, both getting married in the SAME month, which is December 2012.
One will be on the 2nd Dec, will be held in my town's 4 stars hotel wuhhuu.. well, something to get excited about because I never been there for any occasion yet.

Another one will be on the 30th Dec , held at Beach Republic.. Wuuhuuu something to be excited about as well because I heard a lot..a lot compliments from people that already been there for wedding occasions. All said the place was very relaxing, cute, modern and bubbly happening! Wow, I just can't wait.

Alright, as a normal girl, first thing pop in your mind was .. what the hell should I wear for these occasions?! Plus it's your ex-classmates weddings hahaha, of course you wish to look nice right? Mana mahu kalah.. but for a person like me which doesn't goes glamorous most of the times, had suffer some stress over this matters. It's not like I'm too big to get better size, it's just none of those I saw online or in shops suit me, I just felt its weird.

My eye sight has been too comfort over short pants/hot pants with T-shirt LOL
Darn!

Well, I had something in mind to wear for the beach republic dinner already. I'm going for something casual and yet still catchy.. I need a blazer as well but where to get 1?! erghh... I had one but it doesn't fit me anymore because I grown up already hahahahhahahahahaha

Okay, I'm a slowly grown up type of girl LOL weird? yes it is, lol.. ok, trolling myself.

For the Meritz one... ermm.. I had the right blouse but not the right pants and heels.. Well, this should be a small matter, pants is more easier to find as well as toe-cover heels.

Blazer... blazer... where to find?!!! =____= been scrolling online for it but found..none. zzzz God please help me.. drop me a blazer , I swear I will pay for it LOL

hahahahaha non stop trolling.. wuhuuu wuuhuu... tomorrow will be another crazy Monday, Another 4 working days for me, yes, I'm off on Friday again yessshhhhh babbeeeyyyy!!~~~~

You know what, both weddings asking me to be bride maid.. ok, I'm 28 and I never been bride maids  ..why? cuz previous one I all rejected the offer because I find it too fuzzy.. too much to do and...yes, I'm lazy lol

Why would I agree this time? Because I'm 28 and it's time for me to start doing something I never did before. So, I think become 1 time bride maid enough right? Well, the other one will say not fair.. so be this A bride maid, the B bride maid need to join as well lo...

21st Dec is doom day, nobody know whether it's real or not.. I was like, who cares? LoL