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There It Goes Again..

2012-02-04T20:14:00.002+08:00

There it goes again , another chinese new year.. This year is dragon year.. I made few resolutions.. Let's see if I still remember them. I wish to make my body health better... especially my indigestion problem.. easy getting heat problem.. easy getting cold in the morning and the list of sickness goes on. It's very tiring to have to bring a bag of medicine whenever you go except when I go out with my boy because that is only a few hours of shopping outside.. any activities more than 5 hours, I shall standby my bags of miracles. LOL

2nd resolution shall be... learning to let go of my work stress.. I always pressure myself to do the best do the best.. Whenever I get scolded by the nyanyuk apek financial controller at Kuching, I goes very very down and upset through out the whole day, even losing the appetite to eat, causing my weight to goes up and downs frequently and my face shapes goes round and oval round and oval lol soon I might lose my elasticity and I might need to carve a smile like the bad guy JOKER in BADMAN...

The day after tomorrow will be Chap Goh Mei, and it's a replacement public holiday as well so yayyy for me and my mum cuz she's not working too!! wuuhuuuu
I lost the bracelet gave by my boy ;( aih.. feel my wrist so empty.. it's a silver bracelet with nice design which almost all my colleagues praises for his taste! ><" now it's gone. I have drop it few times but this time, I drop it for eternity.. aih..

Today I received my valentine gift already and yet I haven't got anything for my boy =_= paiseh. Will share it all out what it is when I done with it. ;P surprise surprise people...

It's Been A While, So..Gong Xi Fa Cai!

2012-01-28T21:14:00.003+08:00

It's never too late to wish you all a prosperous chinese new year for this year 2012.. It's dragon year.. I have always wish to have a laptop in hand so that I can blog when ever I want since the day my desktop Phillip has died. But then, when I already have a laptop in hand borrowed from my boy, it seems like I still having minor trouble to keep my blog updated. That is because I find it troublesome to have to plug in the wire and charge the laptop as I dont have a proper study desk in my room and living room has none comfortable zone for me as well. After use, I have to pack up the wire and the mouse and the laptop back to the bag.. hehehe.. overall I'm just lazy.. hahahhaha I just realized it lol

Back then when there is desktop, all I need to do is on the socket and on the desktop, very simple. But I have no intention to get a new desktop as my brother will be the only one using it whole day whole night while I'm the one paying for any broken parts and internet fee. =_=

All I need is a laptop which it's battery function like smartphone. You will only need to charge it when the battery run low after few days of usage wuiseh... mana nak cari ni? Macbook has the solutions but it's just too pricey... See if I get Mid year bonus or not.. hehehe

Valentine is around the corner... ;) will need to start survey for places to dine.. my valentine dinner shall be made in advance as my boy works at night shift ..it's ok, everyday is our valentine ;)

Talk about chinese new year, it's dragon year this year. Chinese calendar has 12 zodiacs.. and mouse is the first while pig is the last. I never like to tell people which zodiac I am when I was still in primary school. As I school in 100% malay school, my classmates likes to know about these 12 zodiac thingy and ask me which one I am. I always told them I don't know as I don't want them to laugh at me because mice is a small animal =( I always wish I am the cool mighty dragon year.. or cute bunny year.. or elegant tiger year.. (since I like cat but cat isn't in the list, so tiger pun jadilah..) I never like horse because horse has large nose hole LOL.. snake too yucky cuz no legs and hisses... Monkey too naughty and too funny.. pig? pig symbolize 1 thing for everyone.. FAT and Stupid. LOLLLL while Cow kinda low class.. because I saw from TV, cow works in farms or become cow carriages hahhahahahhahahahaha

As I grow up and went to secondary school, Tv start to broadcast about how these 12 zodiacs appear and the story behind it during CNY days... from there I found out that Mice actually got number 1 during the race.. LOLOLLLLLLLLLLLLLL all of a sudden I felt so so proud!! and cow got number 2 lei.... if it wasn't for cow's generosity, mice wouldn't win the race... poor cat, cat got push down the river by the mice =_=

This year, Tv broadcast again about the zodiac race story and mentioned some facts about people who born in the year of the respective zodiac.

Mice : always think wisely and smart, love to avoid arguements and settle disagreement. People love mice because of it's friendliness "Ren Jian Ren Ai" la konon haha. If the person treat mice nicely, the mice treat double niceness back to the person.

Cow: Very hardworking..work and work and give full commitment to the work with ZERO complaints. Very loyal to friendship, family and loved ones. Sometimes will ego in some matter and stubborn in some situation.

Rabbit: NEVER like arguements.. LOVE peace very very much. Will do the best to settle disagreements and very cosy to their friends making rabbit people are loveable people. But sometimes get stuck in situation due to it's kindness that making themselves drown in the end.

Tiger: Wise, Elegant and Noble. Sometime too egoistic in some matter but they are taking things very seriously in friendship and very loyal to their other half.

Dragon: Very stern to their own decision. When they say A, they hardly taking other people words to choose for B. They are good partners with those who born in year of Mice when comes to co-operation in work. LOL. Loyal to friends and easy gets angry sometimes.

Goat: Loves having people to give attention to them, and support. respect elderness (this doesn't apply to my brother as he is born in year of Goat)

Other zodiac.. I just don't quite remember.. hehehe.. I think search in internet will have the answer so happy searching!

Rolling again and again.

2012-01-07T10:53:00.002+08:00

It's been a very busy week since 3rd January 2012. My company is getting nastier each month, each day, each hour and each minute blablablabla.
Only idiot people would think of things that will only make 1 thing goes complicated instead of easier for everybody.

All the work in hand I have right now really killing me. Killing my brain cell. There is one time I went to have breakfast with my colleague, I sat there for few minutes staring at the waitress dont know what to say to her. I know what I want to eat, but somehow I just cant recall what it is.
It's like my memory is disappearing little by little ..soon my brain gonna fill up with only works.

I really wish to finish my things before CNY. I want to have few days break accompany my mum at home. Doing things she likes to do which is cooking .. HAHHA.
I'm the only girl in the house, and it would be nice to have each other around when we are doing girls stuff , gossipping, cursing and all hahahahahaha

Of course we don't talk when we are preparing the meal or else the meal will be extra salty LOL

I will be rising from the ground like a skyscrapper.. yes. for sure.
If things just goes to far, I might as well wrote something nasty to "King".

Ader Ku Kisah?

2011-12-30T08:25:00.002+08:00

Hahaha baru jer lepas menonton Maharaja Lawak Mega Boboi. LoL pretty awesome.. I like them from the beginning of the contest already. Their joke is so poor and Afdlin Shauki looks so cute inside with the children clothes.

Today is 30th December and I'm at home. I plan to clean some chairs but now I'm kinda lazy right now after cleaning for 2 hours yesterday. lol. I know.. I'm lousy.. 2 hours already feel so tired. HAHHAHA.. mum has so much in mind that she want to cook and prepare for CNY. =_= and I was like.. can we actually do them all and finish the tast before 23rd January?

All these is not strong enough to bother me compare to my work problem. I has so much to do and yet I have been forced to clear my annual leave and here I am sitting here blogging and wait myself to go berserk on the 3rd January 2012. Sad.

Today is also the birthday of my boy.. Mum prepared chicken soup and ask me get ready mee sua for him to eat when he come over later in the afternoon. I know he dont like mee sua..nevermind, I like ma.. HAHHAHA. I said to him that we pick up a place and eat outside. He said have to see what time he woke up from his sleep. Hmm.. I'm still thinking where to go as his appetite has yet to recover.. probably eat some simple chinese cuisine somewhere..

Dear, I know you been following my blog each day. I am here to tell the whole cyber world that I love you so much , no words could ever describe, no numbers could ever rate, and I wish you a very happy birthday. May your work run smoothly day by day and may your wishes came true whatever you wish.

I'm Just Staying Out

2011-12-25T12:37:00.002+08:00

It's Christmas afternoon now and here I am blogging on my bed. My boy will be busy at his office.. my mum having her afternoon nap and my brother.. hmm what he's doing I just don't care lol
I bet my colleagues are having their visiting trip started already. No calls or sms from them to reconfirm whether I'll be joining or not so I guess they have already knew I won't be joining..
I seriously don't like visiting much. You're visiting a person which you're seeing 5 times a week. I think that is more than enough and during special event you still have to visit the same person but with free flow of food and drinks. LOL

Last year Christmas my boy brought me to Bintulu.. It was great.. Bought some stuff from there too. While this year Christmas, no Bintulu and of course, not getting anything too LoL.. don't have anything in mind to get but a laptop and shoes and some clothes? Ergh..talk about clothes, I don't know how to mix myself in the trends these days.. everything seems so complicated. In order to get everything look normal on you, you need to add few more layers and stuff and belts . It makes me feel like I'm a Christmas tree. Just no bling lights =_=" dowh...

There won't be anything much more important than to wish for good health and career for my family members and my boyfriends and my friends who deserves my wishes LOL HAHAHAHA
Yes! I am a mean friend. I don't simply praise or give blessing to others .. Iyalah tu.. sombong ke, kedekut ke, that's me alright ;D kacing!kacing!

Tonight Will Be A Normal Night

2011-12-24T19:47:00.003+08:00

It's Christmas Eve tonight and I'm here finding something to blog about. Mum is sick, so she slept already after taken her porridge dinner , while my brother cooked few packets of his instant noodle as dinner because he lazy to cook proper dinner as per mum's instructions.

I ate my own luxury dinner. Mee ayam kampung with a fried egg and steamed lady fingers with some light soya sauce. This will be my Christmas Eve dinner as I don't have turkey to prepared.
I believe mostly of my friends and colleagues has already starting to go out for their own countdown. It's okay, I'll be counting down here online lol

Christmas is another excuse for you to buy more things for yourself actually but I don't really getting myself anything.. I thought of getting myself a laptop..my very own laptop but the bonus from my company is nowhere to be heard yet. Guess my big boss is still considering about it.
Never mind then. Getting it now or afterwards just doesn't matter for me anyway.

Next month will be chinese new year.. soon another year or two, chinese new year might be happinening in December.. oppss.. haha feel little spooky when thought of this. Really spooky.
When comes to event like this, it's all about having yourself dress up in grand and start to pay visit to your friends and families and starting to debate about your life before and after chinese new year.. which is quite boring. Since facebook is so convenient now, they should have just post it out and start to tag the people around in the facebook list instead having to spend money buying clothes and etc and dressing up and waste car fuel to pay visit to people just to show off or even making up stories that doesn't exist just to impress others or self cover up. Don't you think it's more environment friendly like this?

Meaning of Christmas These Days.

2011-12-24T08:29:00.002+08:00

Today is Christmas Eve, but it will be any other normal day for me. My family never celebrate Christmas..and my boy is on duty tonight, so tonight shall be a silent night. I know almost all of my friends around me will be busy tonight. Those with families that celebrate Christmas will be having big feast, those couples will go for candle light dinner either they are celebrating this event or not.. LOL.. Hotels and restaurants has lots of offer to choose from for you to spend your cash on wahahaha. Tonight is money come money come night for them.

Tomorrow shall be 25th Dec, it's Christmas and it's Sunday. I shall be at home too I guess. Although I have colleagues asking us to go her house for some fiesta makan makan.. I'm not quite sure I will attend or not. They arrange for a company car to fetch us. When they heard of free transportation, those who does not like visiting ..would agree to join as well =_=" . If they join, by the time the car reach my house, I might need to sit on the rooftop then LOL. No more seats ah! HAHAHAHAHA

I told them, I will reconfirm if I wanna go with them. My mum is a little sick.. coughing and flu.. people around my office are having the same sickness. Must be the weather. I'm scare .. I seriously wouldn't want to get infected. I got no time to fall sick. =( My boy sick too. Aih... making me feel sad when I see the people around me falling sick.

Next month is Chinese New Year already.. =_= the event that I don't really like much. LOL
When I see people around me buying new clothes, I was thinking to buy some..but what type of clothes? I'm 100% noob about clothes and not much interest to it which will hold me for wearing them long. That is why I always go for comfortable T.
I'm too casual till I forgot how to even dress up like other girls .. =_= and I'm lazy to think about it as well. Wanna dress up like them means have to spend lots of $$ to invest. I rather spend on my Hello Kitty collections LOL

May Tomorrow's Monday Be A Good One.

2011-12-18T17:00:00.003+08:00

Although I never like Monday but I never really hated all Mondays specifically. Somehow, tomorrow Monday will be a Monday which I wish I just avoid.

I'll be attending a meeting which I can assure 200% that it will just wasting my whole 8 working hours for nothing.

One of the current company account got sued by a sub contractor. LoL. Well, my boss ain't paying him the balance amount and have been owing him for 2 years! It might not be a lot for my boss but it's a big amount for normal contractor. He wasn't really actually a licensed contractor but after our boss promised him the good project (yeah right) he agreed and registered himself a sole proprietor company and starting collecting up our projects. Although I have no reason to be embarrassed about regarding this matter but somehow this issue just upset me.

=_= hate meetings very very much. Upper person only know how to elaborate the pointless points repeatedly. Too much saliva store in their throat I guess.

Another thing that upset me in my work since the last meeting with the nyanyuk financial controller was the printing requisition. aih.. I hate dealing with people as I am the kind of less talking person and since February 2011, I have been wasting a lot saliva on the phone. Zzzz which is something that really killing my throat.

Sometimes I have to shout on the phone as they couldn't hear me due to the lousy phone line at the estate. Sigh.. AIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH . When I just fed up with those calls, I usually just unplug the cable LOL for the handphone line, I mute it ;P muahahahahahhaha

Well, can only hide myself for a few hours of peace ;/ not for long though.. better than nothing wahahahahhaha

Sometimes I just wrote notes or memo to those barbarians working at the estate. Luckily they know how to read LOLLLOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

Ah... no matter how tough my job is , how hate I am towards it, it's nothing to compare to some who are jobless, to some who has no hands or legs or both.. to some who are in mentally abused and so on..and on. I'm still the luckiest among all. I have mum, and a crazy brother and a loveable bf.. it's just complete me ;D

Now I have my bf lappy (since he's not using it for now) , well, things are not too bad just sometimes, the WiFi at my home goes berserk and I'm having trouble watching my Youtube or checking my emails.

Dear God, please strengthen my faith in myself to face all the obstacles in life. I want to go through the year with bravely and pride and acceppting the year 2012 proudly and steadily. Please do the same to my boyfriend and my mum and please keep my brother's mouth quite.

27th November

2011-11-27T11:48:00.001+08:00

Today is Sunday, which is also a birthday of my classmate.. I wished her happy birthday already yesterday in Facebook lol There goes... everyone is now 27 years old, including me.. time passby so fast.. I just felt that I just go through Chinese New Year and now just a month away, Chinese New Year 2012 ..again.. Zzzzzz

CNY makes me feel blunt all the times. I don't have much good times during CNY as far as I can remember.. Now that I'm a working adult, I kinda hate CNY already. It's too traditional.. all those bai nian things.. humans now, go bai nian only for 1 motive, and that is collecting angpao.. lol

I'm too old for those, only mum will give me angpao ..I gave mum angpao too.. I always ask her use it to buy things that she likes, not food. But the money still goes to food. LOL
My brother said last night, he don't have mood for CNY already cuz his new car gave him so much troubles. I have no idea how much trouble does that car gave to him or it's just his mindset. Oh well, he is a bit "special" anyway. Lol

Let's not talk about CNY yet, talk about Christmas. I am still thinking what to get for my loved ones. Christmas and his birthday just 5 days away.. Hmmm... better start thinking now! >.<

Things I Never Thought Would Happen.

2011-11-26T19:26:00.005+08:00

I never thought I would get the chance to touch a laptop..really..never thought of it. For me, laptop/notebook is an awesome gadget. You feel, you look extremely cool when you get to have 1 in your teenage years.. Now, around my age, you feel cool when you own something with the brand of Apple. LoL..it's white, light and it's awesome..

Okay then, enough of the introduction of this evening's topic. Today my boy came to find me, although it was kinda late but we do have lots of golden time together. He brought me to have lunch at a kopitiam..and old kopitiam near my house.. I know that kopitiam since I was in primary school.. hahaha now I'm already 27 and that chicken rice anty and uncle still there selling chicken rice. Woot.

After lunch, we walk to nearby supermarket to purchase some daily goods, after that he drove me down to town for my haircut. I just trim some of my hair only.. cost me 8 bux lol cheap cheap and good quality of skill. Muahaha intro by my mother.

After that, he drove me back to my 1st secondary school (I study 2 different school during Secondary)... well, the feeling of missing that school isn't there anymore as they already renovate the whole place. After that, he drove me to nearby new construction area to look at new houses.. drive and drive, finally we are out of the construction area straight to the main road at Riam LOL and he didn't even realize it ahahaha luckily I did realize it. After that, I asked him where he want to go next, he has no idea he said and he return back the question to me.. I say y not we go to airport.. lol

So we head to airport. While on the way to airport, there is a traffic police not so far from the T junction traffic lights.. arghh..shouldn't have said gone to the airport just now.. the police stopped our car. Well, our car has been stopped once because he said the sticker was dark.. Myself personally think the sticker is dark too. Then my boy drove to the roadside, wind down the window and the police ask for Driving License. While my boy hand over the driving license he said "WoW!! Kereta Baru.. Ini Myvi baru ni.." "ya" my boy said. "Full spec ke?" "Tidak..full spec mahal" "Ni berapa harga ni?" (at this point I was wondering if the police is trying to say indirectly to us that since got money buy car why not sedekah some to me to buy TOTO). "Ni 58k, kalau full speck mahu 60k lebih" my boy replied. " Fuh..mahal tu.. saye nak beli sebenarnye tapi mahal, tak mampu pulak.." "he he" my boy said. "Ok lah, terima kasih" and my boy drove off.

This police want see new car rupanya.. cuz he took my boy license and he didn't even look at it and gave it back Zzzzz speechless.. after we left, he stop all the cars that come behind us.. *speechless*

Sometimes, people said , working with government is good. I don't agree. I always said to them, work with government or private has it's own good and bad side. It's all up to you to see which one you take, how far you can accept the bad side of each job.

Work with government, as long as your "toilet paper" not good enough, don't ever dream of getting higher pay. This is what my ex-classmate told me as they all work with government and at the same time doing their part time study for degree.

Everything needs money... life is getting much harder now.. you want upgrade yourself, you need money to invest first.

26th November

2011-11-26T09:15:00.003+08:00

Today is Saturday..not Sunday.. I kept telling myself this because I am easily messed up with dates. LoL. Yesterday I was offday, and I thought is Saturday, that is why I didn't go to work.

I was so happy yesterday because my boy manage to come and visit me.. we had a simple home cooking lunch, cooked by me and some bbq pork he bought from our favourite bbq shop. After the lunch, he busy a while with his work, and then he drove me out to the newly open mall here in my hometown. The aircond was so cold, but to my disappointment, the shops inside are just the same shop which you can see in other mall. No new brand or anything which will make you say WOW. Wonder how long that place will last. he he

Today is Saturday, my barbarian brother is offday as well. I'm not quite happy when he is at home. He likes to think weird stuff that kill his own brain cell and even trying to kill mine. I am so lazy to think of anything about work, or anything formal when I am on my holiday. I just want entertainment, entertainment and entertainment. lol

I can get the chance to blog right now , not because I have my own laptop already, is because my boy lend me his laptop same like the last 2 weeks.

It's really nice to have a laptop to blog out things that stuck in your brain. I don't really remember what I blog right after I clicked the sign out button actually lol.

Yeah, I am polluting the cyber space with rubbish. But my boy enjoy reading my "rubbish" lol it's something he enjoy to do. Well , it's something I enjoy to do as well he he

Christmas is near.. and yet I haven't figure out what to get for my loved ones .. *shake head* hmm.. I do have something in mind but... argh if only I can use tree leaves as money lol

God.. I need inspirations!!

How Funny Life Can Be

2011-11-19T08:54:00.002+08:00

When we are still in kindergarden, we hang out with friends and start to brag our best on how parents pampered us.

When we go into primary school, we hang out with our friends and start to talk on how well we did in our homework, where our parents send us to on weekends, and which tuition teacher spoiled us in class.

When comes to Secondary school, we talk about which girls we favour or which boy we likes and how many times he/she smiles or wink at us.

When go university, we compare how well our assignment goes or which club we join and how much we fly back to hometown and all.

Finally when we go to work, we will do our best to contact back our old friends and classmates and start to brag how well our job paid us, how nice our boss are..

Some like to compare how busy they are.. some like to compare how relaxing they are..

I never really get the chance to brag all these seriously, I don't feel like it's necessary at all to tell LOLLLL

But I am surrounded by people who likes to show their professionalism in them which sometimes annoyed me and I will start yawning and keep silent.

Moral behind the story, START BRAGGING LA.. LOL

Just Another Lovely Day

2011-11-18T22:09:00.002+08:00

Yes ladies and gentlemen, I have a laptop to use again tonight..wee..my boyboy lend it to me. Will return it by tomorrow..

Today is Friday, yes, I onleave again.. teehee.. I will onleave every Friday until NEXT MONTH.. fuh!!! Gonna be a hectic month I guess.. Need to push extra harder to finish those task, as all has their own deadlines..furthermore, I am working for only 4 days in a week now *sweat*

Sometimes I feel like harder to breathe .. My Kuching HQ people been pushing some shit for me to clean up.. Guess I'm good in solving shit and problems.. Wow.. I should be a good consultant one day hehe... Hopefully a good consultant for my own kids 1 day.. Yay!

Last few days, I dreamt of myself driving my boy's new car. The road is long and winding, plus it's raining.. can feel the road is so slippery .. I think those are not rain.. it's saliva rain LOL hahahaha *gross*

And then, there are lots of cars stopping by the roadside.. hmm saw a tow car too..

I gotten my driving license in year 2003 if I'm not mistaken, but I never drove a car ever since. I kinda forgot how.. When I touch a car, hold the steering... the car and I does not link. I couldn't feel it lol guess all these need times...lot of times.. I'm slow in such thing lol

Today is also my used to be best friend birthday.. well, I should be celebrating today birthday with her actually instead of yesterday because my title is "best friend" ma.. HAHAHAHA

I know it feels funny when I categorized it this way. But somehow I dated her yesterday together with another classmate which I used to be so close with too.

I know I'm not one of her besties ages ago.. I knew that well. I couldn't mix well with her anymore..nothing much interesting to talk about. Sometimes when she need someone to blahblah she'll find me, if I'm not busy with my life, I'll entertain her. She changed a lot.. she used to be someone that is so good with financial and personal life but now end up her life become so "expensive" and "colorful".. I know mine got color too la..but not as much colors as her.. Mine only purple, white and pink lol

Compare to all classmates, I'm kinda a slow goer.. Everything starts slow with me..but I never bother.. they dont know what I go through and they don't need too. It's a past tense for me and I grew up all over through it, so now, it's not a problem for me, it has been histories. They can always show off their life in front of me, I just yawn and don't give a damn. They can laugh I am idiotic and dull in handling my life and work.. but I know I do my work well and I didn't owe my boss my 8 hours doing nonsense at work lol

I am not afraid to said things loud to my boss or my manager. I don't even greet them good morning LOL hahahahha.. Well, I don't talk much in the morning.. it's my habit. Unless it's my boy or my mum then I will have much more to start in the morning wahahhahaha

Anyway, usually I just walk backwards from those friends which I feel they are not in the same category as me anymore.. well, no hard feelings though. I still can make new friends around ma..

Zillion of human beings here on earth, I bet I can make some new bunch of friends one day. =)

The Fine Saturday Morning..

2011-11-12T08:25:00.002+08:00

Today's weather gonna be sunny..very sunny. Well, it's a good thing. I don't really like to have rain during daytime lol.. hate to get my feet wet lol

Ah.. today will be last I blog until I get my own laptop.. hahaha that time will come and I will say it Awesome! I'm listening to some disney cartoon soundtracks I found in my boy's laptop.. He saved it out from my Phillip desktop last time when he fixing Phillip *wee~~*

I dreamt about Hello Kitty handphone case repeatedly last night.. kinda scary when I think back. Hmm I know it's gonna get me because whatever I think before I go to bed will eventually visit me in my dream. But sometimes, weird dreams come to visit me even I didn't think of anything before I go to bed. Weird. Zzzz I have dreams, various kind of dreams when I was asleep, unless I am drunk with medicine, now that's what I call S L E E P!

Lately, Sereni & Shentel has released quite few new products. I know this brand the first time when my boy bought a souvenier back which surprise me a lot. It's a head band. Pinkish color haha my favourite.. but it's not cheap as it's branded. It's not overseas brand , but local, and yet the work is just fine.

Now, you can get Sereni & Shentel at Lovely Lace, Bintang Megamall.. you can order direct from them.. about the price, same as what you see online.

I wouldn't get any much more from Sereni & Shentel.. even now just own 1 piece, I feel so sayang to wear it on my head.. hahahaha mahal ma.

Afterall, the design lately, ain't suitable much for me to use in my daily routine.

There goes, selamat purse saya .. hahaha

I'm Back again, For Now.. LoL

2011-11-11T16:12:00.002+08:00

Good day to all readers.. yeseh...as if a lot of people following my blog.. haha Thick Face! Nevermind..once a while, no harm though.

I didn't get to blog for more than a month due to Phillip has passed away and I'm not having any other computer or laptop in hand to blog. You must be wondering how I get to blog today..? Is it I bought a new gadget? laptop maybe? Hahaha.. Nah.. My boy borrowed his laptop for me to use for tonight as he won't be using it tonight as he will be busy with his newspaper work due to Sea Games,Indonesia. Lucky me! Today 11.11.11 is sure indeed lucky lol

I onleave today.. some colleagues might thought I on leave to go for wedding registration.. haha no lah.. just clearing leave so I won't be working every Friday for November and December.

Somehow, my work is getting more rush..even though I only off for a day each week. My manager has filled up my schedule with works, task and deadlines. Really killing me.

Year end, for those who works for others like me, I do believe we do hope for that 1 miracle to come. Yeah..it's the year end bonus. Might just be the same every year, but that little extra money is something which will make us all become "Orang Kaya Baru" on that particular month.

This time, bonuses could not be simply spend ..*sigh*.. why? Because the damn chinese new year happens to fall on January 23rd. Zzzzzz.. another money waster event. LoL..I no idea where I wasted all the money..because in the end I don't quite see where it goes..probably those Cakes are expensive? but Yummy..I will invest more on cakes instead of cookies this year.. jeng jeng jeng

Argh..I wish the day I will have my own laptop with Hello Kitty design on it will come sooner!! Wuhuuu.. I get to do lots of things.. Yihaaa.. surf surf surf internet and play back some games!

Time sure gonna pass by damn fast during the time my boy is not free to accompany me kekeke

What's the plan for Christmas? This year Christmas kinda blunt. There is only 1 day for Christmas .. My mum need me, my boy need me, and I need them both. LOLLLLLLLLLLL

So, Christmas time is still and unfinish puzzle for me.

Tonight need to do some cleaning to this zaizai laptop. Kinda dirty lol

I Hate to Feel The Fear In Me.

2011-09-03T09:00:00.002+08:00

It's 9am in the Saturday morning. I'm sitting here feeling so lazy. So many things running in my mind ..
Last night, I woke up at 2am. I have the feeling my boy will go to office .. but there is no sms from him. Later after that, he called and he said the car he borrowed from the garage broke down. Brake problem. Now it's at his office parking lot and have to wait the next morning to arrange for the car to be fix by the garage. He said probably he couldn't find me today.

Sigh.. one problem after another. I just hope all these has nothing to do with "dirty" things. I hope it's a test given by God for him and for me as well.
I hate to keep thinking about our situation right now. He lives far than me, I couldn't get to be with him all the time and I don't like to make him do things he don't like.
As myself hate to be force to do things I don't like. Sigh..

Speechless Holiday.

2011-09-01T11:28:00.004+08:00

I still have few days to crack my head before I return back to my office to seriously put my head in crack. LoL.

I took leave tomorrow, and as I dont work on Saturday, so .. yeah..there goes my weekend. hahaha

It's a long holiday and yet I'm not going anywhere. I wish the weather will be nice to me so that I can get some nice sleep. I owe sleep a lot and so does my other half. He owe sleep more than I do. I just hope he will recover soon. He had enough of adventure since last month and I pray that God will loosen up his triumphs a little. I really do wish that he will have a break from his daily life.

I hope all these obstacles will push us to go for a better life tomorrow. I wish to get my own car..i always did.. guess this is 1 chance I need to grab. I will buy a car together with my other half. It will be our car. Hmm..thinking of this, maybe I need to decorate it half hello kitty and half doraemon HHAHAHA

I guess it will be a great combination kekeke. Dear, if you reading this, I want you to know that I will help you walk through this slippery path.. we'll jump over those poodles of water.. I'll hold your arm tight and we jump together.

After all run smooth already, If you wish to jump on your own, it shouldn't be a problem. But as for starting, do let me help you .

Above are the photos I got from the google.com, sample of hello kitty car and also doraemon. Aren't they cute?

It has Been More Than A Month.

2011-08-21T19:48:00.002+08:00

Yes, It has been more than a month since the last day I posted something here in my blog which myself has forgotten what it is, and just now when I read back my own blog , I was kinda surprised. I didn't know I have said so much bad words of Silver Spoon HAHAHHAHA. Poor thing. Lol

Ah.. this month is August 2011.. but in Chinese calendar is the 7th month of the year. Isn't a good month. It's ghost month. Lots of people try their best to avoid doing extreme things or staying up late at night unless they have no choice like working.

It has been an unhappy month for me.. and unhappy month for my other half as well. A lot of unexpected things happened to my other half. I pray day and night hoping he will stay strong. I know saying is always easy than done, but I gotta say what I got to say.

The road has been going uphill for this month. It's really tough. I hope after this month, everything will run smoothly. Either in career or health.

Nothing much happened to me.. My hair still long and red color. My face, look the same hahaha or fairer a little I guess.
My weight... up and down as usual.
Still working at the same company.. same desk. same computer. same colleague. Oh, add 1 more new colleague lately. Her other half happens to be my brother's colleague. Working same company with my brother but I never see how he looks la.
She is so tall that I felt so short when stand beside her LOL hahahahaha
Tall and skinny but her voice quite manly =_=" oh...kay... human is not perfect okay? haha

I believe all the obstacle being dropped to me and my boy has all been arrange from the up above. I know He will not give us test which is beyond our abilities. I believe we need to go through it wisely and He will reward us with something which we will never expect. =)

To my other half who will be reading this, don't give up. Use your wisdom well, I believe you can do it perfectly like what you wanted. Pray for guidance when you felt like you have come to a dead end. Only He will lead you to the right way.
You still have me to walk with you through the ups and downs. I believe you would do the same thing to me when all those shits happens to me.

Mixture of Posts

2011-07-10T14:13:00.006+08:00

I think Sunday will be the best day to blog as I have plenty of time and chances to touch Phillip and use him ..fully utilize him I mean. LoL. Normally my brother would use Phillip so, I won't stand a chance to get near it although Phillip was mine. ;/ weird isn't it? YES!, it's a weird weird world and I have been living in it for 26 years old.. coming 27 after my birthday ;P

Now, what would I blog in here? Well, there are few things of course, so let's get it started now! let's get it started in here! sounds familliar? yes, it's black eyed peas. lol

I TASTED IT ALL AT SILVERSPOON.

Alright then... as long as you are mirians and you are very up to date to the news in the newspaper of Miri community, I think you know very well of this place call Silverspoon. Now.. it's not a shop selling clothes for Richies or what, it's a place for you to purchase a meal to eat. Yes, tempat makan.. lol

I tasted some food provided in their menu and here I would like to comment something about it. No hard feelings for those Silverspoon fans (if any), it's individual opinions, and this is my blog and it's my right to post anything in here which pleases me bleh. All the name stated in here isn't exactly the same as in their menu, as the name they provide too classy to be remembered. ;P

a) Fried rice with chinese sausage , Price i remember clearly is RM8.00 per plate. It's fried rice with the chinese sausage you get to buy at Open air market, mandarine we call it Lak Chang, I am not sure the pin yin is correct or not, Cantonese people call it Lap Cheong. It serves together with salad (consist of raw vege, carrot and cucumber slice in dice shape) and an egg. telur mata lembu ;P

b) Fried rice with daced fish, price is RM8.00 per plate as well. I believe all fried rice is 8 bux? well this rice is the most surprising one, because the fish it mentioned was actually from the can fish. I thought they use fresh fish. The non halal can fish with black salted beans. Served with the salad as well....and telur mata lembu

c) Guinness beef with massive amount of mashed potato. Yes, you heard me alright ..is Guiness.. it looks gross for me ..but some people seems to enjoy it. I don't remember the price.

d) Potato wedges with sour cream. The sour cream is really really sour.. I don't think it's necessary to put so much vinegar gua.. =.= damn sour.. price RM8.00 or RM8.90, not sure which one.

e) baked potato..with sour cream again.. it's fresh potato being sliced into half and baked it and then whipped some sour cream on the top.. , not remember the price for this one

f) Bread with 3 slices of cheese... yes, they made their own bread, but it looks more horrible than the bread I saw on TV which those people of India made lol.. why? because the bread look white and flatten .. not cooked.. =.=" I think this one cost RM9.00

g) Vanilla milkshake.. well, I shall give them credit for this.. for the milkshake, they have few choices of flavors to choose from.. you can ask them for milkshake KAW , then you need to add another RM1.00 or milkshake + ice-cream float, add another RM1.50 if I'm not mistaken. The milkshake itself is RM6.50

h) Coke Float, well, they did something smart for this. First time I see people serve coke float with a saucer lol .. why? because coke float produces bubblessssssss.... worst than teh tarik.. so when you have saucer, you won't have to be afraid that your table/desk will be messy and wet and sticky ;P a credit for them on this one too.

i) Pork Chop.. it comes with white rice.. 2 slices of pork .. RM10.90, this one should be worth money value I guess.. no picture, sorry.

j) Salad with pouched egg and bacon... taste very sour.. =_=" aiyo.. I cannot accept..

I couldn't accept the fried rice especially..because the ingredient was from cheap things.. even if they use expensive rice, I still think RM8.00 is way too expensive.

Not much good comments from me about this place.. Well, at least they serve nice milkshake.. so when I got my pay during the end of the month, I can buy milkshake from there lol
Milkshake face HAHA!

Alright then, that's all about the food from Silverspoon, now what is the next thing shall I post in my blogs... hmmmm..Hot weather.. and I have only coke to drink..no ice cream... Why Sunday always have to be this hot? haih...
It spoils my mood of doing anything... I don't feel like writing my Chinese words, I don't feel like taking photo of my new gadget with my camera and share it here as well... I don't feel like online shopping... don't feel like doing anything at all but spamming in my blog .. Boring Sunday...
Lol...
If it's wasn't the weather, I won't be this crazy .

Awesome Saturday.!

2011-07-03T10:03:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was an awesome Saturday. I get a new gadget for myself ... an expensive gadget.. well, the most expensive things I ever bought for myself. Hahaha.. But it's worth it though.. really worth.

I had this Sony Ericsson Vivaz Pro handphone I bought last year.. somehow it just got feverish and stuck on the screen all the time. It's AP set from China =_=" very much regretted. LoL.

So yesterday, I finally made up my mind that I need to get something awesome and long lasting.. So I chose HTC Desire HD!
I am not any rich, big paid girl, but having this is still affordable. =)
With the help of my boyfriend of choosing the phone, which shop should we head, I made the purchase successfully. Yayyyyy

He helped me do some setting when we reach home.. it's a phone with never ending story to hunt for.. I am still waiting for the best Blogger application as the current available version has too much negative comments.

Yesterday, after my boy went to work, I rush myself to get bath and wait for my Bear friend to fetch me to a birthday bash of a 4 year old kid of our ex-classmate during accounting course last time. We reached there by just having our luck with us because we forgot her house lot number. So we just try our luck and wish to spot a house with many balloons decorations hahahahaha, and yes, we finally found it!
All the food was ready there, my favourite Rendang and nasi pulut was there as well... Love the rendang lol

But I went to toilet few times today.. not sure what causing it.. aih.. damn lousy tummy I have.. couldn't take too much stress hahahahaha.

I reached her home, saw her, looking nice.. she wore a gown... got herself make up as well.. She told us she is sick.. I thought she got fever or flu.. so I asked again, and she said she got SLE disease.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Systemic_lupus_erythematosus
you can see the meaning of this disease from here... all I can summarize is, the immune system attacks the body's cells and tissue, resulting in inflammation and tissue damage. Without proper cure, you get to die anytime before you knew it.

At first she got this butterfly rashes... and from the blood test, the doctor confirm that she got this disease. Poor her... I once put tiger balm on my face because I feel itchy, and the next morning, my face got rashes and I thought I got this butterfly rashes, but then I flash back what I did last night and figure it out was the tiger balm. I went to see doctor to get the medicine and cream.. and got 1 day sickleave =.=" damn LoL. Doctor said if the rashes still there after 3 days of consuming the medication, then I have to go for blood test. I told myself, if I really got this symptom, I need to face it strongly. Luckily, the rashes already reduced that same evening after I consume the medicine and put the cream.. hahaha.

I knew about this rashes when I surf lowyat.net forum. There is a girl, which is the victim of the same disease posting a thread there, sharing her experience and giving mental support as well, through the forum. =)

Life is fill with a lot of unpredictable thing. She just gave birth to a new baby girl 7 months ago... cute baby girl... She is facing it strongly, I feel relieve to see her strong. I believe probably because she is quite immune already to such thing as she is suffering from arthritis when I first know her in college.. I was thinking how did she get to smile and fill with spirit to keep going on with her life. Among all her siblings, she is the one with such disease and now SLE.

I hope , God will protect her from any harm, she had enough of all these diseases, she need a break.

Works Kills.

2011-07-01T20:23:00.002+08:00

I am so glad today is Friday.. Tomorrow and the next day of tomorrow will be my offday. I hope I can get some fun and rest as well..

I bought something online which I can't wait to show my boy tomorrow! Hahaha. It's a happy news which I would love to share with him... =) Oppsss... I think he's reading right now hahahaha..

Tomorrow will be another mission of me and my boy ... he'll bring me to get a new gadget! yayy
Awesome. I just hope tomorrow will be full of surprise XD

My work is getting lame this month. I wish I can handle with full speed and answering less phone calls. Phone calls means problems... I hate it. Small problems can eat up my time because people around me like to push around their responsibilities until the level where they have no where to push and by then, they'll do their job alright. Erghh.. annoying.

I wish to be my own boss! ><

It's never enough.

2011-06-26T19:24:00.002+08:00

Today I am totally moodless.. been having a lot of things flying in my mind.. Sometimes I feel tired of growing up. Even though my childhood is not as fancy as others, but I still able to enjoy it to the fullest. Been growing up with one eye closed. Lol.

Argh..today is Sunday, tomorrow is Monday. I don't like to go to work. Feel boring with all the Headquarters meanie people. Know nothing but act like know lots of things. Shame of them. I cursed them hard when I feel wanting to curse. LoL

Was at my Facebook homepage just now. Saw my old classmate , giving hint to her future husband saying wanna change her car. I remember the current car she has right now is like 3 years old something.. Hmm now hand itchy wanna change a car.. what about me? I haven't even got one or drive one ever since I got my driving license. =_=" Not even owning a bicycle! Zzzzzz
Of course I might have enough money to get a super cheap Kancil by now if I haven't had all these household burden and pets. Aih..nevermind lah.. Life. Life of each individual is different from others so I shouldn't whine this much, as probably someone out there is much worse than me. (easiest sentence to comfort myself lol)

Yesterday, went to a house which is for sale. Price.. is above my dream price. hahahahaha
I am so so confused, I don't know what to do. Buy? Well, the venue is superb nice. Just that ..price.. is one problem. Well, I shouldn't have to worry much, the loan probably we just can't get it =.="

So so so many things I need to have...I wish to have..I dream to have... I wish to have own car.. wish to have a new phone..wish to have superb laptop.. ;/ wish to have change my hair color...wish to have new pair of Jeans.. wanting to have a new pair of sneaker... want to get my boy a watch .. blablabla and the list goes on. I was afraid, having an expensive things to loan..=.= will stop all these from happening..might even stop my desire to have cakes to eat from secret recipe..or morning breakfast..or curry fish head!! I wouldn't have the heart to see my boy carry those loan by himself and I wish to help some too. =(

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Why can't my dad give me a lucky number every time he visit me in my dream??? He rather use the chance to scold me =_=" damn!He still bias between me and my brother. Bleh. Whatever!!!! I will get Tiok Toto one day =_=" so damn pissed when I think of all these.. When will I ever get to feel that "damn I have so much money I don't even know how to spend it! XD"
*shake head* in my dream probably.. Sigh.

Ini Ialah Office Warming la Kawan!

2011-06-07T20:13:00.002+08:00

Today is a special moment for some certain people in my office, but for some certain people is just another MAKAN-MAKAN activity, most important is, they are F.O.C hahahaha.
A decade ago, when my seniors colleagues move in to this current building I worked in, no party being organize to hip up the place LOL.
10 years after, my boss decided to give this building a total makeover on the 2nd floor and also the 3rd floor. He , himself personally haven't step in yet to see the result. But soon, I know soon he might come over for a huge meeting, and hope he will pleased with the outcome.

Myself personally feels that, the renovation nothing special, nothing to be boost about. HAHAHA
I need to find a time to snap down the meeting room ceiling lamp, quite weird. You will feel like you're having meeting in a pub LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

Alright then, enough of the renovation, I still sitting at my seaview spot, ;P I get to run first when I saw tsunami is coming HAHAHAHAHA
Let's talk about the food being serve to us today.
I am not sure who is the catering in charge. They said, the meal is being charge for RM29 per head and the outcome is seriously little... we are all trying not to act like a barbarian to make sure the food is enough for everybody. It's more than 50 pax today but the portion is like only enough for 30 pax.

1) Mihun goreng - they over cooked it, look dark , but not salty and tasted clorine very much. Yuckies...

2) Chicken boxing - looks like from cold storage.. lol orange color.

3) Satay - we have chickens and beef, i think there are 30 pcs of chicken and beef satay... the sauce has a very heavy lemon grass taste =_=" erghh..

4) Egg tart - very weird shape egg tart..very fragile look, they said is made from cheese and ham.. yes..indeed... too salty and not crunchy lo... bleh

5) for fruits, we have watermelon, honeydew and super sour pineapple, all sliced up in triangle shape.

6) we have air bunga jenama Yeo dan air green tea jenama Yeo...

7) Fried popiah (last minute buy after the admin manager see the portion so little) the content is Mengkuang.. taste sour...probably rosak already. N super thick donut... lol

8) Fried sweet potato kuih... ermm i didn't take this one to try , lol so I am not sure of the taste.

9) butter prawn... ai yo..so so so little but the plate damn big lol. the butter doesn't taste like butter..i have no idea how they cook this.. =.=" yucks

So overall, it's a lousy party but 90% of my colleagues very enjoying the food... which is AWESOME! HAHAHHAHAHA

Ai yai yai..

2011-06-03T20:38:00.002+08:00

Today my boy told me how much he spend on fixing his car... I realized , having a car by your side is not as easy as having 4 cats and 2 dogs at your side. Once the car need some tuning, you have to act fast and of course, your money has to be ready. You never know how much it will cost you. It's like preparing for your worst nightmare! But he was satisfied with everything, so I am glad to hear it. =) It's the only vehicle that bring us both around hahahahha.

Today, he also told me that the price for the android phone of my choice has once again drop!! whoahhhh.... yeah, indeed it's quite a cheezy price now but still it's 4 digits LOLLLLLLLL HAHAAHAHAHA
Yeah I am dreaming to own a 3 digit android phone which will never happened LOL
HAHAHA funny indeed.

Argh.. owning 1 or not just doesn't matter. I know my finance limit, so I am not feel so sorry for myself much. My money earned every month from all the messy task, my finger skin got peel off because I do a lot sorting documents every month, I get scolded by HQ people on the phone because of my colleagues idiotism. =_=" and many more.

I really do wish to get something to really...really rewarding myself ...but I still want to have a satisfaction finance budget in hand in case I blown up my mind in the office and say "I FUCKINLY FIRING ALL OF YOU ARSE! muahahahahahhahahahahaha
Maybe after that I will open a mamak stall jual cucur pisang near Merdeka Mall LOLLLL

Eh, I am at least tauke-neo of myself ho.... don't pway pway ler..

To The Pretty Girls Who's Reading This.

2011-06-02T10:40:00.001+08:00

All eyes on me when I walk in,
No question that this girl’s a 10
Don’t hate me cause I’m beautiful.
Don’t hate me cause I’m beautiful.
My walk my talk the way I dress
It’s not my fault so please don’t trip
Don’t hate me cause I’m beautiful
Don’t hate me cause I’m beautiful

to those girls who are down, feel being hate? feel being treated badly, this part of the song is dedicate for you.

Keri Hilson - Pretty Girl Rocks

Why Do We Have Sunday?

2011-05-29T15:56:00.002+08:00

Sunday is the 1st day of the week. That is what my teacher taught me during primary school last time. hahaha

Argh.. my Sunday are mostly to be used to do house cleaning, and lazy around eating junks. Well, if things just go too bad, then I might as well scroll one by one from the PPS list to see if there is any interesting movie by looking at the poster. lol

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh boring. -_-"

Another Shitty Hectic Day ..

2011-05-26T19:42:00.002+08:00

I am so sleepy and yet I am sitting here wishing to blog some craps before I go to bed. I know it's been few days since the last time I blogged some shit in here.
Today, I manage to finished my bloody task .. well, just 1 of my bloody task.. how many task do I have ? I have no idea. It's all splattered all around my table until covering my keyboard.

My "considerate" financial controller called me and asked if is was me who is not able to finish the job or some other matters.. well, is because of him that I can't finish my job, can I say that? Yes I can!! but not now lol
I cursed him hard ..very hard.. cursed him to turn into a toad by the time he woke up the next morning. Damn old man.

I noticed that some of my colleagues now have Internet access in their computer because they requested my new idiot I.T guy to connect it for them. This is so so so unfair. I shall request my own Internet access in my computer!!!!! I am so sick that sometimes I have to save all those files in my own personal pen drive and bring it back home to email to my accountant at Kuching HQ. This is so sick. Why? Because the Internet PC located right in front of my desk is so fucking slow and couldn't even attach my file nicely!!!

Since I have already been labelled as the bad girl instead of the noble,hardworking,so love to curse girl in the office, might as well show them some colors. Beware all of you assholes!! Time to burn you asses at your chair!! BOOOOOOO

Phillip..oh my Phillip... sob

2011-05-21T10:48:00.002+08:00

Phillip graphic card couldn't be saved anymore.. poor Phillip..time will pass by and I will soon to get a replacement for Phillip. sob.. I'm sleepy, I should be sleeping right now but the weather is just too hot to sleep, I rather sit here and wait my flash game to load so that I can kill some goblins and gain exp lol

This afternoon, I will be preparing lunch for myself and my boy.. ;D save money from eating outside.. been eating outside most of the lunch time, so it's getting boring already by end of month lol

Hmmm.. I will soon be blogging something useful to share and taught .. not now, as I am sleepy and blur lol

She Is Making Another of Her.

2011-05-20T20:44:00.002+08:00

I was hearing a friend of mine telling me where she been, what she use.. hmmm look familliar, sound familliar even.. lol yeah sounds like she is like the other girl I know. I am not sure she realize it or not, but seems like the girl is making a duplicate out of her to become her. Lol confusing? myself too.

Oh well, it's all about money, no money, people persuade you, it won't affect also ;P
Today is such a hectic day at work. I am working full speed, hoping to be able to key some data to the system.. but this month too much documentation need to do for the numbering..eeekkk

Monday still have to continue and pia pia pia!!! Hmmm but tomorrow and the next day is weekend, I won't be thinking about work lu...bluek to my seniors wahhahahahaa

Tomorrow, Phillip will undergo a surgery, I am not sure if Phillip will recover from his illness or not, he seems to be suffering Alzheimer lol hmm if his illness can't be cure, time to get some new Phillip to replace him ..

It's raining now, hopefully I can sleep well, tomorrow will need a lot energy to clean the house and my room. Getting dusty as I was snaking last week, didn't manage to clean much HAHAHA Oppsss *bocor rahsia*

Wish everybody who's reading to have a great weekend. Don't forget to stop by Miri Handicraft Centre this weekend, they're having exhibition. Hmm I wonder if there is any nice beads product to get..*hand itchy* lol

My Wednesday..

2011-05-18T20:20:00.002+08:00

I forgot what I want to blog actually. During the time when I am unable to blog either my pc is not available or..the line is bad ..or, during office hour.. I have so much in mind , running and blogging in my mind. I told myself that "I need to blog it out once I got home !" but yet, I always forgot after I reached home.

Well, I'll just talk about today then. I wasn't feel so good today, not because I am sick, I just got the feeling of not wanting to go to work so badly. I told myself, another 2 days is Weekend again, not too bad, right? So, I took my mood up and go to work as usual. Around 9.00am, the door of our department got opened, walk in a guy and he greeted my colleague as if they know each other for very long time. I looked at him from my seat, hmmm...does look familliar though hahaha. But I can't recall who he is...

Then another guy walked in.. okay, this one look like a shy monk which wear glasses....and then another guy walked in, wearing pink stripes horizontal t-shirt.. hmmm... now this guy really look familliar... ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
It was HIMMMM it's really HIMMMMM

=_= an annoying kuching staff which I don't like.. He is not original from Kuching actually, from Sibu if I'm not mistaken, and he worked at Kuching, no idea how he stucked at that aweful place lol So, today, I broadcast the most fierce face of all time, to avoid them to ask me silly questions or borrow my stationeries. .. LoL. The monk guy talk quite soft.. LoL aduhai..kalah perempuan yo! He is working together with the pink shirt guy, they chose to sit behind my desk, there is an empty desk there.. crazy.. we have prepared the conference room for them to use but they refuse.. hmm weird.

Then this monk guy somehow got the pink shirt guy hand's scratch or what I am not sure, all I can hear is, he keep saying sorry , apologize again and again..ewww and the other one will say , oh it's okay,it's okay.. oh com'on guys! don't act so gay okay?? I seriously never met guy who will apologize like that -_-"

Tomorrow I still have to pour red carpet and welcome the financial controller.. Hmm... an old man, I think he shouldn't be hard to handle .. Lol.. because it wasn't the first time for me to talk to him. He is an apek with a small HDD and need to be format. ;P

I ate a lot lately, mood is spicing up! hahaha But I know, if I keep eating like this this, I will have a period of time of not eating much LoL...

Arghhhh tomorrow is Thursday yayy...... ;D weekend is near!

Buddy Rush Why are you So Slow?

2011-05-18T20:19:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is Wednesday people!! Wednesday! What day is that? Well it will be a day for me to torture myself at the office again.. Why isn't there any fun job? I think it will be fun if I work alone.. Money money, even being own boss need some cash to start with. Fishball anyone? Lol

Argh.. yesterday I played a new flash game in FB call Buddy Rush, quite nice, i love killing games. You get to kill and earn points, zombie lane not bad too. But Phillip is too slow for such game. Argh..can load for 15 minutes for a game, my maggie mee might already digested from my stomache. -_- erhh.

Ahhhhh God please drop me a Tree of Money!! I need money to get myself a man-made toy!!! hahahhahahahahaha insane is taking over me...Yayy... I am going to be crazy real soon. Anybody know any cheap hospital I can check in? :P

People said,to be successful and rich, you need sacrifices..Fine then..I am ready for it..but,..wait a minute O.o what do I need to sacrifice..? =_=" Okay then, so being ready is not enough..you need to be well prepared and alert. LoL alright, seems like I am not even 1/2 way reaching it.

Dear oh dear... lalalalala.. hate my office, hate my noob managerS. Yes,not just 1, but more.. Feels like Im the only smart ass around HAHAHA.

Now if only FB can allow me to "check-in" in my company, LoL, too bad my phone doesn't has such application lol lol lol oh well, checking in is just to show off or .... to make things easier for stalkers out there ...or..to give access for people to busybody of your whereabouts ;P

Arghh..buddy rush is still..lo..a..d..i..ng... my goodness!!! ><

Arghhhhh I hate Y.O.U!!

2011-05-16T08:57:00.002+08:00

Must be wondering who is this Y.O.U? HAHA, well , I'm just having sore muscle recently.. and always sleepy.. I couldn't sleep when there is noises around me, even dog barking. My 2 new barking pets is really killing me, I have tired eyes but yet refreshing brain.

I am onleave today, jeng jeng.. oh well, even if I go to work, I might be able to finish some work, but why would I wanna work so hard? lol nahh .. work so hard also nobody would appreciate, not my boss, not my managers, not my colleagues, not those seniors, not those head or legs.

I think my cat appreciate my effort to mix her nice sardine rice every time I fed her lol. I love her kids and may they grow up to be a strong kittens, then I will find people to adopt them ;P
Will show off some pictures when I have the right moment to shoot them as they are all hiding in a box, must be their mum asking them not to come out lol (tahu tahu saja haha)

Argh... I'm craving for maggie mee .. Going to cook it now ;P

I'm Glad I am not 180cm

2011-05-14T11:29:00.003+08:00

The other night, chatting with a new friend, she said a name which I wanted to see how she looks like. It was Gisele Bundchen. A Brazilian model i think. 180cm tall , this is the information I got from Wikipedia.. Really long legs she has from the youtube video I watched a while ago.
Really long. She was well known for her "horse walk", now this is intresting.. People would usually said for catwalk but she's doing horse walk? a stomping movement created when a model picks her knees up high and kicks her feet out in front.^{(copied from wikipedia)}. Well, she can do this perfectly probably because of her long slim yummy legs.. kekekeke

All the runway in the video was nice.. long enough for her to walk, and more time for us to enjoy her walk LoL, but Miri won't be having such show like Victoria Secret, even normal fashion shows just gave me a boo!! The runway too short and it's carpeted lol.

I was thinking, what would happened if I got such long legs too. Well, I don't think the long legs would bring me going anywhere hahahahaha. The environment around me is typical and my long legs probably will be a joke in school and colleagues, calling me giraffe or something. Well, schoolmates ever tease me for my long arms =_=" it look longs cuz I am super skinny that time, barely 40kg.

Sometimes I did thought I am short, but when I met some girls much shorter than me, I feel glad LOL. At my height, I already have trouble finding the right length of skirt to wear, I don't know why, probably I just went to the wrong shop. I am not a person who will spend on pricey clothes actually, but will go for pricey comfortable footwear only.

Well, short or tall, God has made it all happened, and I am glad for who I am today. =)

Jie Lun, You are Special too.

2011-05-14T11:25:00.002+08:00

Haha, gotcha! I think you guys must have thought that I will blog something about my love one
or soul mate or something.. lol, You're wrong people! Don't you think this name is so familliar??
Yeah, it's Jay Chou Jie Lun, I am not sure if I spelled it right but I think it won't go wrong for much
as well.

Last Sunday, I am so bored with Facebook that I decided to watch PPS stream. I found new TVB drama
from TVB facebook , I search the english name to find the chinese name. I copied and paste it at PPS stream and
click search. But nothing came out. I was so so so damn pissed and disappointed as well. So , I have no choice but
to click down the panel bar at the side and view one by one for it's poster. Yes , there will be a thumbnail size
of poster of the movie at the right side of the window. LoL. how pity I am to have to see and guess what it is.

I found Alpha and Omega movie, it's a cartoon about a wolf pack. Then I found Jay Chou concert, wow, this is
exciting ,I always wanted to watch Jay concert's but I never bought the dvd cuz my love to Lee Hom is too deep. LOL
I like Lee Hom music,it gives me the feel like I am inside the lyrics, lol.
But when I watched Jay Chou concert, I feel that he is very special as well, other than his ability of mumbling his songs.
Actually just now when I hear carefully and then, I search the Pin Yin lyrics, he's not really mumbling critically lo.
Still can understand what he said. When I read the lyrics in Pin Yin + listening to the song at the same time, I am actually
understand what it means almost 99%!!!! Arghh I am so proud of myself suddenly LOL

Only now I feel that his songs are actually very very meaningful and touching. Why he like to mumble? is it because
he wanted to create a style that nobody has? Or he is just shy to express his lyrics out. I believe some of the songs are
related to some girls which he is intrested in. Hou Pei Zhen should be one of the girl that he love the most but too bad he
loved the wrong girl. He need a girl to understand how he is , from how he became Jay Chou now. It is a tough road for
him, I know. He is lucky to be able to express it all in a song and gain money from it. God is just so beautiful sometimes. Haha
His grandma, Wai Poh is at his concert too! So So nice !! He loves his grandma and his mom very much , you can feel all these
in his songs.. He likes to mention about them.

His special characteristic manage to get him some special best friend like Eason Chan. Yeah, both of them work from crawling till running
and flying, it's is a tough road for them to achive success, but they use their chances well, that is the smart side of them.
Ah... I wish I could the same like them kekeke, Hmm first thing first, have to see where to start.

I am Not Excited with Da' News. LoL

2011-05-11T19:35:00.002+08:00

Today I found out that my ex-classmates is posting more and more of those old school photos taken with those teachers. I am never a teacher favourite no matter how well I do in my exam. Which is something I still wondering till now, probably my face last time isn't so favourable or I just don't know how to carry their balls or brushes their pussy.

So then, I see a name responding to the photo posted, which is one of the teacher. She teaches us Geography last time. The rest of the classmates are so happy that they found her in Facebook. I never like her as she is bias to some students .. She will put all the effort to teach the student she favour more.. so.. bluek to her lol.

No matter which school I go, I never met any teacher that favours me... hahahahahaha! So what result I get is the effort from myself and my tuition teacher.. my tuition teacher favours my money so they will sometimes pamper me a little, like cooking instant noodle for me lol
Seriously I have no idea how my result will be if I did not ask my dad to sponsor me money to go for tuition to prepare for my SPM exam. First time in my life I went to get tuition from others as all this while I gave tuition to those juniors than me at my aunt's tuition centre hahahaha.

That is when I get to taste the feeling of having to do homework from school AND also homework from the tuition centre. I couldn't simply do it because the teachers there will scold me LOLLLLL .. They worry of their image as a teacher from Top Schools so they expect us to be smart from their efforts as well hahahahahaha. It's sure a tough time for me and I wouldn't want to get back again. I met weird students there.. basketball player, a sport man who ate too much panadol and cough medicine and got admited to the hospital and absent for class for a month, a malay guy that spokes well in mandarine.. lol and even met Ting Pek Khiing youngest daughter Maybel ( i hope i spelled it right ).

I learn something from her. Although we didn't get too much time together but I learnt that, having a beautiful handwriting doesn't depend on how you hold your pen but how you make used of the way you hold your pen. She hold a pen like crafting a wooden plank with a fork. But her handwriting is very very nice.. All in the same size and very round lol. Me, who hold a pen like any other normal people, couldn't get such handwriting . Seeing her writing is like watching Ripley's Believe It Or Not channel. hahaha

The first time I hold a pencil and write was using my left hand, but my mom force me to write using my right hand, she even prepared a rotan to scare me lol
When I grow up, I learnt that forcing a kid to switch hand to write is wrong as it has something to do with our brains. So now, I felt like I am abnormal lol

Here is a web telling you about handwriting and stuff. Feel free to click and read..

http://www.paperpenalia.com/handwriting.html

Why There is No Affordable Concert in Miri?

2011-05-07T08:42:00.002+08:00

I woke up at 6.30am today because my mum switch on the room's light lol well, it's about time for me to get up actually as I need to check-in the washroom. lol . After checking in the washroom I played with my new pets, Kiki and Lala ( big sized dogs =_=) and my cat, Lulue keep bugging me, talking or rather complaining that the dogs barked at her or her breakfast is not delicious lol. Usually Lulue's breakfast will be prepared by Mum as she woke up earlier than me on Saturdays because she need to get ready to work, while I don't work on Saturday. Hehe

After entertaining all my pets, I sat down and read some newspaper.. yesterday newspaper lol. Well, there is no expiry date for knowledge , right? I read about fuel price increases, son killed mum, and lots lots more. Fast & Furious 5 was out already but too bad, the cinema here in my lightbulbs town is already closed down until further notice. We are now a City for..how many years already? LoL I forgot, but that doesn't matter. Since we are now declared ourselves as City,we shall get more cool places to hang out. Why there isn't any MBO cinema like those in Kuching Spring Mall? Com'on people!!! You guys won't lose a cent if you open such cinema here in Miri, we have rich neighbor remember? *wink*

After reading, my brother and mum went to work, and my brother left my desktop on because he was surfing his facebook early in the morning before he go to work, so.. I just sit here in front of my desktop and starting to login to my own facebook and see if there is any intresting post or photo or phrases that will make my day today.

I saw a video posted by a friend about illegal circus at Britain there, using a hammer to smack the elephant or something. I am not dare to view the video as I will keep thinking about it and get mad here LoL. Too emotional haha. How can such cheap circus can survive? Must be because of the cheap tickets! Oh com'on.. who wouldn't go for a cheap entertainment? After all they only smack the elephant at the back of the stage lol I guess.. couldn't be smacking it in front of the audience ??! Hmm shocking.

So this idea came to my mind.. Lately, Justin Bieber came to Malaysia, next Avril Lavigne will be performing at Singapore! Wow, will she come to Malaysia next? But what's the point? The ticket price is beyond everybody's will, well almost everybody.. I know there are a lot of rich people out there which manage to get the expensive tickets.
Why can't anybody make a concert with lovely singers and bands, performing for like 5 hours maybe? lol is it too much? fine then, 2 hours will be the standard time? LoL 2 hours okay la.. I never been to concert before so I don't really know what is the standard time for a concert, or it's up to the organizer and performers?

My brother told me, during the last Jay Chou concert at KL, the VIP tickets goes up to 1k per ticket. This is crazy, what am I paying to see? A chinese guy singing or rather mumbling the song on the stage with his small eyes lol Why is the tickets so expensive? Probably a million of Jay chou fans and only 5k people manage to afford such tickets here in Malaysia.
We should organize lovely concerts with singers and bands performing live. Well, not necessary hiring well-known singers, I believe each school here in Miri has their own great singers and bands, why not let them have a chance to perform and also mix range of adults from far and near Miri to get audition and perform live to us , Mirians.

Well, of course not the gila gila type people singing rock song on the stage and start taking of shirts and pants and throw to the audience, your seluar katak and fish smell shirt is not laku because you are not Maroon 5 lol so don't dream about it.
All this thoughts is making myself to questioning myself, "should I practice back my guitar skill?" lol I love music a lot, probably like my dad, but my mum doesn't like me to stick to Music too much because Music wont earn me much to survive in this expensive world lol. So I can say that I am still stuck in the middle when come to my true interest.

ah...I do hope there will be such concert here in Miri.. Our Indoor Stadium should be fully utilize erghh Malaysia will soon be an abondoned Restaurant City ( a facebook flash game) well, why do I said so? FB provide us various of lovely flash games where you get to decorate and earn game points to buy things to make your game look nice. Once you are boring with it, you will left it there, and that is how Malaysia will end up to. We have too much towers, gardens, stadium and yet we left it there to die.. Miri is a good example. lol

Too Much, Too Little Time.

2011-05-05T19:28:00.002+08:00

Today was a hectic day at work but time flies really fast when I am super busy like today. So, it wasn't really a bad thing after all. I plan to on leave on the 16th of May kekekekeke. Oh well, just taking my annual leave for a good rest. Nothing bad about it right? haha

I haven't been blogging for few days already and now I need to recall back the things I wanted to post out here to share it with everyone .

Let's start with the big news of the week! I guess everybody should know what it is. Yes, Osama is dead, finally. It has been a decade, I thought I will never get the chance to hear this good news anytime in this year, but I was wrong! I am glad I am wrong though. But like Obama said, ending the life of Osama doesn't mean it's the end of the terrorism. He's right. Terrorist are a lot out there and why are they chose to be one? Must be a reason behind it and this will be the next mission for the United States to find out. Need to get to the root cause to end the war and hates. I grew up in school filled up with Muslims people and other natives which is Christian. I learn their religion indirectly and I respected it till now.

Muslim is not bad, not any religion is bad here I guess, just the followers themselves. Sigh. Hope our world still get the chance to change for good before it's too late.

Right, this is about Osama, what's next?! Mother's day! Yes, it is on this Sunday. Me and boyfriend will present our mothers blackforest cake lol Well, it is my mum's favorite and she hasn't had it for like more than a year. I think she will be happy with the cake. About dinner,.. hmm maybe we will have a more special lunch than usual. Will see how it goes by then.

Ah... tomorrow is my last working day of the week. I am happy much!! I get to play and hang around with my boy-boy wuuu huuu and get to have a window shopping.. and I am even more excited to think that I am going to have a new handphone soon.. very very soon.

Here I would also wish that my 2 new puppies will grow up faster.. I am tired of having to baby sitting them. It's boring lol not to mention they doesn't really listen to their names lol
and yes, they like to bark at my cat Lulue and Lulue will give them a good slap at their face lol. Well, who will like noisy babies right? hahaha I don't like either lol

I still have 1 incomplete mission.. been hanging in my list for quite sometimes. I need to get myself a knee length dark color skirt! I miss wearing skirt lol hmm my mum is enjoying those silly acts from the puppies lol Well, that's good lol. Free entertainment kekekekeke

Alright then, I guess I will stop here now.

Weather Has Changed A Lot Lately.

2011-05-02T09:27:00.002+08:00

Today is Monday, and I am having my replacement holiday for yesterday. Haha. Happy much. I have done prepared the ingredients to be cook for today's lunch. Cornbeef lol and some vegetables of course and I chose long cabbage. Gonna add some pepper in. yum yum

I just checked my facebook. I notice that my bear friend bought herself a branded bag. I never saw her buy herself branded bag before. Ever since she patch back with her primary schoolmate, she started to spend like she earn 5k a month, or more. Well, maybe she did earn that much , but of course the 5k won't be coming from her salary at the shipping company. Haha. She own a clothes shop at Piasau , a join venture business together with her cousin and another friend, so probably all her extra money came from there.

Brunei dollar rate is so high lately and she can drive up there just for sushi. LoL. Or having a midnight snack at Little China steamboat or singing karaoke and drinking beer mix with 7-up and end up scratching herself whole day the next day. lol

She did change a lot. Why? It's like a house cat become a street cat. Well, if no money, you want to change to disco cat also hard lah.. Luckily she just got some cash in hand as well.

Really a tauke neo~ lol

Secret behinds it is the magical numbers she wore I guess. So People!!! Hurry up! grab your magical number now !! and be rich just like my friend here. ;P

Phillip Has Been Revived Once Again.

2011-04-30T20:17:00.003+08:00

Wondering what takes me to not blogging for these few days? Well, Phillip fainted few days ago and his private doctor manage to revive him back last night. His graphic card spoiled so have to use back the original graphic card now which is lame. lol sorry Phillip ;P

Argh.. last few days has been quiet in my office. I couldn't remember much of what happening already. That is good, as there isn't anything fun or special to be remember about. It's just a dying place for me to dig some gold ... well, if only those I dug were gold lol how I wish! Haha!

Today is Saturday, time passed so fast, I felt that I haven't done anything yet! But of course that isn't true, just that I felt I haven't been spending it quite well. Ah... humans. Tomorrow will be Labor Day, and Monday will be Off as well. Sales is everywhere in the mall but I got nothing to buy. I like the domokun bag but no matter what, I ain't going to spend my money at that New II shop. I blacklisted them already in my shopping place list. lol

My hand itchy for a new gadget. I counted my savings, I did have some extra though, but I am in dilemma of which to buy. A hp or a laptop? Well, I got the solution already and I have shared it with my boy. If his company will prepare a laptop for him to use to do his work, then he can give his personal laptop for me and I get to play auditionsea game again! I miss dancing so much. Since I couldn't dance in real life, might as well dance in game. LoL

I will show you how is my character look like in the dancing game. I got 2 characters. I dressed them up using some cash points to buy those outfits during the game year end sales lol

I Starting To Doubt That This Will Works.

2011-04-25T20:15:00.003+08:00

I believe everyone has their own downtime. But how to you get your feet back on? I believe different people doing it differently.

My office is a good place to train those who has fallen down in deep shit and yet to make any effort to stand up again. This makes no difference with Cancer. It's a silent killer. It kills you slowly..

Sounds freaky? Yes, it is.

So why do I say that my office is a good place for such purpose? Well, I remember how I stand up last time when I was hit way down, at the edge almost reaching Hell. Just 1 word for all of you... and that is.. "Insult". When a person being pressed down..way way down.. down beyond the borderline, some sort of magical spirit will came to this person, and give him/her a new air to breathe . This person will eventually stand up, breathing like a new born baby. With lots of hopes and dreams. It's really magical.

But seems like my insult in my environment friendly blog just doesn't seems to work. This person still came to work with low battery face. Or probably I don't insult much? Should I insult more here? LOLLLLL

Argh.. why do I even bother to do so many things, I have been categorized as hypocrite .. all the good deeds I did is just nothing already. All those backups probably is just fake. LoL
Oh well, whatever it is to come, my way of doing things probably just too unique that people just doesn't seems to catch up. Hmm, does commenting people in blog means hypocrite? My blog isn't private lol, everybody can read and even comment. If a person came to me and ask, "Did you just curse me in your green blog?" LoL , I will say, "Yeah, have you turn into a frog yet?" Or, "My Goodness gracious! How do you revive yourself back from a frog?!!" HAHAHAHAHAHA, oh com'on! this is a democratic country. Even DAP curse our CM to die fast cuz he got a new wife , and laugh at Uncle George because he apologize for his mistakes, konon, to gain Mirian trust. LoL

I hope this 2 legged will someday get the 2 legs back again, standing up, facing the real snake. It's scary when you have to deal with snakes with 2 heads or more.. Medusa!

Why Not Miri Got Talent?

2011-04-24T14:02:00.002+08:00

I am so bored today that I went to youtube looking for some videos to view and entertain myself.
I decided to find Britain Got Talent!

This makes me wondering why not Sarawak organize such event. Gather up talented sarawakians and entertain our Chief Minister during his birthday. Well, I am not so in love with our CM until I feel that he should be entertain like that. It's just that we can borrow his limelight to dig some gold.
hahahahaha

Another hot day, Hot Sunday. Tomorrow will be another boring working day. I'll take it as my first day of work during the year 2007 when I join this shit throwing company.

Just Don't You Quit!

2011-04-23T16:20:00.002+08:00

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow--
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than,
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up,
When he might have captured the victor's cup,
And he learned too late when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out--
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

I see You Good, You See Me Good.

2011-04-23T15:28:00.002+08:00

Life life life.. what is to do with all of us? Hmm.. We always envy others for having a good life, good things, good gadget, but we have no idea how many debts they owe outside, all around their waist. They in the other hand envy us for not having any debts and thought we actually are grateful with what we have. LoL

Aiya..who wouldn't want to own more cool things if we have the budget to do so. LoL. Humans mah.. we hardly feel satisfied with what we have and always going to work towards something better.

I salute those who took part time studies lo. I see newspaper every year end will post out the result and congratulations note to those who passed their exam got some gold medal blabla something like that. I was like, Wow, they sure is really "pia" in their study. Mana tidak, every single books they use, every single exam paper they took , all cost an amount of money. (salute!). I would like to study as well, but for sure it won't be accounting anymore. ;D Not now lah of course. ;D

Tomorrow will be another brighter day for me and everybody else. It depends on how we are going to use it. Use it to sleep? Use it to facebook-ing? or use it to play online game? Up to you ler.. it's my time, it's your time. ;D

This week will be payday week. Another busy week again. Need to catch up all the posting things, catch up with the payday somemore. Seriously crazy workload , thanks to my caring, considerate Admin Manager. If i have a wand right now i curse her into a frog straight away. The other day it seems funny when the senior executive lady complaining about the miss-telly thingy in the payroll system and she want the Uptown girl to do the checking but somehow she rejecting it and push the responsibilities to another assistant manager. Mentang2 dia offday that day, all the wrong things all push to her side. The reason why the manager hire the uptown girl to help is because his current assistant already full handed with a lot of task and June is coming where the budget meeting will be held. Wow, the uptown girl 1 word say No, the admin manager dare not to say No to her . She as well agree the task to be push that girl. I am totally speechless. If this is what you call a fair management, I think her head must be on crack!

Seems like that girl will end like me, having an assistant like not having an assistant at all. My case is different a little. But the main cause is still coming from the cracked head admin manager. Why ? Why do I say that?
Previous admin manager asked the HR lady to hire a girl to help me with my job. Fine, I finally got a girl to help. But when he retired and my big tauke put a new admin manager to manage us, she actually ask my assistant to do another work which has no la-lang (means connection) to my task! Arghh this is so unfair! It's like taking over my car to use without informing.. and still use till very shuang. I end up got nobody to help me doing those eenie meenie things already. Even if you are manager, you also cannot do like this what. She is here to help me! and she simply put her doing something else, not to mention she didn't get paid for that job lol and say "oh, i add in together into your current salary" waseh.. hantu only will percaya. Now no payslip wat shit paper, she can say anything!

This is what you call a management with a Vision. She can tell the big tauke she is fully utilised her staff. Hor... I don't think so hor... if fully utilised her staffs ah..you wont be seeing some staffs online-ing with own broadband or bancuh kopi and read yahoo news at the back. Or, booking air tickets online or play youtube video with the sound turn on tim! Itu dia.... Malaysia boleh!

If hiring a new manager need elections how nice. I can shout "re-elect! re-elect!" LOL

It's a Good Friday to start a Bad one.

2011-04-22T08:30:00.002+08:00

I have so much things in mind which I need to complete and yeah, I will take my chance to do it. ;D
As I said in my title for today's post, it's a good friday to start a bad..bad evil one (evil smile).

Hmm isn't it odd that some people just don't seems to get something right. It's a pity. You might be praying so hard for one thing but has you ever thinking of being that one thing for other person? If you don't ..then don't even think about it ;P

Argh.. square head or triangle head or even hexagon heads just won't do any good.

Woot! Fire-ezzz!

2011-04-21T19:13:00.002+08:00

Today is the last working day of the week. Yayy something to be happy about. But after all this happiness end by Sunday, another nightmare will begin on Monday. Too many things to do on Monday, rushing the bloody account for the Headquarters and the list goes on.

I'm quite peaceful today. I don't have to deal with any unnecessary topics or conversation. I get to do my things full time during the working hours. I got a feeling , that the people I cursed in here already knew I have been cursing them here! HUAAHAHAHAHAHA

Well .. SURPRISE PEOPLE!!!! Without you realizing it, you have been famous for the past 3 years ..weee.....
Well, I am very considerate enough for not spilting out the "names" (evil)

This is a democratic country. This is my blog. I get the right to write what ever I want as long as I didn't write something that will spoiled anybody's good name lol
Have I mention any names here? No right? WUAHAHHAHAHAHHA

Keep on viewing my blog for more updates about yourself!

Ah... I am getting more enjoy about this kekekekekekeke

Alright people, since the world is going crazy now, I think I wouldn't want to miss that chance as well.

Suddenly I remember about the red bomb I received yesterday. Hmm... It will be on Tuesday, most probably I won't be going.. I wouldn't be able to make it on time as I need to shower myself. How to join the event when you are having an oily face, not to mention the working attire. LoL that is so not-nice !
Hmm will see how then.

I Work With Triangle Head Colleagues.

2011-04-20T20:15:00.003+08:00

I don't know why my boss hired so much triangle heads colleagues. They seems like pro but actually not. Even their small talk can tell how dumb they are. I feel that my boss is wasting his money on these unnecessary wages.

I have this colleague, which rather use her free time doing something else. When comes to urgent work from Kuching office, she will say she don't know how to do or she will say she does not has the details ..or... will say, the programme she used doesn't work. This is odd. I have been using the same programme and why I didn't face the problem?

People can easily see out this odd situation. Geezzz.. she sure does has the face to even replied like that. I won't if I were her. My head starting to crack working with a person like her.

Another one is a guy. He work much longer than me and he likes to talk in a way which you would rather throw shit at him.

I personally think he has a slight autism problem lol

I am so tired of my work.. and been thinking why I have not much money like anybody else in my company.. Aih.. I rather lock myself at home than to go out from my house. Seeing things but can't own them is a pain. LOL just that I don't roll on the floor crying for it. HAHAHAHA

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh let me just mumble here.. after a day or two I will be fine. I know where I stand, so situation is still under control. loL

Anyway... CURSE ALL MY COLLEAGUES INTO A FROG.

It Always Happen At The Wrong Time.

2011-04-19T18:52:00.003+08:00

Never once in my life PIKOM fair come at the right time, always at the wrong time. Why? Because it came when I was broke .

It should come in June or December lol because that is the time where I receive my bonus. That is few years back. This year, there will not be any bonus or increment, as my boss used up all the money which suppose to be our bonus and increment to support a very old uncle born in year 1942 to win his YB title during the 16th April 2011 Sarawak 10th Elections at Sibu.

Arghhhhhhhhhh damn you Apek!! Those money you use was suppose to be mine! Hmph! Pissed, totally pissed.

Today, while at office, I saw something really white.. I saw my boss secretary holding a white color handphone pouch. Yes, it's very obvious she got her old SE handphone changed into some sort of touchscreen phone , it's Iphone 4.

Today she is so busy playing her Iphone game, using an A4 paper covering her left side in case the ngiao ji admin manager passing by, noticing her keep touching the handphone screen. LoL
Well, my handphone is still brand new too. LoL but it is not good enough to play game like that.
It might be in the category of smartphone but not smart enough, probably just primary level LoL.

I am so busy doing sorting and checking documents today. I wore my specs today while at work, so my eyes aren't so tired today, thank goodness for that.
Elections is over now, the city has turn back to it's normal daily life. Now, it's time to sit back, relax and wait for something to happen. It's too early to judge so, better just wait then. Read up the newspaper more to keep yourself updated, mate!

I'm singing .." I'm beautiful in my way, I'm on the right track, Baby I was born this way!"

Suddenly I have a lot of things want to buy and do!

I was thinking of choosing a bridal studio and get their single portrait package or couple portrait package. From here, I can see how professional are they in their services. Usually, single portrait or couple is much easier task then bridal package. If they can give me the outcome I want here, I might as well give them a chance for my bridal photo ;P nice idea isn't it?

Well, once again..it's about money...money money oh money. If only I can use leaves as money lol then I can get myself a new hipster spectacles, or maybe get a psp pouch? Or.. get more more clothes and bigger wardrobe! of course I will need a bigger wardrobe if I want to get more clothes as my wardrobe now is seriously full. Well, time to get some old clothes away.. zzzzz

This week will have to work for only 4 days!!!!!!!! Yayayyyyyyyyy I can't wait for this coming Friday. I want to hangout with my boy muacks!

Who Made You King huh?

2011-04-17T17:42:00.002+08:00

I dedicate this songs to those parties who has lost their election battle yesterday :P Muahahaha

Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)

Keep drinkin' coffee
Stare me down across the table
While I look outside

So many things I'd say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet
And count the cars that pass by

You've got opinions, man
We're all entitled to 'em
But I never asked

So let me thank you for your time
And try to not waste any more of mine
Get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe
But I'm not drowning
There's no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)

You sound so innocent
All full of good intent
You swear you know best

But you expect me to
Jump up on board with you
Ride off into your dellusional sunset

I'm not the one who's lost
With no direction oh
But you won't ever see

You're so busy makin' maps
With my name on them in all caps
You got the talkin' down just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

All my life
I've tried
To make everybody happy while I
Just hurt
And hide
Waitin' for someone to tell me it's my turn
To decide

Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)

Who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

Who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

Let me hold your crown, babe
Oh oh
Ah

Hmm suddenly I felt like I wanted to get myself a ring with a crown shape ;P

Damn You New II Shop.

2011-04-16T17:27:00.003+08:00

SmartPhone and Android has been the most famous talkable topic among youth and elderly. For Iphone, there is this game which is very famous call "Angry Bird" which is now available as offline games for desktop and lappy.

My boy manage to get this game for me to play with my desktop as I have no android phone to support it . I only have Vivaz Pro hahha.. it's not suitable for Angry Bird.

This month is Sarawak Elections and DAP supporters has modified this Angry Bird poster into DAP mascott, "Ubah" so it became "Angry Ubah" lol . Ubah is actually a Hornbill bird wanting to change for good for Sarawak.
It represent the main motive of DAP, indirectly also represent other opposition parties such as PKR and PAS.

So.... one day, while I was walking with my boy at Bintang Megamall towards Popular Bookstore, I saw Angry Birds plush toys inside of a shop name NEW II. Now why is this shop being name like that? It's because this is their second branch located at Bintang Megamall as their 1st branch is located at Boulevard Shopping Complex.

The Angry Bird keychain with bell ringing inside the bird tummy cost RM6.90, it's quite expensive for me so I asked my boy to get 1 red Angry Bird for me. There are other sizes of Angry Bird as well, but I like the small type more.

Today, I was talking about how I used that bird to my boy. I told him I stick the Blue Stick under the bird and stick it on my office monitor. hahahaha Angry Bird watching me at work with angry face lol. Quite cute. I told him if I have the other version of angry birds, the blue one, yellow, white , black, it would be nice.. full collections of angry birds on my monitor. Wee...

So,.. since I wanted it so much, he said he'll buy it for me! Yayy I'm happy much. So we went to that shop again, and manage to get the blue one, yellow one and black one.
There is no white one and the green one. We saw some new stock in the box, the boss said, it's those angry birds new stock. He'll open it and asked us to come back again to get it.
We went back twice and they are not ready yet. When we went back again for the 3rd time, the boss said have to wait till tonight. He is unable to open the box.

Now this is interesting.. What kind of shit reason is this? We are so eager to get the damn bird from you. If it wasn't because DOTS gift has no more stock for this bird, we wouldn't want to waste our time and energy to return to your shop twice just for that damn bird. Unable to open the box??!! MY GOODNESS. You seems like a fine perfect man to me with workable hands and legs not to mention of your pretty looking wife and your over sized staff .. 3 people altogether and yet you can't get your box open and give me the bird? Just say that you don't have the green bird and you are just too embarrassed to admit it.

Idiot boss! Now I figure out why you guys only manage to get 2 branch open in Miri even though you guys started business earlier than G-Max and DOTS. You are just lame with your style and your calculation sucks big time. You seriously need to get your mouthstache to get more luck to your business. LOL damn damn damn.

Arghh.. I will get the bird in complete collections but for sure not from your damn pink shop!

My Point Of View For Sarawak 10th Election Year 2011.

2011-04-16T08:12:00.002+08:00

I am an average girl age 27 this year. Currently worked in a listed company in Miri. Previously worked at an average size of private company as well. As far as I can recall my memory for Sarawak elections started in a year which I saw , Dr. Yii (a well known dentist in Miri) having his campaign at Pelita Commercial Centre. If I am not mistaken, I was there for my computer course during school holidays with my aunt.

I was very surprised to see him standing at the corner with some loudspeaker and microphone, giving speech! I was partly excited party curious as well. He is the dentist that makes my teeth pretty.... hahaha. I admire him as a gentle , warm-hearted dentist. He did his work very well, very precise, very careful as well not to mention, his friendliness and hospitality and that is why I felt excited seeing him having campaign for DAP.

Partly I was curious and wondering why he join DAP. I was brain washed by my parents that DAP, PKR, PAS are all demons and bad people. I remember I asked my mum, Why Must BN win? She get angry and scolded me. I say I just wondering why, I am not cursing BN to lose. She then replied me, saying that, those opposition parties of BN are all monster, if they won the elections, we will all be living like in world war II. Wow... now this is the scary part. I never thought it's going to be that bad. From that day onwards, I never ever dare to ask Why BN must Win to my parents or to any adults any any more. LOL

As I grow up, I saw more elections campaign, heard more things as well.. I started to realize , what my parents said are not all true after all. I started to heard my dad says , BN is doing not so well, when will they changed? My dad still give BN his vote and so does my mum.

But this year, year 2011, it happened to be Sarawak 10th Elections. My dad has passed away in year 2007, so he won't be able to give his vote this year. I know he is looking at us , in every single way.

So, this year will be me, brother and mum to give our vote , for our family. =)

Dear BN, truly from my heart, I can tell you that, We did supported you way back those years.. We really did. You can see how my parents wanted you to win and said those words to scare me, pursue me to pray for your victory. But now, we all see how our country make us suffer. I don't get my increment this year probably my boss has no more budget for our increment as he has to divide his budget to various places and elections lol. We have no choice but to give a chance for oppositions parties for a change. Don't be angry don't be sad, don't fear that you will be losing your seats forever if the opposition party won. As long as you have the will to change, we will still be voting you back for the next elections.

Always bear in your (BN) mind, that we (malaysian citizens) are not blind at heart, not blind at any part. We heard, we think, we analyse, we conclude, we decide.

Dear All Opposition Parties (DAP,PKR,PAS),
If ever gain your victory this time, never ever felt too proud and forgot your responsibilities. We wouldn't want to see you end up as Orang Utan sitting at the parliament lol. We are not blind at heart, blind at any part. If we (malaysian citizen) can bring victory to you, we can also bring triumph as well. HAHA. So, better get your job done, you only have 5 years in hand.!

Is It A Genuine Brand?

2011-04-12T18:24:00.002+08:00

Today while I was standing at the fax machine , looking for my fax, my admin manager walk passed behind me, suddenly she stopped and asked, "Is your shoe comfortable?"

I looked at her with my eyebrows rise up , a little bit surprised of what she asked as a manager lol because no manager would even care even if I'm bare footed. So, I replied her " Err okay ah.. comfortable " and she smiled ..but still staring at my feet.. =_=" and she asked again.. "Are they genuine?" WAH WAH WAHHH now this is more surprising.. I was like , are you doubting me to have the ability to buy genuine brand stuff??!!

I wanted to reply her by saying " It's just RM160, I am still afford to buy" my most expensive sneakers cost me "RM240" which is 10 times more expensive than your cheap purple Crocs! Geezzz.. Well, she thought she came from the city of the cats, then she should be the one who knows it all.. or..have it all.

Argh.. crap manager. She is just like a clown to me. Joke of the day!

I Work Under A "Ngiao Ji" admin manager, A "So Hai" G.O.M & A "Ngok Ngok" Director.

2011-04-06T19:29:00.002+08:00

Today, while I was working, I felt that my eyes are so tired. I decided to rest a while and look around for something to soothe my eyes, but what is there to look at anyway? I'm in an office, a place which I work so hard to earn that few bux to complete my poor life. HAHA. I saw my colleague bringing her own netbook, looking at it , smiling by herself. Another colleague of mine, busy playing an offline game which you have Dinosaur shooting colorful eggs. You need to get at least 3 same color eggs to break the chain. LoL

Another one, busy writing her own diary book and doing her assignment using company's pc, another one, hanging herself on the call, sweet talk to Kuching colleagues.. the other one, busy eating her breakfast.. I am so envy with them. I can't do those extra things as I have no chance at all. I have been working here for 3 years and never in a day in these 3 years I actually got a chance to be like them, sitting there doing something which has nothing related to office work! Why? Why do I always be the person with so many task? and yet the pay I received isn't half as good as those who shaking their legs enjoying the 8 hours moment!

Ergh! I am so pissed. I cursed them all..I cursed them all, all the time when I am pissed looking at them like this.

God knows who's right. I have nothing to fear. My admin manager only knows online, booking Airasia tickets or MAS.. yeah, almost everyday I saw her looking at these 2 websites, Or... busy surfing ACER website or Yahoo chatting. Her attitude is very annoying for me, chinese people said, "Ngiao Ji" lol

My G.O.M (General Operation Manager) is kinda idiot at certain times. He don't talk like a manager even. Chinese people say.. "So Hai" ..

While my company's big BIG boss, is NGOK! He is drowning himself with some shit advices from his advisor which he worship everyday. ..

Arghh... someday I will leave this company and will them in PAIN!!!!!!!!!!

Just be grateful, girl.

2011-04-02T20:34:00.003+08:00

My brother is using my pc, my psp battery died and it takes timeto recharge. my bf assistant gave him some shit to be clean up, so I wouldn't want to disturb him. i tuning to Traxx fm using my Vivaz pro handphone and decided to just blog using this compact handphone. i'm very grateful already for what i have here, although it's just a small handphone but i can still get to blog here haha, nice isn't it? Today, I went out for Mcdonald as lunch, it was a very filling lunch. Just that the environment is too packed up with children and adults. Kinda noisy. After lunch, went for a window shopping at bintang megamall. Hopefully I canget to see something which I love and would like to buy as a reward for myself. But sadly, I saw nothing which is attractive enough to put my money on.

I came home feeling tired as I still cough and kind of blur minded as well. I just wish that i would recover very soon. Sitting here on my bed feeling hot due to the dry and heaty weather, i started to flash back some dialogues between me and my boy these few days. He told me he got increment again, which is very nice haha. I do feel proud and happy for him. His boss does notice his efforts all this while. He got increment 3 times in 7 months. Thinking of this, it makes me think about myself.. What do I get from my boss all this while? I work for 3 years, this year would be my forth years here and howmany times of increment that I get? I think is 3 times if i'm not mistaken. But my total salary not even reach 1.5k per month. I,m still not elligible to apply for a credit card..what more to say if applying for a car loan. I,m turning 27 this year after my birthday and yet I couldn,t see any achoievement in my career. I started to feel very badly disappointed.

I,m working for a listed company and this is all I get. Increment for this year probably gonna get skipped. Damn shit. Geezz stingy boss ever. Probably already no money to give us increment as all money goes to unnecessary sponsor cishh.... Curse them all to ugly toads!! I know my boy will buy whatever of my favorite stuff as long as he still can afford to, but i want to achieve such achievements probably half as good as him. The reason why i study so hard last time is to do something to make my mum feel proud and also to top up the cash in my wallet n own a car, but now seems like my dream still far away haha. so, dear God, if I can't be rich by myself, do make my boy richer and richer so that I get to get my favorite items from his money. amen. Lol

No!!! You Can't Have That!

2011-04-02T08:57:00.002+08:00

I fall sick last week. I am now still suffering nose stuck and cough. But still I work very hard to finish my task, to carry well my responsibilities at work, not for the sake of the company but for the sake of my own. Those who is able to see and appreciate my efforts, for sure will be granted for something good from God, for those who are too blind to see and act ignoring, well, they will get something in return for sure.

I am thinking of what to get to reward myself. I couldn't afford to get something pricey , something that cost more than 100 bux. Hahaha. I need to do more saving for raining days.. Who knows ..1 day I might goes berserk in office and resigned 24 hours lol I need money to survive all my bills by then lol so all these misery kinda restricting myself from buying anymore things.. aih.. sigh.

Maybe just drop by Supa Save shop and get something cheap, probably a set of non-stick stickers lol hahahhahah!! very funny indeed. Just a lame joke from me for today morning.

I must must get something for myself..If only I have 1k cash in hand.. well I did have 1k cash in hand but it's not an extra cash which I can spend as I like lol hahhahaha

Suddenly today when I woke up from my sleep, my brain pop out some handphone images.. Still flip phone looks cuter especially those with cute pink color hahaha But I already have a phone .. hmm I am not a phone craze so I wont be wasting a cent on phone anymore once I already have 1 unit in hand. Well, next week is Mom's birthday, was thinking to get her something. She loves bracelet. Maybe get her a crystal bracelet? Or give her cash.. I think I would give her cash, and the bracelet will give during mother's day hehehe.. sweetttt

Crazy World Indeed.

2011-03-27T19:44:00.003+08:00

I manage to download Avril Lavigne New album for this year, which is Goodbye Lullaby.. The album cover is so nice. She is just as pretty as always.. So tempting, so glorious. She is one of the singer which I most love and admire other than celine dion and mariah carey. Young and fill with lots of potential.

Today only I know that she already divorce with her rocker husband. Sad to know.. But she seems stronger than before, although I'm not sure what breaks their relationship... Keep up the spirit Avril!!! From one of your friend here in ASIA.

Today , I helped my aunt to pass "ang pao" (red packet fills with money) to one of her friend's daughter wedding at East Wood Golf Club. I wore normal t-shirt and baggy 3/4 pants with my sunflower in-house slippers. The idiot guard doesn't let us park our car near the building, and urge us to park somewhere else which is quite far from the damn building. I have no choice but to walk. Geezz!

When I reach at the entrance of the ballroom..there is a lady wearing a wedding gown with her thick make-up shouting at the guest, asking them "Are you eating for Girl side or Boy side??" arghh does she has to do that? (I said in my heart). Then she saw me walking approaching their money collecting desk, she asked me , "which side are you eating?" LoL I say "girl side" Lucky my voice came out at the right time. LoL as I was having sore throat after being attack fever yesterday.

After she heard me saying "girl side" her hand reach out wanting to get the ang pao from me, she grab it fast and pass it to another girl sitting there with a whole long namelist. 2 of the girls searching for the name wanting to tick, as acknowledgement of attendance, while the other one continue shouting at us asking us to sign at their guest book before entering the ballroom. I signed my aunt's name and the I sneak peak at the girls to see if they tick the name, then one of the 2 girls sitting said to me, "table number 6". LOL

I feel like buying a dinner ticket to a wedding show or something .. They made their choice to have a wedding banquet in a glorious golf club and yet they made it like selling tickets or asking people to donate money for them to pay for the dinner cost the next day. Crazy people.. Only chinese would be able to do such thing. Out of 10 chinese couples, 9 couples would do such thing. Having dreams to have a grand wedding banquet by using other people's money. Not even a simple thanks just now when I submit the ang pao.. Where are their gratitude towards us guest? This isn't the first time I met such situation just this time they made it over the board already. Yuckiesss.. I feel ashamed of their act.

Well, I believe tonight the bride and the groom will change a few sets of gown hoping the guest will say "wow pretty, wow handsome" .. so much money for the gown why don't just donate to Japan .. zzzz

Angry Birds Now On Movie!

2011-03-27T15:52:00.002+08:00

I got myself fever since Friday, then Saturday it got worst. My face goes red and hot, whole body feel hot. I wonder what is my temperature last night. I manage to control it and today I feel better. But my sore throat attacking me now and I got not much voice to talk. It hardly come out.

My boy brought me angry birds game which can be play using pc, but it got error, I couldn't play half way. Will ask him to fix when he is free kekekkekekeke

Or maybe I go download it again from somewhere...

Today he tagged me Angry Birds movie lol look silly to me, hahaha wonder if it's worth to watch or not..

I just hope I can recover faster, I hate being sick. I think I need to change the position of my water bottle in office. Need to put it in front of me so I can see and realize how much I have drink.

A Hot Sunday Indeed.

2011-03-20T13:37:00.002+08:00

Last night was 19th March 2011, the 15th day in chinese calendar as well. Where the moon will be fully round. But 19th March 2011, scientist said the moon will be much..much bigger and closer to the Earth. They also said, it will be the beginning of more weird phenomena to happen. It makes me thinking about earth quakes or typhoon.. hahaha ..negative thinking, which I think it's just a normal response?

Ah..but then, I'm sitting here nicely today hehe.

It was a heaty Sunday. It seems like the sky will rain soon but ..not yet. I just manage to vacuum my room a little and spray some ridsect to kill some ants. I plan to tidy up my wardrobe. I was thinking to give my clothes away, donate it to people.
I actually plan to give it away to a skinny classmate of mine. She is very much skinny enough to wear my ex-clothes lol. Afterall they are all still brand new. If Tzu Chi Buddhist Association wants to accept my clothes, I would might just donate them all to them after I sort out those clothes. I saw on The Star newspaper few days ago that they are donating clothes and blankets to the Japanese.

Ah.. tomorrow will be another working day.. Next week will be payday again yayyy!!
My hands are itchy to grab for something new.. Hmmmm...bad bad hands and eyes.
Yesterday was Saturday, my day off as I am not supposed to work on Saturday, but my "beloved" asshole seniors asked me to go back to do some Sorting documents which is very important... Haih.. Last Friday, I went to lend a hand on the company's dividen give away ceremony... Sounds perfect but actually the event is like an entrance to hell. LOL maybe I had made it sounds too harsh hahahaha

Those villagers who came to claim their money are so so so... not educated lol. I can't think of any words which sound polite enough to describe them lol.
All I can say is, they have no right to let go their anger at me which I am just a staff not the boss. I might as well tear off their money right in front of their eyes that Friday but I carry my temper very well. All this won't be happening if I have a team mate which can carry her duties well... Totally speechless. Whole company and colleagues are like flies from a rubbish dumping area. Hate it!..

Tsunami again and again.

2011-03-13T10:50:00.002+08:00

11th march 2011, marked the most unforgivable event for Japanese. It is something which no human on this earth could ever stopped it. I sighed when I heard this news. I don't know how should I react. I asked myself Why does this happening? Isn't there a way to stop it? Maybe a way to prevent it? Or a way to make it less tragic.

I am not a scientist. I don't know how to help or comment. I think even a true scientist couldn't tell why or probably wouldn't dare to say why..

TV news said, the earthquake was the worst after 140 years of record. The impact like this was last seen on world war II. Imagine that..

Probably what we see on movie 2012 is likely to happen. *gulp*

She Has No Sincerity.

2011-03-09T20:38:00.002+08:00

Okay, okay...relax.... I know the title sounds kinda serious but let me tell you here, the content isn't as serious as it sounds Haha. How many serious craps I ever blog in here anyway? LoL

The story goes like this...

Today, my colleague Miss E walked to me and passed me a stack of "cards". Same size as the normal business card. I look to it a while and asked her what is it? I saw her lips moving but I couldn't hear what she said. Probably it was something secretive.. LoL
So I don't bother to asked her anymore and I looked again at the card and trying to get what it's written on it.

Saw 2 names, some words in italic and it's bold.. very small.. very very small.. the card was black and white.. I saw a photo being scanned on it as well. OHHHH It was an invitation card. A WEDDING invitation card. Now that's very surprising. First time in my life I received a wedding invitation card as small as a business card LOL

Other than that.. the wedding banquet will be on the 25th December 2011. Yessss that's right. There is no typo error here. I checked it very well.. hahahahaha
December 2011!!! That is like half an age away!! MY GOD! I have no idea why is the couple giving away invitation so early. At first I tot it was some kind of bookmark for us to keep as memory, probably because she want us to know she's married already. Oh ya.. I forgot to say who is the one getting married. It wasn't Miss E, it was Miss F.

Now why Miss E distribute the card while the fact is Miss F getting married? This is where I want to relate it to the word Sincerity. Miss F gave a stack of the invitation card to Miss E and asked Miss E to pass it around.. When come to my turn, Miss E gave me the whole stack asked me to pass to the person who sit behind me. LOL
Passing around cards which is a card for an honorable event is so irrespective. Somehow she passed the tiny card by herself to all the managers lollololllllll

I think she is just making a joke to herself. 1st, why gave away card this early? Everybody gave the same response which is.. "oh she want us to book air asia tickets earlier as there are a lot of cheap tickets offer now". LOLOLLLLLL kinda make sense right?

There is a website printed on the card as well, with a code sticker behind. According to a colleague, it's for you to "login" to that website to see their wedding photos. So... this gave us another reason of why she gave her cards this early.. "she want us to view her photos and give her compliments.." LOL

Weird weird weird indeed. She wasn't from the same town as me. Probably that's just the way she is .. an uptown girl lol I feel kinda small hearted when I saw she ask other people to distribute the card for her and even asked us not to say so loud. =_=" oh come on!! we all know she got registered already a year ago.. =_=" geezzz

Woosshaaa!!! Wachaaaa!!

2011-03-07T20:09:00.002+08:00

Seems like the last time I ever blog here was on the 14th February 2011, that is Valentine day. I don't have much time to use my Phillip to online..well, same old reason.. my brother using it too often. I don't really get a chance to use it. I wanted to buy a notebook but ... I never bought anything which cost more than a thousand. LOL!! I think I am so left behind compare to all my friends. They have all bought things which exceed RM1,000.00 ringgit. Doesn't matter what it is,it's the price that I'm talking about right now. Haha.. Anyway.. I hope the free laptop will coming to me real soon then I get to blog craps here whenever I like.

Well, let me have a flash back of what happened after the 14th February 2011. Hmmmmm Oh! I remember now.. There is a work shuffle happening around my office. The current company account which I handle will be closed.. not sure when. HAHA. Oh well, then they arrange me to do something else. Means I won't be jobless LOL , good news, I guess.

What is so interesting here is that the girl which I was supposed to learn from know only 40% of her work. She work there like 7 to 8 years already. I know most of the time she just sit there online with her broadband. .. Hmmm... I wonder if she really don't know or just lazy to tell me .. Never mind.. I have my other resources. Counting on here is the same like leading myself to my own grave. Speechless.

Talking about grave, my neighbor, hmm should say RICH neighbor, is asking people to build a grave + tomb at the back of his house. He is an owner of an offshore contractor company. I am not sure what is his company's name. Haha.. Whose grave is that then? It was his dog, Mickey. Been with him for 15 years. He loved him so much that he do all that for him.

Fine, that is not the most interesting part for me. The most interesting part is..
He put an Ipad there, saying his dog love to listen to children songs using that Ipad. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL what a waste!! This dude seriously have no idea what he's doing. If he really doesn't know how to spend his money, why not he use it for something meaningful like buy computers for the sunflower center, and many more.

Aih.. Rich people.. He is the type that will spend money for himself but not others. He rather spend it on a dead dog. The grave cost him RM30,000.00. Geezzz.. Now his Indonesian gardener will have extra job to do WAKAKAKAKAKA

An Unexpected Surprise.

2011-02-14T19:19:00.002+08:00

I went to work as usual today even though I am pretty lazy to going to work for today, as I didn't get to sleep well last night, due to some reasons which myself isn't sure about. Around 8.30am today, my colleague came to my desk and whisper something to me. She said she and other colleagues has made a small discussion about who will receive flowers today (it's Valentine day today). I feel speechless over what she said. Really. I never wanted to even think about this matter of who receiving roses and who's not. LoL.

I told my colleague nicely that I already received my roses on Saturday, which is 2 days in advance. She was kinda surprised and asked me why I didn't request my boyfriend to send it today. Okay there... I am speechless again.
I never really asking something directly from my boyfriends especially for special events like this. I will accept whatever he gets me because that is him. If I asked somethings from him, that will be Me getting presents for myself Lol!

Around 10am, our office receptionist walk-in with a bouquet of flowers on her arms , she said to me it was for our Admin manageress. LoL. Oh well, people always said her husband is very romantic even after married well that is a good thing for her there. She might not be a good lovable manageress but probably will be a good lovable mother for her kids and wife for her husband. No doubt about that. That's the speciality of a woman I guess.

Somehow when I was busy doing my stuff, my colleague ( the one who talked to me earlier on ) saying " it's your turn to receive flowers now! " This really puzzled me a while, when I saw what the receptionist was holding, it's actually wasn't a bouquet of roses but a Hello Kitty soft doll bouquet. LOLL I feel that probably that is really for me! because it's Hello Kitty and it's pink! LoL
yeah my colleagues all know I love Hello Kitty and pinkish things , can see from my working desk. I will decorate it as much as I can to make it a complete Hello Kitty theme but of course I won't over doing it haha

I never never really thought I am going to get another bouquet. I was a little panic just now , struggling to find a piece of card. I wanted to see if it was really from my boyfriends or the sender just mistakenly sending it to me as there are more than a hundred staffs in the building , I believe there are a few people with the same surname as me LoL!

Thank Goodness I found the card and yes, it was from my dearest HoneyMoo. HAHAHA oh goodness I'm so delighted with the gift! Hmm as for my colleagues, well, they seems happy for me I guess LoL.

I would like to thank my dear for giving me all these surprises. For letting me have the taste of receiving flowers during valentine day, having candle light dinner, and lots lots more. I never thought I would get the chance to couple up like a normal couple, doing things normal couple would do and hand in hand when we walked together side by side. I wanted this to last forever, I wanted it all the time. Thank you and I love you more.

I just Had My Valentine

2011-02-12T13:54:00.002+08:00

I just back from celebrating my Valentine lunch. Haha. Yes, it's very special this year and it's the most wonderful Valentine ever. I wish to have such Valentine every year with my dearest one. This morning I woke up like usual, had my teeth brushed , my face washed, and had my chores done.

Then I online a while to check my facebook to see my net friend's update. Well, nothing much , mostly still updating their CNY outings. I don't have much chinese new year outings as for me , it's tiring and boring lol I rather have those outings which I get to see things and walk freely rather than went to people's house and make their home messy and have my 1 day princess. Why would I say so? Because you get to sit there and have people serving you carbonated drinks and junks WAKAKAKKAKAKA, but somehow, I did went to a house. Serve me a lot of cakes and cookies. @.@ really a lot of junks to be eaten.

Fine, fine, enough about the CNY things, I wanted to share how my Valentine day goes this year. My dear will be working on the Valentine day 14th Feb 2011, so we decided to have it early. Why wouldn't we have it on tonight or tomorrow night? That is because he works at night time instead of day time ;D His new project will start tomorrow, so he'll be quite busy this month. I wish him all the best!.

Just now around 12 noon, we have our lunch at Western Palace, grand palace hotel. We ordered steak & chicken combo with the steak served well done together with mushroom sauce. Order dessert of Caramel and fruity nutty and milkshakes. Yummy... really a filing lunch indeed. I couldn't finished the ice-cream .. =( probably because I already had a glass of milkshake (my favorite). I also received a bouquet of roses. 3 roses , symbolizes I Love You with a Fererror Rocher chocolate ;D I snap photo of it already as my Valentine memories.

He also bought me a bracelet and anklet as well, ;D saying wanted to "tie" me up for him only LOL how cute haha! Well, he knows I wanted a new bracelet and anklet to replace the old one so he got me those instead of me buying for myself.
He's a loving boyfriend indeed. He got me a lot of things... and yet he seldom buy for himself. When I get a better finance status, I would also love to get the things he wish to have too. =)

I love you dear and happy Valentine day !

1st Feb 2011 already.

2011-02-01T11:56:00.002+08:00

Yes, today is the 1st Feb already. I'm sitting here using Phillip because my brother bring my mum to Merdeka Mall lol. Yeah, I don't want to follow because I want to use this chance to online.

I made up my mind that there is few things which I needed to do after CNY.

1st. I'm going to get my hair fixed first. Need to straightening it and give some color. I know I know, people been doing it before CNY while I do after CNY LoL. Well, it's something good. Hahaha. I get to shine when others has dimmed down. lol

2nd. I'm going to get a new pair of spec. Yes, I wanted a bigger frame, want to look more geek. Well, it's a trend right now right? HAHA. I still have the spirit to have a new spec right now but I'm not sure if the spirit still there after CNY, we will see how.

3rd. Saw a laptop yesterday at boulevard I.T imperiall Mall, the price capture my eyes. It's 1349 while there is another one which is 1749 (if I'm not mistaken). My boy said the spec is good enough for me to play games.. I wanted to play back my online game which is Destiny Online and Auditionsea. It's something which can get my mind off from work matters when I'm at home. You get to kill things and level up and being stronger level after level and you get to dance while you can't dance in real life due to some reasons. So? how nice is it huh?

4th. Saving money for year end trip. Me and my boy plan to go KL for some shopping and I think December will be a nice month to go. Plus, it's near to CNY 2012 and Christmas. I bet the decoration of those malls will be very surprising haha

My Point Of View Towards Pasar Gong Xi year 2011.

2011-01-31T08:30:00.002+08:00

Well well well... seems like I haven't blog yet ever since the arrival of my dear from Germany. That's because I have returned back his laptop hahahaha and therefore I have to share this desktop of mine with my brother. But why am I not using it when my brother isn't using it then? Well, I have to see the situation. If he is not using it because he is sleeping, then I can use, if he is not using it because he is doing something else like cleaning the room or house, then I can't use it.

For him, when he is busy, he wish everybody else in the house will busy together with him. If he cleans his room, he would want to see you clean yours. LOL! But if I don't, and sit here online, he will go crazy and blablablablaaaaaaa . I rather hide myself in my room. lol.

My dear brought me souvenirs which I would never expect! It's some hello kitty goodies with Sanrio trademark. wweeeheeeee happy much.! I just love it and I haven't open them up as I want it to be as it's original way.. haha

Last Saturday, he brought me and mum to the pasar gong xi at the old town there. Crowded as usual.. but this year, from what I noticed, the people who sees are more than the people who buys. There is a booth which caught my attention which I think it's funny.
I heard a song playing, it's a song from the Rapunzel animation. So I wondering how could anybody sell DVD here??!! It's not like Miri doesn't has DVD shop LOL. When I walk near to the sound, I realized what they selling is not the DVD but is the thing shown in the Rapunzel movie. It's the flying lantern LOL! Yes, they are selling flying lantern hahahahaha goodness me. I thought that thing is forbidden in our city because the very last time Mirian actually played flying lantern, it burn people's rooftops LOL. That lantern will fly up and slowly came down so if it land on your rooftop.. wala!! You're gonna have the biggest flying lantern ever!! LOL

Another stall is a family selling some dried pork. Hmm although I'm a big fan of those dried porks, what they sell just doesn't attracts me. Why? Because they are selling porks which can be bought at Boulevard Hypermarket LoL , yeah it's Long Kee brand. They thought having a kid shouting "Lao Pan ahhh lao pang niang ahhhh buy long kee pork" can attract some people to buy , but they are so wrong. LoL. Last few years, long kee is very unique thing to be found at pasar gong xi , but now not anymore as Boulevard been selling them already since last year. Why would they want to bring such thing in to sell at pasar gong xi? From what I heard, the rental ain't cheap at all. ZZZzzzzZZ. I think they seen too much Youtube as I do remember Youtube ever show an 8 year old kid or 9 or 10, i forgot the age, cook kueh tiaw goreng at the stall.. like very pro lol. Probably this bring up the idea of having a kid shouting LONG KEEEEE AHHHHHHHHHHH Poor kid..

Kuching shao mai and the hong kong pao.. very common thing to be found there lo. Few stalls been selling them. Why nobody sell Sibu shao mai? It actually taste much better ya know. Geezz.. all sell kuching brand and yet the same price. What is the point?

From all these nonsense, I actually got something from the pasar gong xi. WAKAKKAKA. I asked my dear buy me the floating balloon. I saw got Hello Kitty lol. When I asked him how much he paid, he said RM10. ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG didn't know it was that expensive LoL! The lady told him it can float for a week! yes, it's still floating and spinning in my bedroom. so so so nice. I always wanted to have this balloon but I never bought it. LoL paiseh ma.. hahahahhaha

Thanks dear.

25th January 2011. Today is The DAY.

2011-01-25T19:59:00.002+08:00

Tonight 10.40pm, my dear will reach Miri Airport. Hehe.. So nice.. finally the 10 days being alone is over!!! WUHHAHAHHAHA.

I.. I don't know what else to be blog here. Myself quite tired already as last night I didn't sleep well. I woke up with pain at my back. Tonight I have to stay awake to wait him home, as his car parked at my house. So, it will be a long night. I wanted to take out his laptop and play auditionsea game but.. kinda tired. But for sure the time will pass by quick. Haih see how lah.

Kinda tired when think of CNY getting near. I have to bring out all the sofa and wash, wait it to dry.. then bring it back in, wipe all the windows, wipe the doors. Clear the spider webs. Mop the floor. WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I hate cleaning!!!!!!!

Ergh!

24th January 2011, ETA 1 day.

2011-01-24T19:34:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow my dear will be back to Miri!! Yayy... I am very happy to welcome him home. ahhh~~ He just sms me saying he's having a simple lunch at Mcdonald at Amsterdam lol. The burger is as big as seen in the Tv advertisement. No lie haha. Well, ang mo country, they wont dare to cheat about such thing unlike Malaysia lol.

I believe he will have so much to tell me when he's home as his trip this time is different compare to last time. And me, what have happened to me today? Well, I'm doing my work as usual in the office. Busy around here and there. At 11am, me and my colleagues walk to Mega Hotel to see the venue for the 27th Jan event. Our new year lunch party. The place is horrible. It was located at 5th floor. Have to walk up stairs , 4 sets of narrow stairs and the place stinks. Very stinks. I think need 1k litre of febreeze to clear the smell LOL.

No window, really horrible. It's like having a party at the attic. hahahahahaha. Cheap. Well, who should we blame for this then? Blame it all to the senior admin executive lady. She refuse to take the idea of going to Grand Palace Hotel at the first place. When we called Mega and being informed that the main ballroom already been taken, she still want Mega to adjust a place. zzzzzzzzzzzzz I am totally speechless about it. Really. *sigh* That is how we ended at the attic today LoL

When she saw by herself how the attic look and smell like, only then she agreed with us that the place sucks. Time is so near , it's just 3 days away from 27th Jan. So, she begged the Mega dude to fixed her another place, that is Lotus Restaurant. Horrible lady isn't it? Yes, she is. I couldn't believe she would do that. Managing director is coming and she made the whole event look so cheap! aghhh

Plus it's a belated birthday surprise gathering as well for the big boss. As I said earlier, admin manager wants to carry his balls LOL. From what my friend told me, he said the big boss will be at Bintulu, having a dinner event there with 400 people carrying his balls as well HAHAHAHAHA so it's 1 - 0 already for Bintulu woohoooooo

Raining right now and I sneeze twice, which means someone is missing me and I bet it's my dearest Honeymoo. Love you dear if you read this from Amsterdam. Love u so much. Take good care. I'll be seeing you tomorrow!!! Weeeeeee

If Starvation Can Make Me Rich, I would rather Starve myself.

2011-01-22T14:07:00.002+08:00

I think the title tells it all. I was checking my account yesterday as I need to withdraw money to pay some of my own expenses only to realize that the amount getting less.. and less.. LoL.

It was me who withdraw out the money and making it less. But the problem is, where have I spent the money to? I look around in my room last night, thinking very hard, what I have spent it on and where are the things?

It's 2k there! I withdraw more than half of my 2010 bonus which my stingy company rewarded to me. *sigh* and yet, all I see is 2 pairs of footwear. 1 bought after receiving my bonus, the other one I bought before I receive my bonus. haha

I opened my closet, saw some clothes, which I bought in November, so that doesn't count. Some bags, which I bought before December as well. =_=" so what have I spent actually? I walk out of my room, go into my dad's room, well , saw few plastic bags of Junks.. Chinese New Year Junks, I think there cost few hundreds already.. Ergh. If it's wasn't for CNY I don't have to spend few hundreds on some JUNKS!! so pissed.

So I went back to my room, sit there like a lost soul, been thinking where else I spent my money on. Oh, now I remember, I did bought some stuff for my dear to use at Germany, so there goes few hundreds, minus the reload money for him. Poor him, lucky I got my bonus to help him some for the preparation. His boss just the same like CNY, picked the wrong time for the right thing. LoL. If he goes on spring time , wouldn't have to buy those winter stuff. =_=" Weird boss! But of course, there is a reason behind his decision, so I wouldn't want to comment much as well.

But still the figure is way far from the 2k. =_=" probably some food I ate outside.. Aih... God ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I feel like saving money just so impossible. Still day dreaming to get laptop .. AAHAHAHAHA joke of the day folks! joke of the day. I think it's time to put those princess dreams behind. Time to get degrade and yet rich. I can only choose 1. Either to have a nice shell but rotten content or.. have a nice content but a rotten shell. Well, not really rotten lah... maybe a bit old, damaged and ugly.

1 thing I couldn't avoid is .. Having my hair straighten once again.. No coloring never mind lah.. as long as it's neat and tidy. Getting a new geeky spec? Nah.. need to put this behind too, that will save me another few hundreds. LoL. I will plan, I will budget, and I will do my best to follow!!!!

20th, 21st, 22nd January! ETA 3 days

2011-01-22T11:49:00.003+08:00

Seems like I missed out to blog for the past 3 days. Was busy wandering around and lazy around plus few more unforeseen circumstances. Now I need to recall back what I did on the 20th January 2011. It was Thursday. I went out with my brother to Bintang Megamall. We're curious about the Reject Shop, wonder how their products looks like. So we went out right after we finished our dinner. Haha, yeah quite rushing indeed.

So there goes my night on the 20th January 2011. Wandering around separately with my brother. Went to some clothes shop to hunt for any nice cheap affordable reasonable clothes. Bought 1 blouse for only RM38 at De Taj Culture (if I'm not mistaken). It was a blouse with many buttons sewing on it. Yeah, I like weird things lol
That's all I spent for that night which is really awesome HAHA.

I also went to my friend's shop Dots Gift. Lots of new things I have never seen before since my last visit there. That night only I know that my classmates no longer working there. =_=" geez.. Resign again and now hibernate at home. Not sure what she's thinking , what job she's looking.

After that, I also went to Hush Puppies. Wish to get something from there. I saw some tags saying Best Buy!, Discount 10%, Discount 20%, but still the Best Buy tag attract me more. So, I went to that row to flip over the clothes, mostly are just leftover blouse, but somehow I saw a nice casual red purple collar shirt with a hush puppies dog logo. Looks cute ;D though. When I flipped the price. =_=" Cost RM79.90. Lol if that is what they said Best Buy, then I got nothing else to say. LOL. Quite pricey for me probably not for others. So, I don't want to comment much about that then.

What about 21st January? Well, it's Friday, I have lots of things to blog but just too tired. I didn't go anywhere last night, just body too tired. Heartbeat feel kinda slower than usual. I wasted a lot of energy at office. Half of the morning I was busy doing sorting of documents, then lunch at nearby coffee shop with my colleague. Was attracted by some cookies sold at the coffee shop. The tauke let me taste the cheese stick. YUMYYYYYY!! very very tasty. I haven't tasted cheese stick for so long that I just couldn't help myself from thinking of it, looking at it, mesmerize by it. So I asked the tauke what's the price for the cookies, he said RM22.50. WOW! There is 2 factors that puzzled me a while when I heard him saying RM22.50.

1st point is, why there is 50 cents at the back? It's not like I'm buying from supermarket.. geezz must be his commission. But RM22.50 for a bottle of cookies quite pricey. I didn't buy it in the end. haha.
Half of the day, I was busy preparing the Lucky draw names list and also making a big ang pao packet to put those small ang pao filled with money for the lucky draw event of my company on the 27th Jan 2011. Yeah, my company is having a lunch party because the managing director will be here that day for a meeting so my admin managers plan to hit 2 birds with a single stone. But somehow she turns to be too confident as our previous meeting she said she wanted to make a birthday party for him as well on that day. It's a belated birthday. 2 days belated.

She asked us if it's okay to do it. Well, I told her, some people dislike to have belated birthday. So after having voting , majority of the committee agreed to just continue with her birthday surprise. That's not the thing that attracts me from the lunch party. Haha. I am more attracted to the prizes lo. Got cash, gifts and hampers. Wu huuuu it will be nice if I can win some cash. ;D

22nd January 2011 which is today. It's Saturday, mum asked me to do some drying keropok thingy but the weather just too cloudy. LoL. So , means, I have to wait till the sun comes out.
I'm so hungry. Usually my dear will bring me out to eat every Saturday. Haih.. not even a Maggie to cook at home. Horrible.
I did boiled an egg but it's rotten and I only knew it when I cracked the egg. Kinda lazy to boil another egg anymore. I got a car, it was my boy's but .. I don't know how to operate it LOL

Today my boy will enjoy his day at Amsterdam! Really nice .. How I wish I could be there. How I wish my company will send me out on a training trip like this. haih. All they can afford to send me is Bintulu. =_=" Cheap . LoL deduct my meal allowance somemore, ergh I just don't want to mention it LoL

Have a nice weekend dear and every other people who read this.

19th January 2011. ETA 6 days?

2011-01-19T20:49:00.002+08:00

I lost count on the ETA. I know the time of him coming home is very ..very soon! Yayyy happy much. Im so glad to hear his voice everytime he called. By this I will know how he's doing there.

Weather forecast said today will have small snow .. Probably tomorrow the snow will be heavier. Hope he will cope with the cold weather. I know he is excited to see the snow!!! Hahaha it's part of his wish and I never know it would come true so ..fast. loL.

I wish to see snow since small.. well, I already see some snow way back in Genting..which is actually bubbles LOLOLLOLLL but the place is damn cold with the huge airconditioning system hahaha can see some mist when u breathe inside that.. big "freezer". That's genting experience, somehow I do wish to see the real snow and ride on a train.

Every night, I felt very tired. I wanted to online for longer period playing my facebook flash games or auditionsea but .. just too tired to do it plus no comfortable place to put the laptop to online.. *sigh*
I'm 26 and I never had a true genuine study desk that a normal student nowadays has. loL

How do I study last time? I study on the floor with my mattress on OR, study on the bed till I fall asleep. I stack up pillow and take them as my desk =_=" and sit like Aladdin and there goes I started to do my homework. LoL

Tired body much. Tomorrow I have a lot a lot of things to photostate and to sort them out.. ergh! feel like puking.

18th January 2011. ETA 7 days.

2011-01-18T20:51:00.002+08:00

I waited till my butt flat for my dear's sms, but none was received. Sigh. Then around 630pm today, I received his call, he asked my why I didn't reply his SMS-es?? I was surprised to hear that! I was like , "since when you SMS me?", then I asked the same thing to him , "Why you didn't reply my sms?", and he said , he got every single message I sent to him and he reply all of them. The delivery report said it's delivered to me already, but the truth is, I didn't receive any of them.

But calling from Germany doesn't seems to have a problem. The conversation was quite smooth. There goes his money.. he was so pissed with DIGI and so was I. LoL

He seems like frustrating a little during his second call just now lol dunno why. Probably because everything was so expensive already I think. Haih.. What to do? If it's not expensive, then it's not an European country already. Hahahaha

My back starting to ache. I don't have a proper place to put my boy's laptop to online. -_-" really killing me. Sit on floor salah, sit on chair ,too high, salah, too low salah. No wonder people create computer desk -_-

17th January. ETA 8 days.

2011-01-17T20:03:00.005+08:00

The very last message i received from my dear was last night. aih.. i sent many messages for him but not a reply from him today. Just now I only realized my message having problem reaching him as the delivery reports saying PENDING. When I asked DIGI, they said should be reaching normal to the recipient at Germany but also depend on his roaming service at Germany. If it's not stable, then my messages will have problem reaching him. Sigh

I checked my email already as well. I got no email from him. It's afternoon right now at Germany, probably he's having a break from his training. 8 more days to go..just 8 more days.. I'll be seeing him again. Yayyy

Today, I dont feel much happy at office. I hate when people asked me to dig something that is sooooo old already. I hate digging old documents as they are all already being put up at the attic. -_-" fucking idiot old man! I almost saying some bad-to-hear words at him already. My company has no more connection with him and why the hell he keep coming back asking for old things. Fine.. It's almost Chinese New Year right now so I will try not to make myself pissed too much. I'll get him the fucking document and I will make 10 duplicates out from it. He said his business partner lost the previous copy, well right now I have 10 copies for you. You can keep it, it's all yours. Once he lost it again next year, u have another 9 copies to give away. I'll say this to him. Huh! Idiot man! I'll curse you into a ugly toad !!!

To my dear, if you're reading this, do email me if you having troubles sms-ing me. Miss you ahhhhh!!!! You hear me??!! LoL

16th January 2011. 2nd Day.

2011-01-16T16:09:00.002+08:00

Last night, I couldn't sleep well. I was busy sms-ing with my dear as his boarding time is at 11.55pm from Kl to Amsterdam. Somehow I fall asleep in between the time. When I woke up, it's nearly 11pm and the last message he sent to me was saying he's going to take a bus to the next terminal. Wow.. taking a bus? KLIA must be HUGE! Haha
I never been to KLIA.. I know it's huge but ..didn't know it's this huge lol

So I quickly reply his sms but somehow I didn't get his reply. I try to call but I couldn't get through. Sigh. How worry I am that I just couldn't sleep well through the night. When I woke up the next morning which is today, I check the royal dutch airline KLM for Amsterdam arrival schedule to see if it will delayed. The schedule said it will arrive on time at 0550 Amsterdam time, that is around 12.45pm here in Malaysia. It was a 13 hours flight!

I pray and pray hard for his safety. He has travelling sickness. I just hope it wont attack him too harsh. I waited patiently for afternoon to arrive and yes!! Finally! I received his SMS around 1pm++. He said he arrived safely at Schipol airport, Amsterdam. Phewzzz I feel so so much relief to hear that! hahaha that I actually smile when I read the SMS. It was his first time to travel that far, fortunately not by himself but accommodate by 7 other people. Hopefully they will take care of each other.

Dear, If you happened to read this at Amsterdam right now, take good care of yourself there okay?? Promise me!

15th January 2011. 1st step ahead.

2011-01-15T15:48:00.002+08:00

Today my dear will make his first step to Bielefeld, Germany. I'll be sure missing him for the next 10 days. He'll be having his training there. Feel so proud of his achievement. Just a minute ago, he informed me that another few people from West Malaysia will be joining this trip. This seems like a great news for me! More friends mah... Hope they will all look after one another. My dear is having his first time taking flight from Miri to Kuala Lumpur. I always wanted to be the 1st person to bring him there but never got the chance. Never mind lah.. haha

I'm so worry of him and his preparation for the past 1 month or so that I had sleepless night and feels like going to get berserk already. This morning even had a small arguement with him. When I saw him like he has nothing much to worry, and his preparation mindset doesn't seems to be much, I get mad..very mad. He seems to do preparation to make himself convenient instead of being more safety.
lol.. But I manage to get his luggage arrange a little lah.. I put his passport inside of the bag instead of outside of his bag. I just want him to get home safely.. I couldn't afford to take the risk.

10 days.. 10 days is very fast to get over with. 25th he'll be in Miri already! hip hip hooray! He bought me a birthstone from Diamoney which gave me a surprise early in the morning.. haih.. waste money again I said to him. As usual, he'll be saying, Waste money on you mah.. LoL..menjawab saja pandai. I was expecting some jewellery from him actually but not necklace. But he said he bought it so that I get to have something to look at when he is on training at Germany. LoL yeah I like bling2 stuff.

Hope his flight wont get delay for too long. Have a safe journey dear! I'll be right here waiting for you!

Faizal Tahir - Hanyut - Nice one!

2011-01-08T16:38:00.000+08:00

Harus bagaimana lagi
Dan terus begini
Dengarkan aku
Lihat ke mataku

Cukup sudah kau menghukum
Salahku tetap salahku
Benarkan ku berbicara
Agar bisa pulih semua

Namun harus sampai bila
Kau kan diam seribu bahasa

Chorus
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Saat mata terpejam
Hanya kau ku terbayang
Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku

Saat mata terbuka
Kamulah yang pertama
Tak mampu aku
Bayangkan
Hidup tanpa dirimu

Ulang Chorus

Aku memang bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Dan tapi dah ku sedari
Segala perit kau lalui
Ku terlupa kau terluka

Dan memang selalu
Aku bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Meninggalkan mu
Dan tetapi itulah aku sedari
Segala perit yang kau lalui
Kerna diriku yang terus hanyut

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila kau tak di sisi
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

15th Jan getting near, soon is 24th, and soon is 26th!

2011-01-08T08:55:00.003+08:00

15Th January 2011 will be the day where my boy will be departing from Miri-Kl-Germany. He'll be flying back on the 24th!.. Time pass by so fast. 15th January is just a week away. Somehow I am much more panic than him about this trip haha!

What about 26th? Well, it's my company new year lunch party! Our big boss most probably will be attending, but with or without him the party still goes on said the admin manager. She put me in the lucky draw comittee. So far, we manage to get some sponsors either in cash or gifts. ;D Monday will be another meeting to update everyone about the party.

Chinese new year will be on the 3rd February 2011. All I can think of when comes to CNY is spring cleaning.. lol.. Guess I should start to show some result to my mum tomorrow morning lol

Vacumming wont be hard. hahahaha.. and ..wipe the window.. I think do some works once a week, soon it will be finish also. Right?

Till now I haven't snap any photo of my new seaview seat yet. loL. The HR executive is sitting right behind me in a glass room lol and she is always early .. I ..kinda paiseh to snap photo around when she is around as she likes to assume bad things at people lol Later she accuse me wanting to sabotage the department hahahahahahahah! crazy woman la her.. ish..ish ish..

Today is going to be a busy Saturday, as I plan to bring my boy around to hunt for his boots. I wouldn't want his feet to get cold when he arrives at Germany as the temperature will be very low.. very very low..

Jan 26th Will Be Another Messy Day.

2011-01-04T19:53:00.002+08:00

Today I have been invited to attend a meeting regarding Chinese New Year dinner which will be held on the 26th January 2011. It will be a lunch party!!! Well, the admin manager said , we can choose a better Hotel with better food. She said, she doesn't plan to have a 7 course meal as we only eat from 1pm to 4pm. Lol.. if it's all about eating, 3 hours is more than enough (as my Bf said).

Somehow, she said , few people will need to go up the stage to give some crap encouraging sounds idiot speech. So, that will take like an hour or so. Then, the climax of the party is LUCKY DRAW!! Now that's more like it!

But then, company will not give any budget for the lucky draw prize. LOL. hahaha
She asked us (Account department) and the purchasing department to phone up the suppliers and contractors to ask for SPONSOR! hahahhaha damn!
I never wanted to do such thing.. damn embarrassing.. Owe people money for few months and dare to ask them for sponsor? Ee yerr... really not malu meh? LoL

Malu or not, we still have to do it. Wednesday will have a small discussion between us who will in-charge for the lucky draw contest. Hope all well end well.

I Am Sure That I'm Going To Get Monday Bluez This Time. Sigh

2011-01-02T19:32:00.002+08:00

There goes my Year 2010. It's seems like just happened yesterday. LoL what am I talking about ? Anyway.... Tomorrow I'll be off to work. Yes! I will be starting my 1st day of work in year 2011 in a new seat , new office, new smell.. So far , no new colleagues. LoL.

But somehow, I just don't feel like going to work. Well, it would be nice if I can work with a transparent body so that no one can see me sitting there. I wasted Wednesday and Thursday last week or should I say, last year? Well, I think last week would be appropriate. While Friday, I'm taking my annual leave! I'm clearing my leave as we are not allowed to bring forward our annual leaves. So, I don't think there is anything wrong with that, plus, my admin manageress has approved it.

But all these has really wasting my time. It end up tomorrow will be quite a rush for me. Extremely rush. I still have some cabinet that need to be turn around , well this isn't a big problem. I have some cash book that need to be update. Some creditor statement that need to be update as well. Some calls to make and the list goes on.

What I hate is, I hate when those creditors or contractors walk in to ask me about payment as if I can swallow their money and ran across the dying river right in front of my office and disappear. Geezzz.. I wonder how would they react if I say to them.. " HELLO!! I just started my very FIRST day of work in year 2011 bastard!!" " I wont vanish with your eenie meenie money!!" erghhhhh damn!

I plan to hide under my desk at the first sight I saw them walking in from the main door. he he.. yes, I sit behind now and I get to have some time to hide myself. Hopefully this plan will work. All I ask is a peaceful day to settle everything, make some calls to the Headquarters and get final decision before taking the last step. Haih ..if only those barbarians will understand.

I will pray hard for tomorrow.

Ending of year 2010, & My new Office is Almost Done.

2010-12-31T08:54:00.002+08:00

First of all, I would like to say Good Morning to my dearest HoneyMoo! Sorry that I made you angry yesterday. Sorry for spoiling your mood yesterday as it's your Big Day. I didn't do it on purpose. Do Please Forgive me.

Yesterday was my last day of moving all my things from small to big from 3rd floor to 2Nd floor. When you see everything with your bare eyes, they just look like a small pile of papers, but when you actually moving them, they are like a whole lorry of sands. lol ok maybe this is a little to much. haha

I think I am not just moving my things but also my colleagues things. Aih.. I believe this isn't their first time moving office but yet they act like they have no idea what to do, delaying the time. I am on leave today and I told myself I must finish everything by 5pm yesterday as I wouldn't want to come back again today.

and..Yes! I done all the big things which I need to do , so today I will be at home relaxing waiting time to pass by. My honeymoo is off day today so he'll be dropping by as well. Tonight will have dinner with him and friend and doing traditional countdown event hahahaha I haven't been doing this for so long. Feel excited already.
Although my muscle still pain but I will try my best not to let it spoil the day.

There is something which I just don't understand. Actually our new office is not 100%finish renovating but my admin manager already urge us to move everyyything down. In the end we are waiting there for those Bangladesh to fix the aircond and electrician guy to do the socket. Sigh. Bad arrangement. The place was so dusty. It's meaningless to even clean or do vacuuming. It'll get dirty again in no time. Trust me. At first, she arrange me to sit in a cubicle which the partition is so short that it can't even cover my head. Somehow, the desk is fix to the cubicle as it was custom made , and there is no holes on the table to put do the computer wiring. There is a line of holes actually at the angle of the cubicle for you to put your wiring but damn small. The wire can't fit in LOL! So, admin manager has no choice but to call them back and drill 2 holes on the desk.

After a discussion in between my account officer with my admin manager, me and another 3 colleagues have to sit at the side next to the window.. biggg window.. cuz she said we always have visitors from outside looking for us (such as suppliers,etc) and it's not nice if they have to walk into the office to look for us as the cubicle where we will be sitting located too close with the managers' room. LoL . Dangerous..

Well, sitting next to the window isn't too bad. I got seaview. But one of the window is broken. There is a big crack. So, I told my colleagues, I wouldn't wanna sit there not until the window is fix. But somehow these dumbass people which brain fills with shit keep asking me to put my desk there. Wow.. I am so so pissed that I scold them. Damn shit ass people! So heartless to ask me to sit at the dangerous spot.
My admin manager put a lady to be our account HEAD. yeah right.. nama ajak belajar dari australia.. probably her head just as nice as a kangaroo head. -_-"
So pissed sometimes with these people.. Tunjuk lagak jak tauk. Burit benar eh.

Some people just love to do arrangement for other people but never stand in that person to think . What they do are just for the benefit of themselves. I can't believe she still has the gut to say people selfish padahal the really selfish person was her. Wish you never success in you diet asshole!!! >M<"

Well, that is all I wanted to complain. I think there are still more lol.. If I blog this last night , I think it will be a long complaining blog lol because the fire of anger is still there. If I got chance, I want to go back to have a peek at my new desk to see if any kepoh people go move my things around. -_-"

Today is 31/12/2010 , happy new year everyone who read this blog! Have a great resolution !

It's the Best Christmas Ever!

2010-12-26T19:14:00.002+08:00

Usually I feel that my Christmas is the best one ever when I had a great meal during Christmas eve, but this year, my Christmas dinner happened to be few days earlier.
Have I told you that I already had it on the 21st December 2010? Haha I'm not sure whether I have already blog it here but it's no harm of saying it again, right?

I had it at the western restaurant at Grand Palace Hotel. Had a plate mix of steak and chicken chop. Not bad... great service not to mention very romantic environment.
I did took some photo of the food I ate there but I haven't upload it in my computer so I can't put here to share with you guys. Will share it once I transfer it to my computer.

On the 25th December 2010, it was his offday and we spend the day at Bintulu. Yeah, it is indeed a boring place plus we have no idea where to have our meal. really! hahaha paiseh.
We are there to borrow some stuff from a friend as well. So it's like hit 2 birds with a stone. LoL

Overall, it was the best christmas ever! hahaha I manage to grab some cheap stuff loh. hehehehhehehehe But i hide it somewhere safe where my mom wouldn't be able to notice. She isn't in a good mood. She doesn't want to talk to me. LoL. Sulking at me at some points.
I couldn't care less actually.. -_-"

Blogging from Bintulu.

2010-12-25T22:15:00.002+08:00

I depart from Miri at 9.30am from Miri and arrived at Bintulu around 12.30pm. I manage to get the legendary coat from a friend. Sad to see his new baby got hurt. It's just 2 months.. Wanna sell or not? Sell cheap cheap to me lah HAHAHA. JOking!

Well, I stayed at H-5 inn. It's a shame that they call it INN as it look much like a hotel. Wi-fi bedroom with LCD TV on the wall, not even Park City Everyly Hotel provide such TV! ;D How cool is that? Not to mention the rate is very much reasonable... I have no doubt about that.

I had my christmas dinner at Marco Polo. I had my chicken chop with mushroom sauce. Well, the style of serving is like western palace hahaha.. but of cause western palace at Miri is still the best. I would love to go back there again during special event. Very much romantic and got people playing piano for you. Fresh music lol

Somehow, I did't drink enough water and now suffering headache. I took the headache pill already and now blogging with a drunk mind . Moral behind the story.. Drink water wherever you are.

Have a merry merry christmas everyone and happy new year.

I Will Be On Holiday Again this Friday!Yay!

2010-12-22T19:50:00.002+08:00

Yes, tomorrow is my last working day of the week! I am off on Friday. You guys don't have to call me on work matters I am not going back to office. I get nothing but low pay from the management.*roll eyes*

I will be away from Miri that day, so ADIOSSSSSSSSSSS PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEE

The New Look Is Finally Done.

2010-12-19T12:00:00.002+08:00

First of all, it's not my look which I wanted to post in here, sorry :P hahahaha
Those who knew me will know how I look anyway lol so it's nothing important.
What I wanna say here is the new look of my personal blog.

I once told myself, that I will change the look once my personal life has positive changes and now is just the right time to do it.
Year 2010 has been the best year ever ! Yes..yes.. I said it again for the... 3rd time? hahahaha oh well, Im happy mah~

So, the blog title will no more be "It's The 1% Freedom I'm Searching For" as I already found my 1% freedom on the 10th April 2010.
I will keep this freedom well and hope it will expand bigger and bigger each year until 100%. Yes, 100% is more than enough for me already.

I am no longer live in sorrow. I am no longer stayed at home during weekend (unless I'm unwell) and I am no longer blogging sad stuff of my everyday life any anymore. I starting to have something more positive to blog out or something normal that will happened in most girl's life.

Therfore, the new title of my blog is " The 1% Freedom Changes It All".
No more sad girl anime picture on the blog now, I replace it with night fill with lots of starts as I'm one of the shining stars now.

The profile photo showing a pair of hands (not my hand :p) releasing a butterfly (which represents me), showing the meaning of myself finally got out from the pity sorrow life I've been through. I finally found my new breathe , fresh and sweet. It's the best thing ever happened in my life.

I believe there are more great things rolling to me. I do believe it now.

Grenn color and the dandelion is showing the freshness in my new life. hahaha ain't it nice? every single thing has it own meaning . You might think it's gross but it was so perfect for me~~~

Merry christmas to all of you.. have a wonderful year!

Blog Under Constructions.

2010-12-19T11:27:00.002+08:00

Should I say more? hahaha yes, im giving my blog a new breathe of life, so sorry for the inconvenience.

Somewhere Over The Rainbow.

2010-12-17T09:38:00.002+08:00

Somewhere over the rainbow,
I found the clear blue sky,
Somewhere over the rainbow,
I found where all the sorrow dies.

Somewhere over the rainbow,
Where all the dreams will 1 day came true.
Somewhere over the rainbow,
Is where I finally found you.

I dedicate this poem to my HoneyMoo. You might not be a perfect man for others, but you are the perfect man for me. It's the best year this year, and I wouldn't mind saying it over and over again.

I finally found my true love, pure and sweet. It's something which I will never expect it would come to me, not in this year, but yes, it's happening already.

Even though our path is rough, but rough or smooth is all up to both of us to create it. I promise I'll correct every wrong I made as I would want to be your perfect woman, always.

I'm wishing you the best in health and career and remember, health comes first. Nothing is impossible when you have a great health. Remember this.

Happy Year Indeed.

2010-12-14T19:46:00.002+08:00

Today is the 14th December 2010.. I am so so happy for the year 2010. Year of Tiger wasn't that bad after all. Haha *laugh*
I found the guy I loved and loves me as well. *wink*..*wink*..

It's something which I never expect. Life is full of unpredictable events. ;D

Somehow, if about my career, I'm not sure whether it's changing to good or bad. I still can't see any picture yet. All these will be seen next year.

So , I have to wait patiently... Hope things will run smoothly and nicely for me..

He only Loves Himself More.

2010-12-12T10:04:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, we are kinda blunt when comes to matters like who loves who more? Some will ask, how will you prove to her that you love her more than yourself? and Some will say, I will do anything for her..ANYTHING. I will cross the ocean for her, I walk the path of fire for her. The most dramatic, romantic way some people would say is "I will DIE for her".

In my point of view, if a person die for another person in a good acceptable way, YES, that person is very much in love for their other half. But if a person die in a negative way for the other person, well, in my point of view, this person seems like love himself/herself more actually.

What would you get if you die just like that? Directly is, what would you get if you committing suicide for your other half?
Directly, you are just wanna make them suffer for your death, you want to make them remember you their whole life, you want to make them think that it was them who pushes you to die. That is actually what you are doing when you are at the edge of the suicide. Haha lasting memory eh? It will only just be memory..
Coward decision. *laugh*

What Do You Got? By Bon Jovi

2010-11-20T19:24:00.000+08:00

Everybody wants something, just a little more
We're makin a living, and what we're livin for
A rich man or a poor man, a pawn or a king
You can live on the street, you can rule the whole world
But you don't mean one damn thing

[Chorus:]
What do you got, if you ain't got love
Whatever you got, it just ain't enough
you're walkin' the road, but you're goin' nowhere
you're tryin' to find your way home, but there's no one there
Who do you hold, in the dark of night
You wanna give up, but it's worth the fight
You have all the things, that you've been dreamin' of

If you ain't got someone, you're afraid to lose
Everybody needs just one, someone... to tell them the truth
[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/2Tub ]
Maybe I'm a dreamer, but I still believe
I believe in hope, I believe the change can get us off our knees

[Chorus]

If you ain't got love, it's all just keeping score
If you ain't got love, what the hell we doing it for

I don't wanna have to talk about it
How many songs you gotta sing about it
How long you gonna live without it
Why does someone somewhere have to doubt it
Someday you'll figure it out

[Solo]

[Chorus x2]

If you ain't got love, it's all just keeping score
If you ain't got love, what the hell we doin' it for
Woahhh, I ain't got, if you ain't got love
What do you got if you ain't got love
What do you got if you ain't got love

I'm moving to new office soon.sad

2010-11-04T18:53:00.002+08:00

Today, the renovation team has finally start their job making renovation at Level 2. I'm soon moving to a new office, same department of course, with more tasks i think. hahahahaha

But the problem is, Im not sure whether to be happy or sad, as account and admin department will be stuck in the same level, not to mention, it is much smaller.. *sigh*
I went to survey the place already today with other 2 colleagues, well, I can imagine how we all stuck together with each other like a bird cage LOL

We're going to have partition (cuz boss dont want us to talk to each other too much), which I think is dumb, but the admin manager said the main purpose is because having partition, the view will be nicer. You wont get to see all those wires and sockets dropping laying on the floor. Means partition is like a BB cream to hide your blemishes LOLLOLOLL hahahahahahaha

I kinda hate moving down to Level 2. I have tonnes of things to move.. Year 2009 documents can't pack yet because auditors still checking them. I plan to tie them up and put it in a box first loh. Hopefully wont be seeing them anymore :P
bleh

Year 2010, I'm going to have all these new stuff:-

1) New desk (10cm longer than the current one I use)
2) Having less 1 cabinet compare now I have 3 lol
3) New admin manager
4) New lady (old person with new position) sit together same floor with us (dont know what post she become now, well when the Boss gave her a Camry use, probably it's not executive level lo)
5) New fridge
6) New photostating machine
7) Sitting in a cubicle
8) Less place to put my documents
9) Smaller store
10) A pantry
11) Smaller conference room
12) No more Lobby View (SAD!!!!)
13) No more place to walk around when you're tired of sitting and doing your task.

Overall I dont think I will be any happier with the new environment although the manager said it's good to have some changes *sigh*. I can feel I wont be staying much longer here for more than a Year.. =_=". It's time to hunt for a new hole.

Have We Won Debate for Travelling Allowance Already?

2010-10-12T18:58:00.005+08:00

Today, me and colleague continue our battle about the travelling allowance.
First the admin manager gave us 1 day leave (for Saturday work) and 2 hours leave (for Thursday & Friday work @ camp). Then we said we want travelling allowance as we always have.. So she said RM20 per person deduct RM5 for each meal you take in the camp (even it's prepare by company).

We are so not satisfied with it that we continue our fight today. So...She then say, RM20 per night, the 1 day trip will be RM10, nett pay will be after you deduct the RM5. Before you can get your claim, you have to fill up a claim form and make a short report of your journey. State out time of arrival and time of depart,etc.

But after few hours, the admin manager change her mind again when the admin executive walk in to ask her. She said, your company standing order is not yet being approved by the managing director, so if you want to claim travelling allowance, I suggest to follow the rule and regulations of the other company.(which is own by the same managing director). So we agreed.

Then, the result is, RM25 per night. For day trip / The day you return is RM10. For the day you depart, you can claim RM7.50 for breakfast, but if the day you return has been provided with breakfast, then there will be no RM7.50 for you. OR, the hotel you lived provide breakfast.
RM5 meal still need to be deduct unless you bring your own food. LoL
I think if I bring my own food, there will be 2 luggages.

I just wonder why she refuse to bring out the handbook at the first place or tell us that the new standing order is still under consideration. She rather let us all mad at her and cursing every single minute. What is there to be hiding for? This is totally crazy.

Tomorrow I will submit my claim form and hopefully the ah mu who did the payroll will remember to put it in our salary in October. Aih..

Thank you friends, for your support, and thank you for helping me scolding and cursing them lol thank you. xD

Horrible Heartless Management!

2010-10-11T19:53:00.004+08:00

I woke up with my panda eyes today. Hoping that my work will run smoothly as my account will be audited by some internal auditors. *sigh* It feels like you're a flower and there is some flies sticking on your petals lol... I think they will be here until this Friday. This is boring... really boring.

Well, the main point I want to talk about this company I'm currently work in, isn't about having auditors checking your stuff. It's about the travelling allowance you get when you go to work outside of town. I still remember the first year I join this company, they sent me out to camp for 3 days and 2 nights. I got around RM40 i think, for the allowance. But this morning, the admin manager came to me and say that she gave me 2 hours leave.

My brain couldn't twist back what she said so I just look at her with my eyes full of confusion but yet she just walked away. When I told my colleagues about it, she asked me to go together and ask the admin manager once again of what she meant. There, she told us, the 2 hours is for the 2 working days we use to go to camp as per the financial controller instructions. Then, I asked her, What about saturday? We spend 1 whole day at the camp too. Then she puzzled a while and said to me, she will give me 1 day leave for that Saturday. Gosh... No travelling allowance.

BUt then, my leader of account department went to talk to this admin manager in the afternoon regarding the same thing. Then the admin manager told her, If you guys want money, then will give to u according to your position but I might have to deduct RM5 for each meal you eat. Now this is the part where we are not satisfied with. Camp provide us food. It's not like we asked them to provide for us. Afterall, I think it's their responsibility to provide us food, all charges will take into company account. And somehow this admin manager want to deduct us RM5 for the meal we took, doesnt matter what we eat =_=" this is totally insane! I just dont get it.

Then she said, other company staff brought their own bread to the camp and eat just to avoid their allowance being deduct RM5. Wow.. other company? Other company has their own policy.. why must we follow? All this while this is how we get our allowance if we ever go travelling for work purpose and now she change it just like that? CRAZY bitch! damn!

I just cant accept it. We are not giving up to fight for our allowance. We are going to ask our kuching colleague who already stay at the camp for like 6 days. Do they receive any allowance? Do their allowance get deduct for RM5 for meal? I really wanted to know.

Battle continue tomorrow!

Tiring Journey of My Favourite October.

2010-10-10T10:12:00.002+08:00

Finally I'm home. I missed home so much although my home is not as good as some home of the rich, but , like people said, you will love the place you stay no matter how it is, and that is how I feel.

Now why would I suddenly missed home? LoL. Well it's because I wasnt at home for the past 2 days. On the 7th October 2010, the senior executive of my current company request me and 4 other colleagues to go up to the oil palm estate. She told us there will be a meeting and would like us to join. Well, I was thinking, it's just a meeting, why not just join and see what is the meeting all about.

So we all went up there with bag filled up with basic needs. Who knows, when we arrived at the estate office, the financial controlller doesn't seem so happy. To my surprise, the senior executive is already there busy with herself. lol. She told us we are late and say people are not happy waiting for us to start the canteen's stock check. All of us feel so mad and yet can't voice a thing at that time. Who is the person who told us that we are only attending a meeting?? Arghhh so so so pissed with that lady! Why can't she just told us that we are there to do some task? Is it so P & C until she has to lie?? Erghhh if I can turn her into a tomato, I would smash the tomato with my feet! *smash*

So all 4 of us having a puzzled mind don't know what to say, what to do. Everybody in the plantation look tensed lol. HAhahahahaha yeah, cause all of sudden we are now some sort of storekeeper checking stock in a dusty, rat urine smell of canteen.
*sigh* I hate that place and I thought I wouldn't have to go there again as my workload is getting more each year. *sad*
We still continue to do the task although none of us feel pleased.

That Thursday passed by quite fast too. Somemore it's a raining Thursday. I feel so so hungry even though I ate pork bun already that morning. Maybe the bumpy trip makes me feel hungry easier than usual. They promised us there will be lunch served but when we went to the rest house, nobody was there and the door is lock. We had no choice but to go the other canteen and eat. To our surprise, they only serve instant noodle. OMG! I am so hungry and feel polluted with the rat urine and dust and was hoping to have a simple rice meal and all we get is noodle??!!!! eeeeekkkkkkk
I feel like kicking the asshole who gave us this fake promises.

Fine fine fine.. We can't do anything at all. We all know it's hard to find food in the middle of the oil palm jungle so we order some instant noodle and carbonated drinks. *sigh*
After the 'super duper simple not full meal', we rest a while and continue to work after that. I hate checking those dusty stock. Those ladies working in the canteen totally never clean those stuff. Maybe because the person in-charge doesn't mind the dust. lol.
But then, when it's near the time to go home, we all doesn't feel good at all. Why? because our stock check is not yet done lol. Haih.. have to go down again the next day. We can't overnight because we didn't prepare anything as we are told that we will be there for a meeting lol.

Somehow there is a thing which I dont feel pleased at all. Why is the person in-charge of the canteen account doesn't have to come and do the stock check herself but me and my 3 other colleagues? It just doesn't make sense at all. Out of the 3 colleagues of mine, 1 is a I.T supervisor. =_=" It's not that we dont have enough staff in account department.
If to say that we need to go to help each other colleague, well fine then, what about my work? My account will be audited tomorrow for 1 whole week. Who would help me? Them? I have a doubt in that. I feel paiseh to ask other people to help in our own work as we can do it ourselves. I dont know why would they have the face to do that to us.

The next morning, I left my luggage in the office and went out to buy some stuff with my colleagues. She need small bottle of shampoo. When we go back to get our bags after buying things, there is this girl saying to me " u guys know that it's already confirm that u guys will overnight at the camp?"
WSEHHHHHHHHH I am so so angry that time. Don't she feel a little paiseh at all? Still dare to smile and ask? What is that all about har? So I answer her while lifting my bag, " I know, I know ah, other you think I bring all these bags for fun?"
I dont want to look at her. I am so so so so so mad no words can describe!! ish

Then , while I walked half way the exit door, my admin manager call me from behind. She asked me, " do u know ur account will be audited on Monday?" , I answered , " i know ah", " u know they're coming?" =_=" "i know ah.." She actually worry I dont have time to do my own arrangement for my work to face those auditors next week. But what can she do? Can she do anything? I wasted my 2 days doing other people job what the helllllll... eee i feel like smacking those heads who doesn't realize the wrong thing they do and still can smileee =_=" Not even words of concern.

I never regret of the good things I do, as I never expect anything good from them. What I do is good for myself. If they know how to pay back, they will know how. I have no need to put effort of teaching them. I pity my 2 new colleagues. They get cheated again and again. It's not that we are stupid for keep staying even after getting bullied like this. We have reason behind that. Those who ever been in our shoes will know how it feels.

Tomorrow, I will represent my 3 other colleagues, passing back the work we did at the camp to the person in-charge of the account. We all left some work for her to do. Yes, we are very nice. lol. It's her job, and we left some for her. =P
What we suffer there, does she know? We overnight there leiiii. We live in a big house filled with boys and girls, old and young. Our room smell ridsect and filled with mosquitoes. We are unable to call our love one to chit-chat as digi yellow man is not around! We need to go out standing outside donating our blood to the mosquito to call our loved one. Ahhhhhh sad!

Hmph! It's time to show some attitude to these assholes!

Local Presentation Sucks Big time!

2010-08-29T21:05:00.002+08:00

Today is 29th August, which means tomorrow is 30th August and the next day will be 31st August which means it's public holiday. I'm not so happy about it though, because I was suppose to on leave tomorrow because the next day is public holiday. If I on leave tomorrow, then I will have 4 rest days straight! How cool is that.

Why I can't take leave for tomorrow? Because I have wasted 2 days in Bintulu for some very important training. Ah... first I have to torture my butt sitting in a car which is not a company's car, but a colleague's daddy car, which no neck support at the back seat plus bumpy ride and I have to force my poor brain to automatically translate some foochow presentation into my own understandable language. Which is quite hard , as my foochow language doesn't even reach 20%! How can that be possible..

And then more pissing is when they doesn't even want to apologise for their sucky mistakes and said I have this magical foochow face which they expect me to know what they are presenting. LoL. Sigh* very disappointing indeed.

Only thing I'm happy about is my dear is here to fetch me home and I get to buy my favourite sandals, altogether 2 pairs of them weee heeee!!!

While the field trip to the oil refinery place is very unexpected. Didn't know we actually have to walk in that large area .. Which makes me wonder, how did their worker get to the place on time to perform their tasks.. When I came across a row of bicycles, it solved my puzzlement already.
Damn damn damn hot to walk under the sun wearing a heavy safety helmet which can't even cover my face from the hot sunshine.. sad..

Right after we finish our walking , it's already 12 noon and we have to fill ourselves up with the food they prepared. Well, not too bad although all are cold already, or probably I'm just too hungry loL

By The way, parkcity everly hotel in Bintulu sucks big time too. Gosh the room is very dusty smelly eeeekkkk as if I just entered an 100 years old mansion or some caves. Argh and their so called queen size bed isn't any queen size at all....!!! how to sleep with 2 adults on it? ish damn pissed! What worst is ,.. you can't sleep during ur most tired moment because your room mates snores lol.. Lucky I still have the energy to survive during the next day... Phewzzz not too bad huh.
But body battery really flat when I reach Miri...

I just hope there wont be another of this trip.. "Training". Ergh.. more like Mental Torturing.

Define me the meaning of Photogenic.

2010-08-07T14:09:00.002+08:00

I have always wonder what is the meaning of "photogenic".. Well of course I have my own Idea for this word which means Look pretty only in Photographs but look ugly in real person. hahahaha

So, today, I have a look around the meaning of Photogenic in those online dictionary and I found these.

http://www.thefreedictionary.com/photogenic

click here and you will know how they define the word. It says "Looking attractive in Photographs" hahahahhaha so what it says more or less the same of what I always thought of. LoL

Lately there is a competition of Miss Fit Photogenic Contest by a quite famous studio in Miri, Frozen In Time Studio. Wow you should really see those photos, really amazing, and what I amaze is their editing skills. hahahaha

They are doing well and they are doing according to their mission. To make their client look their best.
Make up are quite good too as they are not too much magical powder on those girl's face.

But there is something that puzzled me for these few days. I hope if any of Frozen In Time Studio or any contestant who gets to read my blog here will not feel piss me with me hahaha

I was wondering why are mostly of those photos being taken from the side of their face? I can only see part of their face instead the whole face of theirs. Why? Only the 1st photo which I feel is the most perfect one as I get to see almost 95% of her face and her clothes and background match very well, plus her blue eyes (even though it's fake) matches her skin tone too.

For me, taking photo from the side it's like hiding something. I admit myself look better from the side because one of my eyes are bigger than another due to some allergic from previous years causing my eyes swollen and end up the size also get effected. LOL. But can't possibly be all those contestant having the same problem with me ma.... How can that be possible? LoL

Well, it would be better if someone can answer me here...
Time to check out my mail, so adios people and good luck.

Does All Managers Act weird lately? haha!

2010-08-05T20:25:00.002+08:00

I'm not happy with my work lately especially today. That is because my company cash flow sucks big time since the last 2 months. Everything have to be delayed because Miri side does not have enough fund to settle them. I have to answer calls almost everyday minimum 5 calls per days. I know it's kinda little but it's a lot compare to last time which is just 1 call per month or none at all.

Kinda stressful when people let go their anger on you as if you owe them money personally. cissshhhh (swt) really angry sometimes until I wish there is no such thing call telephone in this world hahaha.

Today, I learn that managers especially those in between age of 30 and 50 loves to ask weird question to their staff and talk in a weird weird way. They love to ask ridiculous stuff and talk as if they are standing on the top of a durian tree. Now why would I choose durian tree instead of coconut tree? That is because durian is the KING of fruit so if anyone can get to stand on the top of it might feel proud of themselves. HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

I will state some examples of weird questions here, one of them is what I heard today from my Dear.

1) there is an exhibition going on, where people get to exhibit their stuff and do some sales at the same time , well of course the main purpose is to sell things and earn money. Now this dude over here is the president of this event and he asked his marketing staff why is the sales this time so low? LOL Now how weird is that, why would the marketing people know why isnt there a lot people to come and buy during that event? Well, in my point of view, it's just too easy to figure out the problem. It's either your product sucks, or.. Miri just aint having that much people to keep buying something that will breakdown within a year. haha THat is because, there is a same event going on during June if im not mistaken. Funny man indeed. He just cant seem to be able to accept the fact.

2) 2nd situation happen in my office. Im not sure what is going on with this dude over here but he sure getting weirder each day, hahahaha is that a good sign?
He does not act the talk or walk the talk lol Zombie huh? well.. maybe. hahaha
There is 1 day when he sent down a basket of cheques to another manager dude to sign, when the basket came up to my department, my colleagues found that their cheque has been signed by the wrong manager and when they ask how did it happen? why? how can their cheques end up at the wrong manager? and this weird manager dude ask them back, "didnt u look carefully before u send down the cheques?" The problem is, it wasn't even them who send down the cheques for that manager's signature... It's like CJ7 is taking over his body hahahahahahahahahaha

3) 3rd situation happened today. Here I would say, Nama ajak Manager! LOLOLOLOLLL
What is the 1st normal thing you will think when you heard the word Manager? well, you must be thinking he/she is a knowledgeable person and well behaved. But somehow today, our weirdo manager dude actually said Courier service from Miri to Kuching need 3 days!
Maybe he just over concern of our monthly fixed payment until he forgot such simple thing. Well, he is just finding the trouble himself. He love to use courier service too much until paying something which can be paid in Miri but end up courier it to kuching... I am so so so amaze. hahahahhahahahaha

Ahhh enough of spamming about all these weird dude. Really such a weird kickass kinda people which i have to work with. Killing my brain cells every 5 days a week.

Blogging with Aspire

2010-08-01T12:58:00.002+08:00

Good news to all my blog fans (as if there are so many who reads lol *perasaan*), I am now will have more chance to blog.. as I have been given a new lappy, Aspire 4540 lol well, it's not really a brand new, but.. hmmm long story , and I dont think it's any important lol

Today is Sunday, and am waiting for my personal lovable driver to drive me out. Havent been to the Pc fair at indoor stadium yet. Wonder what do they have to offer...

It's a sunny day today, very sunny indeed.. not much wind, kinda hot.

SOmetimes, we just dont know what we want cuz we complain on whatever we received. LoL

I cant wait to play my auditionsea game , too bad the server is still down today. Hope to play a few rounds tomorrow, hopefully.

To Jonathan, welcome home to Bintulu, Sarawak. Be a good boy now, dont be naughty.

And to Bear's new dog, dont bully ur master who bought you back and gave u a good life in Pujut, drop less hair and eat less bone please ;D

Wow, if her dog reply to my blog, now that's where I say ZOMG!
I dont have much thing to blog today.. Hopefully will get some fresh ideas to spam in here tonight .. adios humans! and have a nice weekend.

My Phillip..Ahhh finally.. lol

2010-07-13T19:48:00.002+08:00

Today I am lucky to have the chance to use Phillip this long. Usually my barbarian brother will sit here once we got home until my bedtime hmmmm I am so unhappy about it. But lately, he seems to be busy talking on the phone wahahahhahaa so it's my chance to use back my Phillip for blogging and so on.

I am so so so tired today, after lunch because my brain has been generating fast about my work and my time is running out. Although I have a colleague to help, but I couldn't dump all the messy things and ask her to do it. I dont think she will know where to start. hahahahha

I heard hartz chicken is coming to town.. I only love their ice-cream machine which I think it's just so cool. Wellm, if it has wi-fi , probably will just go online there and eat their fried chicken and my own sarsi float with extra ice cream!! yummmmyyyyyyyyyyyy

This Sunday will be going to Bintulu again..yippiieeeeee
I hope to get a nice pair of shoes... cheap and nice. lol
No one would ever believe that I cant find a suitable comfortable shoe in the whole Malls available in Miri wahahahahahahaha
Picky feet i have indeed.

I miss peppermint ice-cream from Dessert, but everytime I eat it, I will cough. Hmmmmmm very troublesome huh..Yeah I know.
Bad pair of lungs is really killing me. I hope my dear dear will recover to the fullest from his back pain. Worry much indeed.

Im so tired But Why am I here?

2010-07-04T20:24:00.002+08:00

Today is Sunday, it will be the 1st day of the week. Tomorrow another day to feel stress for the next 5 days.. sigh. I hate when think of work lately. I got nothing much to do. No Fund, what else can I do?

Our old boss retired and now the new boss in charge and he seems walking out of his line already. Sigh. I wonder if he can cope with his new responsibilities. It aint easy. I know.

Im a bit moody since yesterday night. cuz I got shouted by mum for apparent no big reason at all. I hate being shout by people like this. Really spoiling my mood.
Not to mention I had a heaty dinner last night without any fruits and almost end up icing myself with ice-cream but I manage to get myself out from the plan and went home for an early rest.

I feel stressed sometimes when think of myself being so fragile. No cold stuff, No heaty , No sour or Spicy. No Meat No Noodles T_T" really painful!! not to mention less Bread as well. AIIIIIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

My back always pain and my head always dizzy.
Could it be my time is running up? LOL

I dont have mood for shopping as well although I have extra money this month. No mood for clothes or shoes.

Wait till my weight drop down a little.. then probably I dont have to shop at all!!

I Can't Say It's A Lot, But It's Not Little Too.

2010-06-26T21:51:00.002+08:00

Have you ever wonder how would you spend those extra money given by your company?
Especially when the amount is in the middle of a lot and little.
hahahaha
There are a lot of things which I desire to have, but my finance status always limit me.
Therefore, buying anything pricey will have to be reconsider again and again.

Starting this year, everything will not be the same, either in my career or personal life. There are so much to be think of, but if you want me to mention it here, I dont know where to start. It might be little little things, but when you take too long to get it done, it became a big thing. Like having constipation hahahaha

Today is Saturday and Tomorrow is Sunday. Soon, it's monday again. I hate when I have to think about it. My career does not run smoothly due to some changes in paper work protocol, format blablablabla and Financial Controller dont even have the time for my side.
Damn!!! >.>" Sien when think of it.

I have been abondoned in my personal life previously, but now no more, but then, I face the same problem in my career. LoL
So tired and yet I dont feel like wanting to sleep, probably because when you have to pay for something and yet you dont get the chance to use it, you just feel beh song and Ngeh Ngeh want to put up some energy to use it lolololololol

aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Tian aaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Why arrrrrrrrrrrrrr

My Review on Toy Story 3.

2010-06-19T12:07:00.002+08:00

The first time I saw cartoon about toys coming alive is Toy Story. I remembered I was very small that time. But I cant remember how old I am that time until I search information about Toy Story in Wikipedia and I found out it was in year 1995. LOL! Damn! I was 11 years old that time!! *faint*
That was ages ago! lol hahaha a decade ago? more than a decade ... -_-"

Then Toy Story 2 came out, and that is in year 1999 , when I was in Secondary school, PMR level that time. I didn't get the chance to watch it, although cinema already available at bintang plaza that time. Somehow, I'm a poor student which can't afford to spend my hard earn money on movie tickets LoL.

And last night..I watched Toy Story 3!! hahahaha
Damn exciting and damn funny... just like the first time I saw them.
The movie gives me the feeling of love in family and friends. Really sweet.
All toys stay together all the time.. just for Andy, their owner.
Now If only I have such toys that is always there for me. LoL how sweeetttt... hahaha

I don't own much toys in my childhood, the most I have is a teddy bear gave by my dad when I was around 2 years old. I already put it away in a plastic bag. Well, at least not putting it away in a garbage bag and call it Junk right? LoL
So, I'm a good owner hahahaha *perasan*

Toy Story 3 is a must watch movie.. now if Speedy have Toy Story combo inclusive of Toy Story, Toy Story 2 and Toy Story 3, I would buy it and keep it for myself. Good movie is worth to be support for their Original DVD/VCD.

Buzz happened to be able to speak Spanish last night. I wonder how much time Tim Allen took to practice all those Spanish words lol.. it ain't easy hahhahaha
Well, he did very well.!!

Jessie's eyes as cute as ever.. Mr. Potato and Mrs Potato still the same .. lovey dovey potato toy, Woody still so handsome and the 3 aliens... still have their power to actually making u feel... =____="

So, what are you waiting for? Me and my dear already went for ours toy story.Hehe!

Dumpling Day, So..?

2010-06-16T19:32:00.002+08:00

Today is June 16th, Happy birthday to those who are born on this day. Today is also Chinese dumpling day. There is a story behind this day which I have forgotten what is it about. All I remember is, people used to throw dumpling into the river to kept those fish from eating a dead body. LoL if ..I'm not mistaken.

Oh Well, I don't quite have a good day today. I hate my stressful work. I was wondering when will the management improved? When..? and when..? I'm still wondering.
It never ends.

Seeing myself, seems like I am not any slimmer. I am still stuck in 50kg. The weight is okay, but it ain't okay when you are putting up weight at the area which is unacceptable. Sigh*

Plus, I am so dead worrying my dearest Hero. He got sick today. He look pale. I couldn't help much as I stay so far away from him. How I wish I could cook him nice food and make sure he drinks and heal slowly.
I am so so so dead worrying of him.
How I wish, I am the one who got sick. Doesn't matter if Im not a fast recovery person, as I am already get used to being sick LOL!

Today, among all the bad things happened, there is a good thing happened as well. I finally got my ass on the chair located in front of my pc!!!!!! Otherwise, where do you think I type this piece of crap? LoL lol lol
Right now, even I feel like wanted to pee, I couldn't go to pee, unless I feel like wanting to poo. LoL this cannot "tahan".

Why would I have to guard my seat? Because my brother can come over and taking the seat anytime when my ass got off this magical chair.
How dangerous...

World cup is happening and I am not even wanting to bother about it. LoL the world is dying and they are making the world dye even more ...